The story briefly
Williams was a thirty years aged clever, rich and educated businessman. Something he had seen in their old palace made him lost his mental balance. He became mild mad, just remained staring ahead blankly. He had been admitted in Black Ant Mental Care where he was entrusted to Rose who was the practicing psychiatrist there. Rose could make Williams to come to his senses but he forgot everything that happened before that incident. Rose and her senior Charles strongly opined, forcing Williams to remember either that particular incident he had seen in the old palace or about his past before that incident would have serious damaging consequences to him. During the treatment Rose and Williams fall in love and Rose later became Williams' wife. As the time gone by, a situation has come that Rose has to make Williams to remember that particular incident along with all his past by putting him in deep hypnosis. How his life was affected and her life was affected was the story of the novel ‘Rain Flower’ A spicy Romantic Thriller.
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“What are you doing my son?”
Williams startled and looked at the side where from that voice has come. There was the woman standing at the entrance who has been said was his mother.
“Please come inside mom.” Williams got off from the chair and invited that woman into his room.
She straight came, hugged him and kissed on his right cheek. “Don’t you remember anything about me my son?” her voice shivered while asking that.
He nodded his head helplessly. “No mom. I cannot remember anything. I am trying but….”
‘Never force him to remember anything. There should not be any pressure on his brain. The remembrance should be natural course. If we force him to remember anything it may have serious consequences.’ She remembered what Rose said.
“No son. No. Don’t try to remember anything. Even you don’t remember anything there is no problem. I am your mother and you are my son. I always remember that and there is no problem.”
Williams made a long breath and hissed out. “But forgetting everything and living like a dummy. I am feeling very bad.”
“Son, please, please. Don’t talk like that. Everything you do remember in due course. You can become your sportive, active personality again. Just wait.”
“Am I used to be a sports person? So active?” it was critical to him thinking about himself so.
“A very big and good sports man. You were always the champion in your college sports. You liked football a lot even you played other sports also.” The loving and admiring expression in her eyes was so clear to him. He need not have any other proof to say that she was his mother
As they both were talking like that there came another man with coffee cups in a tray. “Dibbu.” Williams said.
“Can you remember me Sir?” Dibbu’s face lit up with pleasure. He put the tray on a nearby table and asked.
“No. I cannot remember anything prior to that day. But I can remember things whatever happened after that day.” Williams said. “I heard many a time that you have been called as Dibbu.”
“He cannot remember even me. How you are expecting that he can remember you?” Margaret said with irritation in her face.
“My God! What this is? How our Williams sir used to be?” there were tears in the corners of Dibbu’s eyes.
“Don’t create a scene here. Williams is already upset. Get out of this place.” Margaret snapped at him.
Dibbu immediately retired from that place.
“For how long he is working with us?” Looking at the side that Dibbu has gone, Williams asked.
“For more than thirty years. He was working with us from the time even before your birth. He used to be quite staunch and loyal to your father. After you father; he is so with us.”
“But you are strict and angry with him sometimes.” Williams said
“In whichever way he may be with us, he is a servant. Don’t forget that fact.”
It was difficult to him to agree with his mother’s philosophy but he did not say anything.
Settling themselves comfortably in the chairs, they talked for some more time.
***
“Mind is of two types Williams. Proposing mind and analyzing mind. Proposing mind always puts forward some or other thought. It never stops. The analyzing mind considers, analyses, elaborates and dwells upon the thoughts puts forward by proposing mind. You cannot stop proposing mind. It is not possible. But you can control the analyzing mind.” when they sat face to face in his reading room, Rose said to Williams.
“I can understand only little.” Williams said.
“No, problem.” She paused for a moment before continuing. “Just observe yourself. Always some or other thought comes into your mind. You cannot stop those thoughts at all. They do just come. If you try to stop them they become even more in number, even more intensifying. The best thing is don’t try to stop your proposing mind.”
“Then,” there was a smile on his lips.
“Your mind considers and elaborates every thought that pop up into your mind. Suppose a thought pop up into your mind regarding your quarrel with your friend into your mind. Then your mind considers it, elaborates it, judges it and worries about it. You cannot stop your proposing mind putting that thought into your mind. But you sure can stop elaborating and worrying on it.”
“Really! Really it is possible like that?” his interest on the topic made Rose even more enthusiastic.
“It just needs a little practice.”
“A little practice in your words means lot of.” He complained.
She mellifluously laughed and said. “It is not so here. Just start practicing it and it would be possible.”
“Anyhow, what you are saying is interesting to me to hear. Go on, say something more like this.”
“If you start thinking about your mind its strength weakens. As long as you leave your mind behind and gives control to it, it reins over you. But once you understand the nature of it and face it boldly, it becomes a puppy to you. Now the task before you is to separate yourself form the mind.”
“Separating myself from the mind? How it is possible? You have not discussed these types of matters before.” The interest in him was picked up even more.
“Yes, it is surprising to hear, but it is true. You are not the mind, you are just the observer of the mind. Once you realize yourself that you are not the mind but observing it always, you can have complete control over it.”
“What is the mind then?”
“Mind is nothing but thoughts, imaginations, feelings.”
“If I am not the mind, what I am then?”
“Don’t ask about that. It is difficult to say. It is something related to the philosophy than psychology. You are not the mind. Fix on that. Don’t try to know what exactly you are.” yawning heavily Rose said.
“Oh! You are difficult to understand. But I want to know what exactly I am, if I am not the mind.” Williams stubbornly said.
“Will. Please. Don’t be stubborn. In other situations it may not, but now in this condition you should not strain your brain. Don’t try to make too much concentration on anything.”
“Alright. Alright. Tell me something more. You are talking very important things.” Williams nodded his head and said
“Don’t feel fear to thoughts. They are innocent and they cannot do any harm to you. Don’t fight with thoughts. If thoughts pour into your mind endlessly, let them come and overwhelm you. Separate yourself from the thoughts and remind yourself strongly that you are not the thoughts and you are having no business with them. Surprisingly all the thoughts would be vanished gradually.”
“You have said this in before also. It is not as easy as you have said.” Williams accusingly said.
“I agree.” Rose nodded her head and said. “It needs some practice on your part.”
“Not some. A lot. A lot of practice it requires.” Williams angrily said.
“May be sometimes.”
Williams suddenly laughed and said. “But what you have said is true. It works. It sure wonderfully works.” He paused for a moment. “In the beginning I have got irritated while practicing this technique. But I continued. It really worked and I felt calm and peaceful.”
“I am feeling really very happy on hearing this.” Rose felt very much happy.
“You said something else also in the past, which is even more important. It is not the thought that does really trouble us. It is the feeling evoked by a thought that troubles us. Thoughts are harmless. But the feelings created by the thoughts are painful sometimes.”
“You are absolutely right. All the feelings are not painful. At the same time there is no necessity that every feeling should be preceded by a thought. In the same way every thought does not evoke a feeling.”
“Do feelings happen without thoughts also?” Williams adjusted himself in the chair for more comfort.
“Sure. Hundred percent. In which way thoughts do come into your mind?”
“In my mother tongue.”
“By what age you came to know your mother tongue thoroughly. In other words, upto what age you remain without knowing any language.”
This questionnaire irked Williams. “Upto minimum two years I did not know any language.”
“Can you say that there are no feelings in you until you become two years old?”
“I cannot follow you much.” His irritation became even more.
“Everything you want to be understood instantly. Be ready to do some mind work.” Rose too irritated.
“You asked me not to strain my brain.” He reminded her.
“This much little exercise you can give to it. It would be healthy.” Her charming smile again climbed onto her lips.
“Feelings to a two years or less aged baby……....” he paused for a moment “Yes. It feels. It feels happy when its mother takes it into her hands. It feels bad and starts weeping when it has been left by its mother.”
“Can a baby which is less than two years have thoughts?”
“No, because it does not know any language.”
“What you have deduced so far by all this?”
“Feelings are possible without thoughts.”
“Excellent!” Even however many times he had seen her charming smile, he was mesmerized by it again.
“At the same time that there is no necessity that every thought would evoke a feeling………….A thought about next election may not evoke any feeling in you.”
She was about to say something more but suddenly found him pressing his lips strongly on hers suffocating her almost to death.
***
“Fools you both are. Utter fools.”
David and Rita remained listening the cursing of Rita’s father Peterson. They knew they have to hear as long as it would go. Because the mistake they did was like that. It ruined whole of their planning.
“How nice it would have been to us if Rita married to him. I promised to you both that you can live together even after my daughter married him. I assured you that Williams nuisance is not going to be continued for long. But the mistake you did ……………..” Peterson’s voice was still harsh.
“David did all that, you too know about it.” Rita interrupted.
“Both of you did it.” Peterson snapped again.
“Alright. We both did it. A big mistake it is. What we need to do now is to plan what we have to do.” David said.
“What we can do? Nothing. I just cannot see any way at all.” Peterson took his head into his both hands. “What happens if Williams remembers what he had seen in that palace?”
Rita and David looked at each other’s faces. “Disaster! We shall be put ourselves into a big problem.” David said.
“But no need to feel fear. He does not remember anything prior to that incident.”Rita said.
“Don’t talk like a fool. Is there any guarantee that he would not remember anything forever?” Peterson said.
Once again Rita and David looked at each other’s faces. “No,” she said with a small shivering voice. “That rogue did that. He made that Williams go and see that.”
“I want to kill him with my bare hands” David angrily said.
“You do have no such chance. He has been taken care of.” Peterson said.
“One good thing so far I have heard.” David said.
There was silence for few seconds. Then Peterson said again, “Despite your foolish thing, we are still maintaining good relations with that family. You both as often as possible visit that house and observe everything carefully. We come to know a way to put our hands on their properties.”
David and Rita nodded their heads and said at once “Okay.”
Then Peterson left that room.
“Now I want that we both to proceed into the bed room.” Rita said with a voice filled with desire.
“You are beautiful and enjoyable, but insatiable.” David said with a smile. “One man cannot satisfy you.”
She did not feel offended and moreover there was a pride feeling in her face. “You are more than one man always. You don’t know but you have great libido” she paused for a moment and then said. “I shall go into the bath room and come into the bed room straight. Be ready there.” Removing herself from the chair she said.
“Alright” he said.
As he expected, she entered all naked into the bedroom after her bath. As always she was beautiful at that time also. Her gold color skin was glistening in the light available in that bed room. There was a strong urge in him to go and kiss her.
“I have expected you to be naked by the time I come here.” She frowned.
“Oh!” he groaned.
“Just be complied with the reciprocal obligation.” There was desire in her voice also.
He knew that he could not escape. He stood up and slowly undressed himself completely. He did not much interested in making himself completely naked even he liked her saying so. But this devil would not agree.
She went straight to the bed there and laid herself on it. “I am giving you full freedom on this day also. Do whatever you want. I am not going to object.” Looking tauntingly at him she said. Even it was not an unusual sight to him his mouth dried while he was watching her so.
It did go as to their expectation as every time it was. He struggled every time in satisfying her kinks even he also enjoyed them. In fact he liked watching things like these rather than doing. Besides having kinks, Rita also would enjoy watching sexual intercourse especially theirs. With that uncontrollable desire he recorded their coupling in both of their cell phones. Occasionally they used to enjoy watching those. But they never had thought that desire itself would spoil all their plans.
(……to be continued)
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