他並非生氣，只是某種有如一頭困獸般的疲乏。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhYM2Z6cAd
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不是受挫，也不是心理防線崩潰，只是壓抑著不算高漲的情緒。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqikvGDaNr
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那份異常似乎不針對誰。或許是煩躁，或許只是剛好心情糟糕。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvtGoZUKtN
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向菱垂下眸子，轉開視線。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgD6W5NWxY
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她覺得，祁澈實在是一個很矛盾的人。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8tq78ijxY
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MjDhIxs4L
——對他來說，世界上的人似乎只分為兩種。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvYGLSCzHn
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7PLjnyLkq
在乎的人，以及無關的人。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6asdTW8ZSr
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzCP2Nfr0C
他脾氣極壞，但那些脾氣是可控的，並且似乎只針對不在意的人發作。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAlbwCozHs
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJSmFWlVt1
對於不在乎的人們，他甚至可以直接把那些人按著揍，而他並不會對任何受害者感到抱歉。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0dNg1e7hu
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但是，祁澈真正在乎的那些少數人，別人休想動他們一下。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RHJ2209iK
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因為一旦被盯上了，就會立刻被反咬、報復。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtGZdp5A7X
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他可能，就是這樣的人。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7HgZ8PH8b
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……81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVPpCuYlc0
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夜色籠罩下的男生宿舍裡。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJG8ZH6ZFy
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短暫沉默後，少女清脆的說話聲忽然響起。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsLqkwV4d0
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6otdcpwsn
「我問你，如果把世界切成兩半，」她慢慢說道，「一邊站的是你在乎的人，其他人站到另一邊去。」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDNhWLRWwh
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「嗯？」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuL8ezeg4LL
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0yQfC2JdN
「那你會把自己放在哪裡？」她輕聲說完，用力嚥了下口水。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7RRumlAyv
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJJYLDhi3C
「不在乎的那一邊。」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2G8IfF68Vw
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqxTXtNfAC
今夜漫長，月色黯然，月球悄然無聲被雲彩遮住大半。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxaqEsYcY4
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＿ 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYirU4VEAU
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那一晚，她離開後，少年做了個詭異的夢。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSY2wNRQxT
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAyQeUs059
四周一片漆黑，壓力環伺，恍若被什麼可懼的東西盯上。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlLpm6X39z
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——野獸的目光。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpQRVnuXao
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看不見，耳裡聽到的聲音既混亂又雜亂無章，毫無規律可言。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6xNq1vsiO
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlR7BAIULd
出口的話成了碾碎的片段，光怪陸離的閃光浮現又一閃而逝。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2u8dl7NHj
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4X0FO5akW
世界在傾倒，同時也在下墜。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3l4mZo0tM
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6AWTm4YtJ
傷疤被毫不留情地揭開，猙獰的傷口完全暴露在空氣中，凝血彷彿失常，暗紅血液汩汩流淌。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiQGTSTi8m
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麻木似的，做夢沒有痛覺。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtOJ1TJU4c
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKS3NkGjjQv
持續墜落的踩空感覺在夢境中分外真實。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyADbTjchQU
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFl9tT8STg
突然腳跟像是觸碰到什麼冰涼的東西，冰冷的觸感從末梢神經擴散到全身，緊接著是近乎窒息的冷意。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpSv1N64FC
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——落海。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9aV6WdAEo8
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如她所說的那樣，也如同實際遭遇過的那樣。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhLzGY7WwT
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMUXLMdXOh
清晰的知道自己在噩夢裡，卻醒不來。祁澈感覺得到海水又冷又鹹，分不清是回憶倒放還是夢境。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wpva3gefa
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完全沒有預警，無所謂，反正他從來就不在乎任何。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPxIa1Y9Mf
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71wEotFmj0
如果自己消失的話，那些人會過上更舒服的日子吧。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRYBt4cXxE
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類似的嘲諷念頭劃過腦海。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIIy1QO5r7
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這大概是從什麼八點檔裡抄來的惱人劇情——念頭冒出來的時候，他諷刺自己一句。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGOvWIjJv2
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybPvXG4pSg
事發的時候，究竟是多少年前，別人大概記得比他自己更清楚。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhsBEKOSF4
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明明好像也沒過多久。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlPxezqHlh
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那夜的南雨鎮，也在下雨。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7ziiqKQdM
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kG1IByEfC
狂風暴雨的架式，像是要把人捲進大海裡。毫無預兆的那種，彷彿有人給你一個驚喜。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIOAnWdCBX
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時間宛如倒流，夢境的場景回到不知多久以前，那夜除夕的海岸邊。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VWOg6ZCp5
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9wBkasqxj
浪忽地驟強，海嘯警報從鎮上的廣播喇叭喇傾瀉而出。器材老舊，音質顯得沙啞。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEjfFpFInD
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujhOlmWuZJ
潮水一波波湧上，浪潮漸高，伴隨著強烈海嘯，小鎮似乎被黑夜及狂雨籠罩。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDFzHGQgwX
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwcJDNM54n
少年獨自站在海邊崖上，自虐式的，就只是怔怔的乾站著。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKIpMyrME2
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecMkPMGbR0
——其實他從來就沒想過跳下去，也從來沒有那種打算。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERSlSHbWIN
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZ4ERC9hTf
海浪挾帶著一種把人捲下去的氣勢。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzUtSnFF5G
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIK4OTtOxF
浪太大，他站得太近，一切事件的發生連貫得理所當然。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcFWmf6bFo
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmshHIqgzj
不過，當浪真的把自己席捲下去時，他腦子裡閃過的念頭有些過於隨便——好像，也無所謂。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfEfSOhQw4
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那一夜很冷。除此之外，相關的記憶幾乎等於零。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlOtiakPHL
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破碎的廣播音，短暫的失神。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcG0bIHgRP
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雨幕是殺死夜的嫌疑犯，雨停了，天也跟著濛濛亮了。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pSbHrwaV1
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海水並不會因為朝陽升起就乾涸。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSJj9zeZBR
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沒人發現落海的孩子，他獨自掙扎著浮起來呼吸，他命大，那塊海岸的水又深，沒摔出什麼大傷。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsG1Na75Bwi
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlHS3of7zo
意識仍然恍恍惚惚，一絲模糊的念頭從精神的縫隙竄了出來。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcbWjOxxzX
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完了，昨晚沒給祁小波留晚飯。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnLE8HeUSP
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…… 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95JdoXMjn8
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後來，他是自己攀著石頭回岸邊的，然後一個人拖著腳步走掉。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkgGHf5ZDE
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身上都是攀著礁石擦出來的傷，渾身濕透又難受，刺痛到令人煩躁。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡap3f7N3cdn
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHHBrYBTPt
回去的路上，他特意抄進常年無人經過的窄巷子。可沈中奕卻突然冒出來，逼問他前一夜消失不歸的緣由。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRgHPHrbZ7
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMYqgR4cYh
「掉海裡？」沈中奕的眼睛瞬間瞪大。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQK6QUIAEZ
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Q01d0k1Pv
「所以你那是什麼，自殺？」 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjv6UumZvYw
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFiLe1WgXD
不可置信的眼神。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrrJkPqOEf
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBKi9m57UN
沈中奕是典型「話多反應大」的性格，他看到祁澈滿身狼狽的樣子，又聯想到那段時間他生活有多困難，於是，直覺認定對方是去尋死了。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HH1RUMyLD
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8iJ9fvxqT
「……你他媽是在找死嗎？搞什麼，這樣你妹妹要怎麼辦？」 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctZetFErNi
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gJMl1kH3N
祁澈沒怎麼認真聽他說話，又根本沒聽進對方那一長串的譴責，便直接把那些話給敷衍了過去。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh16OKxT1LC
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那天，是大年初一。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4PKUrotGn
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxj9a8hd3R
沈中奕大概把他的反應當成了默認，還真的以為這是一場自我了斷。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyGEVhHZEm
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlIBWUyjmA
於是，沈中奕每年春節都打電話過來。明面上是恭喜新年，實際上他的用意太明顯，祁澈早就看透，只是沒有說而已。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXu8T65i6E
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XsumCuyej
——他甚至沒有辯解，其實是那天南雨的風浪太大，其實他只是單純的失足落水罷了。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp75tmDtT9o
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAYLKTxCqT
再後來，沒什麼好說的。他斷斷續續高燒了幾天，只覺得愈加煩躁，眼前陷入一片漆黑。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsE40sz4HcL
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之後的事太無趣，所以夢境就在這裡停了。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1vJwJ9HxP
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＿ 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivjPIFeez5
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2q8o32ZTB
有時候，睡夢和回憶只有一線之隔。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhjWcGDwej
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剎那，夢醒。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6FPMMmNpA
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稱不上是回憶的往事影像跟著消失，空蕩的房間由模糊變得清晰。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGkT5BM1v8
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0DbKXUNCQ
祁澈幾乎是埋在書桌的桌面上睡著的。天還沒亮，手機的螢幕亮起，顯示出從剛才到現在，只過去了三個半小時。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAibYA0psFG
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有時候時間的確過得很快，但大部分時候，它走得很慢很慢。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPOGhpISxT
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJyrpH8rSj
祁小波在雙層床的上鋪呼呼大睡，大概要再六、七個鐘頭才能叫她起來。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBVEkERRp3
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腦海被毫無意義的斷簡殘篇充斥著，混亂又聒噪。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuhERw1Vmr
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpE9aiSgaA
少年慢吞吞闔眼，埋回自己彎起的肘間。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4MOTDOyO2
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想法很亂，意識卻清醒得過分。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JhPNnQfar
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不久之前，他推估也就三、四個小時前，房裡氣氛僵硬，少女自顧自扒完那碗關東煮，然後就提出要離開。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13pyz84ekC
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他沒有阻攔。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYI7M4FApDY
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7P4hFOYOoZ
她離開的時候，甚至順手把那袋關東煮的垃圾留在門邊。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1l8bcaNg99
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夜色闌珊，窗外山頭一片漆黑，沒開燈的宿舍房間映出深沉。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMhx8POBrM
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSmA4c7yzL
——那為什麼她不跟那袋垃圾一起留下啊。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBM2qi9MHO
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0rUWJlrxH
荒謬，他也沒挽留那袋垃圾啊。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCP9XysS1m
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……81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTJrsK7bXs
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少年自嘲似的無聲笑了一下。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmXizlDIFx
81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZMJD2KDbt
他覺得，自己可能腦子有病。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Agwpxf1di
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寒假那段期間，宿舍裡只有兩個人，其餘室友都不在。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9fci6E5hf
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還是同一個日子，仍然是同一個夜裡。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3enC0l8hRb
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夜色很暗，男生宿舍，雙層床的上鋪裡，祁小波悄悄睜開了眼睛。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZLbXW3Z9o
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——六、七歲孩子的年紀雖小，但她其實很敏銳。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTUzbDuhGa
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祁小波有時候半夜醒來，會發現哥哥根本沒有在睡覺。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2uzgdRoOG
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她睜開眼睛，房間裡很安靜，哥哥就坐在書桌前，眼神很空，不知道在想什麼。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaOWIDihqJ
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祁小波不太理解「空洞」這個詞的意思，也還沒學會使用這種詞彙。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2D90cAhBI
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但她就是能察覺到，哥哥看起來好像沒什麼精神，眼底沒有光亮，有時候，甚至像是在看一個不存在的地方。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp740mBEAkN
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如果換作是平常，他的眼神必定是清醒的，帶有一種屬於少年的銳氣。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nOvKEUhG4
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可是，在那種時候不一樣。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5E5HUvgDx0
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祁小波看不透她哥哥在想什麼。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mpvaSNkTF
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然後隔天早晨醒來之後，她會問一句：「哥哥，你昨天沒有睡覺嗎？」 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvtKdIceMn
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他會回答：「……睡了。」 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNY1dz9b0FK
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——但是她知道，哥哥那時候一定是在說謊。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApzL6xx8Wt
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祁小波的想法很單純，別人都以為她哥哥兇，但她知道並非那樣。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV30tSVxFoN
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她哥哥才不是真的兇呢，明明自己都沒錢，還是會偷偷給她買好吃的。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPHhFjqpmJ
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他總是讓祁小波別亂跑、別吵鬧，但其實她一撒嬌，哥哥就會帶她去買糖吃。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJYN0qNCSo
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祁小波心裡的祁澈，或許是世界上最厲害最溫柔的一個人。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIHlZDiTOf
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但是她覺得，有些時候，哥哥看起來很累。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IoaXLljSh
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他的眼神會變得很淡、很靜，甚至有點「空」。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIataueJFoJ
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祁小波有點害怕他這樣。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVP08q9hGh
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那種時候，他會笑一下，但那只是一種「安撫小孩用的笑」，眼睛裡卻沒有真的笑意。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxKaJZtQZ6
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這樣的笑，和平常完全不一樣，祁小波看得出來。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfH6FUVzNGt
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她不一定能理解「累」這個字的全部含義，但她能察覺到哥哥不對勁，然後用自己的方式去理解。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwB4JEl7byC
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——哥哥每天都很累，但又不說。 81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOPmuDTP0i
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祁小波不是笨蛋，她能看出來。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYUo4fojO7
