And, he kissed me infront of everyone.
I still remembered his first kiss. But, that time, I was afraid .
I was afraid that he might leave me , like every one else.
Like my father, who abandoned my mother and me at the age of six. And, my mother who promised to never leave my side. But, still she also left me.
When he kissed me on the cheek , he felt like someone who deeply cared for me. He gave me warmth that I missed in my entire life.
When I was afraid, he would hold my hand and deliver his most charming yet childish smile .
' Hakuna matata , hakuna matata...
Why worry so much ?' he would say everytime I was worried.
He stayed with me every moment. And , when he did, I felt very special.I would feel thousands of butterflies running and flying in my stomach.
But he also left me without saying anything.
When he left me, I thought I would feel miserable and weak. Yet, I didn't.
I tried to hate him. But , it also became an impossible task for me.
How could I hate him?
After all , he never committed to stay beside me.
He never said to me, 'TIANA, I LOVE YOU'
He never promised to stay beside me.
I was hurt but I had no reason to hate him.
So, I tried to forget him.
He came back , just like he left me .
But this time he came with some roses and a ring.
Once again, he would deliver his childish yet most charming smile and said, ' Hey Tiana, I hope, I ain't late.'
And, then some days later he kissed me.
Not in my cheeks. This time in my lips , infront of everyone at the alter , after we both said
I DO to each other.
I wasn't afraid this time. After all , it was a kiss of commitment. So , Hakun Matata ,why worry so much?
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