「哎唷,隔著浴廉又看不見,你還在生氣啊?」背後傳來小蝶185Please respect copyright.PENANAnjHm7LQ3Dv
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試探的尋問,隔著兩層薄被,可以感覺到她過於冰冷的體溫。185Please respect copyright.PENANA3BjR4Gd5Gg
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「你還記得嗎?志珊,高中畢業以後,有好幾年我們都沒有見185Please respect copyright.PENANAqPh0NnerHe
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面耶,而且你後來搬出來住,要不是半年前我從你哥那裡問到住址185Please respect copyright.PENANArzGQCwmByT
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,根本就找不到你的人,更別說像最近這樣一起過夜,現在讓我好185Please respect copyright.PENANANH1YiFl25F
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懷念國中的隔宿露營哦!」185Please respect copyright.PENANAXMCZpNoNIz
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小蝶的體溫總是比一般人來得低,國中剛入學時,好不容易從185Please respect copyright.PENANAplGtz3uf1t
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不同班的國小六年被編入同一班,我們開心的拉著手逛遍整個校園185Please respect copyright.PENANASICDPtt0pF
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,從那時候起國中三年和高中三年,都是我負責在幫小蝶暖手。185Please respect copyright.PENANAaNkKJ3MUaJ
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我繼續假裝睡著,不搭理小蝶的自言自語,而小蝶不曉得是睡185Please respect copyright.PENANA1KeFwS7otj
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不著,還是知道我還沒睡,自己一個人喃喃說下去。185Please respect copyright.PENANAsPAo3pdC57
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「說起這個,就想起那個時候的志珊好能幹,無論是搭帳篷還185Please respect copyright.PENANAJIFX34oBRJ
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是燒碳烤肉,你都可以一個人做得很完美,那個時候我就覺得未來185Please respect copyright.PENANAjqh8jB10T3
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一定比不上你。事實證明也是這樣的,志珊一直都很厲害,成績比185Please respect copyright.PENANAErUc40lZyz
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我好,就算你爸反對,你還是念了大學夜間部,然後白天在你爸的185Please respect copyright.PENANATQwl5Xyu86
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公司工作,畢業後沒多久就篡了你爸的位,還把公司帶進上巿上櫃185Please respect copyright.PENANAbkBoujDL1H
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的境界。」185Please respect copyright.PENANALRyAKlAQGD
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背對著小蝶,我的思緒落入話題前半段的國中時期,印象中那185Please respect copyright.PENANAOB4YxP0QES
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個時候的我,只是個凡事愛逞強的笨蛋,不願意求助於人,更不願185Please respect copyright.PENANAapk5rCAXiJ
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意輕易在小蝶面前示弱,或許天真的以為自己有一點點希望,才會185Please respect copyright.PENANADipscV1Tbk
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那樣傻的以小蝶為中心團團轉。185Please respect copyright.PENANAEqLSCV29lR
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「後來我高中畢業又念大學,畢業到現在常常都是待業中,每185Please respect copyright.PENANA2KxPYX7xJT
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次都在想,為什麼我不是志珊呢?志珊長得漂亮,又不只在事業上185Please respect copyright.PENANAjwNT2A7lMA
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有成就,連感情史都那麼豐富,簡直就是我想當的那種人。」185Please respect copyright.PENANAxyu03nZarv
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當我有什麼好?只不過是一個愛逞強的笨蛋,放不下長達二十185Please respect copyright.PENANAGLvnwAWX79
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年的感情,更放不下比天高的自尊心,才將全部的心力用來工作,185Please respect copyright.PENANATk0FhmVqsd
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或用來跟一些不愛的人一起玩樂,這樣的我有什麼好羡慕的?185Please respect copyright.PENANALd9ZNYMrgd
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「如果我是志珊的話,劉華軒一定會在意我的,才不會三不五185Please respect copyright.PENANAuaR5R2HIpu
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時就給我搞失蹤,也不會總是讓我等他,唉!」185Please respect copyright.PENANATITA1uuIyj
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聽到這裡,我終於忍不住了回話。半年前擅自闖入我世界的小185Please respect copyright.PENANARtbRIPjQ1L
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蝶,跟高中時期的她一樣,心裡想的一直都是她愛的那個人,雖然185Please respect copyright.PENANAY68GGzpC1M
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當時和現在對象不同,但那為愛情?牲自我的小蝶是同一個人。185Please respect copyright.PENANAcXs7ANyFjx
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「說來說去,你滿腦子只有那個劉大少爺。」185Please respect copyright.PENANA5JO5EuvAPu
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「不要吃醋嘛!」小蝶挪動身體靠了過來,這是她的撒嬌攻勢185Please respect copyright.PENANANeeQKxYX20
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,十年不變。「轉過來啦,你還在生氣哦?」185Please respect copyright.PENANAsqrsfpaTXH
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「沒有,有什麼好氣的嗎?」我移動身動往床的邊緣靠近,拉185Please respect copyright.PENANA1eHrF4qIUq
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開與小蝶的距離。「我只是不滿你來我這裡哭訴,佔用我的時間,185Please respect copyright.PENANAZ9KfAIA1Eh
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還佔用我的床,再來又浪費下一個五年,浪費我的同情心。」185Please respect copyright.PENANAZwXQe48OPD
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許久,我的房裡只是一片靜默,我知道那些話可能刺傷她了,185Please respect copyright.PENANANHcm8San2u
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但我又何嘗全身而退?185Please respect copyright.PENANAR9Qx8vP1jX
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高中時期就是這樣,小蝶永遠在戀愛上妥協,次次配合著對方185Please respect copyright.PENANA3Yv0d7rbHg
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,連自己的生涯規劃都可以為愛情而改變,如果當時沒有發現對方185Please respect copyright.PENANAal5VvGFgcl
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劈腿,小蝶就不會是現在的小蝶,不會念大學與劉少爺相遇,而是185Please respect copyright.PENANAViG8HMLVsh
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跟著那個人出國,過著在國外工作生存的同居生活。185Please respect copyright.PENANAkjC7WxlwD9
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小蝶雖然是個軟弱的女孩,卻可以為了感情作出一般人作不到185Please respect copyright.PENANASfyocmfD00
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的重大決定,例如她為了空出和劉大少爺約會的時間,處於學業延185Please respect copyright.PENANA5MIq2lLM5t
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畢,連工作都找不到的慘況,仍然甘之如飴。185Please respect copyright.PENANAdYZo3ijwnY
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如果用生命愛一個人,能夠得到對方相同的回報,我希望我也185Please respect copyright.PENANAoUEPbfvjzS
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有小蝶那樣的勇氣,可惜我和小蝶不同的地方也在於此,她即使得185Please respect copyright.PENANAM3Np1eyRv4
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不到對方相同的回應,還是一如既往的用生命去愛,而我卻是還沒185Please respect copyright.PENANAakrscm5M3Y
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開始就放棄了,連有沒有回應都不想去確認。185Please respect copyright.PENANASLtPQu1RVu
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這樣的我,難道有資格責備一個為愛付出的女孩嗎?185Please respect copyright.PENANA35Vtx0wZiU
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「對不起。」我輕輕說了三個字,閉上眼不去看她的反應,但185Please respect copyright.PENANALIbujwdDOz
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心裡很清楚,容易心軟且生性善良的小蝶,絕對會馬上就接受我的185Please respect copyright.PENANAV9TosDMwO0
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道歉。185Please respect copyright.PENANAnQCPdqUjzs
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微涼的體溫靠近,溼滑的臉龐貼上了我的肩,小蝶用雙臂攀住185Please respect copyright.PENANAXzFGR35J7e
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我的右手臂沒接話,我們就在這樣的氣氛下迎接隔天。185Please respect copyright.PENANAkOYQKefPmO
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