We hardly speak on the way home, Justin keeps hold of my hand...that's the only thing that keeps me calm231Please respect copyright.PENANAZi1YR834vJ
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We drive into Justin's driveway and he switches the engine off and then looks at me231Please respect copyright.PENANAgexM9OWTck
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"Justin...what did dad say to you?" I ask biting my lip231Please respect copyright.PENANA1mJbU1GmJf
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He pulls my lip to stop me from biting on it231Please respect copyright.PENANAvYvYkzie0F
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"Nothing Eva...just what any dad would say if someone was dating their daughter" he laughs 231Please respect copyright.PENANAHUQPLu2bWc
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Oh no what the fuck has he said231Please respect copyright.PENANA7m7qS5mxKe
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"It's okay Eva...your dad is just protective of you...I get it" he assures me231Please respect copyright.PENANA3X1EKhnNm6
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"Come on...I'll walk you to your door" he gets out his car and opens my door, I get out the car and look up at him, he smiles at me and kisses me briefly on the lips and grabs my hand bringing it to his lips and kisses it231Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4m066ZmOb
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We walk down my path and our security light comes on231Please respect copyright.PENANAacUy6vsXOZ
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Dad fuck sake I shake my head231Please respect copyright.PENANAJl0zmONopD
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I hear Justin laugh and I look at him231Please respect copyright.PENANAV9lQ8Q82fC
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He comes closer tucks my hair behind my ear and kisses me 231Please respect copyright.PENANASRHppk18nW
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"Goodnight baby" 231Please respect copyright.PENANAALxL6VuSxU
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"Goodnight" I sigh231Please respect copyright.PENANAwQJCdhf1J5
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He kisses me once more than lips...then my nose then my forehead and then walks away231Please respect copyright.PENANAI2SI7FTxaV
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I open my front door to see mum and dad sitting at the table in the kitchen- Uh oh!!231Please respect copyright.PENANAmgDWwSrNc5
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"Baby girl can you come here for a sec," dad asks231Please respect copyright.PENANAp7zzAmdq7u
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Fuckin hell you'd think I was 16 or something here 231Please respect copyright.PENANAew7Xp8x94B
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"I know your not 16 Eva but it doesn't mean am not allowed to worry about you," dad says sternly231Please respect copyright.PENANAapKf0jmJce
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Shit I must have said that out loud231Please respect copyright.PENANAYCYY2U2Zq9
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He and mum laugh- 231Please respect copyright.PENANAOG8GCujS4e
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"Babe...me and your dad are just worried about you... Justin's not your average lad...he's a footballer...a professional footballer at that" mum says231Please respect copyright.PENANAmkfRXhyB65
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"I know what he is mum" I roll my eyes231Please respect copyright.PENANAaP8JIAFWa4
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"Do you though?" Dad asks "Do you know what comes with being a professional footballer? Training...away games...the newspapers...the women" 231Please respect copyright.PENANAAghAcukwFh
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I get up after hearing the last one231Please respect copyright.PENANATJPKuZBX5F
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"What the fuck dad? What are you trying to say? That he'll cheat on me?" I shout231Please respect copyright.PENANA0dm8qqwwZa
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"Sssshhh Eva please" mum pleads "Holly's sleeping"231Please respect copyright.PENANAJqPwE6JyQ1
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"He's not fuckin like them ones that did cheat on their wives dad..." I snarl 231Please respect copyright.PENANASrAFyllOtI
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"I know he's not baby girl, but look how upset you got after seeing that girl in the ok magazine" 231Please respect copyright.PENANATZNPKf1GFx
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"But she..." I go to argue231Please respect copyright.PENANA7rzQYwTvjk
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"I know it was false...Eva...I know it was a revenge tactic...but baby girl you've gotta see it from our point of view... we just don't want to see you getting hurt....we like Justin, we do....but he's not our child...you are" dad says 231Please respect copyright.PENANAE0jTe6bcoF
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"I know, I get what you mean...but I really like him, dad... I really like him..." I admit231Please respect copyright.PENANAtXp3TJNj7G
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"Oh shit," mum says231Please respect copyright.PENANAYscDpO8OPY
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"What," I say231Please respect copyright.PENANAFh0eFpsqbp
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"Oh paddy it's too late...she's already fell for him...look at her eyes you can see it" mum sighs231Please respect copyright.PENANAp4bFGnqCBz
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I have? You can... ?? I frown 231Please respect copyright.PENANAQAuK3P7yyO
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"Fuck me..... Eva...baby girl, just be careful that's all we ask okay? Learn from that girl in the magazine...coz there will be more I promise you" dad says231Please respect copyright.PENANA5x9bZqrV5O
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"And make sure he wraps it up" he finishes231Please respect copyright.PENANAOb6V20Wgah
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"The fuck dad....really? Is that what you were talking to him about? Making sure he wraps it up? Fuckin hell dad, did you really think I'd give it up that fast? Nice one dad" my voice breaks a little at the end 231Please respect copyright.PENANAcSGguJqHVE
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How can my dad think so little of me231Please respect copyright.PENANAMPcQCK2cgD
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I hear my parents do a sharp intake 231Please respect copyright.PENANAZEVsaSVJuW
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"What the fuck baby girl... did I say that? What I meant was when you were ready...fuck...am not ready for this Ava... am losing my baby girl" he moans 231Please respect copyright.PENANAur0Xp5wWBB
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"Paddy babe, she's 20yrs old... she's growing up," she says as she puts her fingers through his hair231Please respect copyright.PENANAfPIgjG5xNs
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"And you're not losing me daft arse" I roll my eyes "as much as this embarrasses me to say...am still a virgin, I only had my first kiss last week fuck sake"231Please respect copyright.PENANA59y9m8r1cA
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"La la la" dad says as puts his fingers in his ears231Please respect copyright.PENANAr0kPYY6VBi
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"Good talk dad..good talk" I kiss his cheek and kiss me, mum, as well231Please respect copyright.PENANAQJcE6gzseS
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"Am going to bed am knackered....night guys this talk wasn't awkward at all" I laugh as I walk up the stairs231Please respect copyright.PENANApZ1H4pVWQx
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"Your fuckin telling me baby girl...let's not make a habit of this awkward talking shit eh?" he says laughing231Please respect copyright.PENANAHjhteqYq1u
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"Got it dad" I laugh231Please respect copyright.PENANAOcozogjylX
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I get to my room and sigh out loud231Please respect copyright.PENANAJAcBzXzA88
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"What a fuckin day" as I drop myself to the bed231Please respect copyright.PENANAc0HkNjFyXh
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I get my phone out to call amber and it rings out...she must still be with Russ, so I text her...231Please respect copyright.PENANAIGl5OhxCmn
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"Hey, bitch face! Call me when you can...you got some explaining to do...plus I need me hair doin 😘"231Please respect copyright.PENANAbo99vplgJK
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I get a text— it's from Justin, I smile as I look at his text...231Please respect copyright.PENANAbvwBNTkSlS
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Justin: "Best day ever!! Xx" 231Please respect copyright.PENANA6zL3nvJCd2
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I reply...231Please respect copyright.PENANAwNfnQKkBTd
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Me: "Best day ever eh? What about when you got signed for Everton? X"231Please respect copyright.PENANApsi3wTkJ3v
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Justin: "I admit that's up there...and if I didn't get signed, I wouldn't of met ya...so I'd say that's about 3rd x"231Please respect copyright.PENANAYSscw5X3oS
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What's first and second then?231Please respect copyright.PENANAm2fiUYHw1w
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Me: "what's first and second then? X"231Please respect copyright.PENANAxke9iei9rV
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Justin: "well it's really close.... first is today, for obvious reasons....god...am just thinking about it now....your so beautiful when you come!! So fuckin sexy...I can't believe your mine! X"231Please respect copyright.PENANACTgtmIVebr
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Fuck, he gets me all hot just by his words231Please respect copyright.PENANAbrHyVJkbmS
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Me: "I still can't believe we did that!! I mean am not regretting it or anything...I'm happy...I can't believe your mine either...and second? X"231Please respect copyright.PENANA0AeuAqiTBw
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Justin: "second is the day I met you... so beautiful...do you know how mesmerising your eyes are? I love your eyes...so beautiful and wide and trusting and your smile...fuck me, Eva...Your eyes and your smile!! That's what got me...when we bumped into each other and you opened your eyes...BOOM...I was gone X"231Please respect copyright.PENANAKXKFYZi5Ui
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Me: "really?"231Please respect copyright.PENANArPsWazHKHn
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Justin: "I swear baby... I won't lie to you...I won't ever lie to ye! I meant what I said...you are it for me X"231Please respect copyright.PENANAbbkTZ1UKF5
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Me: "Wow x"231Please respect copyright.PENANAi1LC84W2KM
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Justin: "My Eva is speechless X"231Please respect copyright.PENANAZjtiny1P8V
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Me: "sort of...my mum and dad talked to me when I got in...gave me an earful x"231Please respect copyright.PENANAIDTbTiKkNJ
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Justin: "thought they would...you okay? X"231Please respect copyright.PENANAHPAg9FdCD3
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Me: "yeah they're just worried about me that's all x"231Please respect copyright.PENANAijlKAAYjEl
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Justin: "about you being with me you mean x"231Please respect copyright.PENANAr75Pls4DMP
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Me: "not with you per-se but in the world your in...you know...like with that girl in the ok magazine how she lied about you two...they just want me to be careful not to believe everything they read....I'm gonna go to bed now babe....so I'll see you tomorrow? X"231Please respect copyright.PENANAPfr3kFIRsS
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Justin: "sure baby! Good night sweet dreams...am gonna read some more 😉 x"231Please respect copyright.PENANAiLzX3btYbA
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Me: "babe...you do realise your probably the only male to read romance novels?!? X"231Please respect copyright.PENANAZXVHdBBfWS
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Justin:" **shrugs** am one of a kind 😉 x"231Please respect copyright.PENANArumSbBblvD
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Me: "am starting to get that...goodnight babe Xxx"231Please respect copyright.PENANAS355PPMSPM
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Justin: "dream of me? x"231Please respect copyright.PENANAkosOwBenjk
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Me: "always x" 231Please respect copyright.PENANALJjRDOtNo7
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I drift off to sleep with a smile on my face.....
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