「哎唷,隔著浴廉又看不見,你還在生氣啊?」背後傳來小蝶192Please respect copyright.PENANAW9JXXZSAfi
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試探的尋問,隔著兩層薄被,可以感覺到她過於冰冷的體溫。192Please respect copyright.PENANAvuWq7JLvp2
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「你還記得嗎?志珊,高中畢業以後,有好幾年我們都沒有見192Please respect copyright.PENANA1TtAtNLqtF
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面耶,而且你後來搬出來住,要不是半年前我從你哥那裡問到住址192Please respect copyright.PENANAlqymjZL2eZ
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,根本就找不到你的人,更別說像最近這樣一起過夜,現在讓我好192Please respect copyright.PENANAurJl2RswLw
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懷念國中的隔宿露營哦!」192Please respect copyright.PENANA7gYW35qdTP
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小蝶的體溫總是比一般人來得低,國中剛入學時,好不容易從192Please respect copyright.PENANAdpvMgqedeU
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不同班的國小六年被編入同一班,我們開心的拉著手逛遍整個校園192Please respect copyright.PENANAr1hKJ9usxV
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,從那時候起國中三年和高中三年,都是我負責在幫小蝶暖手。192Please respect copyright.PENANA0XP43mk5WD
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我繼續假裝睡著,不搭理小蝶的自言自語,而小蝶不曉得是睡192Please respect copyright.PENANAE0HlQF8XL1
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不著,還是知道我還沒睡,自己一個人喃喃說下去。192Please respect copyright.PENANAbZUtag6kag
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「說起這個,就想起那個時候的志珊好能幹,無論是搭帳篷還192Please respect copyright.PENANASyD7p2DBJW
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是燒碳烤肉,你都可以一個人做得很完美,那個時候我就覺得未來192Please respect copyright.PENANAaFUrZAiWVY
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一定比不上你。事實證明也是這樣的,志珊一直都很厲害,成績比192Please respect copyright.PENANAMOxN2EW1tL
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我好,就算你爸反對,你還是念了大學夜間部,然後白天在你爸的192Please respect copyright.PENANAhxkI65mKV2
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公司工作,畢業後沒多久就篡了你爸的位,還把公司帶進上巿上櫃192Please respect copyright.PENANAvm0yPouDm9
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的境界。」192Please respect copyright.PENANA09kdzfwmmz
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背對著小蝶,我的思緒落入話題前半段的國中時期,印象中那192Please respect copyright.PENANAKlZvCkxNg8
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個時候的我,只是個凡事愛逞強的笨蛋,不願意求助於人,更不願192Please respect copyright.PENANAXJ47AkHxyw
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意輕易在小蝶面前示弱,或許天真的以為自己有一點點希望,才會192Please respect copyright.PENANAn4kzOfRCn2
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那樣傻的以小蝶為中心團團轉。192Please respect copyright.PENANAnWzWfwa9cA
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「後來我高中畢業又念大學,畢業到現在常常都是待業中,每192Please respect copyright.PENANAGTnByxcQwk
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次都在想,為什麼我不是志珊呢?志珊長得漂亮,又不只在事業上192Please respect copyright.PENANApscaHTcdMt
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有成就,連感情史都那麼豐富,簡直就是我想當的那種人。」192Please respect copyright.PENANAG79IlOkora
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當我有什麼好?只不過是一個愛逞強的笨蛋,放不下長達二十192Please respect copyright.PENANABiiTri2O47
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年的感情,更放不下比天高的自尊心,才將全部的心力用來工作,192Please respect copyright.PENANA1GxRP1iazJ
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或用來跟一些不愛的人一起玩樂,這樣的我有什麼好羡慕的?192Please respect copyright.PENANAPCLEPqkqwz
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「如果我是志珊的話,劉華軒一定會在意我的,才不會三不五192Please respect copyright.PENANApajAG6eJOu
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時就給我搞失蹤,也不會總是讓我等他,唉!」192Please respect copyright.PENANAvYnbpPvwNJ
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聽到這裡,我終於忍不住了回話。半年前擅自闖入我世界的小192Please respect copyright.PENANAucQusn9F66
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蝶,跟高中時期的她一樣,心裡想的一直都是她愛的那個人,雖然192Please respect copyright.PENANAi3iPSl8ngW
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當時和現在對象不同,但那為愛情?牲自我的小蝶是同一個人。192Please respect copyright.PENANASMPPhm8PVW
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「說來說去,你滿腦子只有那個劉大少爺。」192Please respect copyright.PENANAdutlDwSFB0
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「不要吃醋嘛!」小蝶挪動身體靠了過來,這是她的撒嬌攻勢192Please respect copyright.PENANAWpfXFGDmtB
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,十年不變。「轉過來啦,你還在生氣哦?」192Please respect copyright.PENANAT6xnYkU7z6
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「沒有,有什麼好氣的嗎?」我移動身動往床的邊緣靠近,拉192Please respect copyright.PENANA33efACqBjM
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開與小蝶的距離。「我只是不滿你來我這裡哭訴,佔用我的時間,192Please respect copyright.PENANAbjgvRRDWYy
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還佔用我的床,再來又浪費下一個五年,浪費我的同情心。」192Please respect copyright.PENANAbm4XD71h5R
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許久,我的房裡只是一片靜默,我知道那些話可能刺傷她了,192Please respect copyright.PENANAZin6pFSnBF
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但我又何嘗全身而退?192Please respect copyright.PENANAmrzL2fgaZd
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高中時期就是這樣,小蝶永遠在戀愛上妥協,次次配合著對方192Please respect copyright.PENANAfnCHQWQpPT
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,連自己的生涯規劃都可以為愛情而改變,如果當時沒有發現對方192Please respect copyright.PENANAeyvlmCmrCI
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劈腿,小蝶就不會是現在的小蝶,不會念大學與劉少爺相遇,而是192Please respect copyright.PENANAkmTHWieGFu
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跟著那個人出國,過著在國外工作生存的同居生活。192Please respect copyright.PENANA90aBAvuwpF
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小蝶雖然是個軟弱的女孩,卻可以為了感情作出一般人作不到192Please respect copyright.PENANAj5tCdlrIPw
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的重大決定,例如她為了空出和劉大少爺約會的時間,處於學業延192Please respect copyright.PENANAtCIZZypTbj
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畢,連工作都找不到的慘況,仍然甘之如飴。192Please respect copyright.PENANAbb3nd0HBKA
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如果用生命愛一個人,能夠得到對方相同的回報,我希望我也192Please respect copyright.PENANA16dCRe5NI9
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有小蝶那樣的勇氣,可惜我和小蝶不同的地方也在於此,她即使得192Please respect copyright.PENANAf4zG7RbC7q
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不到對方相同的回應,還是一如既往的用生命去愛,而我卻是還沒192Please respect copyright.PENANAJbUhL492L9
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開始就放棄了,連有沒有回應都不想去確認。192Please respect copyright.PENANAck6fS82dmm
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這樣的我,難道有資格責備一個為愛付出的女孩嗎?192Please respect copyright.PENANAi6BHOxBmAM
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「對不起。」我輕輕說了三個字,閉上眼不去看她的反應,但192Please respect copyright.PENANAbzftIKMN2x
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心裡很清楚,容易心軟且生性善良的小蝶,絕對會馬上就接受我的192Please respect copyright.PENANACpHy8RgO6z
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道歉。192Please respect copyright.PENANAcEPWO4Invh
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微涼的體溫靠近,溼滑的臉龐貼上了我的肩,小蝶用雙臂攀住192Please respect copyright.PENANAMpqsYU0SJR
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我的右手臂沒接話,我們就在這樣的氣氛下迎接隔天。192Please respect copyright.PENANAOVDxbaiJWk
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