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I knew you changed you and I could not fix what was broken hell even the trust was even gone, I thought you was the one who would love me for ever but o boy was I fucken wrong, You being the Only child you never got to love the right way or actually be with for someone a 100% without turning your back on them when you got tired of them and You turned your back on me and what we had and I felt like you through are love in the trash and I just felt i did not exist in your life and i just could not wait around anymore I felt my life was already empty inside hell I already felt the numbness that you left me for and I could not cry over you anymore cause you just broke everything even my love for you was so gone I was so over your bullshit broken promises and i knew it was time to let you go even tho i felt like you wasted my time and u fucked up my life by taking so much away from me you even took away my arts and crafts away from me cause your answer was we could not afford it anymore but yet you was buying and drinking bourbon like water but yet i felt that you and i where not the same people but you had me so dis pointed and I got to the point i could not trust you anymore cause all you did was tell me lies .
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As time went on i had lost all hope for us I got tired of your lies and i just had to find away to get out and let me tell you i did . I got tired of trying to find someone on line and felt like it was a scam or they was full of shit or they made me feel so un at ease , I had went through enough pain in my life and it was time to live my life the way i thought it should be. But you thought after us getting divorce this last time you would walk away without giving me anything well guess what I got my truck and some things you pay for until its paid off and a few other things but that is all i wanted from you i should of gotten you on causing me PTSD but i know he would lie his ass out of that . But i had to let you got and find piece with my self and i now my last words to you was I don't give a fuck if you jump of a bridge and i honestly do not regret it at all what i said cause i do not. From all what Paul has put me through i wish he would hurry up and jump off the mother fucker to be honest with ya . I feel like he has hurt me enough in my 15 yrs of being with him and he is not sorry that he fucked me up mentally and i have to fix all this shit that he has caused me but you know what tho at the end of the day when i do fix me he cant take the credit for fixing me cause he don't know how to he just takes people for granted and uses them and when he is done with them he treats them like shit and throws them to the curb. all i know is i am starting to find my happy place again but i know it will take time . All i know is I have to move on and heal me and forget about a sorry son of bitch like him and I hope i never see Paul William Fenimore anytime soon.75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ca2j3C4zI
