I wiped the stray tears off with the back of my hand. I wish mum was here she always would make me feel better. I continued walking down the dark street and saw some stores. One of them had blue and green lights flashing hopefully it's a club or bar.
"Hey girl", I heard someone yell
I looked back to see a man running towards me.
"Wait Alex is that you", the man yelled
I started running and took a sharp turn into a alley. I saw a fence and started climbing it until I was pulled down by my waist. I fell onto the ground and looked up to see Sam.
"No stay away from me", I said and started back climbing up the fence.
"Alex get down", Sam said pulling at my foot.
I kicked back and heard Sam fall onto the ground. I continued to climb the fence and jumped down once I got to the top.
"Alex what's wrong", Sam yelled as I ran away from him.
I saw this house on the other side of the street and it looks like party is going on. They look like they're around my age I should be able blend in with them. I ran over to the house and walked into a big ass party. There were people everywhere, colourful lights and drinks. I pushed passed people into the kitchen and grabbed a drink.
"So who are you", I heard someone said and the person sounded familiar.
I turned around and saw the boy from school that I'm enrolling into. I started drinking cup after cup after cup of whatevers in these red cups.
"Are you okay", the boy said
"Yeah"
"You sure you might want to slow down on the drinking", the boy said
"I'm fine"
"Well since you're fine I never got your name", the boy said
"I never told you", I said wiping my mouth then picked up another cup.
"Well my name is Mike", Mike said
"Alex"
"Well Alex nice meeting you I love to meet you again how about tomorrow night", Mike said
"I'll have to pass"
"Have any of you seen a girl name Alex", someone yelled and I had set my cup down.
I looked to see Harry, Alexander, Logan, Sam, Chase and Caleb. Caleb wasn't he at the hospital.
"Fuck", I muttered
I ran off into the crowd and everything was becoming blurry. I made my way upstairs and opened the last door on the hall. I opened the door and it's empty thank you. I closed the door behind me and ran over to the side of bed. I bent down and someone opened the door.
"Is she in there I saw someone go in there", I heard Logan's voice.
I looked up a little to see Logan standing behind Caleb who had the door cracked.
"Anybody in here", Caleb said
"Nobody in there let's keep looking around", Logan said
"Okay I'm just going to make sure and look around", Caleb said
"Alright I'll be downstairs with the rest of them", Logan said and Caleb walked into the room.
He closed the door behind him and turned on the lights on enough to see but it was still dark. I bent back down so Caleb couldn't see me.
"Alex I know you're in here", I heard Caleb say.
I stood up and Caleb was sitting on a roller chair.
"Alex what's wrong I may have just met you but I that's something's wrong", Caleb said
"Just come over here so I can see you", Caleb said
I sort of stumbled over next to him and stood up. Someone must have spiked a few of my drinks. He was wearing shorts and his thigh was wrapped up where he got grazed by a bullet.
"Tell me what's wrong you don't seem so happy", Caleb said
"It's just that when we were in the car going to the hospital made me remember my mum"
"Where is she", Caleb said
"Gone", I said playing with my fingers.
It felt weird talking to Caleb about my problems but at the same time good like I know he would never tell anyone.
"Where she out of town or something", Caleb said
"No", I said and I felt tears stream down my face.
"Is she dead or in the hospital", Caleb said
"You got the first part right"
"Did she die in a hospital with a disease or injury", Caleb said
"No but on my 6th birthday we were in the back of an ambulance and I wish I would have done something to stop him from shooting her. A man got in the back of the ambulance and shot her in the head", I said and I felt something warm rub up and down my arm.
I looked up to see that I was sitting on Caleb's lap straddling on the rolley chair.
"I have a feeling that isn't the whole story", Caleb said
"Well once my mum left it was just me and my dad and he wasn't always happy to see me"
"Is that why you have these scars on your back", Caleb said
"Yeah and that's why I started drinking at 6"
"To stop all the pain and maybe that's why you turned bad right", Caleb said
"I went to a life a crime before my mum left I just used to do little stuff like steal and fight. I started the big stuff like killing and arsons when I was around 10 I can't really remember it that well"
"Something about your dad bothers me did he like abuse you or something", Caleb said and more tears started streaming down my face.
I looked down and sniffed until Caleb made me look at him. It's like he brings out my emotional side unlike Alexander and the rest of them.
"Don't cry I may not know how you feel hopefully this will make you stop crying...", Caleb said and kissed me.
All of my tears stopped as he kissed me. One hand that was currently holding me down on my hip started to move slightly up my sides. His hands trailed up to my arms and he wrapped them around his neck before placing them back on my body, this time just above my ass.
Without meaning to, my hands around his neck brought his face closer, one hand tangling itself into the back of his messy hair. His lips were on my neck , he placed slow kisses on my skin. I could feel the tip of his tongue touch my skin on my collarbone and I instantly let out a moan.
I felt him smile against my skin as this gave him leeway to pull my hair a little more so he had more access. Without a hesitation, using the hand that was knotted in my hair, he pulled me towards him until his lips were covering mine. It was like a jolt of electricity was going through my body.
I knew I shouldn't do this, but the way his lips felt against mine made it near enough impossible to do anything but knot my hands in his hair and pull him closer. I felt the top of his tongue trace my bottom lip and I instantly responded, deepening the kiss. He pulled back slightly and groaned, breathing heavily as he rested his forehead against mine.
"You don't have to cry anymore" His voice was husky, breathless.
Then I heard the door creak open and someone clear they're throat. I felt Caleb's hand move from my side for a second and then back on my side. Out of the corner of my eye and saw Harry and Alexander. They looked shocked and were staring at Caleb.
"What the hell", Harry said
"What the fuck is going on here", Alexander said
"I found Alex", Caleb said chuckling a little.
"Alex come here", Harry said
"NOW", Harry yelled
Caleb had let go of me and I walked over towards Harry. I kept my head down low and were staring at my shoes.
"Look at me", Harry said and I looked up to see Harry looking down at me.
"Did you drink", Harry said
"No"
"Don't lie to me", Harry said
"Yeah just a few cups"
"Come here", Harry said and lifted up my chin towards him.
He smelled my mouth and just looked disappointed in me.
"You know that I hate when you lie to me right", Harry said
"I know"
"Why did you run? Why were you crying? When Sam found you why did you run? Why run here? Why are you making out with him?", Alexander said
"I couldn't take it anymore I just became upset", I said and Alexander's face softened up.
"So that made up run and make us look for you. Then we find you over here making out with Chase's friend", Harry said
"I know to you it seems sort of backwards what I'm doing but he umm how can I put this...", I said shifting my weight from foot to foot.
"Well he helped me out he found me and we talked and now I feel better that's all that matters right"
"Huh", I said repeatedly poking Harry in his stomach.
"Yeh I guess that's all that matters but you should talk to your therapist about stuff like this", Harry said
"I know but if I tell them something personal they'll tell you but if I tell Caleb he'll kept it a secret"
"They're supposed to tell us", Alexander said
"I know but when I talk to them it feels weird then if I say something really personal like something I will not say out loud..."
That I used to have wet dreams about Sam when I was younger.
"...they'll tell you two and then you'll probably tell the person that it's about then it they will probably laugh at me or it'll make things awkward between us"
"Alex you know you can tell us anything", Alexander said
"Yeah but you're men and I'm a girl if I was to tell you something about how a feel about certain people in certain ways it would be awkward"
"Yeah I guess I can't get mad at you for feeling like that", Harry said scratching the back of his neck.
"But next time can you just tell us if you feel upset", Alexander said
"And keep those inappropriate thoughts to yourself I don't like I would like to hear about what goes on in your head", Harry said ruffling my hair.
"You probably wouldn't you wouldn't understand"
"I bet you I won't", Harry said
"We'll be outside in the car this conversation is becoming weird", Harry said walking away with Alexander right behind him.
I was about to walk out the door until I felt someone warm press up against my back. I looked and saw Caleb looking at me with lust in his eyes.
"We didn't finish our kiss", Caleb said with confidence.
"We can finish it later", I said as he started kissing up my neck.
I moaned as he started sucking on my neck.
"Caleb we got to go before Chase-", I was cut off by someone.
"Before Chase what", I heard Chase say
He looked so mad at us.
"What the fuck Caleb", Chase yelled
Caleb continued sucking on my neck and I elbowed him and he jumped back.
"Oh hey Chase", Caleb said
"Don't oh hey Chase me we were looking everywhere for Alex and you were in here fucking her", Chase said
"Well technically we were just kissing"
"Kissing doesn't include touching and sucking on someone's neck", Chase said angrily.
"Well I'll be in the car and I've already been through this conversation before so I'll just sum it all up. I know I was in the wrong and so was Caleb for not telling you guys about me. Can we just put all this behind us and forget this ever happened?"
"Yeah but Caleb I need to talk to you later", Chase said motioning to us.
"Alright", Caleb said
"I'll be in the car", I said walking past Chase to feel someone touch my butt.
I looked to see Caleb laughing and I stuck the middle finger up at him.
"Alex not now Chase is here maybe later", Caleb yelled and then I heard him grunt like he was hit.
I walked faster down the stairs to see the party still going on. I felt a hand grab my butt and I turned around to see Mike. He was drunk and smelt like beer.
"Get your bloody hands off of me"
"What you talking about you know you want me", Mike said
"Fuck off leave me alone", I said pushing him and he stumbled into some people behind him falling on the floor.
"Bitch", Mike yelled and ran towards me.
"Take your best shot", I said tapping my jaw.
"With pleasure", Mike said and he punched me.
I sucked my teeth and looked at him. He had this stupid ass smile on his face.
"What now hoe", Mike yelled making everybody stop dancing and look at us.
"This", I said
I punched him in his jaw and I swear I heard a cracking noise. Once he was holding his face and looking down I grabbed his head and kneed him in the face. I stepped back as he fell onto the floor.
"You're going to wish you didn't do that", I heard someone say
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