Groaning I sat up slowly and winced in pain “what the hell…” I looked down and noticed the lower half of my body was covered in bandages and it all rushed back to me.
“what the hell did I do…” I mumbled letting my face fall into my hands. The door opened and Dr. Asshole walked in slowly and locked eyes with me before turning to leave. “W-wait. Jakob I-“ “don’t call me by my name like you love me.” He said, his voice was filled with anger and sadness.
I frowned “I’m sorry….” I mumbled, he turned towards me and my eyes widened as I realised he was crying. “Apologising isn’t going to fix anything.” He said, “b-bu-“ “DON’T. DID YOU EVEN THINK ABOUT HOW WE’D FEEL. HOW KATELYNN AND I WOULD FEEL AND YOUR MOTHER!?” he yelled angrily. “Mom is stuck in a coma…she wouldn’t kno-“ “OH SO WOULD YOU LIKE ME TO TELL HER WHEN SHE WAKES UP?! HUH!? WE ALL CARE ALEXANDER. AND YOU- YOU….you tried to commit suicide…right in front of my eyes. You’ve definitely got something messed up in your head. Your not right. You’re a crazy suicidal maniac! Maybe kylan was right! Maybe you do deserve to die.” He yelled.
My eyes filled with tears and he went to shut the door “W-wait! I-I” “the world doesn’t revolve around you…” he whispered before shutting the door and leaving me in the room alone, surrounded by white and emptiness.
‘You’ve definitely got something messed up in your head. Your not right. You’re a crazy suicidal maniac! Maybe kylan was right! Maybe you do deserve to die!’ His voice and those words repeated in my head and I gripped the sheets of the hospital bed and cried into them tears of pain from my wound and tears of betrayal and hurt.
He was right though…I was messed up. I was suicidal. I did deserve to die. But he hasn’t been through the things I have.
I choked on my own spit and tears and cried harder as I thought about he said.
3 weeks later…
Jakob hasn’t talked to me sense the last incident…katelynns’ been avoiding me at school and Jakob has replaced himself during the appointments with that clingy slut of a doctor.
I frowned as I walked to the therapist office but stopped in front of the doors, “I don’t want to be here.” I mumbled before walking through the glass double doors and locking eyes with Jakob, he was talking to another doctor but he definitely saw me.
I pulled my hood up and hid my now sandy blonde hair and face while walking past him. I knew I looked different and I knew he knew. I was just playing along with the words that he said that day that keep repeating in my head.
“tch” I said before spitting on his shoe and walking back to my therapists office, I glanced back and his eyes were wide. I smirked “bastard.”
I sat down on the couch and waited and waited and then the door opened but instead of the clingy slut, Jakob walked in and sat down just as I stood up.
“where are you going.” He said, I growled my hair and face still hidden and I walked out the door. “Home. I don’t want to talk to the likes of you.” I said.
He was fast and he grabbed my hand before frowning angrily. “Show me your face.” He said.
“tch. No.” I said, he growled and slammed me against the door before pulling my hood off my face, of course my face was covered with bandages from getting into fights and winning but his eyes widened when he saw my hair and my face together.
“what. Something on my face.” I said rudely, he locked eyes with me and I could see he had sadness in the deepest depths of them. “W-what did you do…” he said, I pushed him away with my foot and grinned, he took a step back and I glared at him.
“what don’t like messed up humans? Huh!? I’m not surprised. I’m leaving this dump” I said, he stood there stiff and I walked out.
“he has no idea what he’s in for.” I whispered and walked to the hospital to check in on mom.
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