她的嗓子頓時像是窒息一般,半晌說不出話來。45Please respect copyright.PENANAQHi2SMvP6n
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良久,她才艱難地吐出一句話,「……你、你說的是真的?」45Please respect copyright.PENANAEz9khrUV0U
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少女的聲音顯得不可置信,帶有莫名的慌張。45Please respect copyright.PENANAsP9EuEW1W0
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——明明他是那麼驕傲的人。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAeyZToVMlvs
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背著陽光、恣意生長於又野又亂的陰暗小巷裡,頑強而劣根。45Please respect copyright.PENANAAEqjKmO0MM
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而且有些反差的,他笑的時候很好看,向菱覺得,那是一種非典型的溫柔。45Please respect copyright.PENANAVneV3qN4Nz
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他怎麼可能做出……那樣的舉動。45Please respect copyright.PENANAXA6Qmx4O7j
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沈中奕的聲音還在另一頭繼續,向菱聽得恍恍惚惚,隱約間捕捉到一句:「不信的話,你去看看他眉毛上是不是有個疤。」 45Please respect copyright.PENANA9PE3Yj3JRq
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然後,他補充了一句:「晚上從海岸邊的懸崖那裡掉下去,據他說那個疤是擦傷的。」45Please respect copyright.PENANA30eNn5m6mZ
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向菱隱隱從那些話裡,聽出他所指的地點。45Please respect copyright.PENANAyhVlNL9bi4
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峭壁高聳,底下就是長年湛藍的海,夜晚時風強浪大,鎮民都警告小孩子晚上別去的地方。45Please respect copyright.PENANAXpqJ3KK4zZ
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沈中奕:「那次之後,每年春節我都會打電話過去,但剛才一直撥不通,就想到是不是你和他出去了。」 45Please respect copyright.PENANAvH75hTTdRQ
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不是。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAxYvYSsLSjH
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她仍然很難相信沈中奕說的話,但是卻莫名擔憂。45Please respect copyright.PENANAR54tswkOjl
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擔憂對方不是在開玩笑。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAck4IGIRPCs
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少女捏著手機邊緣的指頭竟然微微發顫,張了張嘴,卻不知道該說什麼。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAP9mns8ohrX
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「怎麼可能。」 45Please respect copyright.PENANAQdEkrfP9QJ
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一股陌生又難言的心緒油然而生,整個人像是被陌生情緒浸透了一般,濃烈到她無法忽視。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAL5AEvEwTBG
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向菱久久沒有再講話。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAXSLfDn3mT7
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手機音響傳出對面的聲音:「這事我只和你一個人說,千萬別跟他本人提起。」45Please respect copyright.PENANAWUCTnJcAyz
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沈中奕和祁澈算是從小玩大的,很早以前就認識了。45Please respect copyright.PENANAhhr9J7CItp
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但是向菱,從來不知道還有這樣一段往事。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAbTi6Ih4gsO
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她只覺得心尖上彷彿有什麼東西,一下一下,隱隱抽疼著,什麼都聽不進去,心臟跳動的聲音被無限放大,拉長迴響在耳際。45Please respect copyright.PENANAWCrQmRgB3v
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「你要記得,絕對、不要和那傢伙提這件事。」對方還在那一頭絮絮叨叨。45Please respect copyright.PENANAtScxDIbjEv
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草草說完,掛掉電話,她拿了包便飛快走出宿舍。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAEAd9htfwJi
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忽視了宿管阿姨的那句「新年快樂」,她直接走出了學校外。45Please respect copyright.PENANAApifqbwUK0
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大街上依然充滿歡騰喧譁的群眾,街邊有人放鞭炮,屋內的人圍成一桌或打牌或吃飯。45Please respect copyright.PENANAOXlfYMicgM
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她有些焦急,粗魯穿越著人群。45Please respect copyright.PENANAsnDUjcmmwi
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推擠間,少女一邊思索著祁澈可能在的地方,一邊撥手機電話。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAiiCH4XNLra
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螢幕上通話的字樣閃爍,嘟嘟了幾聲。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAbolVeSnf3j
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電話撥出的音效,第一次顯得這麼漫長。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAYWRC20yaj0
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幾秒鐘後,才終於接通了。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAfCFYaDAzf9
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她才鬆了口氣,說話也跟著流暢起來。不過她的話有些前言不對後語,大概是焦急所致。45Please respect copyright.PENANAwGgpPfbWQE
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「怎麼回事,你怎麼不接沈中奕電話?」45Please respect copyright.PENANAINfLYptgWL
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心裡還緊緊記著沈中奕說的那次落海,向菱忍不住又反覆慌亂起來。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAdLchPHsdck
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兩個人都沒有意識到,她的關心,已經超過了對於普通朋友應該有的程度。45Please respect copyright.PENANAcgnmqagUXh
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對面傳來的是有些耳熟的少年嗓音。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAS0cKAY6Wfp
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「在宿舍,剛回。」 45Please respect copyright.PENANAf0C3st9E9c
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不知怎地,可能是因為這句話,她居然就稍微平靜了下來。45Please respect copyright.PENANALMKt0qyLAp
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「去哪裡?你剛剛都沒接沈中奕電話。」幾乎是興師問罪的語氣,帶點尖銳又有點氣惱。45Please respect copyright.PENANA0k8ilkH77j
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她說著,立刻掉頭往宿舍的方向折返回去。45Please respect copyright.PENANAtbojouVfhr
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對面默了默,半晌只吐出一個輕而短暫的「嗯」字。45Please respect copyright.PENANA4H5qxecIn2
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「……你等著,我去找你。」向菱邊走邊說,語調顯得有些倉促,卻沒半點讓人拒絕的意思。 45Please respect copyright.PENANADnmqJDAyiH
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她還有很多事情想追問,想知道詳情,雖然沈中奕剛剛告誡過,但她仍然想要當面提起。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAmI7cTd3gBd
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宿舍裡,少年垂著眸。45Please respect copyright.PENANAn9ILah8E5f
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心跳有一瞬間的悸動。45Please respect copyright.PENANAgWxgAXEGFS
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幾分鐘後。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAtYG7LVPVRR
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她掛斷他的電話,人也跟著出現在門口。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAiQdymZST3S
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少女手裡提著一袋溫熱的關東煮,站在門口敲了敲門板。45Please respect copyright.PENANAfgW4GMwxD1
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宿舍老舊的門被人粗魯拉開。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAjV2FJNyEAU
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如她所料,開門的是祁澈,祁小波坐在雙層床上鋪的那個位置。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAKyIN5suT7i
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看了一眼牆壁上的時鐘,時針指出的時間已經不早了——晚上十點半。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAn9C2FvqtDz
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向菱有點急躁,正想開口詢問方才沈中奕告訴她的事,話到嘴邊卻成了:「你吃飯了沒?」45Please respect copyright.PENANAFyI4YV1TdU
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她揚了揚手中的那袋熱食。45Please respect copyright.PENANAVGFmosJmqQ
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沒等對方回答,她兀自把食物放到旁邊的書桌上,就著書桌拆起塑膠包裝。45Please respect copyright.PENANAHtvCoA17fT
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店家包裝時綁了個死結,向菱弄得有些費力。少年一語不發的湊近,劃拉幾下揭開那個綁結。45Please respect copyright.PENANAgLka0fTR3E
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兩人的指尖順勢碰到了一起。45Please respect copyright.PENANAzu5ZipqdKT
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那瞬間,彷彿有道細細的電流悄然流通而過。 45Please respect copyright.PENANALCXXrh3d75
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心跳還來不及加速,兩人甚至沒有正眼對到視線,祁小波便順手扔了圖畫書,咚咚咚的跑下來搶走一碗熱食吃。 45Please respect copyright.PENANA1nnOLcKUkZ
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三人圍著書桌的一側坐下,桌上還隨意丟著祁小波的彩色筆。45Please respect copyright.PENANAeNIC8Ru2AC
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向菱已經吃過了,目前還不怎麼餓,於是把餐點往祁澈那邊推過去。45Please respect copyright.PENANAbxsA51OfLN
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祁澈沒動,那碗冒著熱氣的關東煮在桌上孤然地放涼。45Please respect copyright.PENANA9XhzsvoACm
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他們誰也沒開口,各自瞧了對方一眼,誰也不動筷子。45Please respect copyright.PENANAjVo05AvJ4L
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向菱:「你吃過飯啦?今天是除夕。」45Please respect copyright.PENANAcYNC0EXYZC
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「嗯。」少年的目光在面前少女的眉眼上停留了一下,然後心不在焉的飄忽開來。45Please respect copyright.PENANA7E6FTCZLRx
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年夜飯不怎麼愉快。45Please respect copyright.PENANA1Ztsrmos1k
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前不久,約莫幾天前,他被告知回謝家吃年夜飯。45Please respect copyright.PENANAUZVneXY3Bn
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表面上可能是一番好意吧,但是回去那裡並不會被善待,實際上只是羞辱的另一個機會而已。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAZROUM7pBpl
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他不是傻子,當然沒有讓祁小波去見謝家的親戚,是隻身回去的。45Please respect copyright.PENANASP3J3gGyHX
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而祁小波的年夜飯,還是便當。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAT7TWf1pr6p
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硬要扯一個不同之處的話,那就是今天她吃碗飯的時間,好像比較早。45Please respect copyright.PENANAlQfKWctUK1
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……因為要趕在去謝家之前讓祁小波吃完晚飯。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAGhfFnr4ars
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祁澈其實並不想去那裡吃年夜飯。45Please respect copyright.PENANAzz52s1NH9Q
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他和那些親戚早就關係疏離,沒必要討好,也沒必要低聲下氣。45Please respect copyright.PENANAuVg4XX0JgM
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——真奇怪,明明住在同一個鎮子上,不過是隔著幾條街的距離,根本沒有必要託人傳話給他。45Please respect copyright.PENANATx7I4fVE9z
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而在飯桌上,連挾一口菜、盛碗飯都要頂著其他人責難的目光。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAueSqam76xH
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彷彿不願讓他佔到任何一點便宜,給他的飯碗都是最破舊的那個。45Please respect copyright.PENANA5IebEo1hMB
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少年的面色淡然,眼瞳裡看不出任何情緒。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAu2n4dI0Oad
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這像是一次敷衍了事、草草交卷的考試,他沒有鬧事,但要是別人問他話,他也一概不理。45Please respect copyright.PENANAOGjfW6unYG
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耐著性子,挨著那些目光直到一餐飯結束,少年直接起身走了,沒再逗留。45Please respect copyright.PENANAF8cr1TrH8Q
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謝家那群「家人」的視線歷歷在目。45Please respect copyright.PENANAFPpj10Ox0O
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少年的思緒兜了一圈,回到眼前,少女已經拿過他面前那碗沒動過的關東煮,吃了起來。45Please respect copyright.PENANA1X7uODSZiX
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她臉頰被食物塞得鼓鼓的,像隻進食中的倉鼠。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAil6WvNaOqo
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他默默看了一眼,之前的煩躁感居然悠然散去。 45Please respect copyright.PENANANslbxyz0gL
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祁澈輕勾了勾嘴角。45Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6HwpX1bU1
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少女很快便察覺到他無意識間,停留得太久的目光,抬眼,黑色睫羽跟著扇動。45Please respect copyright.PENANAomXnhpye16
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她的一雙眼睛又褐又亮,染上熱食冒出的水氣,顯得無辜。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAoFNvyaIXhN
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他正盯得出神,向菱冷不防輕聲冒出一句話:「你以前,是不是落海過?」 45Please respect copyright.PENANARySsgZkeCd
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她緊緊看著面前少年的眼睛,認真又帶著執著。45Please respect copyright.PENANAaeYCyTt2Vj
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少年的瞳孔驟縮。 兩雙眸子相對,各自蘊染著鋒利。45Please respect copyright.PENANAkUu2RkR5Er
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「……你聽誰說的?」 45Please respect copyright.PENANAH0OsmQC2Sb
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少女從他的黑眸裡望見微末的慌亂,以及蓄意的隔閡。45Please respect copyright.PENANAWIOqQvlYqd
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可等到幾秒鐘後,再次對視,他瞳孔裡卻只餘下無機質的淡漠,和某些平靜到可怕的無所謂。 45Please respect copyright.PENANANBbtgv2mlc
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他的眼睛很擅長隱藏心事。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAit4zQw3BOV
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她冷靜道:「剛才聽沈中奕說的,你沒接電話,他以為我跟你在一起。」 45Please respect copyright.PENANArl0LDwNyUz
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「所以你幾年前,真的……有這種打算?」 45Please respect copyright.PENANAY4aSROenv7
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那句「結束生命」到了嘴邊,卻有些難以說出口,頓了頓,換成了意味不那麼清楚的替代詞。 45Please respect copyright.PENANA8w7lfmhrtz
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春節本是應該喜氣洋洋的,可他們聊的,卻是這種不應景、煞風景的話題。45Please respect copyright.PENANAmxvrZPRrA8
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祁小波在幾分鐘前就已經爬上床睡了,小孩子入睡的速度快,很快就有了鼾聲。45Please respect copyright.PENANArj1mEej8pm
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淺淺的呼吸聲,迴盪在一片靜謐裡。45Please respect copyright.PENANAJxRprE3MQo
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少年迎著她的視線,姿態散漫,倚著宿舍書桌旁的課椅。 45Please respect copyright.PENANA6mX3VmwWzH
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向菱坐在另一張椅上,目光帶點尖銳和探詢。45Please respect copyright.PENANA4czReMtNvX
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——明明是雙向的互相在意,為什麼要搞得這樣劍拔弩張? 45Please respect copyright.PENANASu41TJuOCJ
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她皺了皺眉,語氣裡的銳利已經大過於關心。45Please respect copyright.PENANAhkG4g2UTYu
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他一定是很善於隱藏情緒的人。45Please respect copyright.PENANAfOqZnRZQdb
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他的模樣過於從容冷靜,表面看似毫無警惕,卻一聲不吭。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAOFrUrHiUe7
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向菱決定出聲試探,「你是遇到了很不開心的事情嗎?」 45Please respect copyright.PENANA3MHViDqvcK
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少年抿著唇,依然盯著她不語。他的眼睛線條仍然是乾淨又冷硬的,雙眼皮的褶皺明晰。 45Please respect copyright.PENANA2KKEVMdxlR
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桃花眼透出的眼神很淡,矜傲又漠然。45Please respect copyright.PENANA7Crsx3Fb0C
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向菱依稀想起什麼,突然伸出手去,碰了碰對方的眉角。45Please respect copyright.PENANABmRsi3dhcA
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少年看了她一眼。 不明白她想要幹什麼,卻也沒有推開。45Please respect copyright.PENANAXviOYX1iVk
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後來,幾秒鐘後,少女在他眉峰狠狠按了一下。45Please respect copyright.PENANA4L9t0f4l11
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換來的是他輕輕皺了下眉。 45Please respect copyright.PENANA4M92o6ArfH
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還真的有一道疤痕。顏色很淺,像是未完全癒合的傷。45Please respect copyright.PENANAGalpJnmA4O
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然後,她再也沒有繼續追問。45Please respect copyright.PENANAlXPk6TLNcI
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——因為,他的眼神要是再壓迫一點,大概能殺人。45Please respect copyright.PENANAjjlaj4tKYs