雖然我心入面都係清醒,知道我同佢已經係前任嘅關係,但⋯再諗多兩諗,心入面好似又唔太開心⋯如果啱啱嘅反應唔係佢下意識嘅佔有慾,咁就係嫌棄緊⋯我都唔知我仲有幾了解佢呢個人⋯281Please respect copyright.PENANAdgo3RNjyD2
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「算啦,唔諗啦,沖涼先。」我搖搖頭,將手機放低喺床上面,拎住衫褲就去沖涼,「沖完涼洗咗件衫算啦⋯」281Please respect copyright.PENANAvZ0gH1VRyI
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唉~奇奇怪怪,我唔敢去猜測阿立嘅心思,因為只要一開始猜測,就會愈諗愈多,可能會有啲不切實際嘅想法⋯281Please respect copyright.PENANAYMA5Ovwvo1
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我行出廁所嘅時候,阿立已經唔喺廳番咗房,冇人用嘅廳開住燈,平時最後都係阿立出嚟閂燈鎖門281Please respect copyright.PENANACkzLp8n67l
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我喺經過阿立虛掩嘅房門嘅時候,從門縫偷望一眼,阿立都只係坐喺書枱前面睇電腦,都冇咩特別281Please respect copyright.PENANAtbq9R4nlpr
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不過阿立好似好多時都喺廳做嘢,我番嚟嘅時候,阿立都係喺廳,但我沖完涼出嚟嘅時候,阿立就已經番咗房281Please respect copyright.PENANAErtWwIY55t
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「睇陣電視啦~唔知呢個時間有咩睇呢⋯」我拎起電視遙控,「呵~欠⋯」281Please respect copyright.PENANAx6x1dErQb4
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今日番完工,又同咗佢地出去食飯,忙完一輪又笑完一輪⋯好攰⋯281Please respect copyright.PENANAOCyaYCggWK
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「呵~欠⋯」我挺直腰伸咗個懶腰,一直坐喺書枱前面搞到頸又痛腰又痛281Please respect copyright.PENANASYvIeKVOKz
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都兩點幾啦⋯聽日又要番工,我向後靠喺櫈背上面,只要微微抬頭就可以見到中學嘅畢業班相281Please respect copyright.PENANAOqiI3v6N7Z
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所有人都著住畢業袍,當下好開心,六年嘅中學生涯結束,大學嘅生活就近在眼前,但應該冇人諗過畢咗業出嚟之後,居然個個都變咗個社畜一樣,日復日咁生活,開始咗遠不見盡頭嘅工作生活⋯281Please respect copyright.PENANAJyT4Q9o6cw
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「唉⋯」我默默咁嘆一口氣281Please respect copyright.PENANAIeFqQCJxZd
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望住放喺枱上同我出雙入對嘅相機,其實興趣做職業,有時都唔係咁令人激動同振奮嘅事嚟⋯影嘅嘢都唔係自己中意嘅嘢,只係啲工作需要嘅嘢⋯281Please respect copyright.PENANAcxzRiWTILC
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「哎⋯!」我踢起腳借力起身,行到房門前拉開房門281Please respect copyright.PENANA9R2VC6p8TX
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平時夜晚都係我負責閂燈鎖大門,除咗因為我房近廳多啲之外,都係因為知珩怕黑,所以佢一定唔會去閂完廳燈先番房281Please respect copyright.PENANAJezavbEqq3
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以前我一個人住嘅時候,我一個人喺屋企嘅話大概係我去到嗰度,嗰度嘅燈先會著,其他時間我都好少開晒全屋嘅燈,用廳先開廳燈,用廚房先開廚房燈,一直都係呢個模式,但係宜家就唔係啦⋯281Please respect copyright.PENANAEGLL50Mhl2
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我以為知珩已經冇咁怕黑,但上次見佢嗰個嚇親嘅反應,我就覺得都係由佢開住啲燈好啲,至少佢會有多啲安全感281Please respect copyright.PENANAlGxZn34R0l
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「嗯?」我行到走廊嘅門框,聽到電視傳嚟好細聲嘅節目內容,但知珩都唔係睇緊,佢好舒服咁坐喺梳化上面攬住方型嘅抱枕、靠住軟綿嘅櫈背瞓著咗281Please respect copyright.PENANAMnpekCFGkD
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我即刻輕手輕腳咁邁步走向佢,我怕行得太大聲嘅話會嘈醒佢,佢今日番嚟嘅時候,臉上面都係可見嘅疲倦,我都唔忍心嘈醒佢281Please respect copyright.PENANAt02hFz2RAq
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「要唔要叫醒佢等佢番房瞓⋯?」我行到知珩嘅面前,離佢兩步遠,心入面有啲猶疑,「喺度瞓嘅話應該瞓得唔舒服⋯但係叫醒佢嘅話,佢番到房可能又瞓唔番⋯」281Please respect copyright.PENANAP7Hp4C1hSq
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知珩一醒咗就好難瞓番著,灘落床又要左轉右轉好耐先瞓得番,以前佢咁樣同我講過⋯我伸手開咗放喺梳化隔離嘅地燈,然後走向大門281Please respect copyright.PENANAHAe7yHvkLa
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「咔—」我行到大門前準備將大門鎖上,我慢慢扭動門鎖,希望鎖門聲唔會太大聲影響到知珩281Please respect copyright.PENANA3uIelRc3YG
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我擰轉頭望一眼喺梳化上面嘅知珩,確認一下佢有冇醒;見到佢冇醒之後就閂咗廳燈281Please respect copyright.PENANAojq3hY133Z
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廳燈一閂,客廳就只係得番地燈發出令人覺得和暖嘅橙黃色燈光;今日唔係真係好凍,我行入房拎咗張薄被出嚟,將佢輕蓋喺知珩嘅身上281Please respect copyright.PENANApfLvDKPYF2
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「唉⋯」我望住瞓得好冧嘅知珩默默咁喺心入面嘆一口氣,心入面硬係覺得唔自在,有啲鬱悶281Please respect copyright.PENANA2WHDEIam24
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我行入廚房打算酙杯水飲完就番房瞓,我開咗喺櫥櫃底嘅光管,餘光瞄到搭咗喺知珩嘅洗衣籃邊嘅衫,係佢今日番嚟嘅時候著嗰件衫281Please respect copyright.PENANApJK68XBN7y
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「嘖⋯」呢種鬱悶嘅感覺令人好煩躁,嗰陣味好明顯係香水,而且係男士香水281Please respect copyright.PENANAxSqjGEUaPs
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之前呢隻小眾香水品牌有搵我地公司合作過,佢地嘅廣告宣傳相就係出自我手,香水嘅味道好淡但好易認,一聞就可以知道係佢地公司嘅產品,所以我知道認得呢隻香味281Please respect copyright.PENANAJRfqC0ufaU
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「應該係cafe同事⋯」我喺心入面猜測,但一猜測就更鬱悶,「估嚟做咩?同我都冇關係啦⋯」281Please respect copyright.PENANArTked2J9LM
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明明都已經冇關係,但我都係會不由自主咁介意281Please respect copyright.PENANAcy9mYIaU7p
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知珩行到我隔離,喺好近嘅距離聞到嗰隻香水味嘅瞬間,本來全日嘅好心情就好似泡泡咁「卟」一聲爆開,隨之而嚟嘅係陣陣鬱悶281Please respect copyright.PENANAUQCwNglgOA
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「做咩呀?」知珩當時問咗我一聲,我當下即刻就回神281Please respect copyright.PENANARjHh1w5KWO
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「我到底有咩好介意⋯?佢已經唔係我女朋友⋯」我喺回神嘅瞬間就心入面提醒自己冇必要介意281Please respect copyright.PENANAfIxkiSYEir
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其實我自己都知,知珩就算有男朋友都係好正常嘅事,本來佢呢個外表呢種性格,本來就係多人追嗰種281Please respect copyright.PENANA2uyWJ00eiH
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上次知珩講咗佢係冇男朋友嘅時候,我有啲意外,同時心入面有啲慶幸佢係冇男朋友281Please respect copyright.PENANAKc4S4hkblQ
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當下腦海中浮現嘅第一個想法係:「冇男朋友⋯即係就算重新開始都有機會⋯?」281Please respect copyright.PENANAbLtytK4Pqh
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但我好快就撥走咗呢種想法,一齊住仲抱有呢種想法嘅話,好似唔太應該⋯281Please respect copyright.PENANALKSB4icndU
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「算啦⋯」我將水杯洗乾淨放番喺杯架上面,閂上光管行出廳,「咁樣應該醒咗都唔怕啦掛⋯?」281Please respect copyright.PENANAr8yueV65l0
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我望住開住嘅地燈,拎起一旁嘅遙控閂電視,擰轉頭望向知珩,佢好似都習慣咗開住燈瞓,表情都好柔和,但冇嘈醒佢就好281Please respect copyright.PENANAdpa2sY4wcW
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「晚安⋯」我細聲咁講咗一句就行番入房281Please respect copyright.PENANAzQ7m22Dd7g
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第二朝早一坐起身,我就見到琴晚嗰張薄被搭咗喺我張櫈嘅櫈背上面281Please respect copyright.PENANAXjhvDQ4ku1
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「早晨~」我一行出房門,知珩就笑住同我講早晨,語調都高低起伏咁,睇嚟心情好好281Please respect copyright.PENANAeq0XD1XeoU
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「心情好好?」我行去廁所,拎起梳梳頭,瞓得太冧搞到個頭好似鳥巢咁281Please respect copyright.PENANA3s6ywVoKH9
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「我?Okay啦~」知珩企喺廁所門口探頭望我對我笑道,「同平時一樣~」281Please respect copyright.PENANAGlZ7SfOiaT
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「叮!」忽然間喺出面傳嚟一聲,知珩聽到之後即刻急急腳衝去廚房281Please respect copyright.PENANAm8DpMSqgcZ
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過咗兩秒之後有陣好香嘅味飄過嚟,我口入面仲含住啖水,嘴邊都仲有牙膏泡,淨係聽到知珩嘅腳步聲離廁所門口愈嚟愈遠281Please respect copyright.PENANAkH4xcCxoVU
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