even after i fell in love with Avrie Clayton Lee my heart felt like there was always something standing in the path something he wouldn't say or talk about to me but in the end i found out what it was even if it costed me our relationship i was mad and jealous and heartbroken like my life had been ripped a part piece by piece i had no other words to say than that of sorry but still no response i felt bad i still felt his pain and yet my feelings was what cost me everything and i drove him away my friends talked with tried to comfort me in the best way they could but even with tears in my eyes and rolling down my cheek i knew there was no change what had been done i was alone now with barely a grip on my life and my heart tossed out the window it seemed at first to good to be true but even then it was not worth the slap in the face formed into words his words stung like i could feel his hand slap me in the face why does it sting i thought i had put it all together but nothing ever really last forever i had to make a choice for the last time i had to say goodbye for the last time
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