Being with my second ex husband was so heartbreaking the lies he said and told i lost all trust in him after everything was said and done cause i knew he met someone else and i still believe he did not wanna work things out was because of that reason but you know what tho I truly don't care anymore cause here are the reasons why i do not anymore Paul broke 15 yrs of broken promises that he never followed through with
2 he never truly loved me in the first place he used me for taking care of his kids and the house or what ever
3 he will never be a man in my eyes cause he always relied on his parents all the time
4 i wont miss his guilt trips when he does not get his way
5 he made me feel bad about my self over my last surgery and he never took care of me and be there for me
6 i will not miss his anger issues he has
7 he acts like that i did not deserve anything for being with him for 15 yrs after we got divorced
8 i wont miss his excuse why he needed to drink and he can put away some Bourbon and he picked Bourbon over are marriage
9 i will not miss his selfish ways like when he had the heat or air going i would get cold and he would not compromise or anything it had to be his way
10 he would never let me decorate the house that we last share he would tell me no or i did not have stuff to put up
11 when my little dog got killed by his bigger dog and he told me that if i got ride of that dog he would divorce me
12 when i needed him the most he never had time even on his off days
13 when i needed him to go to the store for me he would find the easy way out buy order it through the app and still made me go pick it up and his excuse was his bad and leg hurts but he was not hurting enough to drink tho
14 he would always take credit on the work i did and he did do any of it
15 he never made me feel special or wanted
16 i was good enough to raise his kids and bury both of his parents when he was going through his hard times but when i was going through mine he was not there his excuse was he had to work and he never made time for me or to fix us he thought are problems would fix him self
17 he would blame me for his drinking issues but he could not handle stress and he would turn to drinking so he can not blame it on me
18 he will not take blame for anything he likes to blame it on someone else
19 i just want him out at least i can say this tho at least i did not find someone like his ex wife lmao that did the same job as i used to do and he does not think about that at all he acts like she is all that but she is not its just she is the older version of me but the thing of it all is tho i got more class than her and i got more of a back bone and am not to see the truth but at least i can say i did not marry a man that is like him at least my husband makes good money and takes care of me and truly loves me and he has a better personally and at least he is there when i need him the most of all and at least he fixed what he needed to do and my ex husband did not my ex husband would make excuses why he could not or tell you that he did need to he would do it him self well that was one way of his excuses and also at least my new husband never makes me feel unwanted like my ex husband use to but i hope one day my ex husband Karma will fix his ass and when it does i hope it gets him really good .
All i know is i wish i could go back 15 yrs and change that i wish i never gotten together with Paul at all i wish i would of blocked him all together cause all the lies he told and he hide me for 4 and of half years cause his parents paid for everything until the day they died , All i can say is that i am so glad i am over you Paul cause at least i will not have to put up with all your bull shit and your lies and you treating me like shit and the way you use to yell at your dad when you knew his last day was close by but now you have someone else that will do your dirty work for u and put the guilt trip on her now cause you could not fool me anymore so your dating a fool that does not know you like i do but hopefully she is not stupid as i was to believe your shit until i caught on and at least i do not have to compare you to my husband cause there is no comparing cause he is the real deal and he does not have to prove him self to anyone he is the real deal and he is not fake like you with your fake personality and he does not take any of my glory and he lets me shine he is not selfish like you are. so i will not miss you or your bull shit let some other dumb ass have you and deal with your shit cause i do not have to anymore thank god.
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