wake up to Julian running his hand up and down11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNjVUV1d5W
my back very lightly but this time it11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wX4cxCUZt
doesn’t hurt I slowly sit up “good morning love” he whispers
“here”11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEWwk4vSF5
he hands me an Advil
“take this it will help with the pain” I nod placing it on my tongue and letting it11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrudj8aDyN
dissolve in my mouth
“why11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBlVTtrRs1
do you write such sad stories?”
“what11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEFIfXURmz
do you mean” he asks
“I was, reading your journals and you write so11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUZQiZN9QV
many stories yet they were all tragic love stories with terrible endings”
“love you don’t understand”
“what11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCM4tEleRr
don’t I understand?”
“people11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55lKEK7MRd
who cannot express their traumas verbally express them through writing, we make11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNOCIUTSKj
these complex messed up characters adding aspects of our life and traumas into11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhheS5BbOv
these characters and then give them the same ending as our self’s”.
“do we have training today” I ask he shakes11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDLitlkR0D
his head a look of concern on his face
“love you need to heal”
“This11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyOTOfs7pl
is war Julian there is no time for healing especially because I am now11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCf4qbRFUba
Sergeant”
“I don’t care you’re not training”
“this isn’t your day I am going back to11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXp0WDmzTQl
training whether you say yes of not”
“no, you’re not you are going to hurt11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7dXWbbmHv
yourself”
“I need to go back”
“I11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqpoSCQVL5
don’t fucking care Annalise you are my wife and I will not let you hurt11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOpg7Dz3jg
yourself further”
“wife?” everything I was going to say is now gone he11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpkcK1XOhq
just called me his wife, he pulls out a small box and my heart drops
“ If we are going to die, I want to give you11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7lRbvd1L2
this now” he pulls out a small ring it has a good band with a red ruby in the11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgQKJxGBh3
center, it has the same design and colours as my gun I feel tears sting my eyes11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfP0bKCC8w
“ Annalise Marie will you marry me I know you11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZ9kvYlQDi
only have known me for a few months and have only just stopped hating me but we11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfb22nwZjn
are at war and I wanted to give you this now in case we die or you lose your11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWCoapwee6
memories again” I feel tears slide down my cheek
“ yes” I whisper, he slides the ring on to my finger11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9N7eYaKnV
“Now11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOcPOKl1dl
you will always carry a piece of me with you” he whispers a smile spreading11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqGfsSs9pU
across his face
“ I am going to go tell Theo” he says before11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLDmMKR9KR
running down the hall more tears cascade down my cheeks but that’s when my11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxo1IqYXzw
vision starts fading and the world around me goes black.
4years ago….
“Julian” I shout
“yes, my love” he says11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnrLWUUpQp
kissing down my neck
“let’s get married and11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbVYs21F8n
run away”
“finally”
“what do you mean” I11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLDsUP4CfV
ask he pulls out a ring from his pocket it’s gold with a red ruby in the center
“oh my god” I breath
“will you marry me” he11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoC8frHeI9q
whispers
“ yes” I cry
“where to my love”
“anywhere”
“ let’s live in the11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wIp1P7dAP
forest and in our next lifetime we can live in the mountains away from society11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAAYX7I7rL
and the world”
“ that sounds amazing”
“ you’re amazing” he says pulling me into kiss.
The11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6807DysU5l
world comes flooding back
“Annalise” Julian voice rings I shift me gaze11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhC5OX6uQD
up to see Julian standing over me a look of panic on his face
“I remember” his eyes widen
“what do you remember” he rushes out
“when I was sixteen you asked me to marry you11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHf7I4OvkP
and I told you I want to run away” I breathe my chest heaving
“is that all” he asks
“yes”
He11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxhPXws0zn
pulls me into his arms “I have married you twice now” he laughs
“that’s crazy I have lived one life yet many11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LlkhGhrcR
it’s confusing”.
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