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一次意外，我失明了。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WifK6aoca
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FGGiYeBd1
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「是誰？」我問。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95YnbKk2on
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無人回答。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSQCBBPF8X
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8yPDzgxs5
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYin8uFY4w
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTas3K4mLq
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlcKuWV8Ko
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插——244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAE6NTiXila
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQSKcjObZP
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcK5pdfvAen
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他沒能回答我。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0voDBZ0THl
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVHhKqiatg
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfe8oJ6cQAS
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「是誰？」我問。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcR2FzL8n8f
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無人回答。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwzfyLaZk5
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBc5kibIYJJ
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSFeggUb8n
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「是誰？」我問。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZtpIj4Gw4
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無人回答。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0IXmmELbQ
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51gofOxulR
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoe1NGEkh7d
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2SapXs3LY
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFqcgykOgX
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GE8CpgSF2
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鬼？244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSJTTvpVPG
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寒意蝕骨。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eumwwMJx8
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9s1nepNYe
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我瀕臨崩潰。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwpN2vXz6g
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4bPpLXus2
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFS2ItePQ9
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一言驚醒夢中人。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWWukUcJsc
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZF6ANQRdr
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決不坐以待斃。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9TAK0AqkM
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我要主動解決他們。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9P6N5pquov
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotbHViUlbi
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死不暝目。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEbuAlCgEI
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SnKezv4e5
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bbBamWg6w
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASHQcfuu2L
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGW6Rla6rXo
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67s46SgNUd
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6X1FCyYA0z
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5f4uSVE4P6
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSVU5M4xwa
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0pJ8fNhXu
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死寂。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PMF3f4vC0
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又是那一道目光。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGT2bG2lULn
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哪來？244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFH1Pgu9e14
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不在別處——在我心中。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAXF5ZUMFR
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiuYIhr8Dl
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRdn6zCwCk
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXw9adA44n
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開膛，欲取心。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNZP2GvnwB
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發現沒有心。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBzC3AUuzB
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只有一片虛空的黑。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmfhVRn5iw
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如深淵。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqajoUnaV9i
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無盡。244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMAlCkcP4J
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