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You needed me"
Needed Me - Rihanna
Dahlia Rei
I wasn't in the fucking mood to hear or see this dude. His presence just knowing he's sitting this close to me right now is pissing me off.
But why? Why am I mad? Do I even have a right to be? He was just doing what normal, single guys do. So why am I so upset? Why am I so jealous? Because he was my friend and I was praying he'd stay silently committed to me? My friend that checked me out, that wanted to be more, the guy I was leading on? Why was it not okay for him to sleep with someone else? Did we have a unannounced rule for him to not see other women?
Was it okay for me to check out other guys, and flirt but not for him? Was it fair that I was jealous over something that wasn't mine in the first place? What sense did this fucking make? Was I subconsciously scared that if he got into a relationship all the cute things between us would stop? Did I not want change to happen? Would I miss him noticing every detail about me, the calling in dinner at work, the lunches. Would I miss all of that?
This is too much fucking thinking.
"I needed to see you. ."
He whispered I could already tell he was nervous. I smelled his guilt, his regret.
"Can you just look at me?"
I closed my eyes and slowly sat up in bed leaning against my headboard.
"What?"
He came closer to me putting his hand on my knee, lightly squeezing.
"I don't know what happened much from last night. I just know my drink was spiked. I was looking up the side effects this morning and opiates came up. I'm still a little messed up, that's the only thing I came up with. She knew what she did to me."
He looked so pale and sick my face softened. What happened last night? Where did he go? Who took care of him? All of these questions I wasn't ready to have the answer too kept circling around my mind.
"You know me, I would never just randomly do something like that."
Do I though? Do I really know him? I sat there in silence, I didn't have anything to say to him. He didn't need to explain himself to me, I'm just being a selfish bitch. There's no reason for me to be giving him a cold shoulder. I took a deep breath, staring at him.
"Please say something."
"It's okay. I have no right to be mad, the reason I was so flustered was because I seen Sky there last night with other ho's all around him."
I grabbed a ponytail from my nightstand and threw my hair up in a messy bun. Riv's eyes narrowed, a hint of anger was in his eyes. But why? He took a deep breath and his eyes widen staring at me.
"What the fuck is that?!"
"What?"
"On your neck."
I bit my lip while the memory flooded back in front of everything else. I blushed staring down at my sheets, remembering how hot and steamy our kiss was in the elevator. The slap, his grip around my neck, his hand knotted in my hair. Dear god that was the hottest kiss I've had.
"Who did it?"
I sighed shaking my head.
"Why does it matter?"
He was about to say something but then he shut his mouth. He sighed looking into my eyes.
"Dahlia. . ."
He started crawling on the bed making his way to me, I flattened my legs and he hovered over me. His eye's were hazy, filled with lust.
Who is this? Since when does Riv do these things?
His lips lightly grazed over mine, he was breathing heavy lightly nipping at my lip.
"Can I . . ."
His voice hushed, while his lips trailed down my jaw to my neck. I closed my eyes enjoying this side of Riv.
"Can you what?"
"Can I please you?"
He pleaded while his hot tongue ran down my neck causing me to shiver. He started to back away and unbuttoned my shorts, sliding them off, along with my panties. It's been a long time since I've had my time like this. Was he really who I wanted to get that from?
He stuck his index finger in his mouth, wetting it up; I watched him carefully suck on his finger.
"How long has it been since you came, Dahlia?"
My eyes widen while his finger went down my slit, my heart rate started to speed up with anticipation. His finger found my opening and he started toying with me, I've never seen this side of Riv before. He was so shy and dorky, but now? He's lathered in confidence and was bold as fuck. I was aching for him to push his finger inside me.
"Please don't play with me."
"Then answer me."
Since when did he get demanding?
"It's been a long time Riv."
My voice was shaky my hips moved into his finger trying to take his finger in whole. He smirked at me and shook his head.
"Do you want to cum?"
What kind of question is that?
"Seriously?"
I rolled my eyes half smiling at him. He's really trying to tease me right now. It's really happening. Then I remembered how satisfied he looked while that bitch rode him last night. How she was bouncing up and down give him a nice fuck. How his hands, how his fingers gripped her ass and hips. Smashing her down on top of him, intensifying what she was already doing. This same finger that's about to enter me was in someone else. . .god knows what he done with her before I got there.
I think the fuck not.
"Is that the same finger you had in that bitch last night?"
I shoved him off of me and got up sliding my panties back on. He almost got his way, if he wants to play this game then I'll play it. He stayed silent he wasn't going to come in my home and not answer my questions.
"Is it?"
"Dahlia. . ."
"What all did you two do? Before I got there."
His jaw locked up and his face was blank.
"I'm waiting."
Silence. That's all he can give me.
"Leave."
He looked dumbfounded.
"Why?"
"Looks like you thought wrong. If you really think coming here the day after you fucked someone, that you can just finger me and have the satisfaction of making me cum all over your fingers. You're dead ass wrong, man. Nice try though."
His face was flushed and he ran his hand through his hair messing it up.
I walked out of my room feeling like I had complete control of whatever relationship we have. It's all intertwined in my fingers. Knowing I had so much power over him and how he would drop anything to save our friendship, made me feel so damn good.
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*Monday*
I dreaded going back to work, I haven't spoke to Riv since he came here trying to seduce me. I know things will be tense, and awkward between us and I didn't have energy to fucking deal with it. I got an email last night that we were having an important meeting early this morning. Ugh, I wasn't in the mood for a meeting, I hate meetings.
I drove to work in the rain, when isn't it raining? I feel like when the day starts off with rain, that's a sign this day is only gonna go downhill from there. I sighed closing my umbrella up before walking into building. I headed to the room to sit and wait, about twenty minutes after I got there, Riv arrived. Of course he sat ridiculously close to me in his chair, more and more people started showing up. We had a couple minutes left and our boss came in.
"Alright folks, good morning! I'm glad everyone could make it, I have some bittersweet news for today. I'm moving to a different building."
Nobody said anything.
"Yeah, save the tears please. Anyways, my son will be taking over this office building and I told him I left him well mannered employees. So I expect him to not have to deal with anything less."
The meeting room door opened and I almost died. This couldn't be happening, this is not really happening.
"This guy looks like a handful."
Riv whispered in my ear, he had his arm around my shoulder leaning closer to me. I was appalled, out of all the fucking people who could've been our boss's son it had to be him.
Oh my fucking god.
He made his way up to his father and stood proudly.
"This is my son, Roman Lauder."
I swallowed hard staring at him he smiled at everyone, casually nodding while his eyes scanned through the room and finally met mine. He looked stunned for a moment but it wasn't long until he had that same cheeky smirk on his face.
Fuck.
AN: Two chapters for my bbies ;D
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