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一次意外，我失明了。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs74cRsbW2E
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1NSNGlgUp
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「是誰？」我問。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wCyyVJ9Wu
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無人回答。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosEvsjasw2
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhPtZQvyr4
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxC1d3LvINt
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKTvS9kWMu
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhRsUXuldL
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插——231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHVb5udQT4
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdTFM8cO4u
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCgRLV4Ycn
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他沒能回答我。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtx1WmVTFC1
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsWJUyC93d
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbdr5qOZtL
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「是誰？」我問。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1rOmVlJbM
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無人回答。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmNUvYdnnF
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuXrjMyIjX
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7vooDUMDu
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「是誰？」我問。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvcNsstz4a
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無人回答。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fOvmnHRYg
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tONXbS6KA
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmX5r1oIirR
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CEDs4xYVs
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHoxFh2a7h
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdP5W2kQZ80
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鬼？231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFad65et1fw
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寒意蝕骨。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaixxn7etl
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpoqQb0kE0
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我瀕臨崩潰。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMS9TNna9U
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwHDPbKdAA
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbzvUotq1w
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一言驚醒夢中人。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomjxNw9kNi
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvtr5BNiWg
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決不坐以待斃。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymaiXAG0Bg
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我要主動解決他們。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBVuboJimJ
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqD7qzQK8Q
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死不暝目。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0UvKtqDgT
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0PzpVt8v2
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHijZCHqvB
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0h6CXGHVyD
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAsXcc8aec
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5aghCtRhX
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94Ezm9a7Vy
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOEkwig0DB
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZQHMCLTEd
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlf6a10R3or
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死寂。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HMou7VVLh
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又是那一道目光。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjIjUaPkCW
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哪來？231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5U88Up1l5
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不在別處——在我心中。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyskgaeNTD
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rtmYIhdhM
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUP7XbVsRT8
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43dsxFiU5K
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開膛，欲取心。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKadFiJ1RDU
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發現沒有心。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvF1XXhIEWY
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只有一片虛空的黑。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyyu0UqAvb
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如深淵。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMRDTSsUwU
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無盡。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4dY6CxBAw
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無限。
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