Julian's pov.
I walk up to my room, Theo chasing9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7imFS5FJTY
behind me, but I could care less that self-absorbed bitch she really thinks I9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1o6sIBsWB4
am all about murdering children “Julian” I hear Theo shout, but I choose to ignore9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVH3YvVIWyy
him, I quicken my pace taking a sharp turn down the hall “fuck you” Theo barks9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZ1qASaQP1
before I hear my front door slam close, fuck today and fuck life.
I sit at the table feeling the burn of the whiskey as it9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8uU4g9V7C
slips down my throat, I blow out a puff of smoke the strong smell of tobacco9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWY0XtkT2IR
fills the air I choke on a breath as I take another drag of my cigarette suddenly,9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSXS6JAMAN
my door is thrown open “Julian” Theo sobs I throw my cigarette in the ash tray9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8yXRtthxh
and run over to him he hasn’t cried like this in four years which was when he9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtneTqkQaI
was living with his father “Theo what happened” I ask as more tears slip down9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0OzedLR4V
his cheek
“she’s dead, Julian Sylvie’s is dead”
he starts sobbing I9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4VFVlF8nv
stop breathing oh my fucking god, Sylvie yarrows she was one of the village9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRSNFynFqi
girls and Theo’s wife she was August employee but she started disobeying her boss9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHO3iCzv0m0
after what he did it was never harming others in any way, she and Theo got9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXKM39GsQC
married three years ago in my basement when he was twenty one and she was9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10IyC5zJ2i
nineteen both of their parents had no idea the only people who knew were me and9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiGnAO2IMo
my father, my father was actually ecstatic about their marriage the last time I9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthDmnCVd3C
saw him that happy was when mother was alive
“how” I mutter my9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DhNCIVyyv
breathing growing shallower by the second and my heart beating faster and9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37xBbN6kKr
faster in anticipation
“blood eagle” he sobs9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFLdmwJUN4
and I can’t breathe I stop nausea creeping up my throat “I will be back in one9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZomi0cROx7
second”
I mumble running to9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOBMJotQgh
the bathroom, I hunch over the toilet dry heaving as memories come flooding9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjjkXI8C3c
back
“her9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVIcfS6m2Y
screams puncturing the air as they split open her back’
tears pool in my eyes as I continue dry heaving, my throat9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQe2RJmBjV
aches from the force
“her blood pooling on the ground as9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tqiephyTR
they rip her lungs out of her back’
a sob rips from my throat as the memory of her lying on the9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ274aSJUMzU
ground her organelles falling out of her back, I lean over the toilet afraid9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TyYsMZMvn
the nausea is going to hit again, more tears falling down my cheek and more9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9UQDNd4sL
sobs escapes from my throat “fuck” I mutter my best friend just had his wife die9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzNfLlSDTQ
and I am having a panic attack from PTSD but as I turn to leave I see Annalise9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakAtwZOsSj
standing at the door her eyes wide in panic and her mouth open “go” I shout9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXk7bXHZmR
closing my eyes trying not to face her I hear her run down the hall and I9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDnMV5OcDC
sprint out of the bathroom and to the kitchen I see Theo chugging a bottle of9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKRJzRsY8I
whiskey I snatch the bottle out of his hand just to see a cigarette in his9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsI5kcns4At
other hand
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drown out your problems with alcohol” he groans his eyes puffy and red “Theo,9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHc3HCjRwRf
you can talk to me”
“no, I can’t Julian in case you haven't noticed I can’t say9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7HdzuGeBB
the word blood eagle or talk about anybody's death that had something similar happen9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOsoYTIXSY
without you having a panic attack or puking”
I try to hold back the9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LFv0XvtjA
urge to vomit but he’s right, guilt fills me my best friend can’t even vent to9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGCIdamioy
me about his wife’s death without me having a panic attack “Theo I am sorry”
“Julian don’t do this9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKzYIkbhPO
sorry crap”
his voice breaking as9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nrrPNddkI
he walks out leaving me there guilt eating away at me I could have saved her I9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFj8X9c5Fp
could have saved my mother but I didn’t and that's what kills me.
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