「小蝶，坦白講，我不知道該怎麼回答你這個問題。」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iLLhyzLSM
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「嗚哇......」小蝶戲劇性地哭了起來。「志珊不回答的問題178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaJdVqzXDE
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肯定是悲觀的！或許......，他根本就不喜歡我！」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSvyVajbVh
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講出結論後，小蝶哭得更理所當然了，我的心隨著她一抽一抽178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTVRJKJuPN
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的肩膀而緊縮，不禁再一次自責。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWx7lEm12Y3
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「也有可能......，他是那百分之一的機率啊，雖然很不想幫178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtRtpjSEqV
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他說話，可是或許，世界上真的有那種......明明喜歡對方，卻常178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8gYeRaeK5
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常不在意對方的人存在也不一定......。」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CGrMLtdNB
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「真的嗎？」小蝶終於停止悲傷的抽泣聲，抬起的臉蛋上佈滿178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNAXWl5x0o
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淚痕，那一條條透明水線，柵欄似的困住我差點衝口而出的殘忍。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKQubQxbib
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「明明喜歡，卻不在意，這不是很奇怪嗎？我實在不明白。就178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAK1iC9ig6z
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算沒有事先跟他約好，也沒有要見面，但是下班後留下來開會時，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7280q1FS4E
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我還是會怕他擔心我而自動打電話報備耶！難道他都不怕我會擔心178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHvFEfJJFu
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嗎？還是根本就不在意我會不會擔心？」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQCXxBLhfg
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「唉！小蝶，會不會是因為你們交往五年了，他太習慣你的存178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasQ1f2QAg8
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在，覺得你的愛是理所當然，無論他去做什麼，你都會乖乖的等他178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZVmuqKRtg
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回來，所以他就讓你等、讓你擔心，一點罪惡感都沒有啊？」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfCF3P5K1M
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「你的意思是說，我寵壞他了？」對於這個說法，小蝶相當滿178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsiJqEvQW8
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意。「志珊，你果然最懂男人。」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGMZZDCcu3
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拜託！讓你擔心又讓你等，心裡一點罪惡感都沒有，這不就代178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeSkX4P8av
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表他根本不在乎你嗎？完全不管你的死活啊！只管去做自己想做的178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsK5Q30GCy
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事，從基礎忘記你的存在，這樣還能稱為喜歡嗎？178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyQNcnF8gc
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可是現在的小蝶非常滿意這個解釋，一點都不想接受現實的模178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5HTGDtNpB
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樣，我也只好忍住不說清楚。唉！女人只聽自己想聽的話。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCcrnwClaM
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「小蝶，或許你是時候考慮新對象了。」無論如何，讓小蝶哭178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvR17sKt2Fp
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的都是壞傢伙。「你們這樣五年了耶，他又不可能改變這個行為，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ082Yh0sWIe
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你想要忍受他這樣一輩子嗎？」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbrdaZsnzP
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「不想啊！可是如果就像你說的，他只是因為在一起太久了，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSux3tcm9M
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忘記要珍惜我對他的感情，那我們應該不至於走到分手那一步。」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQc0bx38iXY
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「所以，你已經決定要一輩子忍受他這種行為了嗎？」我想，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kJHXVe4Ul
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小蝶的意思應該跟之前一樣，天真的希望能改變對方。「你知道，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTToMWYxsu
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愛是不可能改變一個人的，你要想清楚，不分開，就代表你會有數178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNpuPpjBIU
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不清的次數打電話沒人接，數不清的次數一個人等著他回電，數不178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJANwQisLyj
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清的次數害怕他是不是劈腿，數不清的次數猜想會不會發生意外，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9HkO6QRma
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數不清的次數等待再等待，而且將來和你們的小孩一起等待，當孩178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqhteaYsjR
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子問你爸爸為什麼還沒回來，你們也只能一起聽話筒那一端轉入語178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkTH2BRoV8
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音信箱，就這樣直到小孩長大，你變老，一直等一直等......。」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qgFE0YGgp
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「......志珊！」她閉上眼大吼，制止了我這些讓她無法承受178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvXntT2nqi
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的殘酷話語，淚水在她臉上形成了包覆的面膜，我家客廳的淺藍色178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaf0eBWyhl
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抱枕，被小蝶決堤的淚水染成了深藍色。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uHsSWyeyK
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「對不起，小蝶，我知道你會很難過，但是我不能不說，因為178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmsh1Iz9Vh
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我沒有辦法看著你哭一輩子，我捨不得。」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZThRFeZcYF
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關於這個問題，我們早就談論了五年，哭了五年的小蝶，難道178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRrAe1tTDi
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從今天開始要一直哭到死嗎？178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOgwDBaRqi
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然而最重要的原因，確實是因為我捨不得，小蝶是個多麼優雅178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkoYAeqgtG
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的女孩，從小開始就非常注重自己舉手投足的氣質，去除掉對蝴蝶178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqkEfzEMAX
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的狂熱，小蝶對生活和衣著的品味非凡，她總是美麗耀眼的出現在178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSk2AFYOMm
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大家面前，即使私底下，她在我面前也不曾有過不雅動作，這樣的178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ef0Q6zArw
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完美女孩，不該為了一個男人終生以淚洗面。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhl4jRVQxjW
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「為什麼？」小蝶邊哭邊語音不清地說：「身為好朋友的你都178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOuyaoORGh
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會捨不得了，為什麼他卻不會捨不得我難過呢？」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz19i7BNDSO
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「因為......你應該換一個比我更重視你的對象。」如果可以178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pRnDiDYgt
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的話，我也願意成為那個給你幸福的人，可惜我沒有資格。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIoL8E3JAo
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「嗚......，借我肩膀啦！」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2q7Bfsyua
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坐在小蝶對面，本來就是刻意的保持距離，我知道自己根本招178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5p06P4BCVE
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架不住小蝶示弱的每一個動作，就像現在小蝶要求的安慰，身為好178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvueIZIutg
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姊妹的我，心裡強烈左右搖擺。我借的向來都不只是肩膀和安慰，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHmwO7tKJm
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而是我的關心和擔心，以及濃烈的......心酸。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSrlk9elV1
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「志珊......，我不會弄髒你的衣服啦，你來我旁邊嘛！」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eTxkJgxoP
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小蝶的手掌握住我的指頭前端，我仍然沒移動半步，在小蝶對178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7Xix3S4dI
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面座位猶豫不決，臉上亳不掩飾我的左右為難。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnKl2n8AAW
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「志珊，你借我靠一下嘛！我不要一個人失戀啦！」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnM3yT4f5xr
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她將我的反應解讀成討厭衣服被弄髒嗎？178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDlLjw7ETY
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小蝶說完又掉了四串淚，這華麗的淚痕簡直像刻在我心上，只178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFpH07O4Bc
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是一秒，我就發現自己坐到了她身旁，下一秒，蝴蝶紋路點綴的雪178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopQG3hmYvi
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紡紗衣服就在我的懷抱裡了，衣服的主人任性的借走整個我，不單178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9wA2b7gGa
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單只是借去她說的肩膀。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6gn4A8XwV
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她環抱著將整張臉貼在我的衣服前襟。「唉！不是說不會弄髒178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKePH2lWzvr
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我的衣服嗎？」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7sr2jxlhQ
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沒有回應我的話，她只顧自己發洩痛哭，哭了一會兒，伸手從178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoINiSP6W0u
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衣服口袋拿出手機，輕輕放在我手心裡。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmT6vY2whW
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「唔，志珊，你幫我保管手機，我想，如果我自己帶著手機，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FbqcwJ31O
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一定會忍不住想接他電話，或是忍不住想打給他，這樣，我會一輩178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9UiuZKJkw
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子不幸的，你可不可以幫我這個忙？」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzfIlRaEcC
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看來是下了相當大的決心，這樣的小蝶，不知為何的忍人憐愛178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUZY1aIOnu
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，我無法拒絕她的求助。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz72AAvcfnG
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「好是好，可是你不帶手機，我怎麼找你？」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEz8Xc6mCdR
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「不用找我，從今天開始，我想暫時住你家。」她抬起頭，身178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1lL8cHYU5
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體仍然像無骨水母般癱軟。「收留我好不好？」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXEv7P8BgM
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「我家？！」幾乎大吼。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZqCI7RrMo
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這個消息也太突然了吧！我沒有一點心理準備。何況，我其實178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡma7mQmini8
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不太願意讓小蝶住進來，因為有不想讓她知道的秘密，一個我隱藏178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaaioj4dVn
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了許多年的秘密，現在讓她住進這個私人空間十分不妥。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMn0tSwTtQA
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