「小蝶，坦白講，我不知道該怎麼回答你這個問題。」179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOimFItLrD
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「嗚哇......」小蝶戲劇性地哭了起來。「志珊不回答的問題179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7hXyxTHQG
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肯定是悲觀的！或許......，他根本就不喜歡我！」179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dQZ9doOn7
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講出結論後，小蝶哭得更理所當然了，我的心隨著她一抽一抽179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHDW7L2vHl
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「也有可能......，他是那百分之一的機率啊，雖然很不想幫179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26NqQLhFA3
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他說話，可是或許，世界上真的有那種......明明喜歡對方，卻常179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yaRUioTwH
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常不在意對方的人存在也不一定......。」179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FfkamRdu5
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「真的嗎？」小蝶終於停止悲傷的抽泣聲，抬起的臉蛋上佈滿179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0kyq3Avgc
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淚痕，那一條條透明水線，柵欄似的困住我差點衝口而出的殘忍。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlHjYIP9pu
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「明明喜歡，卻不在意，這不是很奇怪嗎？我實在不明白。就179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZbHpRUtKw
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算沒有事先跟他約好，也沒有要見面，但是下班後留下來開會時，179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyq7W3fAIvi
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我還是會怕他擔心我而自動打電話報備耶！難道他都不怕我會擔心179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16G2KL6F5w
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嗎？還是根本就不在意我會不會擔心？」179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYy0srTtDYS
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「唉！小蝶，會不會是因為你們交往五年了，他太習慣你的存179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblQeztRc0x
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在，覺得你的愛是理所當然，無論他去做什麼，你都會乖乖的等他179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFZ0n4mg1g
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回來，所以他就讓你等、讓你擔心，一點罪惡感都沒有啊？」179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85JJxLeFF3
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「你的意思是說，我寵壞他了？」對於這個說法，小蝶相當滿179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pTquHdhut
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意。「志珊，你果然最懂男人。」179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOE94mxgypf
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拜託！讓你擔心又讓你等，心裡一點罪惡感都沒有，這不就代179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQWnrH54rv
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表他根本不在乎你嗎？完全不管你的死活啊！只管去做自己想做的179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDMDNJQKYS
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事，從基礎忘記你的存在，這樣還能稱為喜歡嗎？179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRGTnjIH7X
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可是現在的小蝶非常滿意這個解釋，一點都不想接受現實的模179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjjxbPsoVR
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樣，我也只好忍住不說清楚。唉！女人只聽自己想聽的話。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowZH5olWbB
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「小蝶，或許你是時候考慮新對象了。」無論如何，讓小蝶哭179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwtxZqBztt
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的都是壞傢伙。「你們這樣五年了耶，他又不可能改變這個行為，179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9bRNqWZnj
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你想要忍受他這樣一輩子嗎？」179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMb5AvTtQLt
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「不想啊！可是如果就像你說的，他只是因為在一起太久了，179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hWMu7ENmQ
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忘記要珍惜我對他的感情，那我們應該不至於走到分手那一步。」179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8EUUSVug4
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「所以，你已經決定要一輩子忍受他這種行為了嗎？」我想，179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eqJduw9TC
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小蝶的意思應該跟之前一樣，天真的希望能改變對方。「你知道，179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgT8KqJrm9
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愛是不可能改變一個人的，你要想清楚，不分開，就代表你會有數179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrVtGDabOm
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不清的次數打電話沒人接，數不清的次數一個人等著他回電，數不179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoJhMlt4Y4
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清的次數害怕他是不是劈腿，數不清的次數猜想會不會發生意外，179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFBB9b4Hon
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數不清的次數等待再等待，而且將來和你們的小孩一起等待，當孩179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXqRYajveC
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子問你爸爸為什麼還沒回來，你們也只能一起聽話筒那一端轉入語179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSYtclYXBK
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音信箱，就這樣直到小孩長大，你變老，一直等一直等......。」179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3dwrAA9qR
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「......志珊！」她閉上眼大吼，制止了我這些讓她無法承受179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycPuT6dlm2
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的殘酷話語，淚水在她臉上形成了包覆的面膜，我家客廳的淺藍色179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMonQ1idKWq
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抱枕，被小蝶決堤的淚水染成了深藍色。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUv4uqlfLJ
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「對不起，小蝶，我知道你會很難過，但是我不能不說，因為179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9TnRGqFsz
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我沒有辦法看著你哭一輩子，我捨不得。」179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5nBQR7QWh
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關於這個問題，我們早就談論了五年，哭了五年的小蝶，難道179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLH2CbVeMp
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從今天開始要一直哭到死嗎？179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhD4qBISwG
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然而最重要的原因，確實是因為我捨不得，小蝶是個多麼優雅179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhnwEYfOh5
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的女孩，從小開始就非常注重自己舉手投足的氣質，去除掉對蝴蝶179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOU4iNubGZ
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的狂熱，小蝶對生活和衣著的品味非凡，她總是美麗耀眼的出現在179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5auHhmKqlT
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大家面前，即使私底下，她在我面前也不曾有過不雅動作，這樣的179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQF2KoabhEG
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完美女孩，不該為了一個男人終生以淚洗面。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmw3wVWeD3
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「為什麼？」小蝶邊哭邊語音不清地說：「身為好朋友的你都179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXH1nUu95D
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會捨不得了，為什麼他卻不會捨不得我難過呢？」179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu63A6KdlKe
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「因為......你應該換一個比我更重視你的對象。」如果可以179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDxhdQOJC3
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的話，我也願意成為那個給你幸福的人，可惜我沒有資格。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENbUH7qcWR
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「嗚......，借我肩膀啦！」179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoypfuxZ1a
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坐在小蝶對面，本來就是刻意的保持距離，我知道自己根本招179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDQbP5QhFP
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架不住小蝶示弱的每一個動作，就像現在小蝶要求的安慰，身為好179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ip7izCXDw
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姊妹的我，心裡強烈左右搖擺。我借的向來都不只是肩膀和安慰，179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYnhLISgHM
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而是我的關心和擔心，以及濃烈的......心酸。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvE0LchLGxN
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「志珊......，我不會弄髒你的衣服啦，你來我旁邊嘛！」179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEueONAEkGq
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小蝶的手掌握住我的指頭前端，我仍然沒移動半步，在小蝶對179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkPs1CqJFN
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面座位猶豫不決，臉上亳不掩飾我的左右為難。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDXNMSepj7
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「志珊，你借我靠一下嘛！我不要一個人失戀啦！」179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7viLzmlADb
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她將我的反應解讀成討厭衣服被弄髒嗎？179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmL4xDmGtP
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小蝶說完又掉了四串淚，這華麗的淚痕簡直像刻在我心上，只179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2YpRdE3q4
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是一秒，我就發現自己坐到了她身旁，下一秒，蝴蝶紋路點綴的雪179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJGP3GPpiZ
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紡紗衣服就在我的懷抱裡了，衣服的主人任性的借走整個我，不單179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfamyuUfJh
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單只是借去她說的肩膀。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RIJn3NTE7
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她環抱著將整張臉貼在我的衣服前襟。「唉！不是說不會弄髒179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3ybyyqjhw
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我的衣服嗎？」179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFozTfBcaE
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沒有回應我的話，她只顧自己發洩痛哭，哭了一會兒，伸手從179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfQF8hUnQC
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衣服口袋拿出手機，輕輕放在我手心裡。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJynZEFYuHa
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「唔，志珊，你幫我保管手機，我想，如果我自己帶著手機，179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZaRkkO7XE
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一定會忍不住想接他電話，或是忍不住想打給他，這樣，我會一輩179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRUp5WTQ2Z
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子不幸的，你可不可以幫我這個忙？」179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOsL17iaLZ
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看來是下了相當大的決心，這樣的小蝶，不知為何的忍人憐愛179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzXCyuF7jW
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，我無法拒絕她的求助。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfF9Vw9WNOu
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「好是好，可是你不帶手機，我怎麼找你？」179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QwFzsT79R
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「不用找我，從今天開始，我想暫時住你家。」她抬起頭，身179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUinabZBsIi
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體仍然像無骨水母般癱軟。「收留我好不好？」179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxQJOgLnL6
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「我家？！」幾乎大吼。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIm6BpuSmby
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這個消息也太突然了吧！我沒有一點心理準備。何況，我其實179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zIaApd0V3
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不太願意讓小蝶住進來，因為有不想讓她知道的秘密，一個我隱藏179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCLiVJL7JD
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了許多年的秘密，現在讓她住進這個私人空間十分不妥。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpixa3PGmFe
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