I sit in my room contemplating what11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2zyMWXGyV
just happened I just saw Julian Blake, son of the highest ranking military11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTdK3378Yx
officer in the kingdom cry, I saw Julian Blake sobbing and dry heaving he11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRPcrPgTYy
looked like he was having a panic attack and it shook me to the core I never11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQ7fbRd5rf
thought in a million years I would see Julian having a panic attack, was it11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXPPpJB6hE
about something I had said? had my comment earlier affected him that much, I11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2iGE6Jz3g
turn over trying to focus but I can’t my mind just keeps wondering back to11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNFR2O0cnu
seeing him dry heaving and the tears running down his face as he sobs the pain11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIDdrgoDqY
in his eyes but then memories of my mother screaming at me and my younger self11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEuRlOxPVs
sobbing herself to sleep each night come11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJNIu0suhF
flooding back
“you stupid girl11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hXfMLZRwK
my mother shouts slicing her blade across my rib and waist ‘mother please’ I11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPstZatqIf
beg tears straining my cheeks as she puts more force into the blade, blood11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOan4bK4vg
falls down my side down my hip and drips onto the floor and my shoe “ maybe11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRYGu6IfCr
this will fucking teach you not to argue with me again”
children and war should not mix yet they do.
I sit up, my head pounding as I stand up, I walk over to the11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8sVLJdMpj
mirror and gasp as I see blood in the sink, I glance up seeing my mother11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡei78sqFSlK
standing over a child’s body, I look over at my mother's hand just to see a11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qdujHUcen
bloody dagger in her hand but when I meet my mother's eyes it's not my mother I11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9HTWhUZWy
am looking at its me I feel tears prick my eyes as I drop the dagger and stare at11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRqIJfjHHb
my hands in horror I let out a horrified sob as I realise what I have done11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjCeHrGhrT
“Annalise”
I hear a voice shout11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2KPd8PDoU
but its muffled “wake up”
the voice getting is11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8xJKYRwhC
louder and louder as the world around me starts fading “Annalise”
I hear Julian shout but his voice is muffled by my breathing,11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgPOKFwpoL
I gasp and choke for air staring at my hands as if the blood is still staining11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZGQ7mU9Hh
my hands “you’re okay” he says his voice oddly soft and soothing I suck in a11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHQjGmI5qW
breath “no, no I killed him I killed him he was dead” I choke out a sob creeping up my throat “no, love it was11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8PPdEyEND
just a nightmare nobody is dead”
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breathing in
and out trying not to cry I can’t cry In front of him again11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvKrWwNmX2
no matter how much I want to
“be ready in at least an hour”
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he says before leaving, what the fuck is my life my enemy the11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaWdKTNofr
one who kidnapped me and tortured me is now comforting me after a nightmare11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdu2vTHRaL
honestly what the fuck is my life.
