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一次意外，我失明了。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvqB0brq5q
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6yZlNUG4C
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「是誰？」我問。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPQJXvSnE4
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無人回答。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlThjYDsQA6
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqJ93VB6AO
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCvo836Zki
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQwGULS5RQ
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0grqZ9byzL
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插——211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQPmkmQ6BD
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GacDr7E1O
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wFJHoPbzC
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他沒能回答我。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRMN5Rn2RX
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKUcorPKGs
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4zkyB41tK
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「是誰？」我問。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJATwHIRJ4
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無人回答。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SSRHu9GGi
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaPy67tJsa
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXMNYFVKrZ
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「是誰？」我問。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoONPc9Lc7X
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無人回答。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5OQQ9X4rT
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFzo9YP4NM
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZfXkedSMP
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqS0mfh0HfQ
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfJJ0ILkN7
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdc5ugiEutN
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鬼？211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFvkzVI1s8
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寒意蝕骨。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsn6esOfYvV
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBG1UzrmmLH
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我瀕臨崩潰。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68OF0X2DBQ
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDsmB79B9f
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1omjKegJT
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一言驚醒夢中人。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8imOYJYNfv
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmH7uU3Mbe7
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決不坐以待斃。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Jld8VBuV4
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我要主動解決他們。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFajiclQcS
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbFXWUdHva
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死不暝目。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMwfBxmm2v
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4l99A0mR1
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7V3GF8WbC
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudgvHI8Uvh
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnAtkyLxpe
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2YDc5JPsP
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrB0nAW1h9
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOIKcpNqet
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpfC82ENV8
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMja6MyBzz
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死寂。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1Xz8qBrBa
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又是那一道目光。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dTJBhLDu8
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哪來？211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsuzRVkZkM
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不在別處——在我心中。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1ufHBK43j
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsp5rgXvx4r
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHU5HTHt6D
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bO9jyEYih
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開膛，欲取心。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRnNijGX7x
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發現沒有心。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMl2UTWR2P
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只有一片虛空的黑。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDbLn9Cq8L
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如深淵。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1JCtd3duG
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無盡。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3V6sF7isLv
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