I feel tears running down my cheek as I climb into the tub my12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI91rRDpbs7
whole life has been lie, I should have known I am always being lied to the hot12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIf2jg1la2
water hits my skin the pain but also pleasure of the heat erupting across my12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdrvV4pFZC
body I close my eyes trying to stop the tears but I can’t the first time he12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUK3WGrCmmc
told me he loved me I accused him of lying, is my life evening real or is it a12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaZh1xQmpy
figment of my imagination, Fyodor Dostoevsky once said
“I was burning while12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1VMO2Z4ge
you came blaming me for the smell of ashes”
which is exactly how my life feels either I am being lied to12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlG8OOlvFP
or blamed for their actions something I did not do neither participated in.
I hear a knock on my door I sigh before pushing open the door
“love”
Julian whispers
“I am sorry”
“for what?”
“yelling at you I am sorry I was heartbroken and hurt and I12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVSNZM7DZ1
was just in the moment”
“sweetheart I was never mad at you”
“but you haven’t left12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAj8RVJueM9
your room in the past seven hours”
“that doesn’t mean I am mad”
he pulls me into his12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKF4CClZLpC
arms
“I love you”
he whispers burying his face into my neck his hot breath12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicSiFiln5S
fanning across my neck.
“we have training in an hour”
I sigh wrapping my12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgSUget2zG
hands around his torso
“I love you” he whispers again I will never get use to this12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgmSvGqLA7
one second, he’s telling me how much he hates me and the next he is telling me12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6WtmfEaNj
he can’t live without me.
As we walk across the stage all I can think is we are like12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSheMNPEUy
the three headed dragon one to be a murderer who will unleash death, one to be12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9scGv95zb
a monarch whose crown will weigh heavy, and one to be mad whose ideas will12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdFz1I7HFS
change history the perfect depiction of me, Julian and Theo I will unleash12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYKpkp6E55
death, Julian will be a monarch and Theo’s ideas will change history, Theo12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8VnJLC3iJ
steps forward grabbing the microphone
“hello everyone, today we will be practicing shoot and12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLFP9LNR0J
stabbing and pin points on where exactly you want to hit for irremediable12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOXyEIdEVi
damage”
“why are we doing this12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZNNIiu0se
why don’t we all just go home and live the rest of our lives”
somebody shouts in the crowd
“because we are all going to die Fyodor Dostoevsky once said
“its better to be unhappy and know the worst than to be happy12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrscNqmllo
in a fools paradise” you signed up for this there's no leaving now”
Theo shouts the crowd12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4iV59cbWE
goes silent “let’s go”
he scowls before turning and walking off stage, well today is12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0Fptr2vv5
going to be a shit show.
My arm aches as I try to throw the machete again “are you12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4yyOKIvej
okay” Theo whispers
“Yup, perfectly fine”
“Are you sure?”
“No, you dumbass my arm feels like it’s about to fall off”
He laughs before saying “I thought you had used a machete12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSZoftt4G3
before” “no” I scowl
“Were you lying to me12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GE2l7bo27
too” he whips his head around surprise present in his expression “what”
“Did you know about my12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCbahJrjAf
brain disease too” his eyes go wide
“He told you”
“Great another person12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDROg1XzVmm
who lied to me”
“Annalise-”
“No, you are suppose to be my family but you keep this from12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPxHDXmWgX
me”
“Annalise you don’t understand last time we told you, you12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReVIAIb00T
tried to kill yourself because you thought you were killing Julian”
“what”
“When you were fifteen me and Julian told you about the12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunUH8saPDb
disease you locked yourself in the military quarters and tried to shoot12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FmltWJ7dg
yourself”
“no” I shake my head refusing to believe
“Have you ever wondered where that scar on your collarbone12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcQ5opabUx
came from”
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I stop remembering the scar on my collarbone which is shaped12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHwLX6xlhP
like a bullet “your not lying” I whisper “never was” “oh my god” I have one12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiku1xwNiex
life, yet I have lived many.
