About that exam...323Please respect copyright.PENANAiGkUcXmtLc
It's alright, I'm used to giving up. It's okay. It's not the end of the world.323Please respect copyright.PENANAlkHQhw8c6z
Wow, who am I kidding? I feel like shit.323Please respect copyright.PENANALMZhq0lNT2
I keep thinking how relieved I would be once it's all over when I was "studying" for my exam, but I don't feel anything. Just numb.
Anyhow... mmmm... well, every antihero needs a sob story, no?323Please respect copyright.PENANASANRUekRe7
Sorry to disappoint, but I grew up normally. An only child in a normal middle-class family. No divorce, no nothing. I wasn't abused.323Please respect copyright.PENANAFoivLReU4e
It really was nothing special. I just couldn't handle the pressure my parents put on me as the only child. Not that it was a lot or anything. Maybe if a different person experienced the same thing, they would be the hero of the story instead of a loser like me.323Please respect copyright.PENANAsqf15SjMIG
So why did I end up like this? How did I end up like this?
Kids have a way of doing things. They're clear about what they like and dislike, and they can't tell what's right from wrong. A classmate of mine back in primary was hit by another kid, and their skull was split open, leading to him being rushed into the hospital. Why did the kid do that?323Please respect copyright.PENANANukTnOdnF0
"I didn't like him. He looked ugly."
Well, I wasn't much different. Granted, I never sent anyone to the hospital back then, but I was never taught right from wrong. I was only able to figure it out much, much later.
I performed relatively well throughout primary and middle school, and I wasn't bad at sports either, so despite my cocky personality, I wasn't lacking in popularity.323Please respect copyright.PENANAXF1v6ZxJyR
Because I had something people wanted, whether it was to join their soccer team or to lend them notes.
But as high school came, things changed. I wasn't as special. People didn't need me. My grades dropped, and I could see the disappointment on my parents' faces whenever my report card came.
"Wow, okay, we get it. You're a loser. So?"323Please respect copyright.PENANASeK6HNoalC
Us villains aren't particularly smart, athletic, or powerful. We're people that won't get noticed in a crowd.323Please respect copyright.PENANAUFe055kLGv
You might think that you need to be powerful in order to be a villain. Well, if you want to be famous, sure. But from what I've learned, no one they've recruited had an outstanding power. 323Please respect copyright.PENANAxeENsvs7YC
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All the villains I've met... They aren't right in the head. Well, I can't say that I am, either.323Please respect copyright.PENANA0RUvlFFXJT
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"They" want someone to follow orders.323Please respect copyright.PENANAatcSzONJ9C
Someone to be their dog.323Please respect copyright.PENANAAxwnDhqN0w
Someone that no one would care about if they disappeared. 323Please respect copyright.PENANAF5eoJAtDeQ
People that aren't afraid to be hated.323Please respect copyright.PENANABZ0zEvipwL
People who barely feel guilt.323Please respect copyright.PENANAWTLW1xhfZh
Well, to sum it up, people with signs of antisocial personality disorder.323Please respect copyright.PENANAUgK2tSYrTm
You probably don't know this, but most of us are young; not only are we easy to manipulate, but we can get away with small sentences for large crimes.
I guess that's all I wanted to say for today. It feels better, spilling out your pathetic life on paper.323Please respect copyright.PENANAAIIMtH9D5D
Anyhow, it's ice-block time now. ლ(´ڡ`ლ)323Please respect copyright.PENANAiNO6DxMCPK
(It's currently winter and 11:00 pm)