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鐵製的簡陋樓梯隨著男人的步伐發出嘰啞聲響,頂樓的視野是終擺脫了狹隘的開闊晴朗。12Please respect copyright.PENANA5Q2Ey7NLTP
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“你在做什麼?”雙腳輕輕一躍,青峰大輝跳上了金髮青年倚坐著的欄杆,燈紅酒綠的夜景映入了那雙靛藍的眸子裡,該是令人讚嘆的景象,卻無法左右他顯得百無聊賴的神情。12Please respect copyright.PENANAKlmRwNdbip
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“是小青峰啊…我在看星星呢。”黃瀨涼太正閉眼享受著晚風徐來的涼意,少了聒噪惱人的言語,沐浴在月光下的目光竟也有種不怎麼違和的柔軟與靜謐。12Please respect copyright.PENANArCkiW22tHV
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“星星有什麼好看的?真無聊。”瞥了身邊的黃瀨一眼,青峰狀似慵懶地打了個哈欠,“你又在鬧什麼脾氣?”12Please respect copyright.PENANAF9e4vj3zt6
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“欸,沒想到我竟然被小青峰教訓了!真是太shock了!”前一秒的柔和瞬間就瓦解,眼前的人果然是黃瀨涼太。青峰也沒跟他客氣,抬起腳準備踢向那作出誇張表情的臉,只見黃瀨連忙接住“突襲”,笑得有些尷尬,“好啦、好啦!我知道啦,我會去道歉的。”12Please respect copyright.PENANAZXnJP3rzJY
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“都老大不小了,別老像個長不大的任性小鬼讓哲為難。”12Please respect copyright.PENANAYGB8YobtcV
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“哼哼,小青峰說的是呢,我倒是懷念起以前那個愛哭鬼了!”躍落地面的身影給了青峰一個鬼臉,作勢便要離開,可沒過多久又停下了腳步,“吶,小青峰……”12Please respect copyright.PENANAP5aoPLg3Ug
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“什麼事?”12Please respect copyright.PENANAdv8mDwhWqL
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沒有跌宕起伏的冰冷聲線源於男人的個人空間被擅自闖入的不悅,單膝跪在身後的人不由得渾身一顫,“抱歉打擾您了,族長大人請您過去一趟。”12Please respect copyright.PENANAey4aabAcYF
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“…知道了。”12Please respect copyright.PENANAq9Klpxb0eJ
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時間不只帶走了靛髮男人的耐心,也逐漸模糊了回憶的鏡面。不知何時開始,那些過分強烈的情感,就算闔眼想像甚至呼喚也找不回來。12Please respect copyright.PENANABiKUdvJ04f
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牽絆就是這回事吧,或許決心捨棄之時,也註定走入遺忘。12Please respect copyright.PENANAIbXgkM7Jco
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“這次的任務,你做得很好,真不愧是我的兒子。”端坐於眼前的老人笑彎了眼,怎麼也掩飾不住的喜悅便這樣循著目光落到青峰面前,“這麼一來,這個位置非你莫屬了。”12Please respect copyright.PENANAWfu31yEDWg
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“…嗯。”12Please respect copyright.PENANALfqKbmNYS7
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“你看來好像不怎麼高興?”12Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZJsNDGkg1
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“是嗎?”勾起的唇角裡頭不帶笑意,他抬起頭,直視老人的眼神裡藏了太多言語,“側隱之心使我們變得懦弱,無所畏懼使我們變得強韌。這,不是你教我的嗎?”12Please respect copyright.PENANA2rntgUnGNp
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“哈哈哈,這麼說也是呢!”只可惜話裡的意味太過深遠,老人沒能體會,短暫的愣然片刻便煙消雲散。12Please respect copyright.PENANAG6vifylXeO
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“那麼,哲…不、黑子他…”12Please respect copyright.PENANAhd0TniPavK
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“誰是黑子?有這個人嗎?”老人的疑惑打斷了青峰,“反正目的已經達到了,剩下的事都不重要,你就隨便善後吧。”12Please respect copyright.PENANAfp8zKTW7XA
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“嗯。”12Please respect copyright.PENANA7QdqgOiDbH
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點頭應允,老人後來又說了些什麼,其實他一個字也聽不進去。在腦內喧鬧的雜音逐漸取代了老人的聲音,那是連自己也無從辨別的思緒,直到老人離開也久久無法散去。12Please respect copyright.PENANAE3mqBhZVDE
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“吶,小青峰……我們會永遠在一起吧?你、我,還有小黑子…”興許是漫天星辰與滿月相互爭采的明亮,黃瀨回過頭的微笑染上了看似虛幻的蒼白。12Please respect copyright.PENANAVdMfPAt0cY
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與一室月光獨處的寂靜明明是每個入夜都會面對的場景,可他卻突然想起了那擅入自己所劃界線的笑顏。12Please respect copyright.PENANAsDMoUn45on
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“…真是個笨蛋呢。”與眾不同是好事,也是壞事,至少在作出抉擇的他眼裡絕不會是前者。12Please respect copyright.PENANAG9Esy0MDF4
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永遠這種東西,根本不存在啊。12Please respect copyright.PENANAZt63flS2Fy
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當彼此的理念背道而馳時,那些單純快樂的曾經,跳脫出了回憶的框架,便多餘的令人感到不快,令人煩躁的想一把揮開。12Please respect copyright.PENANAORMIt8NlIl
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“黃…瀨君…為什麼?”緩緩伸出顫抖的手,黑子將變得冰冷的野獸軀體納入懷裡,低垂的臉龐緊貼著染上了髒污的毛皮,崩毀的平靜化作哽咽,傳入俯視一切的青峰耳裡,“為什麼…”12Please respect copyright.PENANAtS5hD7HZJt
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為什麼?相同的問題令青峰皺起眉頭,那也是自己曾抱持的疑惑,是個就算得到解答仍無法豁然開朗的問題。12Please respect copyright.PENANAHKrVYF026J
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“為什麼要做到這種地步?”12Please respect copyright.PENANA475uPIxl5y
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“倘若某個人成為了你的天空,你會希望這片天空永遠晴朗,抑或是在生命走到盡頭時看一次它為你淚流?其實我啊,很貪心的呢。”12Please respect copyright.PENANA5YiGOFmL4f
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捨棄了自尊而選擇屈膝哀求的金髮青年並沒有正面回答他的話,只是自嘴邊綻開了一抹泫然欲泣的笑容。12Please respect copyright.PENANAWdCOJv3Yld
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“…好好珍惜他犧牲自己換給你的生命吧,你應該知道我的意思。”12Please respect copyright.PENANAPvsji8tKEu
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“什…等等,青峰君…”12Please respect copyright.PENANABhSfxEgERT
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“抱歉了…哲。”12Please respect copyright.PENANAstfjGD7yIh
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毫不猶豫地轉身離開,看著月光在地面上拉出的倒影,那裡頭好似藏著自己的掙扎與愧疚。只是,他想此刻的自己在黑子哲也的眼中,或許只有殘酷與冷漠吧。12Please respect copyright.PENANArf0i2siINh
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可那又如何?沒有什麼東西不會改變,除了這個弱肉強食的世界的規則─強的人便會成為規矩。沒有什麼選擇是絕對的對錯,有得就必定會有失,他不過是選擇了一條犧牲最少的道路。12Please respect copyright.PENANAU4ecA4PxNA
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“黃瀨又在鬧脾氣了?”12Please respect copyright.PENANAMxgbzbW3Ph
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“只是讓黃瀨君冷靜一下而已。”不慍不火的從容與微笑總片刻不離,儘管擁有較同齡人相對稚氣的臉龐,可青峰總認為有時的黑子看來意外的成熟,譬如被一片盈白月色包裹的現在。12Please respect copyright.PENANAPEiGZDOO35
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“是你人太好了,要是我就會扁他一頓。”12Please respect copyright.PENANAIOCU3hCEsf
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“的確很像青峰君的作風。不過,有時我倒是很羨慕那樣坦率的黃瀨君呢。開心就笑,難過就哭,那樣不也挺好?”12Please respect copyright.PENANAf0cgKZPBBA
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“或許吧,但是…”倒映著星空的雙眸閃過了流星般轉眼即逝的精光,一瞬瞇起的眼令視野變得狹窄且銳利,在那變得深沉的氛圍下,難能可貴的率真竟顯得諷刺,“你也別忘了…想念是罌粟,是種會奪去我們狼族生命的劇毒,豐富的感情是阻止我們邁向強大的絆腳石,這些你都懂的吧,哲。”12Please respect copyright.PENANAFOC5mDXTdU
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狼族,本就不該抱持感情。12Please respect copyright.PENANACaxICR9v4Y
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無論是懵懂困惑的過往、逐漸理解的今昔,抑或是信念永伴的未來,那都不會是該存在於身心的東西。12Please respect copyright.PENANAoNQvqjdtgt
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“我…並沒有做錯。”不要回頭了,那早已流逝的過去,不會再是踏上頂峰的臺階時能看見的光景。他倚著少了金髮青年的樓頂欄杆,映入眼裡的不再是絢爛無比的夜景,而是非黑即白的真理。12Please respect copyright.PENANAvjx720WVDu
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“半調子的殘酷終會讓自己看來更像小丑般可笑呢,對吧?只能耍耍小手段來換取強者稱號的青峰大輝。”12Please respect copyright.PENANA7ogl3OiOEi
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瞟了一眼突然出現蹲踞於欄杆上的赤髮男人,被由上往下俯視的感覺稱不上好,可他也沒有心思與對方多加攀談,甚至是回應男人投來想藉此擦出交戰火花的挑釁目光。12Please respect copyright.PENANASg7xSFvXlJ
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見他反應冷淡,赤司征十郎又煽風點火的補上一句:“這種犧牲朋友的爛友情劇本,真是體貼的令我想落淚呢。”12Please respect copyright.PENANAcWTccw9VWc
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“你倒是比表面上看來的還為哲著想嘛。”沒心情理會並不代表能忍受對方三番兩次的挑釁,青峰抬起的臉龐釋出冰冷怒氣,“怎麼,你這不像人類又不像狼族的怪物何時也懂了愛人?”12Please respect copyright.PENANAnJwcWu9EwU
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“愛人?你說我愛哲也嗎?啊哈哈哈…”仰起頭笑得甚是開懷,隨風飄揚的不僅是赤司的髮,還有如野火瘋狂蔓延的狂妄,“你那比身體還沒用的腦袋是不是搞錯了什麼?”12Please respect copyright.PENANAKETNDl5ETX
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縱身一躍落至青峰身邊,那閃現不詳戾氣的異色瞳也正好落在極近距離的眼前,逼得青峰陷入呼吸一窒的錯愕。12Please respect copyright.PENANAF7gbh8WTk5
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“其實我不喜歡對比我弱的人廢話,不過我想你更應該明白一件事…”12Please respect copyright.PENANAYV2qO9o5Se
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一直以來,他所見到的微笑始終脫離不了溫煦柔和,可這想法卻被赤司征十郎嘴角輕揚所勾勒出的微笑全數推翻。拆去了溫和,點綴上邪佞的微笑,在赤司征十郎的臉上,在咫尺之距的耳旁,化作引人發顫的冷冽。12Please respect copyright.PENANAGvO2yMpoaA
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“能折磨黑子哲也的人,只有我。”12Please respect copyright.PENANAo3pjC5g6zo
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費了好大一番力氣才將地上的野獸搬上實驗室的檯面,身上的白袍染上了污泥與血漬,可黑子卻無暇顧及這些微不足道的小事。安置好黃瀨後,他對著電話猶豫了片刻,最後還是伸手拿起了話筒。12Please respect copyright.PENANAqtqSeYlty1
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“你在做什麼?”結束最後一次的通話時,早早不見蹤影的赤髮男人回來了。倚著門緣的男人雙手抱臂交疊於胸前,頭部微傾的左半邊臉被過長的瀏海遮擋住,只露出了另邊明亮銳利的赤眸。12Please respect copyright.PENANAEQ8QOzHkCK
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那一瞬間,他竟產生了赤司征十郎回來的錯覺。12Please respect copyright.PENANAFF2YTyLShM
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“雖然很微弱…但黃瀨君還有呼吸,我要救他。”將桌面上多餘的東西收走,對比黑子分秒必爭的忙碌,旁觀的赤司則是一臉毫不在乎。12Please respect copyright.PENANAUMLkoJG2CJ
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“別白費力氣了。我看第一眼就知道了,他沒救了。”踱步至垂死的黃瀨身邊,赤司居高臨下的目光裡盡是嫌惡,猶如嘲笑著弱者只會選擇犧牲一途的愚蠢。12Please respect copyright.PENANA5rei3EdWwG
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“沒有什麼絕對的事,征十郎君。”那樣直白的厭惡黑子當然看進眼底,可他沒有與赤司爭辯價值觀的餘力,僅淡淡應道。12Please respect copyright.PENANALqgbunLkhe
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“…你叫我什麼?”男人崩塌一瞬的笑容有些僵硬。12Please respect copyright.PENANA8M4jLs2NEt
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“征十郎君。”難得男人臉上會出現從容以外的表情,可惜低頭忙碌的黑子絲毫未覺,他仍是那副淡泊的近似冷漠的表情,“如果你沒事的話,請來幫忙。”12Please respect copyright.PENANArtCknoqEZN
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敢命令我?12Please respect copyright.PENANADd6Anky6LX
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為了他人皺起眉頭的動作對男人來說始料未及也前所未有,不過也多虧了黑子的舉動,本消失殆盡的盎然興致又重新回到了身上。但赤司也沒有應允黑子的“請求”的打算,只是跨坐上略高的桌緣,猛盯著眼神不在自己身上的人瞧。12Please respect copyright.PENANAgEPYvzqmIt
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“為你而死是他的願望,為何不成全他?” 12Please respect copyright.PENANAuG2FG1QtUA
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“死了就什麼就沒有了,又怎會幸福?那違背了我希望黃瀨君幸福的初衷,這不是我要的結果。”不假思索地回應了落在耳畔的話語,即使語尾帶著上揚的疑惑,他仍認為這聲音源自試圖左右他想法的惡魔。12Please respect copyright.PENANAeog7oLivJi
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幸福是什麼?對他來說,能和眼前的人長相廝守,細水長流就足夠。那麼,在別人眼中又會是如何?他並不知道。他只知道,失去了生命的靈魂,連為願望實現而微笑、而落淚的資格都不再擁有。12Please respect copyright.PENANAPMvChUBJIr
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唯有活下去才能親手擁抱幸福─他一定要喚醒眼前沉睡的人,然後親口將這些話告訴對方。那直望著赤司的眼神彷彿如此說著。12Please respect copyright.PENANAQaL16dKDlN
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“其實…無知也是種幸福啊。"俯身向前,輕舔著黑子耳廓的男人笑了,“你什麼都不要知道,就此圓了他的願望,絕對是最好的選擇。”12Please respect copyright.PENANA2DhSCrpwQG
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“…你這話是什麼意思?”男人話中有話的愉悅讓他有種必須追問到底,否則會錯過什麼重要事的直覺。黑子停下了手中的動作,就著兩人嘴唇幾乎快碰在一起的距離問道。12Please respect copyright.PENANACQm1T99xTg
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“唉呀,你真的什麼都不知道?"側過頭將重量放在黑子身上,擱在頸項邊的柔軟髮絲像是慢條斯理的撩撥,“不覺得奇怪嗎?黃瀨涼太犧牲了自己生命換你的命是什麼意思?什麼事會嚴重到要付出生命這個代價?只有一件事,動了感情。這是攸關性命的事,黃瀨涼太就算發現了也不可能告訴其他人,那麼,青峰大輝,也就是你的朋友,為何會知道你愛上赤司征十郎的事?"12Please respect copyright.PENANAoxcgTiFcJ9
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“所以…"他愣了下,眼前的人所說的話不無道理,整件事的確是有許多違和之處,靜下心來思考後,赤司的問題很快就能得出結論,“青峰君他,一直在監視著我們?這…為什麼?"12Please respect copyright.PENANAkquiaeALJi
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“很簡單,他在等,等待你動了感情,等待一個弱點出現,等待一個摧毀某人的機會。"12Please respect copyright.PENANAh1Qg81KBUK
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“他想摧毀誰…這跟我有什麼…關係…”黑子不明所以地喃喃念著,而後突然像發現了什麼事地猛抬起頭,看了看身後的黃瀨,又看向赤司。12Please respect copyright.PENANAFeC5fu1f8T
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“你總算明白了?只要出現威脅你生命的機會,某個人就會毫不猶豫自願當你的替死鬼。你知道的吧?所以…"赤司一字一句說得緩慢,彷彿要將殘酷的事實深刻進他湧現驚詫的眼裡,“潛入大學院調查什麼的只是個幌子,他的目的,從一開始就是奪取黃瀨涼太的性命。"12Please respect copyright.PENANAyJdfFREc2q
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因為又挑燈夜戰了(咦)所以只好又長話短說12Please respect copyright.PENANAYrIvbX046m
我不知道青峰在大家的眼中算不算是壞人orz12Please respect copyright.PENANA6n4Lj3r8WA
其實很想將青峰寫的詳細點,讓大家有種沒有真正的壞人的感覺(?),只是每個人自身立場不同,想法就不同,沒有絕對的對與錯。12Please respect copyright.PENANAxqrnzVWVID
但礙於他不算要角,就不給他太多篇幅去發揮(搶戲!?)12Please respect copyright.PENANADCafLLYhP7
主角是(搶戲到不行的)(僕)赤司啊!!12Please respect copyright.PENANAjeNzuhiMRk
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PS哦哦哦我愛帝光!!大家都是小天使!!12Please respect copyright.PENANANfRB7QRXGp
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