tw: abuse
Entry 23/04/22
My name doesn't matter, call me word if you wish to refer to me. In my head, this was a lot simpler. I can't seem to put my life into words. Shit? that about sums it up. I don't have the worst life but still, I think I'm mentally ill but I'm too scared to say anything to my parents. my mother is a horrible person, just today she told me she would kill me if I were gay, which sucks in my case because I'm bisexual. She was extremely abusive as well, she seems to be getting better and says she's trying but her threats don't ease my stress and worries. when she yells I'm reminded of when she would grab the ruler off the shelf and beat me and I would cry until I couldn't say a word, me crawling under my bed begging for my father to come home even though he didn't do much to help.148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgGJmsSGRc
reading over that it seems to be quite a trauma dump, but who would actually read this besides me?
goodbye for now :)
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