George工作清閒咗，但係Julie喺佢社交媒體就越嚟越忙碌，佢每日都有新post，有時一日仲有幾個咁多。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzLTYoxKRi
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而且佢開始唔再避忌，由兩三日貼一張相，到每日貼一張，佢post好多佢同George嘅合照，有啲好普通，但係有啲好親密，每張相佢都會加啲介紹，可能係介紹俾所有人，又或者係想介紹張相嘅內容同埋背景俾我知啦。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1oNBdMbdJ
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不過有一點好奇怪，佢post出嚟，同George嘅合照，唔單止我發覺，仲有好多佢嘅朋友都發覺，全部都係舊相嚟嘅。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3dOFy0jzG
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有留言要求佢post一啲update嘅，佢回覆話尚未得到approve，意思係未得到George同意佢post佢哋嘅近照掛。
到底佢想玩咩，喺facebook嘅帖文係真定係假，係無從考究，412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7430IJ7ic
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無論佢有咩目的，有咩含意都好，隨著日子，對佢呢啲小動作，我已經習慣咗，再影響唔到我，間中就算有，心裡面嘅躁動都係好輕微。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSTBWdzqmf
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George而家keep住定期同我傾電話，雖然唔係好頻密，但每次聼得出佢好關心我，尤其是我嘅心情。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qe2efmqu1
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我對佢同Julie到底發展成點，我淨係可以喺Julie發放出嚟嘅消息中推敲，消息好零碎又唔連貫，反而令到我滿腦子迷思。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ACeYAmLhI
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我知道只要我開口，以George性格，佢唔會隱瞞我，但係我唔想利用佢對我嘅坦誠，嚟達到自己嘅目的。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACEZUjDPDg
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所以，一如既往，我哋有默契咁避開所有敏感話題，費事令佢難為，又令自己傷感。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yFB1kKeh8
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雖然好似朋友咁閒話家常，我已經好滿足，唔會有任何苛求。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzPFEXdWlK
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憑記憶，George每次俾電話我嘅時候，係佢當地時間嘅凌晨兩點幾，我奇怪早前佢講過工作量減少咗，可以輕鬆應付，咁點解仲要捱到咁夜。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1wBvte8zt
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"你而家無咁忙，唔駛捱夜嚟俾電話我啦。"412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxG5OwPTqAD
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我擔心佢體力透支。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJvtSfneVU
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"呢排係有啲嘢忙緊，不過唔緊要啦，我而家都係一個星期先同你傾一次啫！"412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eUX3TPHvi
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佢可能有佢自己嘅安排，我唔想再干預佢。
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Julie發放咗一輪同George嘅舊合照，忽然有一日佢喺又發放咗一張相，對其他人可能認為係順理成章，但對我嚟講，係一個好大嘅衝擊。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwN82Q9T2Vq
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Julie好曖昧，對呢張相無附加解釋，無說明，淨係影住佢手上面嘅戒指，根據西方習俗，佢戴呢隻戒指嘅位置，係代表訂婚戒指。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWweXV3tcZ
「嚟緊將會放假，多謝大家放過我，俾我一個100%無工作牽掛，放空心懷嘅機會。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKmkoYcjXc
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多謝你陪伴，一齊尋回之前失去嘅！」412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMs6St60Ax
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Julie喺佢個人社交媒體宣布，佢慣性好多留言，除咗祝佢旅途愉快之外，亦好多詢問佢目的地，但係我留意到，而且在意嘅，係一兩個留言，佢哋無開名，淨係問：金童？412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ296AneXVdk
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目的係想Julie確認今次行程嘅伴侶係咪George。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchSdbR6xCL
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Julie一貫隱晦嘅方法回覆：你話係定唔係？412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Qgq0z4ahS
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佢另一個回覆比較明顯： 我可以話唔係咩？412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqmuKhC6F5
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我成日講我已經早有心理準備，只係等George借調完畢，返嚟正式同我講。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YQxU2fmrk
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但係我對佢感情唔會改變，尤其近日同佢開心咁傾吓偈，send吓相，見到Julie宣布，我稍為平伏嘅心情，又一次被牽動。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zrfd7XWWs
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我唔明白，點解只要George稍稍同我多啲聯絡，Julie就會喺社交媒體發放一啲打擊我，令我消沉嘅消息。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡln6IT7OulU
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早前暗示每次飛去同George開會，之後佢哋都會結伴同遊。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqIH8L9LyO
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唔怪得佢要認識我無幾多日就add我facebook呢啲社交媒體，如果唔係咁，佢嘅訊息無辦法傳遞俾我。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJidOWiEva
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雖然話早有心理準備，但係George同Julie訂咗婚呢個消息嚟到，我點可以好似無事發生咁吖。
我一路瞓唔著，夜晚靜落嚟，細心諗吓，我聯想到一啲嘢。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRtiq8Hkla
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如果我將Julie發放嘅消息，配合埋George俾電話兩樣嘢夾埋我一齊嚟睇，一切就講得通。
呢個係一個部署，唔單止Julie一個人，而係同埋George，佢哋兩個人一齊嘅部署。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXFaYE8na0
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佢哋要我做期望管理，George呢輪定時俾電話我，又關心我心境，就係怕我接受唔到呢個消息，想預先了解吓我嘅狀態。
而Julie就逐少逐少post啲相出嚟，將佢哋越行越密嘅事實慢慢滲透入我思想裡面。
我佢哋咁做，相信源於George驚我接受唔到而做傻事，我感激佢對我嘅關懷，因為佢無責仼兼顧我嘅感受。
而George同我講有啲嘢忙緊，可能係籌備結婚嘅事啦。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gsG1FHS7e
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佢哋咁做對我係一件好事，我可以早啲斷絕自己對George嘅懸念，好好為自己嘅將來打算。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHg4GyUd8Kl
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我漸漸開始麻木，唔再窺探George同Julie嘅發展，心理放鬆好多。
