I feel tears running down my cheek as I climb into the tub my9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwNaKctMLN
whole life has been lie, I should have known I am always being lied to the hot9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWL7mtA6YH
water hits my skin the pain but also pleasure of the heat erupting across my9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxvRJrQDSZ
body I close my eyes trying to stop the tears but I can’t the first time he9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCPG0wt5od
told me he loved me I accused him of lying, is my life evening real or is it a9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQ1fwEOtJW
figment of my imagination, Fyodor Dostoevsky once said
“I was burning while9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDH0Nd1yZY
you came blaming me for the smell of ashes”
which is exactly how my life feels either I am being lied to9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmTU26IzfE
or blamed for their actions something I did not do neither participated in.
I hear a knock on my door I sigh before pushing open the door
“love”
Julian whispers
“I am sorry”
“for what?”
“yelling at you I am sorry I was heartbroken and hurt and I9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoam7ngsfJ
was just in the moment”
“sweetheart I was never mad at you”
“but you haven’t left9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpWi4qxLeo
your room in the past seven hours”
“that doesn’t mean I am mad”
he pulls me into his9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUBn5tQvFk
arms
“I love you”
he whispers burying his face into my neck his hot breath9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLVpclPNbs
fanning across my neck.
“we have training in an hour”
I sigh wrapping my9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdrkHGwWDr
hands around his torso
“I love you” he whispers again I will never get use to this9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDkPxSyQSJ
one second, he’s telling me how much he hates me and the next he is telling me9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyFhQdKpBA
he can’t live without me.
As we walk across the stage all I can think is we are like9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7N0lfkwk7D
the three headed dragon one to be a murderer who will unleash death, one to be9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ji080WA70
a monarch whose crown will weigh heavy, and one to be mad whose ideas will9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvBLFAwGPi
change history the perfect depiction of me, Julian and Theo I will unleash9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNGzmJWQaX
death, Julian will be a monarch and Theo’s ideas will change history, Theo9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wnYuUyYtH
steps forward grabbing the microphone
“hello everyone, today we will be practicing shoot and9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENv320m5fL
stabbing and pin points on where exactly you want to hit for irremediable9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoU4PPnya8l
damage”
“why are we doing this9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cZQNFcC5W
why don’t we all just go home and live the rest of our lives”
somebody shouts in the crowd
“because we are all going to die Fyodor Dostoevsky once said
“its better to be unhappy and know the worst than to be happy9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabDRG4LI4m
in a fools paradise” you signed up for this there's no leaving now”
Theo shouts the crowd9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWxpyEhRJy
goes silent “let’s go”
he scowls before turning and walking off stage, well today is9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmhCtFNlP9
going to be a shit show.
My arm aches as I try to throw the machete again “are you9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpf56QQi3Yi
okay” Theo whispers
“Yup, perfectly fine”
“Are you sure?”
“No, you dumbass my arm feels like it’s about to fall off”
He laughs before saying “I thought you had used a machete9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeMeg0RNCh
before” “no” I scowl
“Were you lying to me9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IYviWDkbV
too” he whips his head around surprise present in his expression “what”
“Did you know about my9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGn0IlczkNu
brain disease too” his eyes go wide
“He told you”
“Great another person9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9MAJssbXU
who lied to me”
“Annalise-”
“No, you are suppose to be my family but you keep this from9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8J4c6T2lL
me”
“Annalise you don’t understand last time we told you, you9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwmg28VKGF
tried to kill yourself because you thought you were killing Julian”
“what”
“When you were fifteen me and Julian told you about the9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvbIYRDxSM
disease you locked yourself in the military quarters and tried to shoot9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6WSryM8mA
yourself”
“no” I shake my head refusing to believe
“Have you ever wondered where that scar on your collarbone9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszWW8ckIIK
came from”
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I stop remembering the scar on my collarbone which is shaped9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyPpaOAWgB
like a bullet “your not lying” I whisper “never was” “oh my god” I have one9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80P2jpWcBa
life, yet I have lived many.
