「小蝶，坦白講，我不知道該怎麼回答你這個問題。」181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBviyAkmnP
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「嗚哇......」小蝶戲劇性地哭了起來。「志珊不回答的問題181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdX7mJkUznz
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肯定是悲觀的！或許......，他根本就不喜歡我！」181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08kbOvWlmS
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講出結論後，小蝶哭得更理所當然了，我的心隨著她一抽一抽181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcfS9jx43S
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的肩膀而緊縮，不禁再一次自責。181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTlwsckHWx
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「也有可能......，他是那百分之一的機率啊，雖然很不想幫181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nR7xi6l6D
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他說話，可是或許，世界上真的有那種......明明喜歡對方，卻常181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAEUPknO9n
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常不在意對方的人存在也不一定......。」181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrssBiUMVY
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「真的嗎？」小蝶終於停止悲傷的抽泣聲，抬起的臉蛋上佈滿181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOxB8V7ANB
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淚痕，那一條條透明水線，柵欄似的困住我差點衝口而出的殘忍。181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFk174A2fK
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「明明喜歡，卻不在意，這不是很奇怪嗎？我實在不明白。就181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprlNOfjOkU
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算沒有事先跟他約好，也沒有要見面，但是下班後留下來開會時，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4GGlybyYb
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我還是會怕他擔心我而自動打電話報備耶！難道他都不怕我會擔心181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZd3c7RAAOg
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嗎？還是根本就不在意我會不會擔心？」181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyjhXeXINl
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「唉！小蝶，會不會是因為你們交往五年了，他太習慣你的存181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYGJ06j5qS
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在，覺得你的愛是理所當然，無論他去做什麼，你都會乖乖的等他181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQ7KPgqqit
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回來，所以他就讓你等、讓你擔心，一點罪惡感都沒有啊？」181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYq0PekBOKG
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「你的意思是說，我寵壞他了？」對於這個說法，小蝶相當滿181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tvkD6gzKE
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意。「志珊，你果然最懂男人。」181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83Jx8yNKzY
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拜託！讓你擔心又讓你等，心裡一點罪惡感都沒有，這不就代181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22Q3eU4StL
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表他根本不在乎你嗎？完全不管你的死活啊！只管去做自己想做的181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZXoKfpu8n
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事，從基礎忘記你的存在，這樣還能稱為喜歡嗎？181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yoMOpCcNN
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可是現在的小蝶非常滿意這個解釋，一點都不想接受現實的模181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Eri1hKLLo
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樣，我也只好忍住不說清楚。唉！女人只聽自己想聽的話。181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlmqUIJ9Dg
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「小蝶，或許你是時候考慮新對象了。」無論如何，讓小蝶哭181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJEKdUzUUx
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的都是壞傢伙。「你們這樣五年了耶，他又不可能改變這個行為，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHZrUS3Xgu
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你想要忍受他這樣一輩子嗎？」181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kJth6foCq
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「不想啊！可是如果就像你說的，他只是因為在一起太久了，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwxAh7GrpX
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忘記要珍惜我對他的感情，那我們應該不至於走到分手那一步。」181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1G51eisQD
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「所以，你已經決定要一輩子忍受他這種行為了嗎？」我想，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bnAmmu9CE
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小蝶的意思應該跟之前一樣，天真的希望能改變對方。「你知道，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEencoqhvEp
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愛是不可能改變一個人的，你要想清楚，不分開，就代表你會有數181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaFUqdjZ8K
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不清的次數打電話沒人接，數不清的次數一個人等著他回電，數不181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8e2sEd2KF
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清的次數害怕他是不是劈腿，數不清的次數猜想會不會發生意外，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XhRo5uOf0
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數不清的次數等待再等待，而且將來和你們的小孩一起等待，當孩181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJF9OAav75D
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子問你爸爸為什麼還沒回來，你們也只能一起聽話筒那一端轉入語181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOylRi0CFl
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音信箱，就這樣直到小孩長大，你變老，一直等一直等......。」181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19ao87j6tr
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「......志珊！」她閉上眼大吼，制止了我這些讓她無法承受181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsD2mtfPDBe
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的殘酷話語，淚水在她臉上形成了包覆的面膜，我家客廳的淺藍色181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyh1YBSX4S5
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抱枕，被小蝶決堤的淚水染成了深藍色。181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxW01GhfQb
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「對不起，小蝶，我知道你會很難過，但是我不能不說，因為181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZY7xS4WCy
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我沒有辦法看著你哭一輩子，我捨不得。」181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0XmNmlxDG
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關於這個問題，我們早就談論了五年，哭了五年的小蝶，難道181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYt2cLj7ePW
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從今天開始要一直哭到死嗎？181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSN3ct1IAAy
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然而最重要的原因，確實是因為我捨不得，小蝶是個多麼優雅181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZ3xpZz6TM
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的女孩，從小開始就非常注重自己舉手投足的氣質，去除掉對蝴蝶181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYZgAOQano
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的狂熱，小蝶對生活和衣著的品味非凡，她總是美麗耀眼的出現在181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooEyWyBen2
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大家面前，即使私底下，她在我面前也不曾有過不雅動作，這樣的181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92NXQdEMaF
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完美女孩，不該為了一個男人終生以淚洗面。181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBuAm012nq
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「為什麼？」小蝶邊哭邊語音不清地說：「身為好朋友的你都181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmXruX11ez
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會捨不得了，為什麼他卻不會捨不得我難過呢？」181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0H90QAR49
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「因為......你應該換一個比我更重視你的對象。」如果可以181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEEJoDHVTP
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的話，我也願意成為那個給你幸福的人，可惜我沒有資格。181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxT1LYObwH8
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「嗚......，借我肩膀啦！」181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSV46fujU8
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坐在小蝶對面，本來就是刻意的保持距離，我知道自己根本招181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8yd3XTLr8
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架不住小蝶示弱的每一個動作，就像現在小蝶要求的安慰，身為好181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELvb8L5TOv
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姊妹的我，心裡強烈左右搖擺。我借的向來都不只是肩膀和安慰，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbtXouBhOV
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而是我的關心和擔心，以及濃烈的......心酸。181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsgaHDVlZo
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「志珊......，我不會弄髒你的衣服啦，你來我旁邊嘛！」181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5vQVYam26
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小蝶的手掌握住我的指頭前端，我仍然沒移動半步，在小蝶對181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LmVpeQzui
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面座位猶豫不決，臉上亳不掩飾我的左右為難。181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IVGkU33JJ
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「志珊，你借我靠一下嘛！我不要一個人失戀啦！」181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8wOtxaX13
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她將我的反應解讀成討厭衣服被弄髒嗎？181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRrqzKPToW
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小蝶說完又掉了四串淚，這華麗的淚痕簡直像刻在我心上，只181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xEXLBsVPW
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是一秒，我就發現自己坐到了她身旁，下一秒，蝴蝶紋路點綴的雪181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyn2JcPWgDy
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紡紗衣服就在我的懷抱裡了，衣服的主人任性的借走整個我，不單181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLcY6nbVxa
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單只是借去她說的肩膀。181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQJhvySFGo
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她環抱著將整張臉貼在我的衣服前襟。「唉！不是說不會弄髒181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hQ7fNU355
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我的衣服嗎？」181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wtYjztWub
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沒有回應我的話，她只顧自己發洩痛哭，哭了一會兒，伸手從181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigDIR9Pl3w
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衣服口袋拿出手機，輕輕放在我手心裡。181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VkedkhJz0
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「唔，志珊，你幫我保管手機，我想，如果我自己帶著手機，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUXpI0wBDc
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一定會忍不住想接他電話，或是忍不住想打給他，這樣，我會一輩181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYs4UivSBwV
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子不幸的，你可不可以幫我這個忙？」181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RhO3lWGnd
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看來是下了相當大的決心，這樣的小蝶，不知為何的忍人憐愛181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9nNbSXmgo
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，我無法拒絕她的求助。181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXa2GO9yaeL
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「好是好，可是你不帶手機，我怎麼找你？」181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDlYFUHlDr
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「不用找我，從今天開始，我想暫時住你家。」她抬起頭，身181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjuvcxr3Ct
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體仍然像無骨水母般癱軟。「收留我好不好？」181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfumtEmmOEl
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「我家？！」幾乎大吼。181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjEFQQYkkc
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這個消息也太突然了吧！我沒有一點心理準備。何況，我其實181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgm0ZaGIeCp
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不太願意讓小蝶住進來，因為有不想讓她知道的秘密，一個我隱藏181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5yr9huNvA
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了許多年的秘密，現在讓她住進這個私人空間十分不妥。181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUvQ9Hn9ol
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