Sky
Seeing Dahlia in my dad's guest room closet made me sick to my fucking stomach. I couldn't fucking believe it, I composed myself before approaching her. I pulled her into my arms and she just cried into my chest getting my shirt stained in her tears. I looked up at Kai and he didn't know what the fuck was going on. I glared at him hoping he gets the fucking gesture and leaves us alone and luckily he did. He left me and my girl alone.
"I-I-I'm so s-so fucking s-sorry, Sky." She started sobbing heavier and at that moment I knew what the fuck they did. I knew they fucked, I took in another deep breath remaining calm, trying not to react to this entire situation.
Do I even have the right to be mad? Can I be mad with what I did to her? But my dad? Really?
I shook my head slowly shaking my thoughts away, she pulled away from me pulling the towel back up on her breast. I swallowed hard realizing she's in nothing but a fucking towel, her hair was damp and messy, I watched her as she wiped her eyes. She stared at me awkwardly with her red swollen eyes.
"I didn't know. . ." She whispered as her eyes filled with tears again. The truth is I know she didn't know I never told her about my dad. He was nonexistent to her she knew nothing about him and vice versa. He's not the worst father but he's nothing to ride home about.
"Y-you never told me you knew y-your dad."
"I know." I looked down at the floor her hand was placed flat so it could support her body up. I stood up and offered her my hand she looked up at me in confusion, she was hesitant but gave me her hand and I gently pulled her up.
"Come with me."
Our fingers locked together as I led her through the fucking maze of this house to my bedroom. I opened the door and let her go in first, she slowly walked in looking all around my room. Her hands were clenched to her chest holding her towel on her body, through the slit of the towel I could see her upper thigh. I took another deep breath trying not to fucking think about how my dad just got to enjoy her body. I shook my head walking past her going to my closet pulling out one of my shirts and then I went over to my dresser pulling out some basket ball shorts.
"Here." I handed them to her and she took them and placed the shorts on the bed letting the towel fall off her body. It's been too long since I've seen her naked, Jesus fucking Christ. Her perfect tits, and her fit ass and thick thighs were something I thought about often. I swallowed hard as she slid my shirt down over her head. It clung to her curvy body, you could see her nipple outlines perfectly, She pulled her hair out from under the shirt then grabbed the shorts stepping in one leg at a time.
She turned to me with a blank expression staring down at the floor in silence.
"So Kai is your father."
It wasn't a question, you know whenever you're so shocked about something you just need to say it to believe it. Something hit her, I don't know if she had a mood change or just thought of something but she blinked a few times and then got her composure to look me in the eye. She took in a deep breath and stared at me, this girl who was staring back at me. . .wasn't my girl from before. Her eyes were bright but they had a dark tint to them, her body was gorgeous it was perfection but her posture was different, her voice was different, she was different. She wasn't the same girl I fell in love with before.
"What happened to you?"
"You broke me."
Fuck . . .
I opened my mouth but nothing came out, I had nothing to fucking say to that. Who the hell could say anything against the truth? I could tell she was hurting emotionally and I was the root of that shit. She kept staring at me nonchalantly I wasn't sure if that was a good thing right now or not. She then broke our gaze and started walking around my room looking at everything, my eye's followed her.
"You know what's funny?"
"What?"
She started laughing but it was dry I could tell she was masking her pain through this laugh.
"The one time I finally have sex you show up right after."
She stopped and turned to me grinning. Hearing that she had sex pisses me off to no end, I clenched my jaw closing my eyes.
I felt her hands against my face, "No keep your eyes open. Isn't it fucking funny?" She grinned at me looking into my eyes for my answer.
"I don't think it's funny . . ." my voice was soft while I looked back at her in pain.
"You asked me if I planned this shit. I wish I did, isn't it hilarious how it happened? You cheated on me for god knows how many times and ruined our relationship."
Here we go . . .the part of the breakup we never experienced together.
"And you catch me right after I get done fucking your father."
She started laughing hysterically I bit my lip knowing she's breaking inside. Just witnessing what the hell my dumb ass did to her hurt me so fucking bad. I didn't mean to hurt her this bad, but that's what everyone says when they get caught cheating.
I stayed silent while she continued to laugh, "Wanna know what else?"
She got closer to me I knew she was gonna test me, see how far she could go. She smirked at me while biting her lip
"He came inside me."
I closed my eyes and sighed out my nose trying not let her get to me. I deserved all of this, I had this coming. Hearing that shit though really hurt, it should've been me to have that luxury not my . . .not Kai. I opened my eyes again and she was grinning.
"Didn't like hearing that? How does it feel?"
I kept my mouth shut, she glared at me then came at me shoving my chest.
"I asked you how does it feel!" She challenged me her voice was raising I shook my head and looked down at the ground. She came closer to me again and shoved me again.
"Dahlia. . . "
She was smiling with tears running down her face, I tried wrapping my arms around her and she started slapping and beating my chest.
"How does it fucking feel to know your dad fucked me?!? Huh!??" She finally gave up and started sobbing into my chest, I wrapped my arms around her and rested my head on her shoulder while she cried.
What could I say? What could I actually do? I caused this mess this break down is my fucking fault. The last thing I'm going to do is argue with her because I fucking cant. . .
After a few minutes she finally calmed down and pulled away from me. She looked up at me with exhausted, blood stained eyes, "Why aren't you mad at me? Why are you still fucking holding me. . . " She sniffed.
"Because all of this is my fault and I hate that I broke you like this. . ." I looked down at her and twisted my lips to the side shaking my head softly hating to see her like this. She shouldn't be going through any of this, she shouldn't be going through this alone either. It's all my fault . . .
She didn't say anything after that, I picked her up she didn't fight me. I took her over to my bed and laid her down covering her up. She immediately rolled over on her side and I heard her sniffling, quietly crying into the pillow.
I sighed rubbing the back face not knowing what to do next, do I leave? Do I stay? Do I ask questions? I don't know how to make this any better for her . . .or myself. If I could take her fucking pain I would because I know how to deal with that kind of pain.
I sighed and turned around making my way out the room and I heard her faint voice.
"Stay with me."
I turned around not knowing if I was going to regret my decision later on. . .
** AN: sorry for the long hiatus~
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