惦記著我那句傷害小蝶的話,一夜沒睡好,身旁的小蝶卻恰恰203Please respect copyright.PENANAtZO2o40X8I
與我相反,幸福地一夜好眠,甚至趕在陽光照到我臉上之前,先做203Please respect copyright.PENANA0amYmVxQsA
好了早餐放在桌上,一臉沒事的翻看著我房裡的理財工具書。203Please respect copyright.PENANAAhsF7MCzIg
「你什麼時候對理財有興趣了?」我慵懶地踢開被子,雙腳掛203Please respect copyright.PENANAskXDPShxFO
在床邊晃動,不願立刻起身準備。203Please respect copyright.PENANA9GtO4A1Jtr
早晨時光溫暖而美好,即使昨晚那句刻薄話仍在空氣中迴轉,203Please respect copyright.PENANAoeUFTfVV30
也在晨光的照耀下變得明亮美好。203Please respect copyright.PENANAa8Zw7eOVOY
睡衣上的蝴蝶花紋隨衣擺搖晃,像真的蝴蝶那樣隨時會翩翩飛203Please respect copyright.PENANAs4uoiiq71x
起,也像小蝶的心,隨時可能飛向她屬意的花叢,而我,只不過是203Please respect copyright.PENANAWPz4VXPKs1
蝴蝶避雨的屋簷。203Please respect copyright.PENANAkJ6WV7f3vX
「志珊!」小蝶闔上那本理財工具書,雙目低垂,視線落在書203Please respect copyright.PENANAxrVSULcZmX
的封面上。「......你養我......,我嫁你好不好?」203Please respect copyright.PENANATFKneTzUqW
我愣了兩秒,不曉得她這次又在思考著什麼。203Please respect copyright.PENANAs6CjUUYDrL
「哈!你可以到我家公司上班,不用為了找工作煩惱成這樣,203Please respect copyright.PENANABQlLRVzCox
如果你只是想氣死你家劉大少爺,說真的......,我不認為你跟女203Please respect copyright.PENANAkn1iaulIBa
人在一起,他就會在意你多一點。」203Please respect copyright.PENANA0R8r3MCA5j
我的兩個猜測似乎沒能命中小蝶的思慮,她低著頭,仍然死盯203Please respect copyright.PENANAXirfAjdzIH
著我那本理財工具書,我第一次覺得書可能會被燒穿兩個洞。203Please respect copyright.PENANAh3jpeD4Qax
「好吧,小蝶,我可以養你。」小蝶出現這種不明狀況,是我203Please respect copyright.PENANA7QUssR0tCx
認識她以來的首次,所以現下心裡莫名慌張。「以姊妹的交情有什203Please respect copyright.PENANA9fHWlCvkAw
麼不可以,但是我希望能知道你現在在想什麼。」203Please respect copyright.PENANAuAcp5g0Utf
「我才想知道你在想什麼!」小蝶抬起臉,不滿清楚的寫在她203Please respect copyright.PENANA20O9HA0aqU
臉上。「我這樣一次次來攪亂你,你一點都不生氣嗎?」203Please respect copyright.PENANAL030Cekwti
「啊?」不解和不祥的感覺同時漫延。203Please respect copyright.PENANAFjHXK5SBHj
「我這樣依賴著你的感情,任性的來去,你其實也很想叫我滾203Please respect copyright.PENANA2Tvtc4yr81
遠一點吧?其實也想叫我別再出現,不是嗎?」小蝶咄咄逼人的模203Please respect copyright.PENANAdbq0m1iu2S
樣說明她的不對勁。203Please respect copyright.PENANAtoHXG3oIqw
我輕輕搖晃著頭,淡淡地否定了小蝶的說法。再怎麼受不了小203Please respect copyright.PENANA2ClNdpk1yj
蝶為愛撞得遍體鱗傷,我還是會敗在小蝶的淚眼之下。203Please respect copyright.PENANAosvknIEnCp
「搖什麼頭!你才不當我是姊妹!」小蝶重重一拍茶几,是我203Please respect copyright.PENANArWehc8bewW
以前未見過的忿怒,溫柔的小蝶從來不會這樣。203Please respect copyright.PENANA7woUwckgby
「你到底怎麼了?」一定有什麼事發生了,小蝶不是個會大聲203Please respect copyright.PENANAVcHY3UBgRT
吼叫的女生,今天的她太奇怪了。203Please respect copyright.PENANAeZTx8G0eXP
小蝶用力將手裡的書扔到地板上,書裡夾的一張照片跌了出來203Please respect copyright.PENANAgsSzfxRgzC
。照片裡的我,正側著頭以鼻尖輕碰睡夢中小蝶的臉頰,一隻手拿203Please respect copyright.PENANABoSuBFkRKt
相機將這幕拍了下來。203Please respect copyright.PENANABloyR67cwL
那是高中即將畢業的前夕,我考上了理想中的大學,小蝶則預203Please respect copyright.PENANAO4JsBiObq0
備跟當時的男朋友出國進修,離別在即,當年的我偷偷拍下來當悼203Please respect copyright.PENANA1LOVHUE8mK
念,怎麼也沒想到有一天偷拍的照片會被發現,而且還是在她最不203Please respect copyright.PENANAPqPKsAHoBy
愛的理財工具書裡。203Please respect copyright.PENANA5r4StGoB1j
「你在為這張照片生氣的話,我道歉。」偷拍的行為,或許真203Please respect copyright.PENANAWBwJvzoPSd
的惹她不開心了。「那時你準備出國,紀念友誼嘛。」203Please respect copyright.PENANAx7QXO2rjWw
「只是紀念友誼嗎!」小蝶質問的聲音鏗鏘有力,雙目瞪得圓203Please respect copyright.PENANAdKHq4nmFl3
大,兇悍的態度是我從未見過的......震撼。203Please respect copyright.PENANAU6ymOd5XZl
「那背面這寫的是什麼!」她抓起相片塞進我手中,再忿然的203Please respect copyright.PENANAqra5c6YxxM
揪住我睡衣的前領,那股氣勢逼得我不得不迅速弄明白相片背面到203Please respect copyright.PENANACDC0fLM5Hr
底怎麼回事。203Please respect copyright.PENANA1E8Xeu6Cug
天長地久何時盡?此情綿綿終有期,但願蝶戀成追憶。203Please respect copyright.PENANA5WDlpAMRd7
這些句子我倒是忘了,當年為了告別這段不會有結果的戀情,203Please respect copyright.PENANAt32Ml2ikPo
能埋的感情當時都埋了,全心的投入工作和課業,這些年,全忘了203Please respect copyright.PENANAf2RVxTzHgS
有那張照片和那些句子存在。203Please respect copyright.PENANAJC739yM9a9
汙辱姊妹情誼,小蝶大概是氣這個吧,也可能知道了事實,正203Please respect copyright.PENANAA7z3mUZmE6
在表達強烈的厭惡,總之這樣的情感,小蝶不接受是理所當然的,203Please respect copyright.PENANA4IFZSQf9MA
可是我不希望因此毀了友誼。203Please respect copyright.PENANAqY2YBuPOEs
「小蝶,你誤會了!那些句子和照片沒什麼關係。」203Please respect copyright.PENANANjlZbYmm2v
「你放屁!」小蝶氣得推了我一把,連粗話都罵出來了。「你203Please respect copyright.PENANAvVailegpCa
以為我不知道你喜歡我嗎?我早就知道了!」203Please respect copyright.PENANALZbHdyhehF
小蝶的話太有衝擊性了,我一時語塞,不知此刻否認好還是承203Please respect copyright.PENANA3cOo1ofszJ
認好,這段塵封的感情,我沒想過要挖掘出來。203Please respect copyright.PENANAd1NomnAAnG
「志珊,我不想成為你的回憶......。」小蝶像洩氣的皮球,203Please respect copyright.PENANAP8f70ESsNw
氣勢瞬間消失,整個人癱軟回椅子上,表情逐漸轉變得哀淒。203Please respect copyright.PENANAdu8GH5LMrT
不知道時間過去多久,我的腦袋裡一片空白,小蝶沒有再開口203Please respect copyright.PENANAbM8KeIaFGR
說話,語言能力暫時消失在我癱瘓的腦,靜默一直持續在房間裡。203Please respect copyright.PENANAUb9c7yOwpg
直到鬧鈴聲囂張地打破詭異的靜默,驚醒小蝶才熟睡不久的淚203Please respect copyright.PENANATTQRcLROJB
腺,喚回我理應運轉的腦袋,停格的時間才又飛快動了起來。203Please respect copyright.PENANAvoTHEtARsf
「這個!你收好!」某個固體從小蝶手中拋物線跌入床舖,是203Please respect copyright.PENANArNlpyotSf1
昨晚她說要寄放在我這裡的手機。「收得好好的,別再讓我有機會203Please respect copyright.PENANA3tjmuTEBTC
可以拿來看,好嗎?」203Please respect copyright.PENANACZZwgpkFjO
我拾起床上的手機,待機畫面如同昨夜,沒有未接來電,也沒203Please respect copyright.PENANAaZ5EOxxdFM
有訊息,想是劉華軒根本沒找她,也或許還沒發現小蝶正在辛苦等203Please respect copyright.PENANAa2rIICqfhW
待他的消息,而小蝶雖然不想去在意,卻無法做到完全不在意,早203Please respect copyright.PENANA7YjoJnj9ib
上又偷偷拿來看有沒有未接來電了。203Please respect copyright.PENANA8xYyZLZ6Yp
「我再也不想去管他喜不喜歡我,再也不想去思考他為什麼可203Please respect copyright.PENANAI4dJnLFBlt
以這樣完全沒消息,再也不想去計較他好不容易放假三天,卻只見203Please respect copyright.PENANApN3f4eCNIG
我一小時,其它時候到底在幹嘛,我不要再去想自己在他眼裡重不203Please respect copyright.PENANABCRvx7Oufb
重要,為什麼可以忘掉有我這個人的存在,我不想再愛他了!」203Please respect copyright.PENANAtOEq4pnT12
小蝶哭喊著,再度像昨晚來時一樣崩潰,她的每一句話,我似203Please respect copyright.PENANA23o6BzMlui
乎可以理解,又覺得陌生。203Please respect copyright.PENANAKrNeSkGDdm
「志珊,我沒有辦法成為你,沒有辦法用這樣冷靜的態度去面203Please respect copyright.PENANADDsQ7merGp
對自己的感情,我承認自己無時無刻想接近他,想得到他的回應,203Please respect copyright.PENANA7sqSA5HRPx
可是這樣好痛苦......好痛苦!」203Please respect copyright.PENANAgWf7t2uIZx
痛苦的感覺,不是我能夠理解的,或許一開始就是單戀,比這203Please respect copyright.PENANAI9rYCn4X6J
種患得患失的相戀來得輕鬆吧?203Please respect copyright.PENANA3pEOGMVwnH
在我沒能想透怎麼安慰小蝶時,小蝶的手機在我手裡振動鈴響203Please respect copyright.PENANA3YKlmKYpFW
,那音樂比我的任何一句話來得有效,馬上就止住了小蝶的淚水。203Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6nCT6Sgdl
我瞄了一眼來電顯示,確定是導致小蝶歇斯底里的主兇,雖然203Please respect copyright.PENANANXGeOLyBlD
不情願,但小蝶眼巴巴的盼望還是打動了我。203Please respect copyright.PENANAwLWCYIRx8D
「唉!你的劉大少爺,拿去!」將手機拋向小蝶。203Please respect copyright.PENANArr87lkeNDy
小蝶猶豫了幾秒,接了起來:「喂?你消失到哪去了?」203Please respect copyright.PENANA0T4ZfZCmtv
我走向浴室梳洗,準備待會兒出發去公司,一邊不小心聽著小203Please respect copyright.PENANAOEeS7h6OSd
蝶講電話的聲音。203Please respect copyright.PENANAPNPkaOizGQ
「又是睡著!你是睡死了嗎!」203Please respect copyright.PENANAlF4hfW2Yqb
「那你昨天醒來幹嘛不會傳個簡訊來!就算趕著出門,也還有203Please respect copyright.PENANAHJKI7pgKd8
時間大個便吧你!上廁所的時候總可以隨便傳一下簡訊吧!」203Please respect copyright.PENANAkJdU7Mt2FM
「這跟笨有什麼關係!你根本就不在意我會不會擔心!換成是203Please respect copyright.PENANAYzjzuhmQcz
你媽,你敢這樣不打回去報平安嗎!」203Please respect copyright.PENANAcOlrhBNo9Q
「我不要你的道歉,這已經不是一次兩次了,你兩天沒消息,203Please respect copyright.PENANA62nZDZI1zP
我找不到你,你也不會想找我,不是睡著了就是喝醉了,每次都講203Please respect copyright.PENANAsEVugpHARr
這種莫名其妙的理由,換成是我失蹤,你就不會擔心嗎?」203Please respect copyright.PENANAGN93TQbEcR
「這已經不是什麼體不體諒的問題了,馬的!你去死啦!」啪203Please respect copyright.PENANAxDwCLFJdVt
的一聲,小蝶用力蓋上折疊機,卻因為用力過猛而瞬間解體。「吼203Please respect copyright.PENANAv3B4CD0Nbx
!爛貨!」203Please respect copyright.PENANAVqxWeunzjD
這一句我希望小蝶罵的是劉華軒而不是折疊機,可惜折得壞的203Please respect copyright.PENANAAto2RTNfnk
也只有手機,不是人。今天的小蝶不溫柔卻率真,我忍俊不住地嘴203Please respect copyright.PENANAGXflts5whL
角抽動著。203Please respect copyright.PENANAYgEHM6imSt
「志珊!怎麼辦!我好想接他電話哦!他還在打,可是手機沒203Please respect copyright.PENANAXa40ZamUFZ
辦法接起來......,被我弄壞了......。」203Please respect copyright.PENANACdinsMGcug
「......。」203Please respect copyright.PENANAPvoz9mccDi
我從抽屜拿出一個平常不太用的空機,扔給小蝶後就出門上班203Please respect copyright.PENANAfB555Ic5rx
去了。接下來的發展,大概可以猜得出來。203Please respect copyright.PENANA94QeRVpJ2p
我知道回來後不會看見小蝶,也知道小蝶這幾日暫時不會來找203Please respect copyright.PENANABcEP01vz2z
我,我的生活將會回到沒有小蝶的寧靜,這樣很好,我喃喃重覆著203Please respect copyright.PENANAsdFRePcG3T
這句話,這樣,真的很好。203Please respect copyright.PENANAAP5PMITpOR
可是我更希望小蝶可以不要再出現,不要再帶著滿臉的淚坐在203Please respect copyright.PENANAvWzNmhYAQU
我家門前,在我平靜無波的心湖裡,激起一圈圈漣漪,我想我有點203Please respect copyright.PENANAts6X2akunX
懂小蝶的那種痛苦了,如果劉華軒喜歡搞失蹤,那麼永遠也不要再203Please respect copyright.PENANA7OC9fDg4pI
出現,省得不斷激起小蝶心裡的浪花。203Please respect copyright.PENANAQAy7mPFmcU
苦澀的感覺陪伴了數日,漸漸平息,我又再度回到忙碌的每一203Please respect copyright.PENANANTzwXwAQgy
天,將飛去戀愛的小蝶暫時拋向腦後,一如以往的工作著。203Please respect copyright.PENANAVlddlf3iiY
一個多月後的某一天,那張熟悉的淚顏又出現在我面前了,只203Please respect copyright.PENANAq4uytQgZEI
是這次並非在門前,是直接進到了客廳,似乎是上次帶走了鑰匙,203Please respect copyright.PENANA0Cyqwmt2AT
這回自己開門進到屋裡來。203Please respect copyright.PENANAvEH9NHCf4H
「志珊!」蝴蝶包包、蝴蝶衣服、蝴蝶裙子、蝴蝶髮梳和鏡子203Please respect copyright.PENANAoNSuhHlbUI
一體成形,還有數不清的蝴蝶用品。「你收留我好不好?」203Please respect copyright.PENANAqU8Igt4yu0
「這個是?」原以為上次那張照片會成為終點,看來不會。203Please respect copyright.PENANAweTgV7YL8h
「你上次都說會養我了!我不管,你說話要算話!」203Please respect copyright.PENANAI5IE4fdYgr
「那是為了姊妹情誼才說的,後來你罵我放屁,我幹嘛還要遵203Please respect copyright.PENANAme3i8SJrtp
守諾言啊!」上次的事,我還搞不清楚是怎麼回事呢!203Please respect copyright.PENANAiaLozzXWk0
小蝶的無賴行俓也不是一次兩次了,我笑著放下手邊提的文件203Please respect copyright.PENANAD3e7Y1i2Lv
和外套,為小蝶出現的事感到半喜半憂。203Please respect copyright.PENANAoQxAM8kjvd
「吼!此情綿綿終有期,我看是期限到了,你才這麼絕情!」203Please respect copyright.PENANAPRTboblXRj
「小蝶。」我的感情可以無奈,但不能被嘲笑。「你既然知道203Please respect copyright.PENANAqcCU947XKw
我的事,就不要拿來開玩笑,好嗎?」203Please respect copyright.PENANAoYAMxlXyaG
我難得一臉沉重的對著她說話,小蝶的模樣看起來有些慌張,203Please respect copyright.PENANAoxVC66kbuk
一會兒站起來,向我走了兩步又坐下,心神不寧的。203Please respect copyright.PENANAGtstiKanlG
「我沒有開玩笑。」小蝶向我靠近,緩緩的,逐漸放大的淚痕203Please respect copyright.PENANANQB4keZTdb
和腫脹的眼睛,我傻傻的看著,直到什麼軟軟的東西貼住我。是吻。203Please respect copyright.PENANAgJB5dwgdul
「呃?」我沒敢亂動,小蝶身體的重量都倚在我的手臂上,我203Please respect copyright.PENANAXzHFx7FV4b
只好一動也不動的呆愣著,繼續看她放大特寫的臉和輕顫的睫毛。203Please respect copyright.PENANATjcEGuxhgo
許久許久,小蝶終於稍稍退了開來,馬上又張開手臂攀上我的203Please respect copyright.PENANA4rhZtHBm2j
肩,和以前學生時代一樣來個熱情的擁抱。203Please respect copyright.PENANAyr4LmgHw1P
「志珊,原諒我的任性。」輕輕的氣息在耳邊吐納。「改成此203Please respect copyright.PENANAuKxE41vsQV
情綿綿無絕期好不好?對不起,我知道我很任性,可是被你愛著很203Please respect copyright.PENANAqu7LmxqA3j
幸福,因為我總是很痛苦的愛著別人,卻又得不到相同的回應,一203Please respect copyright.PENANAH3wnIdH8Yt
直很痛苦......。」203Please respect copyright.PENANAnIW3DfuyWy
「我想就這樣被你愛著,雖然很抱歉,我無法回應你什麼,可203Please respect copyright.PENANA73F1DL94AT
是有很多男人愛著志珊,你可以愛我,也可以被愛,我們這樣下去203Please respect copyright.PENANAtkEG2VEsuC
好不好?」203Please respect copyright.PENANAl0lju5X0QX
「......。」203Please respect copyright.PENANAn8x5yOPHH6
想徹底斷了這種時有時無的聯繫,患得患失的感覺,原來就是203Please respect copyright.PENANA3uRDLwX9JX
愛情的酸跟苦。203Please respect copyright.PENANAFUcmhm9bEq
單戀的我,也嚐到了相戀的苦澀。203Please respect copyright.PENANAe0btu6whdM
那隻飛舞翩翩的蝶,如果只顧著停留在花朵上就好了,偏偏總203Please respect copyright.PENANAEdXYAqRwqu
愛在下雨天飛到我這屋簷來避雨,雖然飛來短暫停靠的蝴蝶不只一203Please respect copyright.PENANAdQrgX83tGY
隻,但屋簷卻沒本事選擇讓哪一隻留下啊!203Please respect copyright.PENANAlrQ2ahbq1v
.........完203Please respect copyright.PENANAuJGHZbuCd1