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鄧伊嵐親吻床伴的臉頰。520Please respect copyright.PENANAIT4ezpcR5K
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「以後唔見啦。」她淡定地說。520Please respect copyright.PENANAFObS9RLK3z
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她不習慣長時期接觸一個不感興趣的男生,因為如此下去,必然會越來越依賴;原先只將身交付予對方,心更不能就此任意出走。這樣對大家都不好。520Please respect copyright.PENANA2UROdWSNAu
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何況,這種關係,多是沒有真心。520Please respect copyright.PENANA4R0oPJfGtL
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有真心的話,除了兩情雙悅,否則只得一方沉淪,沒有人能進行救援,吐泡、窒息、發脹、腐爛,是必然的結局。520Please respect copyright.PENANAjcbcQzchmB
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有性無愛,是伊嵐自我慰藉的方法。520Please respect copyright.PENANAhkchytdQMO
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她無法有愛無性——因為她愛的人不與她做愛,甚至對她無愛。520Please respect copyright.PENANA0Z5lADGtwS
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伊嵐與阿行認識十二年,他們是小學同學。當時,他喜歡的女孩子是她的鄰座。520Please respect copyright.PENANAs2N22T3GUe
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但她沒有助攻,只和他說:「佢鍾意班長!唔鍾意你,死心啦。」520Please respect copyright.PENANAd8PDifyDxc
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而伊嵐,已經喜歡阿行十二年了。520Please respect copyright.PENANAQaYkHTpWZR
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楊念行摸摸宿舍附近的小貓,然後拍了拍手,行去上課。520Please respect copyright.PENANAZZGJm3e1po
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這個學期,他大部分課堂都回復面授形式;他便悠閒地在日光下,慢慢走上山。520Please respect copyright.PENANAKNHMfJBRnT
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張漫青快步走。她提前到了學校,便不想乘校巴,行上山更加能感受冬日的陽光;太陽並不猛烈,反而有些綿密的溫柔,這於她是好天氣。520Please respect copyright.PENANAkaN1pLvy3U
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然後,阿行看見了青青,或者說,他見到一個和她很相似的側臉、三七臉、背景。520Please respect copyright.PENANA7B7XndiLo5
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但他不打算行前一點拍她的肩。520Please respect copyright.PENANAEGukePCy9i
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她前晚的拒絕稍稍令他認為,也許她並不願與他再接觸;然後就是,他的自尊心也輕微受創。520Please respect copyright.PENANAaGkJ93FaEg
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無論當晚聊得多麼好,下次見面都不知應否打招呼。520Please respect copyright.PENANAV6UxGh3Ahb
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二人的路程一模一樣。520Please respect copyright.PENANANwiArKcyg6
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她哼着鄧麗欣的《日久生情》:520Please respect copyright.PENANA0ilNgauRsH
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大概一起了相擁過未算好520Please respect copyright.PENANAYC7CBtmVkb
只因是發覺被愛的恐怖520Please respect copyright.PENANAuZXAu5FGpT
能生出愛情520Please respect copyright.PENANAZo8SHOlKVM
問我應不應去禱告520Please respect copyright.PENANAXqnNEpmmDB
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搭𨋢、上天橋、行樓梯、踏大路、搭𨋢……520Please respect copyright.PENANAwo2L82uXBW
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青青終於看到阿行:「Hi?」520Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3aoOoYbRH
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他沒有說,自己一早已經看見她:「真係再見添。」520Please respect copyright.PENANAsDYnuDG8E1
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「咁啱嘅,」她有些愕然地笑一笑:「我嚟上堂呀。」520Please respect copyright.PENANA0DMBHczA6P
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「我都係。」520Please respect copyright.PENANAbdPL6IG6hj
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他們靜默,再沒有話聊,卻一直行到同一個課室;然後停一停,他首先打開門,和她一同內進,成為鄰座。520Please respect copyright.PENANAgapuye7ZZC
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「唔係咁啱吖嘛?同一班?」她驚訝。520Please respect copyright.PENANAlHb9TMgL6v
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她覺得有點邪,多疑的她不相信如此,這事說給誰聽,都像是誇張失實的節目橋段。520Please respect copyright.PENANAzqTZks3iZA
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會不會真的太巧合了?520Please respect copyright.PENANAvND8Xb2rVI
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於他更甚,線上線下,已經遇見了她三次;「三」是「幾」的程度,算不算多?520Please respect copyright.PENANAkob22qI6NC
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下一秒,他笑自己——係咪太想要女朋友?見多幾次就幻想咁多。520Please respect copyright.PENANAkfj6W1cTnz
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這個課堂並非呆板的講書、聽書、功課、報告,更着重個人思考和成長。520Please respect copyright.PENANAFuyHxpZ8J2
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老師說:「呢度嘅大家都係嚟自唔同科系同年級——我諗冇人原本就識?所以,都可以避免同識嘅人分享啲尷尬嘢……而家請大家同隔籬位傾十分鐘偈,然後,畫出對方喺你心中嘅形象。」520Please respect copyright.PENANANqpq7xILoZ
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阿行和青青手上都各有一張紙、幾枝筆。520Please respect copyright.PENANALCDiBI4eVi
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他們傾偈。520Please respect copyright.PENANAMi81yavXep
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「有冇覺得可以見返我?」他以調情的口吻說,但很像在扮演另一個人。520Please respect copyright.PENANAKvXd8eZhiO
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「咩料呀你?你嗰日都唔係咁㗎喎。」她也故作深沉。520Please respect copyright.PENANA4NHmcIwHrA
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她有覺得能夠再遇他,香港不大,就讀同一間學校更易見面,只是想不到會這麼快、這麼近。520Please respect copyright.PENANArhiKo5xOQi
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「如果我話,嗰日之日我有啲唔開心,你會唔會覺得我小氣?」他刻意皺了皺眉。520Please respect copyright.PENANAzn4stBDeOq
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「你好坦誠。」她轉一轉眼珠:「但係都小氣。」520Please respect copyright.PENANAL11LoQuXkW
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「點解reg呢個course?」520Please respect copyright.PENANAkCETrLL5O3
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「唔想讀啲咁嚴肅嘅嘢,我係學術垃圾,做親academic paper都靚唔到grade。」520Please respect copyright.PENANAUGzGKEt406
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「哦,有人想逃避。」他揶揄她,又說:「我都係因為想讀啲冇咁chur嘅科。」520Please respect copyright.PENANAc3kS5yc32h
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今天,他們是鄰座,和前晚的對面位不同,現在更近一些。他盯着她的臉,試圖記得她的臉部細節,等一會兒更加容易畫出來——即使他只會畫火柴人。520Please respect copyright.PENANAd10QrJ8nVt
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「使唔使傾啲認真話題?」她聽見了別人說對於共產主義的看法,並且越講越激昂。520Please respect copyright.PENANAImayLWBopy
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「你問。」520Please respect copyright.PENANA6oMoMZZxPB
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「啊——」她突然想到:「你有冇住hall?」520Please respect copyright.PENANATCyPSlOMsp
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她還是不想問太內在的東西,人與人之間,有時親近即遠離。她希望能與他至少在這學期內和平共處,真心地。520Please respect copyright.PENANAvaxyo2OwW3
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「好認真喎。」阿行挑眉,答:「有。」520Please respect copyright.PENANA6ICFuw7tpD
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「係點㗎?」她沒有住過宿舍,十分好奇,雖然聽過雅君的故事,然而每個人的觀感應是不同的。520Please respect copyright.PENANAtcsQPqCPsm
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「好嘈,半夜三更打麻將、播重音樂。全層都係男人……沖涼時間個個都唔着衫走嚟走去。」520Please respect copyright.PENANA8j6ttdEpaU
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「咁你有冇覺得佢哋好fit?」520Please respect copyright.PENANA0HvW0KxGCO
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「咩問題嚟……」他答:「冇。你話有女仔行嚟行去就話啫,男仔有咩好睇。咁你係咪冇住?點解?」520Please respect copyright.PENANApgZZ6xM1Kh
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「係啊,因為唔想同陌生人日見夜見,同埋我都唔算住得遠嘅,宿費又貴。」520Please respect copyright.PENANAFxgOa8kbTq
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青青說出很現實的答案,完全活在資本社會的她,無法參與社會學的高尚討論。520Please respect copyright.PENANApqCQLUtVsU
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如果問「小孩子是什麼」,而回答是「云云人海中的某個毫無意義的奴隸」,恐怕大家都會不快。520Please respect copyright.PENANA8OyUdIFJce
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阿行點點頭,看一看青青的眉,發現她修了眉,立即整齊了許多。520Please respect copyright.PENANAH6LRFn3V6q
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他畫了她:眉眼清晰,身材肥胖。520Please respect copyright.PENANAAXHb45wb1w
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她馬上不滿:「喂,雖然我唔瘦,但都唔係呢個程度。」520Please respect copyright.PENANAAUdSnQTtTl
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阿行解釋:「Tinder肥仔聰。」520Please respect copyright.PENANABctlI7JdzU
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青青稍稍舒心。她對自己的外型沒有自信,如果有人面對面說她胖,玻璃心將會盡碎。520Please respect copyright.PENANAs2NzQmvRUk
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父親時常說她遺傳了他的毛孔,十分粗大,卻沒有他皮膚白;又時常叫她不要攤坐,不然會越來越肥,現在似乎已和他的手臂一樣粗壯。520Please respect copyright.PENANAJmAaI0YTNL
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他總是如此直接地批評女兒,認為她堅強又大方。520Please respect copyright.PENANALNHFR1vOSP
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父親沒有惡意,但她聽得很認真。520Please respect copyright.PENANAKJnGmTajy4
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從她九歲,講到十九歲,她真覺得自己的身型很糟糕。520Please respect copyright.PENANAt5dRKITi4b
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青青畫了阿行:眼睛總是瞇起來的火柴人。520Please respect copyright.PENANAeJuEps2kVI
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阿行的眼尾微微下彎,像無辜的小狗;眼裏充滿水花,似有萬種風情訴說。520Please respect copyright.PENANAwnMFu6reD4
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之後,老師就開始介紹這個課程,他們沒有再說話。520Please respect copyright.PENANAAIe1IjvIgT
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落堂,青青起身離去,說:「拜拜,我去下一堂。」520Please respect copyright.PENANAjO6h2l87zZ
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這是藉口,她只想快快到飯堂吃飯,自己一人;唯有如此,她才能自然地滿足食慾,不用任何表情、聲調。只是上了一堂,她就已經有點累。這一年裏她似將身體捱壞,時常覺得睏倦,沒有一點青春少艾應有的活力。520Please respect copyright.PENANAb5SdXF91RE
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「喂,contact呀!」阿行叫住青青。520Please respect copyright.PENANAecBj3Iykr6
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「你會搵我傾偈?」青青昂首,抓了抓額頭。520Please respect copyright.PENANAaI8DQiOkDz
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「會啊。」他點頭。520Please respect copyright.PENANASpa1RZw4jq
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「不了,無啦啦傾咩偈,我哋會見㗎嘛;當面先傾,好似舒服啲。」520Please respect copyright.PENANA6V3tnm5I1r
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「咁如果唔會呢?」520Please respect copyright.PENANAQRintbxXmV
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「咁攞嚟做咩?」她理直氣壯。520Please respect copyright.PENANAjgxxxjWFuK
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「你反口!」他感覺又被她擺了一道,卻沒有生氣。520Please respect copyright.PENANAR3IG7ftq2q
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她不理,側一側頭,揮手:「下堂見啦,同學仔。」520Please respect copyright.PENANAKZG5ELvMBt
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青青對阿行有些好感,但是,她不想無故與他聯絡,就算他有話題。520Please respect copyright.PENANAAlZEuKNsbb
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因為二人並不相熟,無事無幹,又豈會私下聊天;如果會,意圖又很明顯——是否她太多心?應該是。她從來都是一個多疑的人,而且心胸狹窄。520Please respect copyright.PENANA0fmYdLf0y8
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她突然發現,自己口中常說的戀愛渴望,其實並不大。520Please respect copyright.PENANAmmbKSDrrUt
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她只想開開心心、嘻嘻哈哈,但不想承擔責任。520Please respect copyright.PENANAdDFjUBQQ93
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愛人與被愛,都是很害怕的事——520Please respect copyright.PENANA8d8bhywNYV
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其實她不應如此說。她的戀愛經驗多數是來自聽別人的故事,但唯有足夠曲折的經歷才令聽者印象深刻520Please respect copyright.PENANAgW9mLnBNGW
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何況,她感覺到,他對她也有好感。520Please respect copyright.PENANAbPRvkhQC3m
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阿行心癢。520Please respect copyright.PENANAvtoYbZ7F6d
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雖然他在上一段感情中並不愉快,但回歸自身人際網絡圈,他總能哄得身邊人高高興興,大家都親近他。520Please respect copyright.PENANAW3HId8e1Ea
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青青的反應,令他始料不及。520Please respect copyright.PENANAWJsZorWwz8
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最重要的是,很快,他便在飯堂看到她,她根本沒有趕去上課,而是在悠閒地玩電話。她的臉部沒有泛起任何漣漪,眼睛不再靈動,只是放空地睜着。520Please respect copyright.PENANAhXB978G1dR
她欺騙了他,為什麼?是他做了不好的事嗎?520Please respect copyright.PENANA8BhzVuspnI
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他發現了她身上有很違和的東西——外型菂菂式式,但神態多是冷漠,唯有面對人時,才有人氣。520Please respect copyright.PENANA8An83PeChD
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他在離她遠遠的位置,也吃着飯,然後離去。520Please respect copyright.PENANARuVmkyxaza
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下午,阿行離開學校前,都會去摸一下附近的小貓。520Please respect copyright.PENANAGJOv4Nk1kZ
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他正在去往圍住草地的路徑,便看見青青;她正蹲下來,靜靜地看着正在睡覺的貓。520Please respect copyright.PENANANUMLbZbnLM
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「呿!」他用力拍她的肩。520Please respect copyright.PENANAquNFRALv1G
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「好彩冇嘈醒貓貓。」她嚇得被彈起,瞪一瞪他:「幼稚鬼。」520Please respect copyright.PENANAY5IYGlPkhV
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他告訴她,牠的名字是Gri。520Please respect copyright.PENANAoi4J6qUgXh