About that exam...322Please respect copyright.PENANALTCU5ErDSS
It's alright, I'm used to giving up. It's okay. It's not the end of the world.322Please respect copyright.PENANAcWFSxfzCtK
Wow, who am I kidding? I feel like shit.322Please respect copyright.PENANAeViLcbcPcv
I keep thinking how relieved I would be once it's all over when I was "studying" for my exam, but I don't feel anything. Just numb.
Anyhow... mmmm... well, every antihero needs a sob story, no?322Please respect copyright.PENANAXd7jD0MD0Y
Sorry to disappoint, but I grew up normally. An only child in a normal middle-class family. No divorce, no nothing. I wasn't abused.322Please respect copyright.PENANAhyxhY2BRuu
It really was nothing special. I just couldn't handle the pressure my parents put on me as the only child. Not that it was a lot or anything. Maybe if a different person experienced the same thing, they would be the hero of the story instead of a loser like me.322Please respect copyright.PENANAIlnpBZnUYI
So why did I end up like this? How did I end up like this?
Kids have a way of doing things. They're clear about what they like and dislike, and they can't tell what's right from wrong. A classmate of mine back in primary was hit by another kid, and their skull was split open, leading to him being rushed into the hospital. Why did the kid do that?322Please respect copyright.PENANAPK9qUfWVjW
"I didn't like him. He looked ugly."
Well, I wasn't much different. Granted, I never sent anyone to the hospital back then, but I was never taught right from wrong. I was only able to figure it out much, much later.
I performed relatively well throughout primary and middle school, and I wasn't bad at sports either, so despite my cocky personality, I wasn't lacking in popularity.322Please respect copyright.PENANAC2cTd8D27g
Because I had something people wanted, whether it was to join their soccer team or to lend them notes.
But as high school came, things changed. I wasn't as special. People didn't need me. My grades dropped, and I could see the disappointment on my parents' faces whenever my report card came.
"Wow, okay, we get it. You're a loser. So?"322Please respect copyright.PENANAHmzMwb0svR
Us villains aren't particularly smart, athletic, or powerful. We're people that won't get noticed in a crowd.322Please respect copyright.PENANAvVSz2mG4fx
You might think that you need to be powerful in order to be a villain. Well, if you want to be famous, sure. But from what I've learned, no one they've recruited had an outstanding power. 322Please respect copyright.PENANAwg8CLjeX5U
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All the villains I've met... They aren't right in the head. Well, I can't say that I am, either.322Please respect copyright.PENANA2JgUPl0NuH
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"They" want someone to follow orders.322Please respect copyright.PENANAjFxHsuB40n
Someone to be their dog.322Please respect copyright.PENANAl7yhu8O3bz
Someone that no one would care about if they disappeared. 322Please respect copyright.PENANAqek3qVKkZy
People that aren't afraid to be hated.322Please respect copyright.PENANAzX6ZisXjnH
People who barely feel guilt.322Please respect copyright.PENANAMhbiLIu5JA
Well, to sum it up, people with signs of antisocial personality disorder.322Please respect copyright.PENANAHhjv0QeiAF
You probably don't know this, but most of us are young; not only are we easy to manipulate, but we can get away with small sentences for large crimes.
I guess that's all I wanted to say for today. It feels better, spilling out your pathetic life on paper.322Please respect copyright.PENANA2qLEjHg7oX
Anyhow, it's ice-block time now. ლ(´ڡ`ლ)322Please respect copyright.PENANAHDCYK5YXZa
(It's currently winter and 11:00 pm)