悠仁回想剛撿到晨曦,是一個感覺隨時要往生的虛弱狀態,悠仁幫他清理的身口,把一身泥濘的衣物更換成乾淨的棉質運動服,準備了軟麋的粥、果汁讓他慢慢吃下肚,才發現晨曦體溫偏高一量果然是三十九度。56Please respect copyright.PENANA3PvAxefeDf
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只好在課業、補習的時間夾縫,想辦法抓時間來照顧昏迷的他,很害怕晨曦突然就真的死掉。56Please respect copyright.PENANASREJHM3Pr8
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就像他曾經養的貓一樣變成冰冷的屍體,又髒又瘦渾身是血,那雙渙散發白膨脹的眼球,他至今無法遺忘。56Please respect copyright.PENANA2U6oczvsgx
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還好晨曦的身體還算健壯,體溫也降回了正常溫度,但清醒之後晨曦更麻煩了,總是想自殺,又躁又鬱,又喊又滾得難以控制的自殘。56Please respect copyright.PENANASSr4KpfFq2
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任何鋒利的物品來紙張都可以在他身上製造傷口,甚至收起所有武器還是無法阻止他自殘的行為,最後悠仁在他腳上綁上鎖鏈,換上了只有一件上衣方便他如廁。56Please respect copyright.PENANARwQygmq4vL
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發作的時候只能使勁力氣抱住他的雙手,讓他的腳亂踢亂吼的發洩,讓時間過去之後他才會疲累的冷靜下來。56Please respect copyright.PENANAR8FkelxR2F
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限制行動之後晨曦稍微的比較能夠對話。56Please respect copyright.PENANAmgF7lWnHUZ
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後來悠仁閱讀心理學的書,才知道這是一種躁鬱症,誘發原因來自於基因或是生活經歷造就,像晨曦自稱經歷過霸凌還有對自己性向的憂慮,與青春期賀爾蒙不穩定種種因素,強化了他的反應。56Please respect copyright.PENANAWOlMYwhvBH
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面對情緒炸彈的晨曦,至少悠人並不會覺得麻煩,在他眼裡發狂的晨曦就是一隻小野貓,擁有著間爪利牙利不知輕重的咆哮攻擊,又脆弱很可憐。56Please respect copyright.PENANAuEe2fHFkv8
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但他們之間開始走向肉體關係,是悠人意料之外的事。56Please respect copyright.PENANARjLGOCjP3L
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是某天悠仁帶著食物餵飽晨曦以後,晨曦隨意坐在地上任由衣服捲上去露出自己的下體,接著晨曦冷靜地對悠仁說的第一句話:『我可以幫你口交嗎?』56Please respect copyright.PENANAmPBDxTOWdD
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悠仁愣了一下,凝視對方被頭髮遮掩但仍清透的雙眼,想了片刻還是點頭的同意。56Please respect copyright.PENANA3RAZwzxgQh
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晨曦也舔得很不熟練,像是貓咪一直在舔冰淇淋的感覺,看著悠仁許久都沒有反應,晨曦不爽的整個含進去,接著努力讓悠仁就感受手淫以外讓人發瘋的套弄方式,不善於失控的悠仁也忍不住抓緊晨曦的枯黃的金髮,在他喉間聳動。56Please respect copyright.PENANAGcqwFsVsCg
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過程晨曦反胃的差點吐出來,但還是很努力的取悅了悠仁,過了許久才在晨曦的嘴裡發洩出來,讓晨曦嗆到原地咳嗽。56Please respect copyright.PENANAbH0YQBn7en
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悠仁呆楞看著這一切發生,才意識到拿起衛生紙擦拭晨曦的嘴角。56Please respect copyright.PENANA60Ht61ffob
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「你都吞下去了。」悠仁說出了肯定句,悠仁雖然神情冷靜但臉頰都紅通通的。56Please respect copyright.PENANAviY9r6fBW2
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那一次悠仁意識到,原來他們之間已經有了一些奇妙的化學變化,因為晨曦想要疼痛的感覺。56Please respect copyright.PENANAYT9wnUi4oo
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因為疼痛才能讓晨曦感覺到自己還活著,傷口又癢又痛的感覺會刺激著他的大腦,使晨曦越來越興奮。56Please respect copyright.PENANAErqceNzL43
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他們從那一刻開始做愛,開始像情人一樣糾纏私語,悠仁在晨曦身上做了無數痕跡,散佈在大腿跟或是脖子跟胸口,有時候他會狠狠的咬著他的屁股肉,咬出一點點滲血時讓晨曦忍不住發洩了出來,噴出點點精斑。56Please respect copyright.PENANA9sZBMzpDax
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「我該回去了。」悠仁回過神看了手錶時間,他已經離開房間快三個小時,已經到了半夜一點鐘。56Please respect copyright.PENANABJ9OgYIrKs
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「嗯。」晨曦悶著喉嚨應了一聲,但還是手腳並用纏著悠仁。56Please respect copyright.PENANAUPVXYJpMVn
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「明天就回來,我有帶水跟水果。」悠仁想到出發前還是多拿幾顆蘋果過來,他只有上課前或下課後才能來這裡,又或是在念完書的夜晚抓出時間來這裡一趟。56Please respect copyright.PENANAcpXosjRvAz
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他們實際相處的時間並不多,但一有時間就會做很多事,像是熱戀中的情侶。56Please respect copyright.PENANAbxGEtccKch
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「上課也要回我訊息。」晨曦嘟著嘴說。56Please respect copyright.PENANAGZXytmuWr0
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晨曦意外的纏人,悠仁勾著嘴角像是安撫孩子一樣摸著他汗淋淋的背說好。56Please respect copyright.PENANAYC0sMQv4YA
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悠仁轉身整理好衣服跟背包,離開前還是忍不住吻到在晨曦嘴角咬破一個傷口,唇齒間出現了鐵鏽味。56Please respect copyright.PENANA0lvNOrUWms
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悠仁舔過晨曦嘴角的血沫,瞇著好看的眼睛說:「這個痛可以撐到明天嗎?」56Please respect copyright.PENANAjYTl8FDdkk
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晨曦也瞇起眼睛,像是滿足的貓咪一樣輕咬悠仁的舌尖,滿意地抱緊悠仁。56Please respect copyright.PENANAugp3J7lXMu
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兩人分開時有些依依不捨,又咬又舔的拉扯幾下才分開彼此,直到關上鐵門繞上鐵鍊鎖上做後一道鎖後,悠仁感受到一種沈重的失落感,晨曦真的是唯一讓他感覺到失控的存在。56Please respect copyright.PENANAIlvtPYcYw6
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他原本是沒有情緒的人,現在他的情緒都鎖在這個人身上了。56Please respect copyright.PENANAUsCor6UgCn
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踏著階梯努力將思緒調整回一個平靜狀態,這時又聽到金屬輕敲聲。56Please respect copyright.PENANAlzDxfV4QAf
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回過頭看見空中的方形辦公室靠近廁所有個高窗,指節分明的手掌探出窗外,露出纖白的手腕輕輕地揮著手。56Please respect copyright.PENANAkie7L99Q0A
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「掰掰。」悠仁笑著回應,但平靜的心跳又開始跳動了幾下。56Please respect copyright.PENANATGhIsqTR6G
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這也許就是悠仁的初戀,比起其他人更加奇妙無法參考的現在進行式,他很喜歡這種感覺,在控制與失控之前搖擺,能讓他緊繃的神經有片刻休息的感覺。56Please respect copyright.PENANA4Gh01s8SQI
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無論是生活、課業、愛情,還有一切都掌握在手中,使他安定。56Please respect copyright.PENANAjGDePEVKlx
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回家的沿途比平常更快的速度移動,因為去基地的時間比預計花了更多,若是在半夜洗衣服的行為和往常不同容易讓母親起疑,順著原路爬回房間,跨過窗框來到乾淨整齊的空間。56Please respect copyright.PENANAWl4HITznWD
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房間裡的日光燈亮著。56Please respect copyright.PENANAhRFrzMGgh1
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但唯一出入口的房門被打開了,搖晃的門扉外依然是一片幽暗。56Please respect copyright.PENANAyLKgybnEKm
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瞬間悠仁感覺到一股重力失衡的恐懼湧上,望著門後面依然黑暗的走廊,樓下隱隱傳來的英文頻道聲響彷彿沒改變過,卻讓他覺得連空氣都沈重的無法呼吸。56Please respect copyright.PENANAZpxr0Z8BO3
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他出去的時候門有帶上鎖好。56Please respect copyright.PENANAIG99BAdh95
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悠仁咬著牙,若無其事收拾好衣服跟跟鞋子,換上居家服像是沒發生過一樣,拿著睡衣跟盥洗工具走往浴室,也許是聽到房間的聲響,樓下的電視被關掉了。56Please respect copyright.PENANA6bzpzrUn2e
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耳邊落入一片平靜,悠仁感覺到自己的心臟在發麻。56Please respect copyright.PENANA5FWTYFrc3Q
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接著腳步聲緩慢的移動,一步一步地踏上階梯,沈重的步伐能感受到它已經很少走動了,過程中悠仁像是被獵人盯緊的獵物,無法動彈。56Please respect copyright.PENANABuKJEFGEyQ
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一頭凌亂的頭髮鬆垮的皮膚跟幽怨的眼神,被稱為母親的人緩慢的地走了過來,嬌小肥胖的身軀在背光的環境下卻顯得巨大恐怖。56Please respect copyright.PENANAdhxEyRzsIk
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接著一巴掌狠狠甩在他臉上,又重又響「啪」一聲讓他頭歪向另一側。56Please respect copyright.PENANA7qiNgPV5LG
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「垃圾,半夜去哪裡鬼混?」她睜著混濁的雙眼,沙啞的低吼,渾身散發著香菸跟酒精的腐朽臭味。56Please respect copyright.PENANACYQva2rbla
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「出去散步,讀書壓力有點大。」悠仁如實地說,小心的拉好衣領避免露出鎖骨的吻痕。56Please respect copyright.PENANAZo5dxM09XG
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母親冷笑了一聲,伸手用很久沒剪的指甲拉著悠仁的耳朵低吼:「不許用你用他的臉看我!」56Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6umfdALZj
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接著是歇斯底里的巴掌,甩上他的頭或是臉,接著是他的手臂,雖然已經是骨骼發育良好的少年,但被成年女子放肆捶打,皮膚上還是發了紅跟瘀青,被打的第一個巴掌讓悠仁覺得口腔有了鐵鏽味。56Please respect copyright.PENANAQAEV48r9M2
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悠仁承受著攻擊,握緊拳頭忍住不反抗,試圖說服:「你應該不希望我臉上有傷口被人發現吧?」56Please respect copyright.PENANAeK6NqKHZOd
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也許是她累了,喘著氣叫罵著幾句髒話後,提著沈重的腳轉身就離開,留下了像是死刑的話語:「我幫你請假,這週你都不許出去!」56Please respect copyright.PENANAe9qpF6V6nG
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悠仁愣在原地,一週不就是直接讓晨曦餓死在秘密基地?56Please respect copyright.PENANAT37UqQm8YG
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母親的話沒有任何反駁的餘地。56Please respect copyright.PENANAOUNXBH4LmH
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他只能接受所有的審判,一直以來都是如此。56Please respect copyright.PENANACe2IflKFJW
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接下來開始了最漫長的一週,悠仁母親的個性絕對不會讓人發現自己對自己兒子施暴的事實,從以前到現在都是。56Please respect copyright.PENANA3YmPYAahW5
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只要產生了傷痕就得穿上長袖或是請病假,同時要求的課業依然要是第一名不許鬆懈,一旦有任何的退步又是一頓挨打。56Please respect copyright.PENANAlRljBaYrbP
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母親的要求對於悠仁而言並不難,唸書只要將進度安排好,按部就班執行基本上都不會考低分。56Please respect copyright.PENANAXNyMRtsJdG
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真正困難的是做得多完美依然有辦法失控的母親,悠仁嘗試在每一次的失控懲罰中尋找解法,直到他十七歲這年終於領悟,即使他多理性分析都無法解決,也不需要解決,因為母親已經生病了。56Please respect copyright.PENANALSPyOQLj41
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自從父親自殺離世之後,那建立在街坊鄰居的甜美和善家庭形象一夕破滅,愛好面子母親找到新的形象『獨立自主新女性』,單親媽媽也能將兒子教育的出類拔萃,也是悠仁生命開始產生裂痕的時候。56Please respect copyright.PENANAoFOGZhojtp
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實質感受到母親的失控,是他有一次不小心算錯一題數學,剛好考卷的題目不多,那題數學扣分扣得很重,他第一次拿到數字七開頭的成績,也是他第一次請了快半個月的病假,他後來數學成績足以進高中的數學資優班。56Please respect copyright.PENANA7QST2HGtro
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除了施暴以外,母親也會讓他無法吃飯無法廁所等懲罰方式,除此之外悠仁回憶童年到剛青春期有一段時間,所有的記憶都呈現破碎不連貫的狀態。56Please respect copyright.PENANASqYmtapQBO
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自從悠仁升上國中以後母親除了毆打就是冷漠,悠仁後來想想也許是他越來越像父親,母親雖然痛恨父親,仍有一絲敬畏。56Please respect copyright.PENANAFgLoTep5bI
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這段童年生活,悠仁有時候會突然失憶,並不會忘記課業的內容,但會突然失去日常中人與人相處的片段記憶,甚至他看到鄰居會突然忘記對方的名字,或是國小同學的長相,近期有時候過了一個暑假又會忘記同班同學的一些相處記憶。56Please respect copyright.PENANAn65KB3CBwP
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為此悠仁曾經下課獨自的去看了心理醫生,因為他不想讓母親發現任何缺陷,避免她又失控的懲罰他禁足,當時醫生檢查以後,因為悠仁太多破碎的記憶無法組織出他創傷的起因。56Please respect copyright.PENANAfw4yBNRNUv
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醫生最後把他轉去神經科學,檢查身體沒有問題後,又轉回身心科,結果都沒有任何的問題,他是身體健康偶有失眠的學生而已。56Please respect copyright.PENANA1Q91MolVCe
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「可能父親離世造成你會為了自我保護而開始失憶,這是你大腦的自我防衛方式。」醫生給了一個很模糊的答案。56Please respect copyright.PENANAwmeP0z3jKt
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因為問不出其他創傷,他也隱藏了家暴的事實,也無法作出準確的回饋,悠仁最後就沒去看醫生了。56Please respect copyright.PENANAoq6WXLTPeH
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悠仁只好試圖把一些記憶寫下來,寫著一些片段的日記文字,通通都藏在廢墟裡的秘密基地,因為這個家沒有秘密,一定會被母親翻出來。56Please respect copyright.PENANAKd7a6hQ8KQ
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這段時間躺在床上的悠仁只能胡思亂想,把人生都重新審視一遍得程度。56Please respect copyright.PENANATIJUvi50VH
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因為他安排的課業進度已經全數完成,甚至進度超前差點把下次考試內容全部念完,他難得有能好好休息的時候。56Please respect copyright.PENANAYkTVPEwkck
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眼睛瞟向時鐘,指針轉到了晚上十點。56Please respect copyright.PENANANisKdJ7cl2
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手機被收走了,悠仁遞出時快速的抽走sim卡,接著把手機格式化所有通訊內容消除,不熟悉機械的母親單純的把一台空機給沒收。56Please respect copyright.PENANA06ZGprlTty
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今天是被禁足的第三天。56Please respect copyright.PENANASJPUsYOMbf
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簡單來說晨曦已經兩天半沒有吃東西了,如果他開始喝水龍頭的水還能度日,可是一個有心理疾病的人,獨自一個人待在狹小的空間,很難想像他會做出什麼事。56Please respect copyright.PENANAx2pNAA1vbh
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如果頭撞櫃子的角落也是能死的,如果拿鐵鍊纏繞脖子也能窒息。56Please respect copyright.PENANAhkyX4xgt7B
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悠仁猛睜開眼睛,他已經無法等待了。56Please respect copyright.PENANASX6TOXufck
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他再次的快速收拾背包跟衣服,這次他鎖門以外還把椅子卡在門把上。56Please respect copyright.PENANAICoEPaxEVS
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從窗戶俐落地跳了出去,滑到草皮以後翻出牆外,差點遇到社區巡邏的警衛,還好他敏捷地躲到旁邊草叢。56Please respect copyright.PENANA55HC69VrU8
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對於熟悉的道路他跑得很快,連鄰居的狗他都可以完美地避開,一切都往握得如此完美。56Please respect copyright.PENANA3FS0Ea4JPd
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當他走到廢棄工廠的破洞時,忽然覺得眼皮在跳,莫名的緊張讓他心臟跳很快,移動速度加快甚至差點摔進廢鐵堆裡,還好他及時抓住旁邊的欄桿。56Please respect copyright.PENANAP5EcsdBnHM
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跳上階梯發出生鏽金屬的慘叫聲,一步步快速往上跳。56Please respect copyright.PENANAnMGBMElVjQ
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接近發著微光的辦公室門縫吹出微涼的冷氣風,他快速解開門上的鎖鏈時,發現鎖是被撬開的。56Please respect copyright.PENANAT3NQDxwROb
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只是被隨意地纏繞上去。56Please respect copyright.PENANA0NA8xhInnM
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悠仁睜大雙眼打開了門,裡面沒有什麼大改變。56Please respect copyright.PENANAOyemnDMzY7
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只是有一條長長的鐵鍊被拋棄在角落,末端被油壓剪給破壞。
而整個空間還是有散亂的塗鴉紙,還有一些水果渣,廁所相當乾爽,人已經離開許久了。56Please respect copyright.PENANARaZ90xXDxe
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悠仁撿起地板其中一張寫著文字的紙,上面寫著:『掰掰 ♥』56Please respect copyright.PENANALDfRfpw8Cc
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愛心畫的又飽滿又可愛,旁邊還畫了許多笑臉跟各種語言告白的文字,很明顯是從旁邊的漫畫書抄來的。56Please respect copyright.PENANAfrxNBmJ65o
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悠仁看著紙張發呆許久。56Please respect copyright.PENANAWXGh9GM2ps
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然後低頭整理這些塗鴉,整齊的使用燕尾夾整理好排列在辦公櫃中,然後收拾地上亂扔的果渣、垃圾,也將被破壞的鐵鍊收進櫃子中,空間變回如往常一樣整齊乾淨後關掉了冷氣、電燈。56Please respect copyright.PENANAHDy66X6NeD
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踏著穩定的步伐關上鐵門,緩步離開了工廠,回到家裡的時候因為時間很短暫並沒有被母親發現,所以一切都非常順利。56Please respect copyright.PENANA9BqjRGiI1J
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回到房間後悠仁翻開行事曆,上面除了閱讀時間還有他寫著每天要帶去的食物菜單,無論是水果或是正餐他都為了營養均衡特別準備好,包括晨曦的心理狀態跟身體狀態,他都無微不至的紀錄以免他生病或不舒服,但這一切他都用立可帶覆蓋上白色,慢慢消除所有跟晨曦有關的一切內容,用原字筆補上閱讀、運動、才藝等相關課程。56Please respect copyright.PENANAKHJFlj6j0h
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這個過程悠仁神情依然平靜。56Please respect copyright.PENANA9TDSPkQfpW
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平靜的可怕,彷彿從沒見過一樣的陌生。56Please respect copyright.PENANA3KhzFGYo6b
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幾天後他臉上的腫脹消退後,沒有反抗的他很快就能拿回手機,順手裝上sim卡,連結上訊號以後,花了一些時間等候載入歷史簡訊,收到了來自『晨曦』傳了數十通未讀訊息。56Please respect copyright.PENANAumIgIKalgM
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悠仁瞇起眼,一則都沒讀的選擇刪除,然後如計畫中一樣開始整理明天要上課的書包。56Please respect copyright.PENANA7lDV1BjlyE
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窗外的風很涼。56Please respect copyright.PENANAYkVdtVPVcK
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「好冷。」悠仁看著窗外說。56Please respect copyright.PENANAl6HgFKxUHu
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