I spend the rest of the weekend with Justin my boyfriend—it's still so surreal to think I have a boyfriend, my first ever boyfriend—My Man, I sigh. Justin thought it would be a good idea to tell our parents together, So I invited Beth, John, and Brandon to our house for dinner. I Thought I could ease Beth and John's worries of Brandon starting blue saint park, and then tell them about us. Hey Sort of ease into it, it felt weird cos hadn't actually met Beth and John, but they were lovely. Turns out we didn't even have to tell our parents as they already knew, we asked how. "Amber" they all said, laughing at us, I should say am surprised, but I'm not—she'd know I'd be panicking over stuff like this, I swear I could kill the girl, but I love her, she's always got my back—and to be honest it made things easier for me. 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKIyKfWBzI
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Mum and dad were laughing at me "You were shitting yourself, wasn't you?" They teased me. I laugh remembering how nervous I was about telling my parents that I've got my first Boyfriend. 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRS9Xvi8OX
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Mum had said "Eva, you are a beautiful, smart, kind young woman—and that boy, he is smitten already. He looks at you like you're the sunshine at the end of a rainbow, I'm happy for you my darlin," She hugs me "Where's my baby girl gone? You're all grown up and got yourself a man," She fake wipes a tear away, I laugh at my mum as I give her a hug and a kiss.235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDH07iK0aOc
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Brandon and Holly got along really well, surprisingly. It Normally takes a lot for Holly to show interest in another child, Mum and Beth are getting on so well that they've already arranged a mum's night out with Barbara who is amber's mum.I laugh shaking my head at the thought of Beth with my Mum and Auntie Barbara on a night out, Dad and John got along just as we suspected, the love of football and the support of the same team made the bond easier, they're sat discussing football tactics and play by plays for Everton's next game.235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWP4wmwzFm
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I still haven't seen Amber since she left with Russ, but I know she's okay, she texted me. 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbnCb9n9um
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Amber: "You're welcome, bitch face x"235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Yq1GYUEwk
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I laugh at my best friend's words, knowing she made everything easier for me today. Justin and I spend the day in my bedroom watching films and making out, it's scary how fast my feelings are growing for him—he's just everything to me already, I sigh to myself. Am I crazy? 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzOWVMbuns
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It's Monday morning, Catherine is hogging the bathroom again, normally I would piss and moan but today I'm too happy. I go down to the kitchen where our Holly is waiting for her minibus, she gets really impatient waiting for it—I walk up to her. "Hey beautiful girl, looking at me," I smile at her as I stroke her hair, Holly looks at me and makes her happy grunt noises, flapping her hand in excitement. The issue with Holly is everything has to be on her terms unless it's explained through now and next pic board or social stories. A sound of a horn beeping outside, alerts us of Hollys minibus outside. 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinhBK6QQb4
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"Holly, let's go beautiful girl," Mum coos holding her hand out for Holly. "Your bus is here, shall we go see Jodie and Dave?" She asks as Holly bounces with excitement. "Bye beautiful" I call out to her as she leaves. My phone buzzes with a text, I smile— Justin.235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlS2RdGTf9
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Justin: Good morning baby, sleep well? X 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiOFPPRTzz
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I sigh happily reading his text, still swooning over him calling me baby.235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGu61nY0qO
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Me: Good Morning, I slept very well, Thank you! You? X235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWTI0wbNYl
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Justin: I had an amazing sleep, dreamt about me girl x 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvt2oJfZXC
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I gasp, he dreamt of me? My fingers fumble with my phone as I type out a reply.235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrac3zMkuPK
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Me: Oh? And what was I doing in this dream? X 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmwtfvfTbW
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I nervously wait for his reply. What the hell was I doing in this dream? I gasp, thinking if it's something naughty. My phone vibrates again.235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6x9YoTLgy
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Justin: Well, we were back under our tree at Sefton Park, all's I could see was your beautiful face, your eyes, your smile, as I told you I loved you, and I asked you to marry me x235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLigkupT87G
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I gasp, dropping my phone on the floor, I cringe at the sound—Shit! Shit! Shit! Shit! I pick up my phone, what does this mean? does he love me already? I mean he's fucking dream proposing—I'm hyperventilating. WHAT THE FUCK? Okay, calm yourself Eva—it was just a dream, it didn't mean anything, it's nothing. I panic as the doorbell rings.235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmQFIFMOgg
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I gasp again as I look at the door, fucking hell i'm gonna end up hyperventilating ere! Calm ya farm Eva, it's probably mum locked herself out.235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfq2uX6Gk4r
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I answer the door, it's Justin. He smiles nervously at me. "Hey baby, can I come in?" He asks. 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJguyEHTx9
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"Of course, sure—yeah" I stutter as he walks past me, He's rubbing the back of his neck again, he's nervous. "Um, I wanted to talk to about that text I just sent—I err, well, ye' took a while to reply—so I figured that what I said has probably scared yer shiteless," he laughs nervously.235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9OGxIl5zL
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I try to laugh, as my nerves get the best of me. "I, well—I" I stutter. "No baby, shh—it's okay, I shouldn't have told ye' like that, what I hoped that dream meant for me was—Well, our future baby, I mean, I know it's probably too early to be thinking that far ahead yet, but... I already care for yer—so damn much baby, that it scares me a little and I know we've only just started dating," he grins winking at me "So, the only way I can make yer understand Eva is if I sung to ye'" he grins What in the actual fuck? "What? no babe, no you don't have to sing, it's fine. I," I panic. 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yME2OSQWV
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But he just laughs at me and starts to bloody sing anyway. "But then I see yer face, now am a believer—not a trace, of doubt in me mind. That I'll be in love, Oooo—Am a believer, I couldn't leave yer if I trieeeeed" He sings. What the fuck? Is he singing a song from Shrek? Fucking hell this man, I laugh, shaking my head.235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucivd3JpDH
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"And then I saw yer FAAACCCEE, an am a believer HEY! Not a trace, of doubt in me mind, I'll be in LUUUUURVE. Now am a believer, I believe, I believe, I believe, I believe—Am a Believer HEY!!" Justin's on his knees with his arms wide smiling panting "See baby" He pants "I've killed two birds with one stone, I made yer laugh, and I've sort of told how I am feeling—I may not be feeling that way now, but I know it's heading there—the more I know ye', see ye'—the more I want ye' baby, d'ye understand now?" He whispers breathlessly. I nod laughing my arse off, "I'm sorry, but that was so fuckin funny" I snort laugh. "Thank you for explaining it your way though" I giggle as somebody starts slow clapping behind us, I look, and Mum, Dad and Cat are watching us, no doubt they've just seen Justin singing his heart out—I wipe tears from my eyes, half from laughter, half from me being on my way to loving this man already.235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSc649YqPX
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Cat's got her phone out, no doubt recording Justin and his performance, she looks to me and mouths to me, "Amber" and giggles, I shake my head laughing. "Well, uh—son, that was erm, some performance" Dad says with a smirk."Oh yes, Justin" mum smiles at him, "Tell me, does your mum and dad know how talented you are at singing Shrek songs?" She snorts winking at him.235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFzV2JR4wU
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Justin blushes hiding his face in my neck. I rescue my man. "Eh, now you's leave him alone, that was incredibly sweet and brave what he's just done, and he did it to make me feel better. Thank you babe" I say kissing him on the cheek. He smiles lovingly. "Are ye' ready? I thought I could walk ye' to work?" he asks me. 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBMdKKnrKz
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"Thank you, that would be lovely" I smile shyly. My phone alerts me with a text message, I look at my phone, shit, it's got a cracked screen now. I had a text from amber;235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiUQBirHZw
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Amber: Great set of lungs lover boys got, should we expect to see him on the west end any time soon? x" 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6ute0Hqbt
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I laugh "Bitch" I reply to her, giving her my middle finger salute and a kiss. She replies seconds later.235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoesZQ2NKNv
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Amber: I am soooo sending this to Russ x she better fuckin not!! 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUm2JI4s0xm
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"Don't you fuckin dare Amber, I mean it," I reply instantly.235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEBBFOW4wr
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Amber: Fine, I won't, jeez babe x" she replies.235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfI4cAw8xPs
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I sigh in relief that she won't show it to Russ, I don't want him making fun of Justin for trying to cheer me up."Shall we go?" I ask Justin. We say goodbye to Mum, Dad and Cat as we leave the house, we're quiet on our walk— holding hands, which is another new experience for me.235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7YdVQRSyM
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"So, what d'ye normally do on yer way to work?" Justin asks me."Normally I listen to my Spotify and read a book on me kindle app" I smile up at him. He smiles "Is that what ye' were doing when we first met?" he asks. I smile shyly "Yeah" blushing at the memory.235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZkZsjOxUV
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"What were ye' listening to?" he asks curiously. "One of David Guetta's song's, called 'shed a light' it's really good" I tell him. "Can I have a listen?" He asks pointing to my phone. 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTrMOH3ZRR
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"Sure" I go to look it up on my Spotify, and he notices my cracked screen, "How did that happen?" He frowns pointing to the cracked screen. "Oh, I Erm—I dropped it before" I say without looking at him. "It was when I sent that text wasn't it?" He sighs. "Fuck, am sorry baby, I should have explained meself better" he says.235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2g3lvInQVT
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"Well, you sort of did, didn't you? With your singing?" I tease. "But no, it's ok, it was just a shock, that's all—I can get the screen fixed in the Towny" I smile reassuringly, "I'll pay for it, it was me fault after all" He tells me to give me a look that tells me not to argue with him. So, I nod my head and play the song, giving Justin one of my earphones to listen. I watch Justin listen to the song, watching his head bob up and down, until it ends, he takes the Earbud out of his ear smiling at me "It's quite the tune isn't it? Dead catchy, I can sympathise with the words, I think it's a sign" he tells me. "You're quite fixed on these signs and fate things, aren't you?" I tease bumping my shoulder with his. He grins blushing slightly, "I didn't used to be, but since I've met you—I feel like I was meant to bump into you" He sighs "I'm beginning to believe everything happens for a reason, so I go with it, it's worked out pretty well so far" he tells me. 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwCXyM1bTf
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We're quiet again and Justin gets his own phone out to download the song he's just listened to and assigns it as his ringtone, he asks me if it's ok to take a picture of me, I nod shyly as he takes my picture and uses it as his wallpaper, he then asks for another of the both us together, I smile at our picture wanting it for my own phone—he sends it to me via iMessage and I put it as my own wallpaper. We're at blue saint parks entrance, Justin pull's me to him—wrapping his arms around me, he places his forehead against sighing "I'll miss you baby, you have a great day with your Kiddywinks—I'm in training today, so I'll see you tonight okay?" He says softly. I smile, nodding "I'll miss you too" I whisper, he smiles at me, then he kisses me lovingly and passionately, followed by a peck on my forehead before staring into my eyes. "I'll text you" he says breathlessly 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbEonKSTmq
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I smile "Okay" I reply breathlessly, he grins at me. "Ok, go on in, baby before I change me mind, jib training and take you with me, " He jokes pecking me on the lips. I smile turning away from him, and as I walk away he smacks my arse "You got a Phat ass, pretty girl" He says mimicking Dominic's voice from my book to a T. Holy shit—that was hot! I look at him in shock, He grins at me with a wink and walks away, he IS reading LA Casey's book, I should have known he was serious when he said he was going to google her, I laugh and shake my head. God, I'm falling for him already—shit!235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11N3PgqPBh
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I walk inside to the reception, to sign in—I see Jill at her desk "Hi Jill, good weekend?" I ask. 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaFhoDDhZq
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"Yeah, love, great—not as good as yours though, eh?" She says with a knowing smile winking at me. I love that about Jill, doesn't beat around the bush and doesn't question everything about you, she knew I would be nervous to talk about Justin, so I just grin winking back.235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaS84gF2HAL
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I receive a text alert, I look at my phone.235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwSggzlBRs
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Yep, definitely falling for him. I sigh happily as I walk to my class.
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