The story briefly
Williams was a thirty years aged clever, rich and educated businessman. Something he had seen in their old palace made him lost his mental balance. He became mild mad, just remained staring ahead blankly. He had been admitted in Black Ant Mental Care where he was entrusted to Rose who was the practicing psychiatrist there. Rose could make Williams to come to his senses but he forgot everything that happened before that incident. Rose and her senior Charles strongly opined, forcing Williams to remember either that particular incident he had seen in the old palace or about his past before that incident would have serious damaging consequences to him. During the treatment Rose and Williams fall in love and Rose later became Williams' wife. As the time gone by, a situation has come that Rose has to make Williams to remember that particular incident along with all his past by putting him in deep hypnosis. How his life was affected and her life was affected was the story of the novel ‘Rain Flower’ A spicy Romantic Thriller.
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“How you are feeling now?” kissing on the cheek of Swaroop, Liza asked him. “Are you convinced now that you are not impotent?”
“More than convinced. The total credit must go to you.”
After the furious sexual acrobat on the bed, they both were exhausted and side by side on it. Even she did not want to continue it like that with him, it did not happen so. They both have found some strange bond between them both and it was straight sixth time happened like this between them.
But deep inside of her heart, she was quite uneasy. On one hand she liked him a lot and did not want to lose him at all. On the other hand he was quite young, nearly fourteen years younger to her and he sure deserved someone quite younger to her. Just for her happiness, she could not ask him to be compromised.
“What you are thinking such deep?” crooning even more into her, he asked her.
“Now you have got confidence. The only problem of you is solved. There is no necessity to you to cling to me anymore.” She put her fingers into his hair and ruffled it. “Find someone more suitable to you. Love her and marry her.”
“Will you please shut your mouth?”
She never had heard him angry like that. He disentangled himself from her fast and looked into her eyes. The irritating expression in his smooth and calm face made it amply clear to her that he did not all like the suggestion she made.
“I did not say anything wrong. If you think about it a little seriously, you understand about it yourself.”
He got off from the bed fast. “I don’t like this conversation even a little. If you don’t like me, say that straight. I am always ready to leave this world without any botheration.”
“Shut your bloody mouth. Did I say I don’t like you? Can I say something like that? I just cannot say how much I am in love with you.” She also felt angry.
“Then why you are talking like that?” he turned towards her and asked her. His anger not lessened even a little.
“I just want to be reasonable. Alright I am also in love with you. But I am fourteen years older to you. I am thirty six years old and you are just twenty four. I do die fourteen years before you. I became more aged and I have sex experiences before and you cannot get the feeling of having a girl of your age from me. Moreover you cannot have the healthy children through me as I am aged.” She was trying to be reasonable with him.
“Enough… enough….Nothing you do say or going to say does change my mind. If there is going to be any woman in my life that would only be you and no one else. Understood.” He yelled. “I just don’t want to hear anything more.”
“My god!” she nodded her head helplessly. “I cannot do anything.”
“You need not do anything, I do everything.”
She started observing with the same helplessness while he was approaching her again. They both were still stark naked and he especially liked it that way. There was no strength in her but she did not like to discourage him at all. In fact she was feeling happy that he was behaving fiercely after coming out of his illusion of impotency.
Her lips were crushed with his savage kiss. He once again gently placed himself on the top of her.
“If you don’t like it we stop it now itself.” He said.
“No, continue.” Encircling her hands around him she said.
His simple kiss behind her left ear ignited the desire again in her. Once again her whole body was on fire and the reaction was the same. They enjoyed it this time also as much as they enjoyed it just minutes back! Once he knew where exactly her thing was, he himself every time volunteered to put his thing in that.
She woke up from the sleep and found herself in her sister’s home. One of the reasons for her coming here was to make him forget about her and she herself to forget about him. But the thoughts about him have become even more stronger! She just did not know how to forget him. Moreover he was often phoning to her requesting her, begging her to come to him again. She wanted not to attend his phone calls at all. But she could not. She was feeling fear that he might commit suicide if she stopped talking with him.
She has decided strongly to talk this matter with Rose before taking a decision on that and without her intention she slipped into sleep again.
***
“Recently I am seeing you often typing something. What it is?” Williams asked Rose
“I am writing a book ‘dealing with feelings’.” She smiled. “Once I finish it, I give this to you for reading.”
“Not before that? I want to read it now itself.” He said again.
“No objection. I always feel happy whenever you read my book.” She stood up. “Come and read.” Offering the laptop to him she said.
“Not now. Not now.” He said. “I am not in a mood to read anything now. But I want to ask you something. Are you interested in continuing your practice?”
“Very much! Why you are asking about that?” she frowned. “I think you know very well the reason why I am not practicing it now.”
“I know that it is for me.” He hissed out heavily. “But I am alright now. The only problem with me is; I just cannot remember the past. I may remember whenever I am destined to remember. I hundred percent wish that you do continue your practice.”
She chewed on her lower lip for sometime. After a pause she said. “I know that you say this. But ….I just don’t want to take a risk. My career is not more important to me than you. I cannot excuse myself if something happens to you in my absence.”
“Nothing happens. Don’t feel like that at all. Just see if it is possible to you to continue your practice. You may start your own clinic or join in the Black Ant Mental Care again.” He said.
“I shall think………. I am feeling very happy that you are feeling confident yourself in this way.” She stopped for sometime. “Anyhow I want to talk with my boss.”
She felt surprise that Williams did not remember his recent behavior. Sometimes he was behaving very violent. She was feeling fear that he would do something dangerous to himself while he was like that. She understood something should be done fast and she came to an opinion on that already. Especially to discuss about that she wanted to meet her senior Charles.
***
“What you are thinking to do then? Start practicing here again? I do feel very happy if you take such a decision.” Once Rose explained to Charles the conversation between Williams and her, he said.
“Of course, I feel very happy to work here again but not now.” Rose smiled and said. “Williams is not out of the problem completely. Even he is thinking that he is alright in all respects he is not. You too know about that.”
Charles took off his spectacles and started chewing one of its hands thoughtfully. “You are right. I just forgot that you are a fully professional and matured psychologist.”
“I still want to take some suggestions from you.” Rose said. “You are more experienced and matured than me too.”
“I am always ready for that and you too know about it. Just ask what do you want to know?” reclining in the chair Charles said.
“Is there a chance that Williams remember all his past at once suddenly?” she asked him.
“You know the answer to this question. Tell me what you are thinking may happen?” knitting his brows he asked.
“Yes. There is a chance. All the memories of his past may suddenly dawn on him at any time.”
“Exactly. Just because he is struggling to get back his memories of the past does not mean that there is no chance that all the past may jump on him at once at any time.”
She hissed out heavily. “If it happens like that what would be the consequences?”
“I know that you are just reconfirming yourself the answers. First I want to hear what you are thinking.”
“I am thinking his reaction may be wild. Not mild like in the past especially when he remembered about that particular incident.”
Charles nodded his head. “Yes. You are right. Upto ninety percent the chances of the past especially that incident may have a crude effect on him and make him behave wild rather than mild. I recommend that you may better prepare him and yourself also for that.”
“Preparing in which way?” Rose was trying to be steady but she could not. She expected some soothing remarks from her senior. But he was confirming every fear she felt.
“First thing to this all. Can you make any guess at all what your husband has seen in that palace?”
“Of course, yes. But I am not hundred percent sure.” she explained to him about John’s going to Tippu’s village and later finding Tippu’s mutilated body. Then she told him what she was suspecting that Williams has seen in that palace on that day at that time.
He hissed out heavily. “So by now it has become quite clear without a spec of doubt that he had seen something in that palace. The only thing we need to know is what it could be exactly. Not just assumptions. So far yours is an assumption.”
“You are absolutely right.”
“Then could it be true?” looking straight into her eyes he asked. “Can your assumption be true?”
“I said I am not hundred percent sure, it may not be..” She smiled weakly. “Tippu, Chief and some other people may also know about it. But…..…..”
“Try to think how much it could be true. Only something like that you are thinking may make a healthy man dummy like that.”
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“I already did that and I am sixty percent sure of that. And basing on that I have a plan.” She explained to him her views.
When she finished saying about it, there came a startling expression on the face of Charles.
“Your plan is good. What all I can suggest to you is to be on alert. Be very careful! If he becomes wild with the onslaught of the memory of that incident, he turns to be dangerous not just to himself but to everyone around.” He paused for a second before saying again. “I am sure, except that which he has seen on that day in that palace, none of his memories would be disturbing to him. But that memory which has such an effect on him on that day can have a different sort of quite dangerous affect on him.”
“If my assumption is true; it shall be hundred percent so. Yes, you are right. None of his past would be dangerous to him even her remembered except that incident.”
After saying that she closed her eyes and remained silent. She opened them again when she felt Charles’s hand on her shoulder.
“I can understand your anxiety. It is quite natural. You always said we must overcome our feelings. We must remain without being influenced by feelings.”
Suddenly she laughed. She never had thought her own ideas would be boomeranged to her like this.
“I shall always be with you. Black Ant Mental Care always will be with you. Don’t worry, just try to be confident, optimistic.”
“Thank you very much sir. That is what I am trying to be.”
She talked some more time with him before leaving that place.
(……to be continued)
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