"You can't imagine it? We both know that's not true. I know you've felt it before. the cold claws that caress your chest, the restlessness, the shaking hands and languid legs. The moment of clarity that comes periodically, without invitation or inclination, where you see where you stand for what it truly is, truly feel the meat that you gnaw hungry from the bone. The short moment that comes to pass as you sedate yourself with that nasty habit of familiarity. I know you've felt it. Thing is, I thought I was invincible, and paid the price on that day when I looked at my body and noticed that I was alive."
ns 15.158.61.48da2