"Bad bitch, girl I think I might get used to you
I might have to take your number when I'm through with you798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VqQpCiaNu
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Remember You - Wiz Khalifa feat. The Weeknd
Roman
I don't know what the hell happened but I was not letting her go that easily. I've called her phone, I've asked Riv about her, I've texted her, I've did everything. I finally got a hold of her and she agreed to meeting in my office.
She drives me fucking insane I don't like this at all. I'm not usually like this but god dammit someone has to be an adult. If she can't make adult decisions and say no to things and behave a certain way then someone has to do so for her. I just feel responsible for her. . .and I know that sounds ironic.
I sat down and rubbed my temples out of frustration waiting till she got here. As much as I'd love to rip her clothes off and deflower her I just can't. I don't do virginity, I don't take that shit away. No matter. . .how bad I want her tight, untouched pussy.
Why can't I?
Simple, they get clingy and think you owe them something. It's as if marriage is expected right afterwards; committed relationship, trust, all the shit I can't give.
She deserves her first time to be special, as . . .soft as that sounds coming from me. I just can't take her innocence away like that. I just wish I could get closer to her without the sexual tension, with out the urge to fuck her.
I just want to build a normal . . .friendship first I guess, but first I need to figure out why the fuck she wants to quit.
Then . . .I need to figure out this friendship she has with Dominic. He's my guy what the fuck kind of connections does she have with him? That's a discussion for another day though one problem at a time. I heard a light knock on my door and she slowly crept through the door.
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Dahlia Rei
I've been avoiding Riv and Roman for the past few days, Riv is self explanatory as to why I've been avoiding him. Roman however I was hurt he didn't want me as I was, he wanted me when I was broken. He was ready to pick up the pieces just to fuck me after someone else already stole my heart and crushed it.
That's what hurt but it was understandable, some guys get awkward when they find out you're a virgin, then some are even more attracted to you and want you even more. It is what it is.
"Hey." I breathed staring at him closing the door behind me while his face lit up as he stood up from his seat.
"Come sit. . ."
I made my way to the chair opposite of him and he sat down after I did.
"Why. . ."
He looked so hurt and confused.
"Why do you care?"
"I'm your friend before anything, Dahlia. Don't be stupid."
Friend . . .yeah.
"What happened?"
"I was just overwhelmed . . .I guess I overreacted."
I did overreact but can anyone blame me? Why wouldn't Riv tell me about this? Why did he keep this from me? I wonder what else he's been hiding from me I thought we told each other everything.
I closed my eyes and told him everything I knew he was probably curious about Dominic and the party I went too then the whole Snow Queen shit. I just word vomited every where and he didn't judge me he sat there and listened, he didn't interrupt he didn't give any input he just listened.
"Soo. . .?"
He nodded letting everything soak in.
"Alright well if you two can't. . .make it work please let me know and I'll arrange something. You're not just going to up and quit over something like this okay?"
He smiled at me leaning back in his chair.
"Please use me whenever you need, when you need a shoulder to cry on, when you need to vent, a ride to work, whatever. Use me, that's what I'm for."
Something about what he said made me feel secure, as if I could actually start depending on him for things, "Use me" God him saying that got me hot. I left his office flustered and made my way back to mine. . .to face Riv after days of ignoring his ass. I opened my office door and it was a complete mess, Riv jumped up and his eyes darted in my direction.
"We have got to talk, Dahlia."
"Ya think?" I inhaled as I let the door close behind me, I walked over to my desk sitting in the chair. He was nervously messing with his tie not knowing where to start. His sleeves were rolled up half way up his forearm and his tie was loosely hanging from his neck. He was an absolute mess and that's not who he is.
"You got that girl pregnant from the party we went too." I voice was hoarse and I stared blankly at the wall dreading the answer.
"It's not all pinned on me!"
He started flipping his arms in the air while pacing around anxiously.
"Do you know how many other's she slept with before me?!"
I really don't wanna think about you sleeping with anyone else as it is so no. . .
"Three other guys before me! THREE, Dahlia!"
He slammed his hands on my desk I jumped widening my eyes at him as he stared down at the desk.
"Why do I have to step up? Where are the others? I'm not the only possible. . .father."
The lump in my throat made it hard for me to swallow, I felt like I was suffocating. I don't really know how to feel about this situation. I'm a jealous person I guess I don't want him to belong to someone else. I don't what we have to fucking end. . .
"You have got to believe me!"
"I do."
At the end of the day I missed Riv and he wasn't someone to lie, he was a beta male, he was a gentle soul, he was soft. I know he had no evil intentions, he has none, he doesn't want to hurt anyone.
He spun my chair out from under my desk and knelt in front of me putting his head in his hands.
"How can I take care of something that I have no say in? I was drugged! Why would I want to be apart of her or anything to do with her? Why!? How!?"
He started crying into his hands hysterically and I rolled my chair back kneeling on the ground with him holding him. He needed this, no matter what we've done, no matter what our relationship is, he needed a friend right now.
"Shhh, shhh. It's okay Riv. Look, we'll get through this. I'll make sure you won't be alone and if it's not yours you can continue on with your life."
I rubbed his back softly comforting him. He will not be alone in this situation. He was taken advantaged of and it's right for him to pay the consequences? I don't fucking think so.
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Weeks later. . .
Riv has pretty much been living in my apartment with Leah, Britt and I. They don't know the whole story of what happened only pieces but they've been here for him as well.
He slept either on the couch or in my bed, anything sexual has stopped between us it just didn't feel right when another woman could potentially be his baby momma. The whole thing with this pregnancy has been exhausting to say the least; She would call him and they'll argue, she'll text and it turns out to be an argument.
"We're going out." I stated firmly while picking up the empty water bottles and candy wrappers from around my bed.
"Nah, I'm good." He said while leaned up against my headboard with both his hands crossed behind his head. My bed was an absolute mess, my room needed aired out and he needed to take a fucking shower. All this moping around has got to fucking stop.
"Yeah, we're going out so get dressed before I make Brittni come in here."
I rolled my eyes praying he gets the fuck out of my bed.
"Let's go!!!!!!!"
Brittni hollered from the living room, he kicked his feet in bed and started to get ready.
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We made our way to a local club that we haven't been too in weeks. Riv cleaned up nice he needed this fresh air a different environment, some sort of physical activity. I fixed my dress strap and made my way over to the bar as Leah and Britt followed.
"I'm so glad we got him to come out!" Brittni shouted.
"Me too, poor thing I feel sorry for him."
Leah closed her eyes and shook her head I rolled my eyes at how dramatic she is.
"Look, I'm just glad he's airing my fucking room out, it was gross!"
We all laughed and ordered drinks Riv was sitting at the booth waiting for us. We sat down next to him.
"Drink this and all your fucking problems will poof for the time being." Britt handed him his drink and he chugged it down sighing into his glass.
"I'm gonna need more than one."
He rolled his eyes putting his arms on the table and then putting his head down.
"Let's dance!"
I nudged his shoulder he lifted his head up to look up at me and I playfully winked at him maybe some-body-to-body contact will do him good. All four of us made our way over to the dance floor; Leah and Britt started grinding on one another while a few guys gathered around them. I was facing Riv slowly swaying my hips and caressing my own body he was just awkwardly standing there.
"Loosen up!"
I cheered and started swinging my hands in the air trying to make light of the situation. I slowly got closer to him and turned around pushing my ass on him knowing that will get a reaction out of him. His hands immediately were drawn to my hips before I could feel him grow he gently pushed me away.
"I. . . think I'm just gonna sit at the bar I'm not in the mood for this."
I rolled my eyes and continued to dance by myself until I felt foreign hands on my waist gripping firmly.
"Do you remember me?"
I felt his hot, alcohol-stained breath on my neck making my nipples hard, sending goose bumps down my arms.
. . . Lexington.
"My kidnapper."
I breathed in closing my eyes giving him permission to touch any part of me. He chuckled as he pulled me closer to him so I could feel his growth in his pants. I giggled putting one arm behind my head over his shoulder wrapping it around his neck.
"Aren't you out of you element?"
I pressed my ass against him slowly grinding against his now fully erect cock. He groaned a little nipping on the side of my neck playfully.
"I am, yes."
"Why're you here then?"
"Business."
I swallowed hard this chemistry between us is going to drive me crazy. One of his hands was cupping my pussy through my dress.
"This is unlike you." I said breathlessly while turning around to him with a smirk on my face. I wasn't going to leave any space between us my body pressed against his, he licked his lips hungrily and squeezed my ass.
"I don't handle teasing well you were out here dancing showing off this curvaceous body." He muffed into my neck while his teeth barely nibbled on my neck.
I smiled as I let my hand trail down his chest to his bulge and started rubbing him through his pants. He was caught off guard, he pulled away with his eyes wide in shock and I seen him swallow a lump in his throat, watching his Adam's Apple bob up and back down.
"Follow me."
He was more. . .friendly this time for some reason. Granted he was another guy I was seconds from having sex with months ago. He was so fucking attractive he was wearing a sexy fucking black suit, his hair was kept, he had a faint beard this time. I couldn't say no to him, I didn't have the strength to say no.
With that he led me outside into the parking garage we made our way to his black Rolls Royce. I was in utter shock holy shit. . .
"This is yours?!"
The parking lot boomed with his laughter.
"I'll take that as in you like it."
He opened the passenger door for me and I got in carefully, I never been in anything like this. Wasn't one for fancy shit, nor did I have the fucking funds for anything like this. He shut the door and got in the driver's side.
We sat in his Rolls Royce in silence the tension was there, I knew what he wanted and he knew what I wanted. The windows were fogging up from the amount of body heat that was in the car, I started panting lightly knowing good and well what we were going to end up doing.
"The name is Kai."
He caught me off guard.
"W-what?"
"My name, my first name is Kai."
"Kai Lexington."
"So you know what to scream out when you cum tonight." His voice dripped in confidence.
I swallowed hard feeling myself starting to get wet and we haven't even touched each other yet. Hearing him say that was the ultimate turn on. I turned to face him he must've been thinking the same thing because his face was turned to me. There was slight pause while we stared at each other both contemplating if this was the right thing to do.
Fuck it.
I lunged over to him pulling his face towards me while are lips smashed into each other. I was sucking the bottom off his lip in between kisses. One of his hands was squeezing one of my breast and the other was caressing my curves through the side of my dress. My hands went down to his shirt collar and started unbuttoning without breaking our kiss, he quickly pulled away staring at me in silence, panting.
"I'm going to sound so fucking selfish, Dahlia. You're going to think I'm crazy but I was a fool to turn you down months ago. I know you don't know me and I don't know you very well but baby I need to taste you."
***Author's Note****
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