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一次意外，我失明了。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUUEyhilJb
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nPzIxt300
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ983E1Lo4w
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMBt6NE03a
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV81w5g7SA4
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wxtHQyEqi
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfWK2HTZw4
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJQIiXgkxz
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他沒能回答我。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJ5C1INNJj
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5heEJyVWt
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzt7QYXti2
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「是誰？」我問。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aOWRohTKw
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無人回答。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQmbevFYzg
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZdZmjsYjK
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhb1Od5Jc8O
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「是誰？」我問。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqcCx4yM8K
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無人回答。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7285LErVvC
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMnn1W4KQA
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWWBjU1Ed9
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMXmorPXgu
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklrHxkpypZ
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVcUVsJ5fa
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鬼？202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnrrWGTTxU
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寒意蝕骨。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawX5dyjZrX
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4s7asozR2
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我瀕臨崩潰。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsx9yoZImqs
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH89WHhF3q8
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrDQDWRDvP
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一言驚醒夢中人。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMWBnobHmV
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTamok3EmN5
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決不坐以待斃。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwryZyyTheb
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我要主動解決他們。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wbyUHKtmh
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnD9qvRArWk
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死不暝目。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZWBnS6hEI
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHodhsmP5s
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMTigWg8OL
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXrqASVPY1
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaL2UkQR2W
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCol25Xo64v
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PldWUwa2Y
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypydw43TdP
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlARVw9ije
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42L2CgCcXX
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死寂。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiqRpRBKIp
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又是那一道目光。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8DygI9iOC
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哪來？202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAvhq2nPMX
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不在別處——在我心中。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVocnowJzz
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwAHDJipzW
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcedadQckN
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIybF9ps2EG
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開膛，欲取心。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjsJzLBuvb
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發現沒有心。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29bAQBTss2
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只有一片虛空的黑。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5Wi5WNWTz
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如深淵。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡri362hDD4B
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無盡。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9leIGC3GH
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