仲有幾日又係重陽節，自從喺農曆年同男友行花市，四圍去拜年，吃喝玩樂幾日之後，中間呢九個月過得好沉悶，同佢見面越嚟越少，見親佢，佢都好沉默，我哋之間好似有一條罅隙，而且條罅隙越嚟越擴闊。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczgQNEByx8
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再過多一個月，男友就正式借調去總公司，聽講係佢主動申請，佢要喺嗰邊逗留最少九個月，或甚至一年。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajMpA5sTgA
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeGZ1beEuQ
如果我唔再爭取多啲機會，可能要一年後，先可以多啲時間同佢相聚。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7qFXxAPfe
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeSOZYgsNj
為咗有清晣嘅交代，佢安排咗嚟緊連續三至四個星期日，出差同海外客户工作交接，所以佢都唔會喺香港。
自從中秋節後，我已經幾個星期無見佢，如果再唔喺平日搵佢，都唔知幾時先可以再見到佢。
"今晚有無時間陪我食餐飯？"269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhOPJibm7s
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLnQfrr4Em
我過咗下午茶時間先傳訊俾佢，因為太早搵佢，佢都未必可以即時肯定答應我得定唔得。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjncksTl0U
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5ZA3w3sKs
"我諗可以嘅。"269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAskS06piW
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接近六點，佢回覆我。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPnBmD57FL
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cTx6znT7A
一餐好平淡嘅晚飯，再唔似以前嘻嘻哈哈，我同佢少咗好多話題，有啲嘢我想問，又唔敢問，變成大部分時間都係靜默耷低頭食嘢，不過可以見吓佢，我都好滿足。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaeHRRsfMR
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"我抽時間同你執吓行李？"269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoNCtzI4U7
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLm3Rtw5wMA
"嗯........好吖。"269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8mkskr3Sr
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佢近來都係咁講嘢，滿懷心事咁。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWXHH2sBvh
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgXTuAipNc
"係咪有心事？"269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8NXQQCCAd
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTJBioYiVn
我真係好想知佢近來諗緊乜，唔通佢真係想同Julie復合，如果佢真係有咁嘅念頭，我又點可以阻止，我只求佢早啲同我講，唔使等我心掛掛。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuILaIfFr2V
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsXpcdTwno
因為Julie喺facebook沉默咗一段時間，兩三個月前，佢又活躍番，似乎好開心，有啲嘢想公開咁。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJV9RYiLX9Q
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCVGtzV1UV
"嗯......無嘢呀！"269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNGHhtOgWt
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJNM6mheNs
我關心佢，但嘅然佢咁講，我只好接受，當佢真係無嘢算啦。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUHp4rqjsI
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKc4CVRbGO
"今晚上你度，好唔好？"269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKoi9yM7JH
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4lGVMWNKR
食完飯，佢打算送我走，開車無幾耐，我決定拋開女仔嘅矜持，主動同佢要求。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQxgTOB86S
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhFATNdVtM
我好掛住佢，好想佢攬吓我，愛吓我，我同佢無親熱好耐，唔通佢無需要，定係有其他渠道發洩。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpY2hK3YRG
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeJti6Ly6G
"唔得就算啦！"269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfSbZYhxQi
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMMQLBN2iO
見佢好猶疑，我有啲唔開心。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtffReNWD5O
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJb9P9VSR7
"唔係呀，只不過........."269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3oCNiFiLF
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtJWVViJPH
我突然想起Gigi，佢掛住啲家務，連做愛都唔專心，唔通男友又係咁，掛住啲工作？269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqG9YdSYdt3
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmgLenEOm9
"係呀，揸緊車，好吖........嗯......係呀..........."269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64lEyvheI6
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtIizGbvbo
男友未同我講完，佢手機響，佢平日習慣用短訊，但係揸緊車，回覆唔到，對方可能搵得佢好急，等住佢回應。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6moNryQ0O
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IYK6CAJG7
"前面放低我，我自己上你度，如果你唔方便嘅，我第二日先再上去啦！"269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Mz5SDS64t
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5Y3I5A2QX
我見男友講電話講得吞吞吐吐，隱隱悔悔咁，又不時眼尾望吓我，好明顯佢唔想我聽到佢講咩。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cEUWjF3pd
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe94nfasgoE
我拍吓佢手臂，叫佢喺前面路邊放低我。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5po6E15Mv
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxRnNLtIae
"一陣再搵你！"269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUOXsBuzLy
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXhMsmzwOS
男友向對方講一句，匆匆忙忙收線。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwZFzwxB3b
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IPv4yQIsj
我有不祥預感，對方可能係Julie。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxK8FkfZN1
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLeAzybBTt
"對唔住呀，我唔想阻住你講電話！"269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKQNyp04q6
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZvNOaLHS1
男友仲未停定架車，我搶先同佢講，我好辛苦忍住眼淚。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nlg9cq52o
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ndWMaIBNt
"唔好咁啦！"269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WpXRAXGvw
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男友唔俾我落車，繼續車我去佢屋企。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXpYY2Tqfa
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUs9Tz169f
"我好快返嚟，等我。"269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiAfdOfKIC
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSZHKIaT69
佢陪我入咗屋，到底係咩人搵佢搵得咁急，為咗工作，定係其他急事，佢無提，無講咩原因，淨係叫我等佢。
佢從來未試過咁樣拋低我，自己走咗出去，莫非對方真係咁重要。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcDAdAX1C6
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFT0rrioQXs
我第一時間衝入浴室，坐喺浴缸邊飲泣。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cEDwBGo78
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoOgo9RwI8
我好想搵人傾吓，皓皓？van仔？佢哋會明白我而家處境？269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7WlEJQPyn
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGM4t2AhB9
我逼自己平復心情，男友可能只係落街覆個電話，佢好快返到，我唔想俾佢見到我咁樣。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KKThdOSKd
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdERJ5E32Dd
我喺廳度等佢，一個鐘頭過咗，佢仲未返。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtj6oGZfxSz
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxEG0qEqB9
感覺上佢屋企啲擺設嘅位置有輕微改變，唔通係Julie做嘅，佢用佢一貫隱晦嘅手法通知我佢上過嚟？269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppPXMvCZou
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0d4oj5LHVv
不過我太耐無上嚟，已經唔記得自己之前點擺放佢啲嘢啦。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZO9uXd8dr
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3bmA0j2t9
飾物櫃旁邊放咗一疊明信片，明顯係以前無嘅，我隨手睇吓，不出所料，全部都係Julie呢四個月喺外地寄俾佢嘅。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWo3pBwgTe
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuUGuiYIKf
我以前無見過呢啲明信片，今晚俾我見到，可能我突然上嚟佢度啦，不過我始終信仼佢，一直以來，我上佢屋企之前都唔會預先通知佢，佢對我亦無嘢隱藏，甚至連屋企佢部私人電腦，佢都解晒鎖，任得我登入。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyP6j24cxTN
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPWmTwa1JC
可能以前啲明信片擺放其他地方，我無留意到啫。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ukRPj5OKy
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfrqWUoLpH
.我呃自己，我無時無刻都留意住Julie，佢寄俾男友啲嘢，如果我見過，點會唔記得吖。
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『Hello，一到步即做兩件事，一，寄明信片俾你，二，坐緊的士去個客度開會。Miss you！！』269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQfdVKr7In
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapNkAm8gWW
呢張係四個月前第一張。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuVRc2osYe
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Julie習慣寄明信片，喺佢facebook都見過唔少，269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZkh4z8sZL
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzq5IebXL8
『Hi，雖然係夏天，見到個雪山都覺得凍，有個人攬住吓，俾啲溫暖我就好嘞！Miss you！』269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUO0fIgO2B
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0vXPwHzSq
呢張應該係瑞士寄出嘅，佢依然用曖昧嘅手法，係咪俾緊暗示男友呢，憑佢哋以前嘅關係，男友一定接收到。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4hjhPljCs
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTS2xmeMMHj
『Dear，It's a hard day。Miss you！ Miss you！ Miss you！』269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLfm8gD5y0
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8GZkmicJp
呢張寄出日期距離瑞士寄出一張，相隔一個月。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8gSwqRqbt
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGA8Jxk3gL
以日期排序，跟住仲有兩三張，每張message都好簡短，但係佢對男友嘅稱呼越嚟越親密，顯示佢哋發展好順利，難怪男友對我亦都越嚟越沉默，呢幾張明信片好似一把把劍，每一把都狠狠拮落我心裡面。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9N4dBd9op
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尤其是最後一張。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfw4stD2qd
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『Love，will be back on next Wednesday ！269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡii8XYBzNI1
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Sweetie，期待嚟緊嗰個trip，love and miss you。 』269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJ910ZLlvw
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8rCGyrqp0
下星期三？咪即係今日！269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVyM0Uk0Wi
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyWBUh5YBP
嚟緊嗰個trip，Julie會同男友一齊出trip？269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxKyqKTTzo
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnOXZK7333
我腦裡面一片空白，成個人恍恍惚惚，呆坐喺廳。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXHYNkt2ZJ
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeYzPSYMnY
我一直疏忽咗，男友個師姐早前曾經提醒過我，佢話Julie對想得到嘅嘢，佢好積極，好進取，同埋好有部署，好有計劃。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdbzTMyjnT
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQHPQbIceO
呢七個幾月嚟，相對Julie，我偏偏太被動，太不干預，太佛系。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMwVdDEpvj
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5sYtkfbIk
不過我唔想將愛情變成爾虞我詐，勾心鬥角，況且我唔擅長攻心謀略，要同人鬥爭，一丁點我都做唔嚟。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiRGsZaOZk
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～～～～269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqMNvXzYfi
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凌晨四點，我聽到開門聲。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nEAVSOmVB
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"對唔住，我遲咗返嚟！"269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmPJx68ETL
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZafVsfX4WY
男友嘆一口氣，歉疚咁望住我。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGZ4rKA1sq
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHauXGKlLAG
"我call咗車，我走先！"269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiVNaExCfD
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQRzN73lO2
男友喺後面叫住我，我無理佢，一口氣衝咗出門口，我怕稍一留步，就會撲埋佢度，攬住佢大喊，我唔想攬住正話攬過Julie嘅人。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaErSJmfS7h
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKi6mWMZBij
我想避開男友，走咗落兩層樓嘅後樓梯，坐喺地下流眼淚。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZXPy8luUt
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ereBBIvex
“C，對唔住，我傷害咗你！”269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pSRyBVYG0
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpewMfnZJy
男友追到落嚟。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ222bqgqpyU
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“我唔知自己想點，你俾啲時間我，可以嘛？”269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9S8nPAxzGO
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSBpEaGJHG
我同佢一齊好幾年，佢對我好，我好清楚，只不過而加出現喺我同佢中間，係一個佢深愛過嘅人。
佢哋一齊嘅時間比我同佢長，而且和平分手前，佢哋一直長久保持住非常親蜜關係，男友只係無奈被迫放手。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJwW4gGkeJ
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP01tn6bokh
我各方便都唔及Julie，我想放棄。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY03ETSBDm0
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMMACq5zvd
男友拖住我返上佢屋企。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVt2GV3CHFt
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLTSRcg2Xx
我同佢雖然兩、三個月無性接觸，但我而家一啲需要都無，相反，我想佢用力咁攬住我到第二日，俾我感受喺佢懷抱裡面嘅安全感，今晚係我同佢最後一次擁抱，我心裡面有咁嘅準備。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwT7p7LI7lg
