About that exam...182Please respect copyright.PENANAwwOBGeXDGd
It's alright, I'm used to giving up. It's okay. It's not the end of the world.182Please respect copyright.PENANAELCxuu5f37
Wow, who am I kidding? I feel like shit.182Please respect copyright.PENANAhdcqXm8TZ7
I keep thinking how relieved I would be once it's all over when I was "studying" for my exam, but I don't feel anything. Just numb.
Anyhow... mmmm... well, every antihero needs a sob story, no?182Please respect copyright.PENANACXBVbAB66Y
Sorry to disappoint, but I grew up normally. An only child in a normal middle-class family. No divorce, no nothing. I wasn't abused.182Please respect copyright.PENANA2KxWVP101P
It really was nothing special. I just couldn't handle the pressure my parents put on me as the only child. Not that it was a lot or anything. Maybe if a different person experienced the same thing, they would be the hero of the story instead of a loser like me.182Please respect copyright.PENANAy3YgdRgtQS
So why did I end up like this? How did I end up like this?
Kids have a way of doing things. They're clear about what they like and dislike, and they can't tell what's right from wrong. A classmate of mine back in primary was hit by another kid, and their skull was split open, leading to him being rushed into the hospital. Why did the kid do that?182Please respect copyright.PENANAhCgymYF1Sp
"I didn't like him. He looked ugly."
Well, I wasn't much different. Granted, I never sent anyone to the hospital back then, but I was never taught right from wrong. I was only able to figure it out much, much later.
I performed relatively well throughout primary and middle school, and I wasn't bad at sports either, so despite my cocky personality, I wasn't lacking in popularity.182Please respect copyright.PENANAiQdA6v9GNK
Because I had something people wanted, whether it was to join their soccer team or to lend them notes.
But as high school came, things changed. I wasn't as special. People didn't need me. My grades dropped, and I could see the disappointment on my parents' faces whenever my report card came.
"Wow, okay, we get it. You're a loser. So?"182Please respect copyright.PENANAYZaiMpJBh5
Us villains aren't particularly smart, athletic, or powerful. We're people that won't get noticed in a crowd.182Please respect copyright.PENANAF5i8i1HgfU
You might think that you need to be powerful in order to be a villain. Well, if you want to be famous, sure. But from what I've learned, no one they've recruited had an outstanding power. 182Please respect copyright.PENANAGZvB609luK
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All the villains I've met... They aren't right in the head. Well, I can't say that I am, either.182Please respect copyright.PENANAINtaBlg2VT
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"They" want someone to follow orders.182Please respect copyright.PENANAxQtbmgJEyh
Someone to be their dog.182Please respect copyright.PENANA255j73HiOD
Someone that no one would care about if they disappeared. 182Please respect copyright.PENANAsbm6x1QVsZ
People that aren't afraid to be hated.182Please respect copyright.PENANAerdPyqrNYU
People who barely feel guilt.182Please respect copyright.PENANAjUSGqArp6B
Well, to sum it up, people with signs of antisocial personality disorder.182Please respect copyright.PENANASoLoQNeChF
You probably don't know this, but most of us are young; not only are we easy to manipulate, but we can get away with small sentences for large crimes.
I guess that's all I wanted to say for today. It feels better, spilling out your pathetic life on paper.182Please respect copyright.PENANAVU1vxH09gn
Anyhow, it's ice-block time now. ლ(´ڡ`ლ)182Please respect copyright.PENANAzu2PuB4Vob
(It's currently winter and 11:00 pm)