“Clementine..” I heard a voice say in my room.
I looked around by bedroom, nobody there. I even looked in the darkest corner, where I used to hide from my father, and he would never find me there. Nobody here.
I felt coldness wrap around my body.
”Clementine..”
The voice was clearer now, I could recognise it but couldn’t remember from where. “Who’s there..?” I said to them.
”Clem..”
I could recognise it. It sounded just like my boyfriend, Jaden. It was starting to freak me out. “Whoever that is- Who- Who is that?”
I felt coldness caress my cheek, the exact same way Jaden would.
“I didnt want to leave you, ever” the voice said “I really love you... princess”
Princess. Jaden’s words, it had to be him. But I couldnt understand. I stared at the dress I wire for Jaden’s funeral hanging on my wardrobe door and started to cry.
”Jaden, why did you leave me?” I whispered through the tears as I clutched the dress in my arms, against my body.
“You left me with nothing.” I wiped my eyes “My mum wasnt proud, neither was my dad, when I told them.. I had to tell them I was pregnant, alone. Its been 9 months since you died, Why? Why, Jaden? Why did you kill yourself? Was it because if me?”
I knew he’d feel bad, and I wanted him to. He’d pretty much ruined my life.
“Oh. You scared me. When you told me about the pregnancy. I mean we are only 15. I didnt want to hurt you, Clem..” I heard Jaden’s voice say to me. “We had nothing planned out with this child, with us. Do my parents know about this though..?”
“BUT WE COULD HAVE, WE COULD HAVE HAD THIS GREAT LIFE WITH OUR CHILD BUT YOU LEFT ME, YOU LEFT US. AND NO, THEY DONT KNOW THAT IM PREGNANT. I DIDNT HAVE THE HEART TO SAY ESPECIALLY NOT WITHOUT HAVING YOU WITH ME”
I heard him nearly cry but I knew he was strong.
“Im sorry baby” His words repeated through my mind repeatedly.
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