Dear Michael,
god knows how much i miss you. its been 5 years since i last saw you since i moved. i need you right now. i hear these love songs and i cant help but think about you when they come on. i cant wait untill i can run up to you and hug you, untill i can kiss you, untill i can love you like how i wanted to love you before i left. we knew each other since we were like two. you are m best friend and i love you. i still remember the first time you called me your girlfriend. we were in kindergarden sipping on milkshakes. i sat next to you and you turned and told your friend that i was your girlfriend. i smiled and put my head on your shoulder. i remember when we fist broke up. we were in the lunch line in third grade and i was singing "never get back together" by taylor swift and you said "yeah thats right we will never get back together. and two weeks later we were together again. i remember the first time we kissed. we were in laughlin on vacation with our families together. we were swimming in the lake by the boat while the adults were sitting on the dock. we snuck behind the boat where they couldnt see us and we kissed under the water. i remember the first time i realized i loved you. i was sitting on the bed with my mom after the john incident and my mom tried to explain to me what love means to her. i stared to cry because after that conversation for the first twenty minutes all i could think about was you and when i would be able to see and talk to you again, so i could tell you to your face that i loved you. but i didnt know that it would be 5 years later when i tell you over text that i loved you. stll havent seen you in person yet. i remember the first time you said you wanted to marry me. we were in fith grade and you gave me a ring pop and a vending machine ring and got down on one knee and said " i want you to be forever". 5 years later you still want to put a ring on my finger, and i still want to be your forever. i want to spend my life with you. you are my bestfriend. i love you so much and i cant wait to see you again. its been 5 years and 7 months since i last hugged you. i want to be your forever. you are all i want and all i need in my life. you give me life and i miss you so much. i dont know what i would do if i lost you again. these five years has been long without you. you hold my most darkest secrets and you know me better than i know myself. you truly hold the key to my heart. i will love you forever and always.
- ZeZe
ns 18.68.41.177da2
