我將知珩買嘅嗰一束粉色系嘅花遞比浩宜:「呢束係知珩買比你。」208Please respect copyright.PENANAtaR6MS7iMC
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「好,我轉頭多謝佢啦~」浩宜雙手接過束花,目光隨即落喺我手上嘅另一束花上208Please respect copyright.PENANARBUJn0M4yp
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「呢個⋯我唔知你中意啲咩,但知珩話你中意花,所以⋯我唔知你中唔中意呢束⋯但生日快樂⋯」我緊緊咁捉住我手中嘅淺藍淺紫色嘅花束,遲疑咁將花束遞比佢208Please respect copyright.PENANAChSuArdcR6
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「都中意呀~」浩宜帶住我好耐冇見過嘅笑容伸手接過花束,「多謝。」208Please respect copyright.PENANAn43PQCTxIv
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「你仲約咗同事係唔係?咁我走先啦⋯」我微微點一點頭,喺我地之間嘅空氣都係尷尬嘅空氣,「生日快樂,拜拜⋯」208Please respect copyright.PENANAyexBcLrgtR
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我呀⋯係一個冇用嘅人,知珩比咗一個藉口我去搵浩宜,但我最後揀咗落荒而逃⋯面子有咁重要咩?其實冇⋯我只係怕⋯208Please respect copyright.PENANAe0HjHRykUk
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「思齊!」浩宜突然叫住我,令我有啲驚訝,我訝異咁回頭望佢,「多謝你特登過嚟送禮物。」208Please respect copyright.PENANAh0TOYf3uAR
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「唔洗,係因為知珩唔得閒所以先⋯過嚟一轉⋯」我嘅解釋聽起嚟就好似撇清緊關係一樣,將我嚟呢度嘅原因推到知珩身上208Please respect copyright.PENANAUVU28TbLFI
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浩宜望我嘅眼神即刻變得有啲複雜,唔再係啱啱一樣嘅純粹,佢似係思考緊,亦似係不滿我呢一個回答;我唔自在咁伸手摸一摸髮尾嘅位置208Please respect copyright.PENANAelPuQtk6cZ
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我唔係想就咁結束,但係浩宜企喺我面前嘅時候,我唔知道我要講啲咩,佢嘅態度亦好明顯⋯208Please respect copyright.PENANAXW22d1BSgh
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「點解你要避我?」浩宜攬住兩束花行到我面前,問咗一個我意料之外嘅問題,「因為,我上次講嘅嘢?」208Please respect copyright.PENANAqmVeQh1fOk
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「嗯,係。」我冇否認,冇欲拒還迎,好坦白直接咁承認咗208Please respect copyright.PENANAwvGxu6WHeZ
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「我地,可以繼續係朋友。」浩宜認真咁望住我,佢係唔係都唔想呢段關係結束⋯?208Please respect copyright.PENANAJhHSq82VKJ
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「做唔到。」我快速咁深呼吸一口,然後肯定咁講道,「你應該一早就知,我唔係淨係想同你做朋友,所以我亦冇辦法只係當你朋友;你上次講嘅嘢,已經表明咗你對我嘅態度⋯」208Please respect copyright.PENANA7Xw4vEgZNz
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空氣好似凝固咗一樣,我同佢都冇出聲,浩宜冇講啲咩,大概係冇得反駁⋯208Please respect copyright.PENANArHexuPWE0d
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「希望你今日過生日過得開心啲。」我微笑道,微微點一下頭就轉身道208Please respect copyright.PENANAfKUV4VZpAX
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要咁樣結束,我的確會唔捨得,但係一切唔係都係無可奈何咩⋯?208Please respect copyright.PENANAJJbgMzP1df
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「佢過得開心就足夠啦⋯」我喺心入面默默咁安慰自己208Please respect copyright.PENANA4mjqKvUN3N
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「花我收到啦,琴晚飲咗酒太攰啦,未嚟得切搵你」我send咗個message比知珩208Please respect copyright.PENANADWELZzQjSk
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行出廁所嘅我行到廳就見到嗰兩束花,忽然感覺有啲⋯唔識形容嘅感覺,好似本來嘅明亮突然黯淡咗落嚟208Please respect copyright.PENANAWgjMc3GeGZ
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我行到去餐枱前,兩束花都冇解開過,知珩送嘅嗰一束係有3年保鮮期嘅永生花,但思齊送嘅,係會凋零嘅真花⋯208Please respect copyright.PENANAe7FsR2JEJp
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「會凋零⋯」我嘅指尖喺掂到花瓣嘅時候,手機震咗一下208Please respect copyright.PENANAFQLJ9zOTE2
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「我琴晚唔得閒嚟sorry,不過我搵咗人代我嚟,佢有冇5星好評呀?」知珩嘅回覆一睇字都知咩語氣208Please respect copyright.PENANAoqS7YDPMGG
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「琴晚嘅最後,似不歡而散多啲,點比5星⋯?」我今次揀咗直接錄音send過去比佢208Please respect copyright.PENANAadmrztrwkN
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明明今日係星期六,外面天氣都好好,但係心情完全唔似天氣咁好,反而有啲鬱悶,就好似準備落雨之前嘅天氣⋯208Please respect copyright.PENANADK2OVTrpHV
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「做咩又不歡而散?」知珩回覆208Please respect copyright.PENANA1BCjbd1lLq
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我行到梳化坐低,望住手機想同知珩講,但唔知由邊一個位邊一句開始講先好208Please respect copyright.PENANAWFCoTIdkTR
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「應該真係冇得做朋友⋯」我整合咗一陣之後,都只係可以咁樣去總結208Please respect copyright.PENANA0RBS11tmel
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「咁咪算囉,朋友可以再搵啫,思齊應該真係諗過先講」知珩嘅回答係我冇諗過嘅答案,雖然以前有人表白嘅時候,知珩都係咁講,但今次我冇諗過佢會用同一句嚟答我,「你都拒絕咗佢啦」208Please respect copyright.PENANAHKG6jmNerk
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「係啫,但係⋯」我望住對話框喃喃自語208Please respect copyright.PENANAhJo7NY9Xfb
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「你驚冇咗個擋戰牌?」知珩又send咗個message過嚟208Please respect copyright.PENANAel25CXiM30
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「唔係」我喺睇清楚嘅瞬間就打字send番過去,個腦都未諗得切,「擋戰牌有冇都一樣,可要可唔要」208Please respect copyright.PENANAHY5yc7MQ4U
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「咁咪係,思齊唔追你,總有其他人會追你」知珩嘅回答令我都可以感覺到佢喺打字嘅時候係幾理直氣壯208Please respect copyright.PENANArGFeyIiHWK
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「佢今日有冇番工」我唔知自己抱住咩心情打出呢句再send出去208Please respect copyright.PENANAZBKdgSc0DG
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「有呀,啱啱就喺我眼前行過」我望住知珩嘅回覆,大腦卻係一片空白,「你要嚟搵佢?」208Please respect copyright.PENANAXxWcDXZbVy
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我要去搵佢⋯?搵卓思齊⋯?大概唔係⋯我都唔知我問嚟做咩208Please respect copyright.PENANAae36iLfpDt
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「佢有冇同你講啲咩?」我出於好奇問道208Please respect copyright.PENANAmzsbOoS97P
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「冇,不過最近睇起嚟都唔太開心」知珩嘅回覆令我嘅心跳都窒咗一下,雖然唔可以話係一定同我有關,「最近佢都好少笑」208Please respect copyright.PENANA6LUAgtCNHW
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「哦」我喺鍵盤打咗一個單字,想send出去嘅時候又搖搖頭刪番,但係又唔知道要答啲咩208Please respect copyright.PENANAd1kU43ZJ8q
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「你係關心佢嘅咪親自去問下佢」知珩回覆208Please respect copyright.PENANARHq6XmITzR
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「唔啦,太僵啦宜家⋯」我自己都忍唔住嘆一口氣,「關係太僵」208Please respect copyright.PENANAlc9zjDMr4c
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「不過都好嘅,你對人地冇意思嘅話,唔好吊住佢嘛」知珩嘅回覆又一次令我大腦一片空白208Please respect copyright.PENANA50zYGJ4ZrG
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我行到露台前面,將趟門打開,行出去感受一下今日嘅風,今日嘅思緒好混亂,一啲都唔似平時嘅我⋯208Please respect copyright.PENANANqOrn9Etzu
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唔知點解,心頭嘅鬱悶一直散唔去,我冇覺得我對卓思齊係到中意嘅地步,但亦唔係完全冇感覺,我對佢係會在意但又未在意到中意嘅地步208Please respect copyright.PENANAvZk45r6jIJ
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「有冇意思都一樣啦已經」我覆咗知珩一句,send咗出去之後再睇都覺得自己莫名其妙208Please respect copyright.PENANA6NOUCAHnER
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「你覺得佢點?」「幾好囉,各方面都幾好」208Please respect copyright.PENANAmPBNCzjAXi
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「咁你有冇意?坦白講嘅話」「唔抗拒」208Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1YKLUDahx
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「佢好明顯係中意你」「但我大過佢」208Please respect copyright.PENANAXwFC8utExz
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「冇咩衝突,你接唔接受到嘅問題啫」知珩講出咗重點:接唔接受到208Please respect copyright.PENANA8PsrewmZDL
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我覺得大部分女仔,包括我,對於姊弟戀都會有少少抵觸,女仔大過男仔,好似有更多嘢要考慮208Please respect copyright.PENANAT2pDDNfBDl
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