September 22nd 2019
Hi everyone,
It's been a long while since I last posted an update to this writers blog. But that's because with writing updates, I haven't got any new ones to share. That is...until now. For many weeks, I simply didn't want to write anymore. As an undergrad struggling with her Creative Writing Major, the whole situation was getting very quickly out of hand. I found myself being blamed for many issues and saw my peers becoming more successful due to their high grades. I was happy for them but never was a level playing field for a Neurodiverse person like myself.
I'm glad I got away from that, but the aftermath has been very severe. I suffer from severe depression, bad insomnia, fast-changing moods, lack of appetite and currently, I'm debating whether to start cutting family members off due to their lack of understanding over my support needs and why I quit Uni. I'm unemployed and sadly haven't been successful with the applications I've made. I'm still living with family members however, I wish that I could taste some real independence.
I've slowly been writing F**k I Have Aspie's and in that, it shows just how bitter and unhappy my world has become. I would like to think that there is some light at the end of the tunnel. I do believe in miracles, so would love one to happen. Will it ever though? Nope.730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6N5JkQgWO
Nanowrimo is fast approaching and trust me, I really want to do it again. For myself and my confusing mind. There's still so many story ideas and character names inside me and I can't hold it back for much longer.730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPNn3j79EA
People do read my stories and poetry here and yes, I'm so happy and overwhelmed for that. Getting feedback or just chatting with other users, in general, has been very scary though. I thought about returning to Wattpad but to be truthful, I can deal with this website and the layout a lot better on Penana. I would love to co-write a novel with someone else one day. Penana gives me easier options on how to do that. 730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM77nXShvkR
My dad's birthday is tomorrow by the way. If you would like to say happy birthday to him, feel free to message me or comment below.730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EkGGX69PD
Help everyone and their writings are well. See you all soon (and yes, I really want to give this writing journey another go!)
Alice x
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