我嘅目光往左邊平移,想好奇一下坐佢對面嘅係邊個,但當目光落喺佢對面嘅人嘅身上嗰一剎那255Please respect copyright.PENANAp9o8QDJLnm
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我愣住咗半秒,不禁瞪大眼,心裏半自嘲一樣笑出嚟:「原來許翊瑜今日約咗游巧盈食飯~」255Please respect copyright.PENANAJenhkA8lD1
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「你⋯有中意嘅人啦?」阿逸小心翼翼嘅語氣將我拉番嚟,我回神望向佢255Please respect copyright.PENANAxL4n85OCVI
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小心翼翼嘅語氣,係試探⋯255Please respect copyright.PENANAgMenUafpLL
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我選擇沉默,唔知道要答佢係定唔係,佢會咁樣問我,有呢個猜測都係正常事,只係要答嘅時候,講到嘴邊我就講唔出口255Please respect copyright.PENANAoIeICvf6ri
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而且我個腦宜家唔知點解好混亂,想講啲咩,但又諗唔到可以講咩⋯255Please respect copyright.PENANAHmnMvFG4lq
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「其實唔緊要,我只係想話比你知我係中意你呢件事。」阿逸微微一笑,但佢嘅笑容喺我眼中睇起嚟好似要掩蓋某啲事一樣255Please respect copyright.PENANAudFrxES8LB
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呢個睇起嚟似無慾無求嘅講法,唔係就係已經預計好我會拒絕佢?等我拒絕佢嘅時候,至少唔會令自己太難受,係預先安慰自己,比個心理準備自己嘅意思⋯255Please respect copyright.PENANAnaTBPRXeOY
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「唔⋯你唔洗太介懷啲咩,我亦唔係即刻要你比個答案我⋯」阿逸嘅強顏歡笑令我嘅內心有啲刺痛,好怕人地呢個受傷嘅表情,「只係都可慮下嘛~以後,你再答覆我都唔遲!」255Please respect copyright.PENANAMzTVZ7pbrG
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「嗯,好⋯」我順住佢意微微點頭255Please respect copyright.PENANAGhzVgekl41
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難怪佢早一排一直問我同戀愛拍拖有關嘅事,原來係打算要表白⋯255Please respect copyright.PENANAJjCqlvXXOe
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「就算以後係繼續做朋友都好,你都同我講聲。」阿逸一直要避免比壓力我一樣,將所有嘢都攬上身255Please respect copyright.PENANAvpl5SSMQGR
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「好。」我點一點頭,佢都後退到呢個地步,我唔答應嘅話會顯得我好小氣255Please respect copyright.PENANA1qWk0zfSB4
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佢將我送到屋企樓下,我用平時同佢相處嘅方式同佢講拜拜,佢微微一笑向我揮揮手255Please respect copyright.PENANAnuUfJL0z3r
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「哈⋯呼⋯」我轉身行入大堂之後,緊張綁緊嘅心終於放鬆落嚟255Please respect copyright.PENANAIcxkI39uy3
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今日⋯應該話最近點解好似發生咗好事咁⋯?搞到我都有啲手忙腳亂,個腦都混亂到所有嘢都變成一堆嘢堆埋一齊⋯255Please respect copyright.PENANASapY0Z2tmf
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「又會咁啱係今日⋯」我諗起阿逸啱啱嘅表白,同阿立同游巧盈,「係個天比機會我諗清楚嘅意思⋯?」255Please respect copyright.PENANAnKiMTeQ7yN
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「好混亂」我喺group打咗個message,想send比靖佑同浩宜,同佢地講下255Please respect copyright.PENANAeLzL8WEm3L
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但喺指尖要㩒落去將message send出去嘅時候,我默默咁delete咗成個message255Please respect copyright.PENANArmfgs85Sbq
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「算啦⋯」我低聲對自己講道,「冷靜下先再算⋯」255Please respect copyright.PENANA1MIFiG2Gel
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我都唔知我喺梳化坐咗幾耐,發呆發咗幾耐,我再次回神坐好嘅時候,係聽到鎖匙開門聲嘅時候,我企起身準備番房之際,大門打開255Please respect copyright.PENANAVVtPh7iZHp
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阿立望到企喺梳化前嘅我嘅時候明顯愕然咗半秒,然後好似冇事發生一樣收起愕然嘅表情255Please respect copyright.PENANAhhUc37FGI7
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「啱啱番嚟?」阿立坐低喺鞋櫃邊嘅櫈仔上解鞋帶除鞋255Please respect copyright.PENANA2nAZESSL4Q
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「唔係,已經番咗嚟一陣。」我淡然回答,連望都冇望佢一眼255Please respect copyright.PENANAXsJ3jI19xd
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大腦已經夠亂,今日要吸收嘅嘢已經夠多,大腦有啲負荷唔嚟⋯一望到夠立,我就諗起佢明明話佢同游巧盈冇關係,但係仲可以開開心心咁約出嚟食飯255Please respect copyright.PENANA5X6lCBjLqa
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「哼⋯」諗到呢度,我輕哼一聲冷笑,然後直接行番房255Please respect copyright.PENANAKM7DMoyImI
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沖完涼之後我先去煮嘢食,係,我仲未食飯,今日就普通咁食個公仔麵算;喺我食完嘢開水洗番乾淨啲嘢嘅時候,阿立沖完涼,拎住要洗嘅衫褲行入嚟廚房255Please respect copyright.PENANAdJEu1N50fU
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「心情唔好?」阿立忽然開口,佢察覺到我嘅心情255Please respect copyright.PENANA8bzhnT5bGN
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「冇。」我好似下意識舉動一樣否認,聲線都冷冷淡淡,將洗乾淨嘅嘢放喺一邊255Please respect copyright.PENANA8Gt4QIzwfh
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「邊個激嬲你?」阿立靠住雪櫃,企喺我身旁問我255Please respect copyright.PENANA5TFUc9l3gN
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「冇。」我回答嘅速度幾乎係承接住佢講嘅嘢嘅最後一個字255Please respect copyright.PENANAz6GboEcIlF
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唔通我仲要話比你知係見到你同游巧盈一齊食飯唔順眼?當我傻?255Please respect copyright.PENANApJ4ejU7YAs
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「但係你呢個表情,明顯係嬲緊⋯」阿立比我嘅迅速回答嚇窒咗,語氣既困惑又小心255Please respect copyright.PENANAUexWKVEPu9
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「你今日做咩一直同我講嘢?」我自己問完都覺得自己莫名其妙,但嗰道氣頂住喺心口落唔到255Please respect copyright.PENANAIcIB8cKqHi
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「我地平時都會傾計⋯」阿立有啲愕然我會咁問佢,然後有啲無語咁笑一笑255Please respect copyright.PENANAYOa5lDGyWW
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我閂上水喉,用掛喺隔離嘅抹手布抹手,一同阿立對上眼,我就諗起佢同游巧盈兩個人喺餐廳食飯有講有笑嘅樣255Please respect copyright.PENANAvQmmYZsI8J
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就講大話氹我啦,之前講咩同游巧盈分咗手,佢嘅事同佢冇關係,今日我就親眼睇到係點樣嘅冇關係255Please respect copyright.PENANA53OwTz8iAU
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「搵游巧盈傾。」我面無表情咁拍一拍佢嘅膊頭,然後直接喺佢面前大步行出去255Please respect copyright.PENANAclMeIPLN6K
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「突然間做咩要搵佢?」阿立追上嚟拉住我,一個不明所以嘅表情望住我255Please respect copyright.PENANAuwj9j0zzmo
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「嗯,啱啱喺餐廳都傾夠啦。」我點點頭表示明白理解255Please respect copyright.PENANAqCUw8wwpd5
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我都唔知道我呢一刻會係咩表情咩眼神,但大概係心淡咗一截嘅空洞眼神;喺我呢句說話講出口嘅一刻,我見到阿立嘅雙眼中有一絲慌張閃過255Please respect copyright.PENANAB6CzAhFENU
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「佢約我食飯,我同佢講咗係最後一次,佢都應承咗,所以我先⋯」阿立想解釋,但我聽完之後只係覺得好笑255Please respect copyright.PENANAcoewI42Wid
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「哈⋯許翊瑜⋯」我冷笑一聲,但我完全大腦空白到唔知可以講咩,我淨係感覺到大腦入面都係超唔忿氣,「隨便你⋯!」255Please respect copyright.PENANA9h5zZus4Zx
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我轉動手腕將阿立嘅手甩開,唔想再聽佢解釋,大腦已經超負荷,我淨係想番房好好休息冷靜一下255Please respect copyright.PENANAR1al8cQ0CF
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「知珩!」阿立又一次拉住我,但今次佢捉住我手腕嘅力度明顯比啱啱大好多,「你信我。」255Please respect copyright.PENANA3VTArBZOD7
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「我唔係你女朋友,你唔洗同我解釋⋯」我由得佢拉住我嘅手腕,今日個腦好攰,唔想同佢爭拗啲咩255Please respect copyright.PENANAj2Q8ATpswf
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見到佢同游巧盈一齊食飯、有講有笑嗰下,我的確覺得難以接受,明明話咗同佢冇關係,點解又要一齊食飯⋯?255Please respect copyright.PENANAKesaPg23l1
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「今日好攰,發生咗太多事啦⋯」我將語氣放柔放慢,「你同游巧盈係唔係再見亦是朋友我唔想知,隨便你啦,只係我討厭佢咁解⋯大家都單身,有得揀⋯」255Please respect copyright.PENANAy65WNo8OCb
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我忽然間諗起班聚嗰陣,游巧盈嗰個得戚樣,佢話揀邊個都未知,佢同阿立會唔會一直有聯絡?255Please respect copyright.PENANAHjs6M2IzT5
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「難怪佢會咁自信。」我望住仍然有啲慌張嘅阿立,「原來因為你地仲有聯絡。」255Please respect copyright.PENANAeTDSqN6x1D
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「只係今次⋯你聽我解釋得唔得?」阿立嘅態度放軟咗啲,「佢係有嘢要問清楚我,所以特登約我食飯,食完走嘅時候,佢話今次係最後一次一齊食飯,佢明白晒。」255Please respect copyright.PENANA8riOYh9Dga
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「明白晒⋯?明白啲咩?」我嘅好奇心比佢撩起咗少少,「算啦冇嘢⋯」255Please respect copyright.PENANAFDC74hDWty
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「佢問我,係唔係搵佢做代替品⋯」阿立好似預知我要甩開佢隻手一樣,喺我嘅手腕準備轉動嘅時候,佢好快咁講咗出口255Please respect copyright.PENANAcLIsMRDWFr
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「咁所以—」「叮咚~」255Please respect copyright.PENANAfGycCA8lTY
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門鐘忽然響起,我地同時望向門口,我下意識就越過阿立想行去開門,呢個時間會係邊個⋯?255Please respect copyright.PENANAauKoUcphK4
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「阿瑜,啱啱你把遮—」255Please respect copyright.PENANAzw9TORbh6h
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我快步行過去打開門,企喺門前嘅人同我嘅反應一樣,同時呆咗一下255Please respect copyright.PENANAidu2sUvuiU
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「你點解會喺度⋯?」游巧盈本來準備好嘅甜美笑容都僵硬咗255Please respect copyright.PENANA7kLpDYw1JE
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