時序入冬，入夜之後的風很涼，白天還有暖融的陽光，但晚上只有一片夜涼如水。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pcxE18R4v
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nguAgOrw9
他剛剛在教室裡沒有穿外套，上台也是，他一下台就匆匆得被許晏誠帶出來，根本沒來得及穿件外套。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZUKQGdJeR
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49CAuOlwZt
晚上氣溫驟降，他應該要覺得冷的，但他卻覺得身上熱的過份，他可以明顯感覺到臉頰在發燙，左胸口裡的東西燥動著，他甚至開始覺得呼吸不順，原因不明，他猜是因為許晏誠抱得太緊了。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgabwM1FQiL
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7XOZX24uM
「喂，你、你能不能，抱小力一點？」他小聲問。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbLdoLA7Bh
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlwXyxUEDh
許晏誠依言鬆了點手，但依舊呈現緊抱的動作。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2vMiwYxXK
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3PvRti70u
呼吸不順解決了，但心律不整依舊存在，臉頰依舊沒有降溫的跡象，他盡量讓自己表現鎮定的問：「......你怎麼了？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5qEiuoXd6
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BCf60rHUm
許晏誠沒有回答。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyS10TMwt0M
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJERhpj3cu
姜劭謙鍥而不捨繼續問：「喂、你有聽到我說話嗎？哈囉？許晏誠？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeDnmhh9Sb
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZCxlypdRa
「我有聽到。」半晌他回。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wwrj4zVY1
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjchkxjYG0
姜劭謙嘆了一口氣，口氣安撫的問：「你到底怎麼了？通常在這種狀況下，被安慰的人應該是我吧？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EgHJTitAB
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBocdq6TGY
聞言許晏誠才終於拉開距離，揉揉鼻子，「......抱歉，你說的對。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtu5ppY0Bxo
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqB0O3tnJD8
姜劭謙看著他的紅眼眶，傻眼了：「你有這麼難過啊？！」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHcpqqSTt3
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPS5fu0Q1L
許晏誠低著頭不回話，似乎還沒有緩過來。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulJKmZB9OA
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0g8XExLOxm
「你為什麼要難過呢？」他苦笑道，「忘詞的人又不是你，面對一個剛剛差點毀了大家這半學期以來辛苦的成果的人，你應該要生氣才對啊。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TiZ3CJl21
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHyUyN4dB2
「我不生氣，」許晏誠看著他，「我難過，我為你難過。」他說。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWJ8R9d8tq
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiy6CKb11nf
他忍不住質問：「為我難過？你怎麼知道我難過？你甚至不清楚我在台上想到什麼，你怎麼就覺得我會難過呢？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrW29A2SVx
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisxQlcAcrU
這是他高中畢業以來心境最澄明的時刻。姜劭謙心想。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaiJJyQ6vv
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jSBZekVxA
這些日子以來他總是被各種夢魘纏身，日日夜夜，分不清夢境與現實，眼前彷彿籠著一層白霧，看不清摸不透。他在過去裡找不到出口，只能自己一頭栽進胡同裡。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0CukXRVZn
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtw5P8CpXN
但現在他感覺眼前的雲霧逐漸散去。有個人願意相信他，聽他說，為他難過。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpgP8lidxP
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52YZEOB1CD
他想他孤單太久了，久到都忘記傾訴是什麼感覺。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcOcqnYURa
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5LxgHWPA4
「你知道嗎，我很久沒有跟人說這些了，對於大部分人來說，那都已經過去了，只是高中時期的一些小事根本沒有必要記這麼久......對吧？人都要向前看，人總要向前看的不是嗎？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuW0xka9e6Q
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OBlt8FX6w
他站著腳有點痠了，靠著牆默默的蹲下來，如夢囈般的說道：「可他們不懂，當你曾經真的，真的很珍惜某個事物，但它最終卻在你手上碎了，那是......最傷人的。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QjLt4E24Y
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGILK69uh8B
「你懂嗎？」他轉頭問道。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHMgdbAVyb
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs77cDzZZfb
許晏誠沒有猶豫：「我懂。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCXsVxLV5Y
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cGDXpW3PF
姜劭謙看了他一陣子，然後笑了：「也對，你總是什麼都懂。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOVAvRt34E
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xS636nZrK
教室那裡傳了一陣鼓掌聲，他猜又是一組彩排結束了。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLR7sn816B
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLJLP6oRYN
「你真是個狡猾的人，好像知道很多事，卻從來不跟別人說，讓人心煩。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gqNipfSrO
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3k6uvaeLZs
他控訴著：「總是一副什麼都知道的樣子，你對我瞭若指掌，但是我對你卻完全不瞭解。不覺得這樣很不公平嗎？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplGvqNb3lW
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSI5mZGZOl1
許晏誠低著頭不置可否，在他身旁也坐了下來。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzadag4jbyq
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS42ILQiL2N
「阿謙。」他輕聲喚。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgwJ1WLBOq
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhf8NY3PXF
「幹嘛？」姜劭謙頭也不回。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfJ9yHYJyn
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWO11U4Mjt7
許晏誠的前額散下幾綹黑髮，他的眼睛黑的透徹，裡頭閃著他熟悉的亮光，「等成發結束之後，我會向你解釋一切的，我答應你。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64I22V57GZ
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtv7BbzfgRr
姜劭謙凝視著他良久，不客氣的問：「......解釋甚麼，解釋你到底是誰嗎？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dxG8fLchL
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyv3D6OHnh7
許晏誠聞言輕笑，他能感覺到他的氣息輕拂耳際，輕微的癢。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoV06w9RnX2
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYcVPTyFdu
「關於這點，我倒是希望你能自己想起來。」他說。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesbq97eQ9Y
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDIPVEGHUC
他們中途翹課，在外面坐了好一陣子，突然想到還沒點名，才趁著換組空檔偷偷摸進教室。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22Jp6Crq3M
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHb2StgvBke
阿萬坐在後排，一眼就看見他們鬼鬼祟祟的樣子，招招手讓他們過來，湊近壓低聲量問：「小姜還好嗎？看你剛剛彩排完之後臉色不太好。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcn5Yn940N
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKgclnS7pa
「現在沒事了，不好意思，剛剛給大家添麻煩了。」他歉然道。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42lDV6hkdE
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwj0qsSqb8k
阿萬看起來倒是不太在意，笑回：「上台緊張是一定的，離成發還有幾個星期，一起加油吧。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQqmSDmhFR
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrkvhsPTHd
姜劭謙點點頭，最後一組的講評也結束了，所有組別都彩排完了，老師提點了幾句，叮嚀了幾個注意的點，鐘聲應景的響起，宣布下課。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDKTUaWsJ3
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbajl6lEht
鐘聲響完，吉他和阿傑邊收東西，往後看才發現他們倆個回來了。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡht7ADLO1wU
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFS81Ce1wE
他們彼此交換了一個心照不宣的眼神，看著姜劭謙的神色複雜。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozgCYZk9O3
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsiakAc8UK
姜劭謙被看的有點毛毛的，「你們幹嘛？這麼看著我？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSP0Ll8iPA
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPlSav3BsP
吉他立馬別開目光，若無其事的道：「沒事，真的沒事。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9EsPaWy7S
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikKJpOtujF
還特別澄清兩次，根本是此地無銀三百兩。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgwnb1xas1
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgFhMHM9Lz
姜劭謙心中狐疑，阿傑咳了一聲，連忙插話進來：「是說阿ㄑ…...小姜，我們得安排點時間讓你多上台run個幾次，要不然萬一你正式上台太緊張掉鍊就尷尬了。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zWoOORvBQ
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs93OQuV9cx
「對啊，剛才真是嚇死我了，好險燕子及時救場......」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpOK0SdQIT
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGLetuQwIp
姜劭謙聽完瞬間罪惡感爆棚，又道了一次歉，其他人頻頻表示並不是甚麼大事，他才終於鬆了一口氣。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBiqbVRnyk
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xihB3WK91
阿傑拍了拍他的肩膀：「唉，只是彩排而已啦，小事小事。只要之後正式上台沒問題就好啦！」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU59IsmH0tY
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtAUtwMKUu
正式上台。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQipfwsZ4ys
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLVcLX7IaO
阿傑的聲音在他腦中迴盪，心中有個聲音在質問他：你能保證正式演出的時候，不會再發生同樣的事嗎？371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoI4RcGHcLC
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALBgcVnbxG
你能保證嗎？371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQajpfBhsvt
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUba5fijVK
他沒有答案，只能掩去一切不安的痕跡，將層層心思掩藏起來。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxypTauoZns
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpt7Mqn6OW
他們邊說邊收東西，人還沒散完，他看見這次的總召，是個留著一頭俏麗短髮的女孩，她走近他們問：「你們是第六組對不對？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Iuy0gFI3J
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCL1dVA4it
「對。」姜劭謙問：「怎麼了嗎？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1hnp8RDbD
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAsPW0GJRw
她低頭確認了一下手上的筆記本，道：「你們還沒有確定團名吧？要趕快決定囉，這禮拜就要開始在粉專宣傳了，團照的部分，看你們是之後給我還是現在拍，其他組已經在拍了，看你們要不要也現在拍一拍？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuz9RCWil0
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxmyVnvGPW
他環顧了一下四周，確實，身旁已經有幾組人馬正在物色教室中適合拍照的背景，有些組甚至已經拍完準備收拾東西回家了。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqM620kXZp
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIMCXDhGDi
總召又道：「如果你們要回去自己拍的話也可以，但提醒你們，照片上傳的死線是這星期五晚上喔。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39Wkd4wyHy
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZFCgGjrA7
她說完對他們喊了一聲『加油』，轉身回去繼續跟其他行政組員討論了。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFo5yRadmZd
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eSeEx8cdY
姜劭謙有點猶豫的問他們：「你們要現在拍嗎？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzxLOTbPRi
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iMRxK6zyh
「現在拍一拍吧，順便把我們的團名也決定一下吧。」阿萬說。。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjxysMEsLu
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXW85VaCIO
團名。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNZhk1NMw9
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8bUQnxvhm
唔嗯。他們一群人站在原地苦思良久，沒有任何頭緒。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6oj8hZtuE
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoYMg8GSiJ
他們沉寂了一陣子之後，阿傑突然眼睛一亮：「乾脆叫還珠格格怎麼樣？」他興高采烈的解釋道：「你看我們有小燕子，還有王子呢，古代的王子不就是阿哥嗎，還有萬歲爺......」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NcfqXkW2L
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEpi6l46Mv
他話才說到一半，就被小燕子和萬歲爺的雙重眼刀給瞪的噤了聲。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1R4DqOXjx
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbzugeLMan
「......不然叫快樂王子吧。我們不是有王子跟燕子嗎？」阿萬提議道。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsriiRwYTmz
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtGUrmpfyt
姜劭謙：？？？？371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXN5OD5WV6p
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqfrqtqrpX
阿萬說：「守護王子的燕子。不覺得聽起來很浪漫嗎？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyq94bM8KN
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbktrBiMcWW
吉他一臉無所謂：「不錯，那就這樣吧。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmSX6DfqaX
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgi7Ru2kzWa
「蛤，可是用童話故事會不會太、」阿傑話說到一半又接收到許晏誠的殺氣，連忙老實地閉上嘴當一隻鵪鶉。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsCgwrzc6j
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6goYTOaCWm
「真的假的？」姜劭謙不可置信。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5oDhGhzIS
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1w8AfcDfr2
許晏誠微笑道：「嗯，就這樣吧。團名訂好了，接著剩團照了。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzcsyhmYrj
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCurVJg1FS
正剛好教室裡最大的一面白牆前面拍照的人結束了，他們全部人馬移動過去，找了個女生幫他們拍照。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmtSc0d1rO
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1zdADq9jY
他們隨便擺了個姿勢，許晏誠站在他的右手邊，一隻手搭在他的肩膀上，他對於這個姿勢有點忸怩不安，但對面已經架好了相機，他只得對著鏡頭勉力的扯出一抹笑。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7Oqa0BUon
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIOpXckbGi
一，二，三，cheese！371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0F37xL55a
照片裡風格迥異的五個人，湊在一起卻意外的和諧。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLzQzwCFgk
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6t46Bf2M4
很久很久以後，他都還記得當時的那個瞬間，當下並不覺得這能夠成為值得回味得回憶，但在經歷過之後的一切後再回頭看，那些記憶的吉光片羽，即使零碎，卻都彌足珍貴。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbz0OaU9kM
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拍下照片的這一刻，他並沒有想到這侷促的幾秒鐘能讓他記這麼久，但回憶不知不覺篆刻在潛意識裡，毋需特別複習也依然歷久彌新。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyDiOP9Kol
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這次非常久之後才更新，先來賠罪OTZ，之前忙著期末報告還有計畫之後的復活節假期，耽擱了非常久甚感抱歉！下一篇已經在路上了，我會盡快生出來的！謝謝每一個給我留言回饋的讀者，對於作者來說，看見留言真的一件非常振奮非常感動的事！謝謝你們！我會繼續努力寫的！371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGm2aHomaH
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