「哎唷,隔著浴廉又看不見,你還在生氣啊?」背後傳來小蝶188Please respect copyright.PENANA8Mx7lMmfXQ
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試探的尋問,隔著兩層薄被,可以感覺到她過於冰冷的體溫。188Please respect copyright.PENANATajCOyjqjS
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「你還記得嗎?志珊,高中畢業以後,有好幾年我們都沒有見188Please respect copyright.PENANA47fGbmGLnz
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面耶,而且你後來搬出來住,要不是半年前我從你哥那裡問到住址188Please respect copyright.PENANAy619zwTZwO
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,根本就找不到你的人,更別說像最近這樣一起過夜,現在讓我好188Please respect copyright.PENANAjfYJ22nPge
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懷念國中的隔宿露營哦!」188Please respect copyright.PENANAHWBUz2GLPz
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小蝶的體溫總是比一般人來得低,國中剛入學時,好不容易從188Please respect copyright.PENANATzH99e2sVP
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不同班的國小六年被編入同一班,我們開心的拉著手逛遍整個校園188Please respect copyright.PENANACIhyqs8e00
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,從那時候起國中三年和高中三年,都是我負責在幫小蝶暖手。188Please respect copyright.PENANAtwPE0XjFUe
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我繼續假裝睡著,不搭理小蝶的自言自語,而小蝶不曉得是睡188Please respect copyright.PENANAMF86mcaeCT
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不著,還是知道我還沒睡,自己一個人喃喃說下去。188Please respect copyright.PENANAOXKFYCfqDR
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「說起這個,就想起那個時候的志珊好能幹,無論是搭帳篷還188Please respect copyright.PENANACye0tnyr32
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是燒碳烤肉,你都可以一個人做得很完美,那個時候我就覺得未來188Please respect copyright.PENANAiIeSkpX7Wc
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一定比不上你。事實證明也是這樣的,志珊一直都很厲害,成績比188Please respect copyright.PENANA8EM9vspmU4
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我好,就算你爸反對,你還是念了大學夜間部,然後白天在你爸的188Please respect copyright.PENANAb7nYT7ggr4
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公司工作,畢業後沒多久就篡了你爸的位,還把公司帶進上巿上櫃188Please respect copyright.PENANAKcXAbFTJQU
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的境界。」188Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1mbzLZHhV
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背對著小蝶,我的思緒落入話題前半段的國中時期,印象中那188Please respect copyright.PENANAQv0Sa3gQ56
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個時候的我,只是個凡事愛逞強的笨蛋,不願意求助於人,更不願188Please respect copyright.PENANAJfjb2MTyuu
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意輕易在小蝶面前示弱,或許天真的以為自己有一點點希望,才會188Please respect copyright.PENANAR7xWKAGfVs
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那樣傻的以小蝶為中心團團轉。188Please respect copyright.PENANATVeGNdQSKi
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「後來我高中畢業又念大學,畢業到現在常常都是待業中,每188Please respect copyright.PENANAhFf7o73mwl
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次都在想,為什麼我不是志珊呢?志珊長得漂亮,又不只在事業上188Please respect copyright.PENANAhoYapulIoF
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有成就,連感情史都那麼豐富,簡直就是我想當的那種人。」188Please respect copyright.PENANA9I2upbCHOA
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當我有什麼好?只不過是一個愛逞強的笨蛋,放不下長達二十188Please respect copyright.PENANA900FuafGfJ
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年的感情,更放不下比天高的自尊心,才將全部的心力用來工作,188Please respect copyright.PENANANV7p2YnPoM
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或用來跟一些不愛的人一起玩樂,這樣的我有什麼好羡慕的?188Please respect copyright.PENANAF5QOWtiWx0
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「如果我是志珊的話,劉華軒一定會在意我的,才不會三不五188Please respect copyright.PENANANRxfiQZKkB
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時就給我搞失蹤,也不會總是讓我等他,唉!」188Please respect copyright.PENANAgQbFwpc6Rz
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聽到這裡,我終於忍不住了回話。半年前擅自闖入我世界的小188Please respect copyright.PENANA01syMPuR6v
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蝶,跟高中時期的她一樣,心裡想的一直都是她愛的那個人,雖然188Please respect copyright.PENANAjsR2QhMJkv
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當時和現在對象不同,但那為愛情?牲自我的小蝶是同一個人。188Please respect copyright.PENANA9MowlD7pZA
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「說來說去,你滿腦子只有那個劉大少爺。」188Please respect copyright.PENANAAPUR0VZXVb
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「不要吃醋嘛!」小蝶挪動身體靠了過來,這是她的撒嬌攻勢188Please respect copyright.PENANAclyR9GqYfy
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,十年不變。「轉過來啦,你還在生氣哦?」188Please respect copyright.PENANAxMxdZ92MSJ
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「沒有,有什麼好氣的嗎?」我移動身動往床的邊緣靠近,拉188Please respect copyright.PENANA8ZYROlFuLa
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開與小蝶的距離。「我只是不滿你來我這裡哭訴,佔用我的時間,188Please respect copyright.PENANAvG90onqsHI
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還佔用我的床,再來又浪費下一個五年,浪費我的同情心。」188Please respect copyright.PENANAhspIiI2n6O
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許久,我的房裡只是一片靜默,我知道那些話可能刺傷她了,188Please respect copyright.PENANAQoL453otJa
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但我又何嘗全身而退?188Please respect copyright.PENANAKzdVW1G4kR
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高中時期就是這樣,小蝶永遠在戀愛上妥協,次次配合著對方188Please respect copyright.PENANA6ECauIKW0X
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,連自己的生涯規劃都可以為愛情而改變,如果當時沒有發現對方188Please respect copyright.PENANAtVGld6oxOd
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劈腿,小蝶就不會是現在的小蝶,不會念大學與劉少爺相遇,而是188Please respect copyright.PENANAkE1aPM6BNY
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跟著那個人出國,過著在國外工作生存的同居生活。188Please respect copyright.PENANAmH5NrEqDk1
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小蝶雖然是個軟弱的女孩,卻可以為了感情作出一般人作不到188Please respect copyright.PENANAQmVvhGLIxi
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的重大決定,例如她為了空出和劉大少爺約會的時間,處於學業延188Please respect copyright.PENANA4G1KL2nUHm
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畢,連工作都找不到的慘況,仍然甘之如飴。188Please respect copyright.PENANAtTDskBH3zV
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如果用生命愛一個人,能夠得到對方相同的回報,我希望我也188Please respect copyright.PENANATJQrxrVqiA
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有小蝶那樣的勇氣,可惜我和小蝶不同的地方也在於此,她即使得188Please respect copyright.PENANAxKeKZt1FYv
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不到對方相同的回應,還是一如既往的用生命去愛,而我卻是還沒188Please respect copyright.PENANAV3B9HvYXcg
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開始就放棄了,連有沒有回應都不想去確認。188Please respect copyright.PENANAiK1ozjD90t
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這樣的我,難道有資格責備一個為愛付出的女孩嗎?188Please respect copyright.PENANA0WQPJ39MIW
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「對不起。」我輕輕說了三個字,閉上眼不去看她的反應,但188Please respect copyright.PENANAAtd7AP562n
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心裡很清楚,容易心軟且生性善良的小蝶,絕對會馬上就接受我的188Please respect copyright.PENANAhmrvvK3il5
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道歉。188Please respect copyright.PENANAGvfSNLxsAz
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微涼的體溫靠近,溼滑的臉龐貼上了我的肩,小蝶用雙臂攀住188Please respect copyright.PENANALxhFOQu1w4
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我的右手臂沒接話,我們就在這樣的氣氛下迎接隔天。188Please respect copyright.PENANAbDyN0ZiiJb
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