wake up to Julian running his hand up and down9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjCdPbLb8R
my back very lightly but this time it9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1I03W4M4Hk
doesn’t hurt I slowly sit up “good morning love” he whispers
“here”9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qSSJCRQxl
he hands me an Advil
“take this it will help with the pain” I nod placing it on my tongue and letting it9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtxFr71Ecm
dissolve in my mouth
“why9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4iuofwNVW
do you write such sad stories?”
“what9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXrQTJrOGt
do you mean” he asks
“I was, reading your journals and you write so9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3PXcBz0kF
many stories yet they were all tragic love stories with terrible endings”
“love you don’t understand”
“what9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJRyWa7DX8
don’t I understand?”
“people9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkP7OYrkXT
who cannot express their traumas verbally express them through writing, we make9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRIAVHGEyz
these complex messed up characters adding aspects of our life and traumas into9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJcFZTexoY
these characters and then give them the same ending as our self’s”.
“do we have training today” I ask he shakes9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcipj1u4ekJ
his head a look of concern on his face
“love you need to heal”
“This9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvc7QpGDCTx
is war Julian there is no time for healing especially because I am now9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5JP20P5rT
Sergeant”
“I don’t care you’re not training”
“this isn’t your day I am going back to9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlNQ2nzxKF
training whether you say yes of not”
“no, you’re not you are going to hurt9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkcDiIOqdK
yourself”
“I need to go back”
“I9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7TaMS9YMs
don’t fucking care Annalise you are my wife and I will not let you hurt9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CCaseykeH
yourself further”
“wife?” everything I was going to say is now gone he9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wjBob6bE8
just called me his wife, he pulls out a small box and my heart drops
“ If we are going to die, I want to give you9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLlCpSJiB3
this now” he pulls out a small ring it has a good band with a red ruby in the9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbHKUsF5nq
center, it has the same design and colours as my gun I feel tears sting my eyes9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsN6L6NPip
“ Annalise Marie will you marry me I know you9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAv8H0slaIL
only have known me for a few months and have only just stopped hating me but we9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcxjyJgL4i
are at war and I wanted to give you this now in case we die or you lose your9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOr164bQ6x
memories again” I feel tears slide down my cheek
“ yes” I whisper, he slides the ring on to my finger9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQRKxaupm7
“Now9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSICz7NuSI
you will always carry a piece of me with you” he whispers a smile spreading9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Y4QFDFfgp
across his face
“ I am going to go tell Theo” he says before9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLNvVttHPv
running down the hall more tears cascade down my cheeks but that’s when my9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUKdabBCeo
vision starts fading and the world around me goes black.
4years ago….
“Julian” I shout
“yes, my love” he says9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HBYHMVRlW
kissing down my neck
“let’s get married and9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrZ1HwWMmQ
run away”
“finally”
“what do you mean” I9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zd5WeEG1j
ask he pulls out a ring from his pocket it’s gold with a red ruby in the center
“oh my god” I breath
“will you marry me” he9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCk7h1QxiiN
whispers
“ yes” I cry
“where to my love”
“anywhere”
“ let’s live in the9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhueF2NTdiC
forest and in our next lifetime we can live in the mountains away from society9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIptBXFRym
and the world”
“ that sounds amazing”
“ you’re amazing” he says pulling me into kiss.
The9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKz1MXaN9oP
world comes flooding back
“Annalise” Julian voice rings I shift me gaze9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdIkD8dGnd
up to see Julian standing over me a look of panic on his face
“I remember” his eyes widen
“what do you remember” he rushes out
“when I was sixteen you asked me to marry you9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3OF4HbzKYB
and I told you I want to run away” I breathe my chest heaving
“is that all” he asks
“yes”
He9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uPVRzq0XA
pulls me into his arms “I have married you twice now” he laughs
“that’s crazy I have lived one life yet many9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvbczizD67
it’s confusing”.
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