我同卓卓都識咗一般時間,佢都多番工,而且我同佢、樂恩同阿逸都成日一齊食飯,都大概知佢咩人,好少見佢會喺呢種明顯嘅失落狀態483Please respect copyright.PENANALu13cz38wj
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「咁浩宜又未真係開到口拒絕你,會唔會係你諗多咗呀?」我試圖安慰下佢483Please respect copyright.PENANAxFCz5Qdg3q
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「我寧願諗多,都唔想諗少⋯佢嘅意思我係明⋯」卓卓搖搖頭,望住碟飯都忍唔住嘆氣,「唔知⋯我覺得要追嘅話我係要主動啲,但係佢講到明佢唔想拍拖,而且叫我唔好等佢⋯」483Please respect copyright.PENANAqU9USvy9Df
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卓卓抬頭望一望我,對我苦笑一下,試圖掩飾佢心入面嘅真實感受,不過平日開朗慣嘅佢忽然間收起笑容,佢嘅唔開心就好明顯,佢嘅心情太顯而易見⋯483Please respect copyright.PENANADhuIowRy97
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「不過,我同佢應該都真係冇機會⋯」卓卓苦笑搖頭483Please respect copyright.PENANAkwEHwewVmO
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「你唔再爭取下?就咁樣就放棄啦?」我問道,「既然係咁中意,咁輕易就真係放棄啦?」483Please respect copyright.PENANAX6VlyuCrdU
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「你唔洗怕我唔開心,我都只係未調整好心情⋯」卓卓道,「你唔洗安慰我⋯」483Please respect copyright.PENANA9Zg7n6R9Z1
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「我唔係要安慰你,只係問下,見你中意得咁明顯。」我拎起手機望咗一眼,「浩宜有冇咩反應?除咗叫你唔好等佢。」483Please respect copyright.PENANA5IQd5OIpeN
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卓卓沉默不語,默默咁望住剩一半嘅飯,將時間推前到同浩宜見面嘅一日,回想緊當日嘅事與情483Please respect copyright.PENANA3VOe7VM0Pm
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「只係⋯皺咗一下眉,睇起嚟有啲,愕然⋯」卓卓嘅雙瞳中唔似平時一樣明亮,睇起嚟特別黯淡無光,好似一個寧靜嘅海面,冇任何嘅漣漪泛起,「我唔敢去諗、去判斷佢嘅眼神同表情,我怕我自作多情諗得太多⋯知珩,我好似不戰而敗,我唔知要點樣先好⋯」483Please respect copyright.PENANAl5ibAP4y5K
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以我所知關於浩宜嘅近況,就係佢又回復番以前嘅生活,放工就同同事同朋友一齊去酒吧,夜一夜先番屋企483Please respect copyright.PENANAFl787uZx1E
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前一排我都有偷偷地估過,浩宜忽然間少咗去酒吧係唔係同卓卓有關,但浩宜講過唔想拍拖,佢中意新鮮感483Please respect copyright.PENANAvJW3FzyRUE
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我有擔心過佢會唔會為咗自己嘅新鮮感同卓卓行近啲親近啲,令卓卓先陷入去出唔番嚟,睇嚟宜家真係玩出禍啦483Please respect copyright.PENANA06HyBhy41Y
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由卓卓望浩宜嘅眼神就可以估到,佢比浩宜迷住,完全咁⋯483Please respect copyright.PENANA1UFrNQ1uOc
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「佢會愕然,可能都冇諗到你會揀同佢斷,我諗唔係完全冇機會。」我認真咁憑我對浩宜嘅了解分析比卓卓知,「浩宜的確係幾容易feel到人地對佢嘅感情去到邊嘅~呢個冇得否認。」483Please respect copyright.PENANAAi3ZqDYbCi
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「但係佢已經表明咗佢嘅態度⋯」卓卓仍然唔敢諗太多483Please respect copyright.PENANA2mtmu414HJ
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「女仔有時都幾矛盾,想你發現同時又唔想你發現;如果你話佢好堅定、冇猶疑咁答你「好」之類嘅同意答案,我諗你就真係冇機會。」我托住下巴道,「有時浩宜都幾被動,可能慣咗人地追佢啦。」483Please respect copyright.PENANAjSiYllobFr
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卓卓望住我,我唔知佢係唔係考慮緊自己要點做,但我諗佢唔係啲太蠢嘅人,該明嘅佢會明483Please respect copyright.PENANAhKpxdPvlp6
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「機會嘅嘢,要自己爭取,既然係咁想要。」我飲埋最後一啖嘅凍檸茶483Please respect copyright.PENANAlf0R1O91qz
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「但係,我冇藉口再搵佢⋯」卓卓苦惱咁抓幾下頭髮483Please respect copyright.PENANAvqcoxtB9Pa
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佢係等緊一個機會去搵浩宜?唔⋯藉口呀⋯483Please respect copyright.PENANAxVH6zNBZY5
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我行到屋企門口,拎出鎖匙開門,我已經好習慣住喺呢度嘅日子483Please respect copyright.PENANALpynAWeFuB
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打開門嘅一刻,香味瞬間撲鼻而嚟,廚房傳嚟炒餸嘅沙沙聲,唔知道今日阿立煮咗啲咩483Please respect copyright.PENANAyQf4VHZBvE
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每一日見到阿立,我都會覺得有人寵愛嘅感覺真係好,有人縱容包容自己,我係比佢肆無忌憚咁愛住、保護住483Please respect copyright.PENANAYseVEOZFZE
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「我番嚟啦~」我將呢句充滿家嘅溫馨句子留比佢,行到佢嘅身後,雙手攬住佢嘅腰483Please respect copyright.PENANAfh9DX1nDoI
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「去換衫沖個涼啦,有得食㗎啦。」阿立擰轉頭望我嘅時候溫柔咁微微一笑483Please respect copyright.PENANAp6IoGSbrNK
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我沖完涼出嚟嘅時候,阿立已經擺咗一大碗炒飯喺枱上面,佢都已經坐好等緊我出嚟483Please respect copyright.PENANAfe5tGDZyRB
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「Okay~食得啦~」我小跑到阿立嘅身後錫佢一啖,然後拉開佢對面嘅櫈坐低,「好香呀!」483Please respect copyright.PENANAk6xOY2bs8v
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「快啲食!餓咗好耐啦?」阿立先裝滿一碗炒飯擺到我面前483Please respect copyright.PENANANWzV9EQTc9
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「你今日忙唔忙呀?多唔多嘢做?」我問道483Please respect copyright.PENANA9txMF9tznX
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「Okay啦,不過聽日又有單新嘅project接咗手要做,上一單細嘅比咗Ella試,今次呢單大嘅我要做番。」阿立講道,「不過對我嚟講應該冇咩難道,做好我嘅份內事就可以啦~拎住可觀嘅人工做嘢,自然咩都要做得好啲完美啲。」483Please respect copyright.PENANAAjVwwPRqtr
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「嚟緊會好忙?我可以番嚟煮飯㗎!」我舉手自薦483Please respect copyright.PENANATiKUx9Sr16
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「你煮飯呀?」阿立忽然冷笑一下,然後搖搖頭,「咁都係唔好啦,都係我番嚟煮啦~」483Please respect copyright.PENANA9k9iOdsxwz
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平日嘅生活都係咁平凡,問下對方嘅事,講下自己嘅事,笑下打鬧下483Please respect copyright.PENANA0Nmv28wHWD
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如果一直要求一段關係中要轟轟烈烈,係冇咩可能嘅事,轟轟烈烈只係一段短時間,但平穩落嚟之後先係最突顯出愛與唔愛嘅分別483Please respect copyright.PENANA4pHZM0OHVP
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係唔係所有愛情都要轟轟烈烈先好?要驚天地 泣鬼神嘅愛情先叫完美?483Please respect copyright.PENANAXgsZoCwItx
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我覺得唔係,因為愛情有好多種呈現嘅方式,平淡唔代表淡而無味,轟烈亦唔代表刺激味蕾,只係睇你點樣去看待一段關係⋯483Please respect copyright.PENANAl0nloqXtJb
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「你夾菜呀,做咩唔食菜?」阿立邊抱怨我邊將菜心夾入我嘅碗中483Please respect copyright.PENANA1CNVD9Wpla
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我同阿立之間嘅平淡唔會令我覺得沉悶,因為細水長流嘅日子本來就係咁樣,安靜但了解,愛而溫馨483Please respect copyright.PENANA53rVUNsGOg
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「食~我食我食~」我笑道483Please respect copyright.PENANA8sfNhILK5x
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抱住一大一細兩束花嘅我淨係企喺呢度已經好唔自在,周圍嘅人經過嘅時候,視線都會喺我身上停留兩秒483Please respect copyright.PENANAS3ZbMSOSTZ
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我企喺度緊張咁等嘅時候,諗起知珩上星期同我講嘅嘢:483Please respect copyright.PENANAZzw7mLEaxP
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「浩宜下星期生日啦,你唔知咩?」483Please respect copyright.PENANA9GAwRpDI4e
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「唔⋯我都諗緊買咩比佢,佢都幾中意花,我都仲睇緊~」483Please respect copyright.PENANAYwmqHwqMXZ
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今日最主要係知珩叫我代佢嚟送禮物,佢話佢唔得閒⋯我知道,知珩想比個機會我去見浩宜483Please respect copyright.PENANANWxjamaTyK
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我將我心諗緊嘅嘢同知珩講唔係因為我想佢偷偷地話比浩宜知,只係單純咁因為我信得過知珩,覺得佢係一個可靠嘅人⋯483Please respect copyright.PENANA5EJ0PEDRZ3
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我一直緊盯住大樓嘅玻璃門,唔知係唔係因為已經好一段時間冇見過浩宜所以宜家特別緊張,抱住花嘅手嘅手心都出晒汗483Please respect copyright.PENANAVJaOgHX8p1
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我望到浩宜嘅身影,視線一下子就集中到佢身上,望住佢踏住輕快嘅腳步行出嚟,我第一時間就行過去,佢似乎都見到我,一臉錯愕咁望住我483Please respect copyright.PENANAFapmxOVxC4
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「浩宜⋯!」我怕佢一推門就會當睇唔到我轉身走,所以即刻叫住佢483Please respect copyright.PENANA9uu0EcY89Y
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「你、你喺度嘅?」浩宜仍然滿臉愕然咁望住我,下一秒回神之後擰轉頭望一望,「你地行先啦~我轉頭嚟!」483Please respect copyright.PENANAgjoOoeS3we
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原來佢啱啱同佢啲同事一齊,我都冇留意到;喺我望過去嘅時候,佢嗰幾個成日一齊嘅女同事已經望住我,對我笑,我微微點一點頭打個招呼483Please respect copyright.PENANAsbNSu54ITu
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浩宜撥一撥手示意佢地行先,佢地幾個就轉身行,只有我同浩宜留喺原地483Please respect copyright.PENANAujAPffr4di
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「我以為我地已經絕咗交添⋯」浩宜明亮嘅雙眸凝視住我,笑容一如既往咁從容而燦爛483Please respect copyright.PENANAVOwkwdSQ76
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「我今日係代知珩過嚟送禮物,佢話佢仲有嘢做趕時間,所以叫我過嚟代佢送⋯」我下意識解釋起嚟,「生日快樂。」483Please respect copyright.PENANATmuvzTMnqz
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