過了籃球賽之後就是高二的第三次月考,之後緊接著暑假。46Please respect copyright.PENANAlF9mIKiRuy
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面對考試悠仁的生活沒有多少改變,反而是晨曦跟其他小弟被迫坐在餐桌前讀書的時間增加了。46Please respect copyright.PENANAZBtyoKOhDH
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其他人的國中學力測驗也會在這陣子會考,雖然悠人預計他們應該會考第二次,但還是不給予絲毫休息的緊鑼密鼓準備。46Please respect copyright.PENANAnwiD1emPXJ
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緊繃的生活在考完試那天就解放了,中途為了考試悠仁回到自己家裡住了一星期,終於今天能讓晨曦接小破屋。46Please respect copyright.PENANAhfI5Qcnjrq
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晨曦恨不得前一天就把悠仁接回家,結果被悠仁溫和堅定的語氣給勸著,只好依照約好的時間去他家接他。46Please respect copyright.PENANAOWArgD3A0X
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ㄧ如往常地停在需要步行五分鐘的轉角,等著悠仁背著黑色的運動單肩背包會合。46Please respect copyright.PENANAIUvxaPJidx
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等到悠仁時,難得看到他臉色有些凝重,晨曦側過頭脫下安全帽一臉緊張,抓住他的服問是不是身體受傷了,還是生病了。46Please respect copyright.PENANAb8IDR3rVlf
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「沒有,今天剛好是我要去跟叔叔見面的日子,上次在運動會看到的就是他跟我談會面的日子。」悠仁炭呢口氣說,很少看見悠仁為難的模樣。46Please respect copyright.PENANARTd7N86ZCk
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「那我們不去了,直接回我那邊吧!」晨曦一把拿過悠仁的提袋,真心地說著。46Please respect copyright.PENANAKhUfpjoqtH
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悠仁眨了眨眼後笑了,那份沈重一掃而散,放輕聲音說:「」46Please respect copyright.PENANAaBS7vg1cPl
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「我母親最近狀況不好,我想請他跟我母親聊聊,至少讓我母親不要太關注我。」悠仁很少抱怨他母親,當他那麼說晨曦就覺得不對勁。46Please respect copyright.PENANAME9rvapVzn
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「幾點要到?」晨曦悶悶地說。46Please respect copyright.PENANA2tcJdq8mAZ
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「一個小時後,我們可以先回你那放東西。」悠仁看了一下自己的錶後說。46Please respect copyright.PENANAtGkjNW3cYB
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晨曦點頭後就在載著悠仁到他們的小破屋,沿途感受著風吹過臉,晨曦歪過頭問:「你是不是快放暑假了?」46Please respect copyright.PENANAiTvlLJ7WKU
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「對啊,考完試就是放暑假。」雖然是平常人的常識,但是對於這群常常翹課到差點退學的學生有些校園時間都忘了差不多了。46Please respect copyright.PENANAvxDuwzgnZC
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雖然這次他們陸續找回身為學生的節奏列如考試、唸書還有放暑假。46Please respect copyright.PENANA7hX3C3K5DE
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「而且也要升高三。」悠仁說得很輕。46Please respect copyright.PENANAjUlDsPeO3F
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「我們見面的時間會不會變少?」晨曦有些緊張的問。46Please respect copyright.PENANAgChvBGHN8L
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離開郊區前往市區,沿著較少人的區域轉進蜿蜒的巷子,慢慢移動到小破屋那片複雜的地方,常年騎快車的晨曦都突然不想加速了。46Please respect copyright.PENANAt5jRlG47WL
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「一樣會常常見面。」悠仁靠晨曦耳邊說。46Please respect copyright.PENANAvMfS1NEA6m
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晨曦油門一個催動,悠仁因為反作用力撞上晨曦的背只好抱更緊,特輛破車一個疾走「咻」一下就停在小破屋門口。46Please respect copyright.PENANAIIAGNEoEBr
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晨曦忍著當眾把悠仁扒光的衝動,帶著人連招呼都不打就往樓上走。46Please respect copyright.PENANASvlTH1WsQG
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但拉著悠仁走的過程忽然被他吃痛的表情嚇到,悠仁才坦白:「最近母親心情很不好。」46Please respect copyright.PENANAFXerEbs8GL
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晨曦嘆了口氣,像無尾熊一樣上半身掛在悠仁身上,悠仁任由對方阻礙自己緩步將背包的食材收進冰箱內,但是當晨曦壓到他的背的時候,悠仁小聲地倒抽一口氣。46Please respect copyright.PENANASPGQFEi6Fv
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晨曦咬著牙伸手開始扒他的衣服,果然後背有許多細長結痂的傷口傷痕。46Please respect copyright.PENANA28aRFcXakh
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「有傷到骨頭嗎?」晨曦有些緊張。46Please respect copyright.PENANApqrENOpKTK
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「皮肉傷而已,只是睡覺不太方便。」悠仁拉住晨曦的手,讓捲起的衣服放下遮掩著傷口。46Please respect copyright.PENANAjh8CR5pwv8
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這個回覆晨曦不太滿意,因為痛在他身但晨曦覺得心更痛。46Please respect copyright.PENANAUCb2lGBH1P
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「別想蓋我母親布袋,我不想去緊察局保你。」悠仁捧著晨曦的臉笑著說,只要悠仁笑了晨曦就無法堅持。46Please respect copyright.PENANAvXR4rzHgYm
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只能當他的跟屁蟲,看著悠仁收拾好廚房,從背包拿幾瓶可樂冰進冰箱內,還把自己的衣物拿一些的到他房間放,雖然很喜歡看悠仁穿自己的衣服,可是看著悠仁的東西慢慢佔據這個空間,晨曦就有種很幸福的感覺。46Please respect copyright.PENANAW3bmL7Kw39
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還順手把捲成一團的棉被摺成方塊狀。46Please respect copyright.PENANAoVkoPC6Irs
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「出發吧,地址傳給你了。」悠仁拍了拍手說。46Please respect copyright.PENANAiOjFdcptRu
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兩人又騎著機車慢慢地出發。46Please respect copyright.PENANA4yAozJLSoh
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前進的道路是離市中心更近的住宅區,周圍的景色逐漸變成有規劃的四線道,還有種植整齊的行道樹,除了高級公寓大樓,還有一棟棟透天別墅。46Please respect copyright.PENANAIityUUsuFA
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少了商業氣息,多了人文素養的區域,看起來就是高價位地段的住宅區,旁邊提靠的車輛都是外國進口名車。46Please respect copyright.PENANAI0sjeEjCCa
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頓時晨曦覺得自己的破車在這安靜地街的顯眼又笨重。46Please respect copyright.PENANApYWRnCohXY
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循著地址在手機裡導航到一棟附有花園的樓房前,摩托車停在高聳的圍牆前面,門口的監視器立刻轉向了他們,閃著紅色燈光。46Please respect copyright.PENANA39MsJbMkdJ
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「停這邊就好。」46Please respect copyright.PENANAOATWhm2o7w
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把車停在人行道以後,悠仁摘下安全帽遞給晨曦,兩人就停下來對看。46Please respect copyright.PENANAdT94Tgfunu
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「你不去嗎?」晨曦被看得有點害羞,身抓了抓背安全帽壓扁的枯髮。46Please respect copyright.PENANAwWLgOeKbF9
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悠仁歪過頭認真的說:「你要陪我進去。」46Please respect copyright.PENANACe1rxHWQyB
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晨曦一臉困惑,想說自己這種小混混要走進豪宅是對的嗎?46Please respect copyright.PENANAWe2gGh1PVf
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悠仁一把抓住他的手,拉著晨曦往側邊的雕花鐵門前進,按了一下旁邊的電鈴。46Please respect copyright.PENANAyGczOvHxep
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響著電鈴等待的時刻,晨曦感受到悠仁的手在抖,他們的手握的很緊很緊,指尖都泛白了。46Please respect copyright.PENANAW2bZrMDB0E
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有些擔心的晨曦側過頭在耳邊問:「悠仁傷口在痛嗎?」46Please respect copyright.PENANAE3f7XU3C9k
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悠仁平靜的神情微微鬆動,眼睛微微張大,一瞬間的變化被晨曦捕捉在眼底。46Please respect copyright.PENANAQd8lfO6mCE
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門忽然解鎖敞開,悠仁反射性後退了一步。46Please respect copyright.PENANAW15CbSHhlU
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接著悠仁做了一個深呼吸後就牽著晨曦走了進去,要先越過一座花園,高聳的樹木讓花園有些幽暗,種植一些長年開花的小花朵,鼻腔滿是朝濕的氣味。46Please respect copyright.PENANAWCBQS1WUWs
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兩人緩步穿越花園,來到一棟白色三層樓的建築前,歐式現在建築做了一些雕花又俐落的線條,門口也有門鈴。46Please respect copyright.PENANArCm7xNIWjA
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悠仁按了一下門鈴,片刻就有個長者打開了門。46Please respect copyright.PENANAQUrFF1sE7T
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「叔叔。」悠仁小聲地說,眼睛卻是看著地板。46Please respect copyright.PENANATw8hjh1tGr
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晨曦看著眼前所謂的叔叔,年紀看起來已經六十幾歲還算健壯,整頭白髮梳得整整齊齊,帶著細框眼鏡下的眼睛圓圓小小的,格子襯衫紮進牛仔褲裡繫著皮帶,看起來整天都在家中卻穿得還算正式。46Please respect copyright.PENANAliNvXx7X79
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至於面相就是和藹有智慧的長者,可能當過老師,聲音厚實有力量:「悠悠你怎麼過來的?」46Please respect copyright.PENANAaIRpTyuqh9
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悠仁終於抬頭看他,厚厚的眼鏡擋住了他大半的臉,聲音略小的說:「我男朋友載我來的。」46Please respect copyright.PENANAvlSwCZqi1F
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突然被認證身份,晨曦突然覺得腦袋有些飄飄然的,但悠仁好像還是很緊張,握著他手的力道依然很緊。46Please respect copyright.PENANAbOJ0aQyfew
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「原來阿,請進,我這邊有一些茶跟點心。」叔叔笑了開來,聲音爽朗宏亮。46Please respect copyright.PENANAAjzwWrcKbT
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「要講母親的事。」悠仁並沒有被他感染情緒,依然繃著臉跟著他走進屋內,過程中依然緊緊握著晨曦的手。46Please respect copyright.PENANAfHud21L69Y
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一二樓是樓中樓的格局,來到客廳時桌上已經擺著熱茶跟餅乾,坐下他們的手雖然放開,但悠仁刻意靠著晨曦很近,貼著手臂坐在雙人沙發坐上。
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叔叔笑笑的不說話,替兩人都倒了紅茶,頓時空間迷漫清爽的茶香。46Please respect copyright.PENANAzI9oDruBFN
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房屋整理得乾淨整齊,又有植物跟茶葉清香,晚霞的陽光透了近來,明明是舒適的空間,此刻晨曦卻覺得氣氛非常壓抑,連他這種粗神經的小流氓都感覺到了。46Please respect copyright.PENANAMzjZcyI4tr
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沒有人動作只是彼此對看,悠仁主動端起茶杯塞到晨曦手裡,還有餅乾也拿幾片放在他前面的盤子上。46Please respect copyright.PENANA9ncC8VD24L
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「母親最近更嚴重了。」悠仁邊幫晨曦整理邊說,像說天氣很好一樣的漠然。46Please respect copyright.PENANAAOb2cfsDJB
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「那該怎麼辦呢?你希望我怎麼做?」叔叔笑瞇瞇的說。46Please respect copyright.PENANAduxyCFMrtY
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「打電話給她,跟她說一個星期後你要去拜訪她,這段時間我會參加你推薦的暑期數學營,會兩個月的時間不會回去。」悠仁說出了像是已經計劃好的想法,語氣堅定的像是沒有要討論的空間。46Please respect copyright.PENANA4wdx2uV7on
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「沒問題。」叔叔點點頭說。46Please respect copyright.PENANAuRMUyRenkS
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然後陷入沈默,叔叔把視線轉向認真吃著餅乾,已經把悠仁拿給他的份都吃完了,想再多拿幾片的晨曦。46Please respect copyright.PENANA3xoUcLfs0y
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「小伙子,你念哪裡?」叔叔看著穿花襯衫的晨曦,笑著問。46Please respect copyright.PENANA9JtouIwdjJ
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標準的長輩問候語,晨曦還在想怎麼開口的時候,悠仁快速地接話:「關你什麼事?你管好自己就好。」46Please respect copyright.PENANAxbMY7CU1yp
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聽到這個回答,晨曦餅乾差點掉到絨毛地毯上,這是他第一次聽到悠仁這麼不爽又直接的說話方式,瞬間腦海開始檢討是不是手下的小屁孩相處久,讓他的阿悠都變粗魯了。46Please respect copyright.PENANAdG2GkIoIP6
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聽到這個回覆,叔叔的臉立刻沉了下去。46Please respect copyright.PENANAkTkYAHRIpZ
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晨曦有些慌張地看著悠仁,而當事人依然神色不善的瞪著叔叔。46Please respect copyright.PENANAUnZnB5Gi2W
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連討論悠仁的母親都沒見他這麼生氣過。46Please respect copyright.PENANA6pZqor9IBS
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「好,我多嘴。」叔叔兩手一攤,收起笑容也嚴肅地盯著悠仁。46Please respect copyright.PENANAaoPZdVi8bm
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「謝謝招待,再聯絡。」悠仁見晨曦把茶杯喝完,餅乾也吃完以後就準備牽起他的手準備走人。46Please respect copyright.PENANAIpyO4HjGOc
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叔叔見他走這麼急,有些遺憾的語氣說:「有機會再來玩玩,我們可以聊聊天敘敘舊。」46Please respect copyright.PENANAS0lCj1j43e
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「我們沒有空。」悠仁頭也不回的拉著晨曦往外走,沿路他都很熟悉似的連門怎麼開都很順。46Please respect copyright.PENANAAWiQxlOu7T
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看著陌生的悠仁,晨曦等到兩人跨上摩托車才小聲的問:「是因為我才跟他吵架嗎?」46Please respect copyright.PENANAJmwYqJSKNN
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在晨曦觀察,是不是因為小混混的身份才讓他們起爭執。46Please respect copyright.PENANABkm4Jkawnx
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面對這個問題悠仁緊繃的神情放鬆下來,從背後緊緊抱著晨曦說:「不是,因為我從小就被母親丟在這裡,我們他相處其實並不好,但只有他說的話母親才會聽。」46Please respect copyright.PENANAA1h57KwDQn
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「那他會不會生氣?」晨曦發動機車。46Please respect copyright.PENANAsuePTNHV7W
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「他不能生氣。」悠仁堅地的說,這個自信讓晨曦疑惑了,才發現自己好像不夠瞭解悠仁。46Please respect copyright.PENANAhE8AI4rg8I
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「阿悠如果很累你不用回去了,都住我這邊吧。」晨曦騎著車穿梭在這個富人區,拐了個彎進小巷,對於這個城市每條巷子都熟門熟路的晨曦,把路險轉移到那些樸實的磚屋街景,還有小吃店賣場的熱鬧區域,縮短了交通距離,也縮短了看見那些刺眼建築的時間。46Please respect copyright.PENANADnz6sDv9Uk
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「你沒聽清楚嗎?」這時悠仁把臉湊到他頭旁邊。46Please respect copyright.PENANAK9jVO5VnKT
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「我會兩個月都不用回家喔。」不快的車速讓晨曦可為了這句話,嚇的歪過頭看他,然後看到鬆動了僵硬表情之後的笑容,在風中的悠仁笑得很開心。46Please respect copyright.PENANAfxriIFV4aF
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瞬間晨曦覺得自己比起悠仁身邊任何人,都能看到悠仁最毫無防備的笑容,他笑得很多,他這一面全部的悠仁都是晨曦的。46Please respect copyright.PENANAqSu2hinbE1
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兩人騎著不快的速度,一邊哼唱著流行芭樂歌,一邊歪歪扭扭地前進。46Please respect copyright.PENANAo2vGKfS8ma
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穿越夕陽照耀的城市,多少的紛擾都不會影響他們似的美好。46Please respect copyright.PENANACa5VANNi9Y
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原本焦躁的氣氛被夏夜的晚風吹散,兩人騎著發出噪音爛車彎回了小巷子,已經開始有人在活動了,把車停在巷口時,晨曦拿起自己備用的寬大黑色漁夫帽蓋在悠仁頭髮,把他大半張臉都蓋起來。46Please respect copyright.PENANAvDnYl2ZtUr
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「這時間我還是不能露臉喔。」悠仁只能露出下半張臉,無奈的說。46Please respect copyright.PENANAti8cUVWZxW
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「不行,現在太多巷子外的人了。」晨曦真心的說,然後十指扣著悠仁的手往巷子走去。46Please respect copyright.PENANAxGhHv8hve6
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平時悠仁也是差不多五六點來這裡,大概不到八點就被晨曦趕進他家,不許出門也最好待在三樓就好,因為偶爾會有醉漢或是吸毒的人在這個巷子鬧事。46Please respect copyright.PENANAtBK0qg50KT
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門口有他小弟坐鎮,有什麼事他才能控制。46Please respect copyright.PENANAGtE3hDyidu
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這條巷子大概三三百公尺長,有很多條支線蜿蜒到其他違章建築內,各種非法生意都在這裡進行,晨曦現在只做討債跟收保護費等雜事,最近他有考慮要不要去學做汽車維修,但也要等他這學期會不會被退學有關。46Please respect copyright.PENANAhu2TeotMh4
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兩個大男身牽手在這條街很顯眼,不過牽著別人是人人熟知的楊哥就沒什麼人敢說閒話,尤其這裡的人知道楊哥身邊的葉哥。46Please respect copyright.PENANA2qHtXyPR8W
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偶爾幾個巷子外的人會不識相的撞過來,一身酒氣的罵他們髒話,彷彿這輩子沒看過同性戀似的,楊哥都會一腳把人踹開,依照以前的個性他早就操鐵棍把對方的腦袋給對折,但手上拉著悠仁她也只是踹開就轉身走人。46Please respect copyright.PENANAoApoOJe3X3
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就在來到他的房子前時,看到他的小老弟阿華一臉苦惱的抽著菸,前面站著一個捧著孕肚的少女,看起來很稚嫩。46Please respect copyright.PENANAOvC52hUiDs
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那女孩子看到靠近的人影,一轉頭晨曦就傻眼想把悠仁的眼睛遮起來,但路就是這麼寬,誰看不見這個懷著身孕的少女。46Please respect copyright.PENANA8HvRVYDPjt
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悠仁還拉下帽子,沒有表情的看著對方,然後身邊慌張的晨曦就猜的到怎麼回事。46Please respect copyright.PENANAC3mTkziFzh