她看著樹葉晃動的軌跡,隨著風的消逝而逐漸減小著。51Please respect copyright.PENANACz83AblVab
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半晌,向菱才慢吞吞說道:「看起來你對你妹妹好像還滿好的……」51Please respect copyright.PENANACCJWSniDy8
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……顧左右而言他。 51Please respect copyright.PENANAl4ujRiSMYT
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而且,這句話不管怎麼聽,都能解讀出有些曖昧的言外之意——51Please respect copyright.PENANAkUPVyxfkS8
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你對她還挺好的。 51Please respect copyright.PENANAafIAylj9Tv
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完全不對勁啊這個氣氛!!!51Please respect copyright.PENANAnIahOodq0G
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鬧得兩個人莫名有點不自在,像思春期的傻小子一樣,默默掩飾地望向別處。51Please respect copyright.PENANAOr4Hqj6Oi3
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良久,祁澈輕輕「嗯」了聲,淡淡勾了勾唇角。51Please respect copyright.PENANAGNJVytz0Ef
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黑瞳白膚,堅浚乾淨的下頷,喉結冷淡突起,五官恍若熠熠生輝。 51Please respect copyright.PENANADR9OfhJma2
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她扯了扯唇。51Please respect copyright.PENANAwSbDyqrH45
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兩人之間再度陷入一種詭異的沉默,她原本思考著要解釋什麼,但現在顯然不是好時機,也就耽擱了。 51Please respect copyright.PENANAnDFnoot4zP
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她尷尬的沒事幹,便看向遊樂場裡的祁小波。51Please respect copyright.PENANA5FcNkqLHu0
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因為社交問題,女孩玩耍的模樣比平時恬靜了點,在沒人的角落裡獨自盪著鞦韆玩。 51Please respect copyright.PENANA0EmZ9uXPjk
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很是自得其樂的樣子,不受旁人干擾。51Please respect copyright.PENANAQGMEWWkyqc
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少女看著遊樂場和樂融融的景象,眼珠骨碌碌轉了一圈,在四周景物上毫無秩序的亂晃,停留。51Please respect copyright.PENANA8BdQwgTrTA
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路樹的陰影從葉縫中投下,冬天的日光暖洋洋的,和煦而帶著冰涼。51Please respect copyright.PENANAKhI8gWUqtB
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少年的嗓音平淡,又彷彿自然而然般地冒出,「在看什麼?」 51Please respect copyright.PENANAMNe7D9M5hd
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她抬頭,下意識誠實回答道。 51Please respect copyright.PENANAM8BusG94UV
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「我們兩個人的影子。」51Please respect copyright.PENANAtroUI0Il3U
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完全無法理解十七歲左右男高中生的心理活動。 51Please respect copyright.PENANASufl6TThZu
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看不透,她有時候真的不知道他在想什麼。 51Please respect copyright.PENANAvwR4ZAn7sf
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前一天明明還是那副混世魔王的樣子,隔天早晨又能若無其事的,朝她懶洋洋扯著唇角笑。51Please respect copyright.PENANAOKVIIpX4A9
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——她不曉得,某人只因為她一句話就被哄好了。51Please respect copyright.PENANAcaGrZhVF5f
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課堂上,少女撐著下巴,坐在大教室最後一排的位置。 51Please respect copyright.PENANAcOch6vtajK
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學校教的文科內容不困難,對她來說挺容易的。畢竟她已經從寫文的圈子學來一堆用不到的語文知識。51Please respect copyright.PENANAMBFxwHHMd1
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悠悠哉哉的在筆記本上勾勒了幾個卡通人物之後,向菱給其中的一隻角色加上了對狗耳朵。51Please respect copyright.PENANAvtO8gHjb8j
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內耳塗黑,毛茸茸的,有點凶神惡煞。51Please respect copyright.PENANAFYvj3AhYPm
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「……」她抬頭,舉起筆記本,讓同桌少年的五官和卡通簡筆狗狗的輪廓互相對照。 51Please respect copyright.PENANAMCyuxUG1Tt
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明眸,睫羽低垂,睫毛纖長根根分明,歛起了平時的陰騖,漆黑而澄澈。 51Please respect copyright.PENANAmxUO3beag9
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靠近看的話,可以從眼睛裡看到清晰的黑色瞳仁。 51Please respect copyright.PENANAUvm977ZQ3U
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笑起來的時候,瞳眸會顯得亮晶晶的,似盛夏星子。 51Please respect copyright.PENANAzGcdedL0ul
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——如果要比喻的話,他會是哪一種動物呢?51Please respect copyright.PENANA3WVVjGt1Kp
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向菱出神地盯了一下,突然就想起了這個問題。 51Please respect copyright.PENANATSRGKOusYj
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她挺糾結的。 51Please respect copyright.PENANAyMsTBCbDkX
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說像貓吧,但貓咪是不吃人的。 51Please respect copyright.PENANAZvldPHqZDw
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說他像一頭犬,他卻又不具有狗狗的那股忠誠,或者對人的依賴。51Please respect copyright.PENANAQNngf3RTBv
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——漫不經心,懶散又帶著一種說不上來的狠勁。 51Please respect copyright.PENANAvkAyIH4FnS
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是十足的壞學生,第一次見到時,咬著菸,桃花眼透出放縱墮落。51Please respect copyright.PENANAdvpatzjULn
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滿不在乎的摁熄菸,勾唇笑得又痞又壞,教訓人毫不手軟,一股瘋勁恣意生長。51Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2lIYZ8i2H
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祁澈,惡劣、輕浮,難以捉摸。51Please respect copyright.PENANAUtrFDOtXrK
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——一開始,她對他的印象僅止於此。51Please respect copyright.PENANAQP0hKsWIpu
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只是後來,她發現不良學生也不一定是壞人。 51Please respect copyright.PENANA9qOj6kV6Nm
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他獨來獨往,會自己一個人上頂樓天台遛達,會專門買一袋魚蛋去逗弄餵食路邊的流浪貓。 51Please respect copyright.PENANAoSbAM5cVdR
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耳機連著一條白色細線,裡面經常播著幾首英文歌,日文動漫歌,流行歌。 51Please respect copyright.PENANA5myw0cFKvX
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打架的原因,通常不是因那個人惹了自己,而是那人說了誰的壞話。51Please respect copyright.PENANAXU6bbaFf1F
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他妹妹的病被人說得很難聽,他把罵人的青年修理到痛不欲生,哭爹叫娘。51Please respect copyright.PENANAE3hQyijgdm
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因為出身而被人瞧不起,他明明可以報復,卻裝作充耳不聞。51Please respect copyright.PENANAYjwcO9c27W
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…… 51Please respect copyright.PENANAL34G4OKyVW
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或許吧,他真的是,好溫柔的一個人。 51Please respect copyright.PENANAtDrNFM5OYd
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即使他長得很兇。51Please respect copyright.PENANAvfp3zot8jZ
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對於像他這樣的少年,向菱卻覺得,他們倆現在好像正處於一種……隱隱約約的詭異狀態。51Please respect copyright.PENANAslzLu3xmKu
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——燥熱,心跳,而且難以將這種氣氛訴諸於口。51Please respect copyright.PENANArBkeVfmW5q
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然後陷入這種心情的,似乎不只有她一個人。51Please respect copyright.PENANA6NSSXh0LUG
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她正想事情想得出神時,下課鐘聲便響了起來。51Please respect copyright.PENANAshj7Qheujb
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下課前,講台上的老師對學生們進行了鄭重宣告。 51Please respect copyright.PENANA3dnoi6RApG
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其內容十分冗長,但如果要簡單用一句話概括的話那就是—— 51Please respect copyright.PENANAcv2SMnhrDN
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「同學們,明天就是定期考了!」51Please respect copyright.PENANAtegHQpszFL
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學生三大悲哀:模擬考,定期考,以及堆成小山一般的平時考。 51Please respect copyright.PENANAX9HmXqIGYB
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……好在考完這次以後就是寒假。 51Please respect copyright.PENANA5zCuXnTIEO
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這次當然沒打算再作弊一次(。),畢竟上次沒被抓包是僥倖。 51Please respect copyright.PENANAIsm2sSKRPo
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於是乎,大考前最後一天的晚上,她幾乎是埋首在考卷堆中度過的。51Please respect copyright.PENANAnsfANTWehy
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她哀號著刷完三五套題本,因為平常的基礎也不差,所以湊合著分數還算能看。51Please respect copyright.PENANAmB0XIYJRO7
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隔天,考場上。 51Please respect copyright.PENANAr20Y82akD9
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俗語有言:考前抱佛腳,佛踢你一腳。 51Please respect copyright.PENANAThORrSEaF6
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向菱直接完美證明了這句話的真實性。51Please respect copyright.PENANAf2fPm0OstF
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教室裡異常靜默,剩下筆尖和紙面沙沙的摩擦聲,嗡鳴聲被放大到落針可聞。51Please respect copyright.PENANAkFj0Rs8493
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十分可怖的氣氛,眾人肅殺而冷靜。 51Please respect copyright.PENANAu1xCYW9phM
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考卷從前排往後傳下來,向菱認命拿起筆,認認真真寫考卷。 51Please respect copyright.PENANAtR0BSvoIuy
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……兩天之後。 51Please respect copyright.PENANAJJ6SfrCzgg
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考試進行了足足兩天才結束,等到眾科目考試結束,成績單也很快就發了下來。51Please respect copyright.PENANAuNwiUKDmPa
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——向菱直到這個時候,才如釋重負的鬆了口氣。 51Please respect copyright.PENANAh0idnM3hFA
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英語老師對她的分數十分讚賞,在全班面前表揚了一回。51Please respect copyright.PENANAsiKlo0tDAg
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而教數學的圓規則不然。51Please respect copyright.PENANAhLLvWCg6sa
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相較於上次的成績,這次的數學分數下滑到中游。不過也不算低。
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她自己能接受這個成績,並沒有什麼不滿意的地方。 51Please respect copyright.PENANAk1kxZ7pBvr
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但圓規似乎很生氣,把她叫到辦公室裡臭罵了一頓,惹得她有點鬱悶。51Please respect copyright.PENANAw8dJrTRJKT
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……明明分數比她低的還有一大半。51Please respect copyright.PENANAvIbjLL9YK6
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向菱拿著成績單,發現整體排名沒什麼大變化。51Please respect copyright.PENANAK4FBnVNzgE
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她想了想,裝作無意瞥了一眼同桌桌上的成績單。 51Please respect copyright.PENANAJNw4P3rMd5
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祁澈的成績一直很奇特。51Please respect copyright.PENANAx2oLXlJJRw
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數學科突兀的超前,其他考科分數散亂的落在及格線邊緣,簡直可以說是偏科戰神。51Please respect copyright.PENANACQTnfzAnUd
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但她忽地想到另一件事——圓規在課堂上只稱讚了第二名的同學,直接忽視了分數更高的祁澈。 51Please respect copyright.PENANA4nxE1wtbCI
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她抬頭,義正嚴詞把這件事告訴了身側的少年。51Please respect copyright.PENANAt6d3sOXuzM
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他「哦」了聲,接了一句完全沒有關聯的話:「他針對你?」 51Please respect copyright.PENANAlMK1uN8Mub
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向菱停頓一下,吶吶答道,「算是吧,剛剛才被罵完一頓。」51Please respect copyright.PENANAfL3o6rUbRC
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少年的眼睛暗了一瞬,又恢復正常。 51Please respect copyright.PENANAHRCX9bpNuL
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只不過這個話題沒有持續太久,她的疑惑也沒有在心上停留很久。51Please respect copyright.PENANAdEAcOSIEZR
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——緊接著到來的寒假,讓她幾乎完全忘記了圓規的事。51Please respect copyright.PENANAPFh5RVde50
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浪淘鼓譟,似乎海風也吹來了興奮。 51Please respect copyright.PENANAI0LyHWrAeU
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校園裡老舊的廣播設施,終於迴盪起了「噹噹噹噹」的下課鐘聲。 51Please respect copyright.PENANAoG2Xai8U2X
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正式宣布放學之後,教室裡爆出一陣歡呼,幾個學生把這學期的課本一扔,放假去了。51Please respect copyright.PENANAKR6K3N0FXK
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大夥手拉著手衝出教室,有人計畫去旅遊,有人急忙準備返家,一片歡鬧喧騰。51Please respect copyright.PENANABbKrh17hE3
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向菱的腳步很慢。51Please respect copyright.PENANApjyRNq04Lk
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她推開宿舍的門,見到室友白杞在收拾行李。 51Please respect copyright.PENANAkL21KEItnj
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身材高大的女孩從行李堆裡抬起頭,笑笑:「菱菱,你也要回家了嗎?船班是明天還是今天的,一起啊。」 51Please respect copyright.PENANAON4ZNnVaVk
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向菱一時沉默。51Please respect copyright.PENANAHsOSiyMJmj
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宿舍突然變得空蕩蕩的,和跨年的時候差不多。 51Please respect copyright.PENANAeqGDqc9rtM
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寒假的假期和跨年三天連假比起來長了許多,這也意味著,這次宿舍會安靜得更久。51Please respect copyright.PENANAH9KhFLd7mI
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她默了下,謊道,「嗯,你先走吧,我跟你們的時間不太一樣。」 51Please respect copyright.PENANA3WceraluGO
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白杞簡短的回應一聲,闔著行李箱。 51Please respect copyright.PENANAfK5Ub9HMMU
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向菱看著她興高采烈地出去了,莫名的感覺有些……悲哀。51Please respect copyright.PENANA7jLxLfCXvi
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她是難以捱住寂寞的人,哪有人群就習慣往哪竄。51Please respect copyright.PENANAJ29stleBlz
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也因此,逢年過節從來沒孤單過。 51Please respect copyright.PENANAiGyfxgVxtV
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小時候鄭娟和向里關係雖然不好,但那時候鄭娟至少待她還不錯。她還會同向里通電話,維繫父女關係。 51Please respect copyright.PENANAAxRiV2iyoj
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後來,認識了創作小說的朋友,街頭上校園裡的各種同伴。 51Please respect copyright.PENANAIC39CWHiHs
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當初選擇住在學校的宿舍,也是因為比較熱鬧的緣故。51Please respect copyright.PENANAHIBy6e5Afo
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……但是她沒有料到,假期的宿舍是空蕩寂靜的,像是無人卻古老的城堡,只餘空殼。51Please respect copyright.PENANA1bBpnMPZ36
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——少女厭惡孤單,而幾乎不曾孤單。51Please respect copyright.PENANA9AcwoZIPRq
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離家出走獨自到南雨鎮,她沒有同伴,勢必要學習,如何適應孤獨。51Please respect copyright.PENANAyuGhYdWH7H
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少女坐在宿舍床上。 51Please respect copyright.PENANAn219fKMQpS
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這次,似乎是真的得開始適應。 51Please respect copyright.PENANALQLmLzBbIv
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眼前彷彿變成了一片漆黑,宿舍景物疊影重重。51Please respect copyright.PENANA7yak5ovHmj
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屢次變得空蕩的宿舍,每一次孤單都難受至極。51Please respect copyright.PENANAC1uIpxTcgg
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沒有旁人的時候她容易胡思亂想。51Please respect copyright.PENANAd848a9tCSV
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例如剛剛,發呆了一會兒,向菱突然就記起自己好像應該給鄭娟拜個年。51Please respect copyright.PENANAdil7bu7nma
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自從鄭娟那次回到北渝之後,大概是稍微卸下了心防,母女的關係略為緩和了一點。51Please respect copyright.PENANAt0Fg4RkIwW
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還是不常聯繫,但鄭娟終究遠離了秦井,母女相處不再那麼劍拔弩張。51Please respect copyright.PENANADimIuZou5s
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她們之間還有很多矛盾沒有解開,但是之前的緊張感暫時不復存在。51Please respect copyright.PENANAKNwfrgm5H7