諗起我同佢嘅過往,再望一眼宜家嘅狀態,心情有啲矛盾⋯235Please respect copyright.PENANAOyYpJfxuc8
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以前明明一切都咁美好,但我地嘅最後,居然係變成陌生人,我當時都冇諗過我同佢會有呢一日⋯235Please respect copyright.PENANAFwbooIIbMg
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「唉⋯執埋啲嘢算啦⋯」我自言自語咁講,然後將書櫃上面嘅書整齊擺好235Please respect copyright.PENANAdzDyrZekLw
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由佢搬走嗰一日起,我都覺得係永別一樣唔會再有機會見面,但原來,冇講「再見」嘅不辭而別,係代表你地最後都會再見一面235Please respect copyright.PENANAILHuhbwOH4
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「唉⋯」我不自覺咁嘆一口氣,我都唔知道呢個嘆氣嘅意思係無奈定感慨235Please respect copyright.PENANAIpD0HiKokE
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但係,我知自己早就放低咗,只係對於我嘅初戀有特別深嘅印象,初戀難忘嘛~235Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZUJLYnhaU
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「執埋啲嘢就搞掂啦~」我以輕快嘅聲線嚟鼓勵一下自己235Please respect copyright.PENANACC4mO506wK
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執埋個櫃我又可以睇下電腦睇下手機,然後又一日啦~更開心嘅係,聽日係我嘅Day off~235Please respect copyright.PENANAhdUPoiU1wr
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今日Day off 嘅我約咗大學同學食飯,就係嗰個本來係同我合租但最後甩我底,搞到變成我同阿立合租呢個尷尬狀況嘅原兇235Please respect copyright.PENANAQPcLIapWOG
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「嗨~」我一行入餐廳,眼利嘅靖佑即刻就見到我對我揮手,「呢度!」235Please respect copyright.PENANAxHfbyzV8wN
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「做咩咁好約我食飯?唔洗陪男朋友咩?」我拉開櫈坐低喺佢對面235Please respect copyright.PENANADIuShV4mWW
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「哎~一齊咗咁耐啦~都唔洗日日見住嘅~」靖佑同男朋友一齊咗都差唔多六、七年,但每次提起男朋友都係甜絲絲嘅表情235Please respect copyright.PENANABdotHGlysb
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我拎起餐牌,邊睇餐牌邊同靖佑講下近況,不外乎都係最近番工點、有咩好笑嘢、有咩黑仔嘢,又或者係女仔都中意講嘅八卦嘢235Please respect copyright.PENANANzqpHmUnAE
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「你點呀?同新嘅roommate一齊住點呀?」靖佑突然問起,雖然今日嚟嘅時候我都覺得佢會提一提,「阿瑜份人Okay呀可?佢有冇做啲咩過份行為呀?」235Please respect copyright.PENANACDd851D4zr
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靖佑唔知道我同阿立本來係識,我亦冇同靖佑提過我同阿立以前嘅事,所以靖佑以為我同阿立係陌生人,擔心我地夾埋嚟235Please respect copyright.PENANAqgL6XI4umy
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「冇啦,我地多數都係各自喺自己房,都好少講嘢。」我都係講緊事實,平日屋企嘅狀況真係咁樣235Please respect copyright.PENANAKMxkefs4sc
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「咁都好啲⋯」靖佑拍一拍心口,好似鬆咗一口氣,「聽我男朋友講,佢以前大學嗰陣已經係咁樣,好多時都係專心做自己嘢。」235Please respect copyright.PENANA9ebcKWwhLN
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我微微點頭,對於阿立大學嘅事,我完全唔知道,因為我地後來都冇再聯絡,見靖佑提起唯有扮咩都唔知咁聽235Please respect copyright.PENANAsIrAXq7Imx
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「不過我男朋友話,佢喺大學嗰陣都幾常換女朋友。」靖佑咁樣一講,我拎起特飲嘅手即時一頓235Please respect copyright.PENANAVwmaJFb2vW
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佢喺大學嘅時候有再拍過幾次拖⋯?不過,其實都唔出奇,呢啲年紀會想拍拖、換多幾個都好正常235Please respect copyright.PENANAoXXnTEZq6g
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「係咩⋯?」我一臉平靜咁點一下頭,就好似我對呢個人嘅事完全冇興趣一樣235Please respect copyright.PENANAv4m55VESa3
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「最耐好似都係半年左右⋯」靖佑講道,然後笑道:「我男朋友話可能佢以前受過情傷之類,因為佢好似話過佢中學嗰陣識過個女朋友⋯」235Please respect copyright.PENANA9btmOiED8C
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「可能啦⋯」我聽到靖佑咁講之後敷衍咁笑咗一笑235Please respect copyright.PENANAdKVJCaW5V0
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情傷⋯點睇佢都係傷人嗰個係唔係⋯?當初同我講分手嗰個係佢;咩都冇講就突然搬走嘅係佢;喺我眼前消失嘅人都係佢235Please respect copyright.PENANAiirSs65SYM
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比起佢,我覺得我個心仲受傷⋯235Please respect copyright.PENANAuuIy5m7p78
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但原來,佢有喺大學朋友面前提起過中學同過我一齊嘅事,雖然可能都唔會指名道姓咁講,但原來佢有提過⋯我以為佢唔會提起⋯235Please respect copyright.PENANAzrPGYZGRp1
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「講開又講,你同咗你爸媽講未?」靖佑問我235Please respect copyright.PENANAP86qS9umQP
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「你講緊合租嘅事?未呀⋯我就係唔想再住喺屋企靠父母,所以先要搬出嚟同人合租⋯」我搖搖頭235Please respect copyright.PENANAUX8zyD5K6L
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其實我仲未諗到點開口同我爸媽講同我合租嘅人係男仔嘅事⋯235Please respect copyright.PENANAKKG597xBXV
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雖然我覺得冇咩,至少我識呢個人,亦知佢唔可能做啲咩,但我爸媽未必咁諗⋯235Please respect copyright.PENANAJpn0KISSxH
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「但你都唔暪得幾耐㗎喎,佢地總有一日會知。」靖佑有啲替我擔心235Please respect copyright.PENANAbxTEELwsuy
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「到時再算⋯」我無奈咁道,「仲有呀!我講咗係同你合租!你唔好爆我出嚟!」235Please respect copyright.PENANAve6d2iy2Gi
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「你唔係咁大整蠱呀嘛⋯!」靖佑一個無言以對嘅表情,「你同佢地講同浩宜合租唔係好啲咩?」235Please respect copyright.PENANAwtzoaCVjOC
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「佢地熟浩宜多啲嘛!咁樣好難兜⋯!」我笑道,「你下次有機會見到我爸媽,唔好亂講嘢⋯!」235Please respect copyright.PENANAoJwM9EPtrs
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「知啦知啦,點都幫你兜嘅⋯」靖佑比咗個Okay手勢,下一秒又拉到另一個話題,「你地平時會唔會一齊番工㗎?」235Please respect copyright.PENANAaQ6eZFLkkZ
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「唔會啦,平時我起身番工嘅時候佢都未起身⋯」我諗起每朝早嘅畫面,就係我出門口啦,但佢嘅房門仍然係緊閉起嚟,有時都可以聽到鬧鐘聲235Please respect copyright.PENANAl4kvKMYGiy
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「可能做攝影師嘅番工時間鬆動啲掛~」靖佑聳聳肩235Please respect copyright.PENANAbmHNzbxm6O
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「哦~佢都好啱做攝影呀⋯」我托住臉頰不自覺就講咗出口235Please respect copyright.PENANAxB7dxkFPBh
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「幾啦~」靖佑微微點頭,「你有冇睇過佢影嘅相?佢會將影出嚟嘅每一張相影到好有故事~」235Please respect copyright.PENANAYjibjMDUD7
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「冇⋯有機會就八卦下啦~」我笑住咁講咗個大話235Please respect copyright.PENANAE8Jrr6b0Fq
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阿立以前都好中意拎住相機影相,出街嗰陣佢都會帶埋相機一齊,佢話影相好有意思,可以將時間影低落嚟困喺相紙上,佢都話過將來如果可以嘅話想做個攝影師,周圍影下相記錄世界嘅美好235Please respect copyright.PENANAL5vOdxNwUv
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「你幾時拍拖呀?拍拖要請食飯!」靖佑托住頭,好快咁又轉咗個話題,佢講嘢完全唔跟節奏235Please respect copyright.PENANAWoi9fIiTlt
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「我都想拍拖,不過睇timing啦~」我笑道,基本上佢每次咁問我都係咁答,「隨心啦~」235Please respect copyright.PENANAfOFuP5zms4
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「你又受過情傷呀?做咩一個二個有條件嘅都唔願拍拖⋯」靖佑反咗個白眼,「邊個咁大膽要你受傷!」235Please respect copyright.PENANAYjDcgFZdex
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我笑而不語,淡定咁飲啖提子特飲,仲問我邊個咁大膽,我個同屋主囉⋯仲可以係邊個⋯235Please respect copyright.PENANAEgeqbseGVW
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我同靖佑食完嘢又周圍行咗陣,見到時間都差唔多嘅時候,我同靖佑都覺得差唔多要番屋企235Please respect copyright.PENANA53f1iMkiEw
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「咁我地下次再約啦~」喺小巴嚟到嘅時候我對靖佑講道,然後目送佢上車235Please respect copyright.PENANAI8ZMkcSA38
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「拜拜!」靖佑坐喺窗邊嘅單人位,對我揮揮手同時用口型同我講拜拜235Please respect copyright.PENANATOyV4139YZ
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我喺小巴開走之後都行去搭車番屋企,我望一望時間,其實都就嚟十點,都唔算好晏235Please respect copyright.PENANAAce11lTiVM
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我地合租冇門禁,而且我又同咗阿立講我會晏番,咁應該冇咩大問題啦~235Please respect copyright.PENANAHzfLpNKo8O
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雖然講係咁講,但唔知點解當我番到屋企門口拎住鎖匙準備開門嘅時候,會莫名覺得緊張235Please respect copyright.PENANAL7PfpvoqNH
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