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I don't miss you at all.

Rylan L.B

Sep 16, 2024

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I don't miss you at all.

Not on my bad days

Not on my good ones.

I don't miss you when I go out skating and I certainly don't miss you when I'm thinking of leaving this place.181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNt2MABEmvi

I don't miss your laugh or your silly remarks

I remember them but I can't seem to miss you.

Should I miss you?

I don't think so.

You got mean over time

Not the girl I knew.

Angry and always at your last straw. 181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7bvu3dt65

No more compassion for me.181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1BQ2oTsZu

Though I held you and then I made sure you were okay

I wrote poems and cried while I thought you were on the street dying.

I laughed with glee when you told me you were doing well181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWhvnTF5oR

cus that's all I had ever wanted.

11:11 I wished for you.

11:12 suddenly I feel you slipping away.

from me

though I cared

and I understood you. the parts that lovers and friends couldn't seem to grasp 181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhowWjKHMk1

So I guess I'm saying

I don't miss you

but I hope you're still doing well.

and that your girl is making you happy

that your smile still shines how it always did

and you're still having sleepovers with your friends.

I hope that I don't cross your mind anymore

that you are free of me because you want to be

and really I pray that head of yours clears

and you see yourself the way I've always seen you. 181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbL3LD1b7w

enough.

and so so many beautiful things. 181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6tH6txvVY

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#1 I don't miss you at all.

#3 to grow without water

#4 calling names

#7 17:49 (5:49). Saturday, 25, may. 2024

#10 a drafted email I won't ever send.

#11 can you imagine a million years?

#15 frustrations of a fading poet.

#16 NEA's (a bit of a waffle mb)

#17 tiktok @ry.z_enigma

#18 feeling odd

#20 my favorite lyric in every billie song (DSAM) (out of order)

#21 my favorite lyric in every billie song (WWAFAWDWG) (in album order)

#22 my favorite lyric in every billie song (HTE)

#23 my favorite lyric in every billie song (HMHAS)

#24 the limerence

#25 river and you

#28 smile at me

#29 du sang et des larmes

#32 changed (just because)

#33 white ferrari- frank ocean

#35 Juliet- Cavetown

#36 some shade of blue

#38 bojack horseman quotes

#39 don't wanna remember 13

#40 can't breathe

#42 moving everything from another poem book to this story.

#43 hell froze over (valentines day 2024)

#44 containing multitudes ( feb 26th 2024)

#45 separation anxiety (feb 26 2024)

#46 BPD (feb 26th 2024)

#47 hostage (march 5th 2024)

#48 For K (bullet) (march 27th 2024)

#49 stonewalls and shadows

#50 goddess in my arms