“I’m sorry this shouldn’t have happened to you, all you wanted was to have a family and watch them grow up even though you knew that the odds were against you, and when you finally have two beautiful children he only get to see them grow to the age of four, I hate how all the bad things always happens to the good people.” With a loud sigh and trembling hands a doctor placed the weary hand on a shoulder slumped with depression, the shoulder of my mother.
This was the day which changed my family’s life, the day where my father was murdered on the way home from work and well from this point we all looked at the world differently, but the thing is not all of us used this new sight of the world to get help and go talk to someone, no my mother didn’t think she needed any help but all of the dread that she kept bottled up was took out on us behind closed doors.
She never knew what to do with us since he died; it wasn’t like she didn’t know, it was almost like she gave up. That’s when it happened. One minute she was her normal useless self the next her hand beat down on my little brothers cheek and that was only the start it all gradually got worse and I knew I had to get my brother out and even though we are only eight minutes apart he is still my little brother and I had to do something to help him.
He begged me to let him stay and me to go but I couldn’t do that, I would have felt so guilty that I left, and anyway our mum was always more crewel to him than me as he looked like my father I couldn’t allow him to experience more violence.
So one day our mum took us to gymnastics something that she only lets us do when we are ‘good’ when we got their me and my brother already had our plan, it was about half an hour into our training and I had just perfected this flip I have been trying to learn for about three sessions now and my mum walked in I called her over to watch me do the flip pretending to be like any other child in the gym wanting their parents to see what they have learnt we where six at this point and we had been doing this for about two years, so as my mum was watching me I gave my brother this signal which was just patting my left thigh with my hand three times as I walked to the edge of the mat, with this he knew that he was to sneak out now and that’s exactly what he did no one saw him all I knew was that he was now safe.
When my mum realised that he was missing she went manic looking everywhere for him but eventually she gave up, she never even got the police involved she didn’t want them finding out what she does to us so she left it. It’s crazy how one person a mother can make one of her children have a split personality and the other to disown any resemblance they once had with their family and stuff it down a drain as if it never existed.
Now to my knowledge at that time I knew my brother went on to being adopted by a family forgetting all about me and our mother but I didn’t mind, I knew that he was in a safer place and I didn’t need to worry about him getting hurt anymore and with that in mind I went on with my life. I didn’t know how bad my mum was going to take the fact that he left all I know is that it was going to be bad, and boy was I right.
She started to get some ‘outside help’ with me and by that I mean that people paid her to do experiments on me, more than one person, like one person was developing this new strength serum which is injected into the central nerves system to increase the muscle capacity, so even though you might not look strong you really are and well it took him a few times to get that right but when he did it defiantly worked and well he didn’t really want me to be alive after that so he tried to kill me but by using self defence I knocked him on conscience and my mum dragged him away making sure he would never come back.
Another used an early form of Hydroquinone a topical agent for reducing skin pigmentation, and well he needed someone to test it on as it would be classed as animal cruelty if he did it only anything other than a person so with that in mind he didn’t mind using lots of it on me to see if it would work and well it destroyed all of my skin pigmentation making my skin white, pure white. This does come in handy as I cannot show any signs of embarrassment or anything I don’t want to.
So with all of these things in mind they did some pretty painful things to me which now makes most things which normal people would find painful really not, this can be good but it has its negatives because people think that they can do more things to me and I won’t care. And well to a sense I don’t as I can’t feel it but other times it just really annoys me as they think that they can push me around just because I’m different and well they can’t but that’s a different story.
Now I guess you are wondering who my brother is and well I’m sorry but I can’t say that until later all I can tell you is that I call him Robbie, and well he absolutely hates it, that’s why I do it really. Don’t tell anyone but secretly I think he loves it even though he did threaten to cut my tong out if I called him that one more time so naturally I did, what was I supposed to do I couldn’t let in to my little brother he would think that he has power over me, which is a big no no. What can I tell you; I have a very interesting family just wait until you find out who he is and what happens to my family as we get older.
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