The story briefly
Williams was a thirty years aged clever, rich and educated businessman. Something he had seen in their old palace made him lost his mental balance. He became mild mad, just remained staring ahead blankly. He had been admitted in Black Ant Mental Care where he was entrusted to Rose who was the practicing psychiatrist there. Rose could make Williams to come to his senses but he forgot everything that happened before that incident. Rose and her senior Charles strongly opined, forcing Williams to remember either that particular incident he had seen in the old palace or about his past before that incident would have serious damaging consequences to him. During the treatment Rose and Williams fall in love and Rose later became Williams' wife. As the time gone by, a situation has come that Rose has to make Williams to remember that particular incident along with all his past by putting him in deep hypnosis. How his life was affected and her life was affected was the story of the novel ‘Rain Flower’ A spicy Romantic Thriller.
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He was with her …. In her tight hug…. It was not just she. He also hugged her so. So good! So magnificent! Her youthful body was crushing under his weight. It was just like he was in seventh heaven. He kissed on her both eyes and she reciprocated. He kissed on her right earlobe and then the left. Both of them were restlessly moving on the bed.
She was undulating under him like a circle on a lake. She moving her both hands frantically on his back and kissing him time and again on his face. They both were beyond time and space. They did not know how much of time has passed.
Then he moved on her fully naked body. No cranny or crevice untouched by him. She shamelessly, blissfully offered every part of her to him and he enjoyed each of her body parts with the same desire. She let out a groan when he entered her and he pressed her lips with his. Then he kissed on her right cheek again perfunctorily.
Nothing could stop her from moaning with unbearable pleasure while he was making rhythmic movements on the top of her to release himself. It was long, long time for both of them. Then he suddenly went limp on her and hissed out heavily.
Williams woke up and sat at once on the bed. Whole of his body filled with sweat. His whole body was shivering and it was not because of the sexual experience he had in the dream but it was just like part of his past popped up into his mind again.
He sensed a smooth touch on his shoulder and turned his head. “Got another dream?” looking into his eyes Rose asked him.
“Yes.” He sighed and said.
“Do you still remember it?”
“Every bit of it.” He explained the dream in detail to her.
“I think she was Rita.” Rose knitted her brows and said.
“Is she is the woman you said that I loved in my past and broken later.” He asked. Rose told him about that episode a little as she thought it was necessary.
“You are right.” Rose nodded her head.
“Why I have broken my love with her?”
“The fact is; she never loved you but someone else. You came to know about it and she also agreed that and married that someone.” She sighed heavily and said. “There is no need to you to worry about her.”
Williams got irritated. “Why the bloody hell I am remembering the things happened only with her?”
Rose put her hands around him and kissed on his cheek. “Mind is the most complex thing in the entire universe. No one can say why it behaves in a particular way.”
“But the thoughts…. they are killing me….. your ideas are working….but not always. It may be because of my peculiar situation.” Williams hissed out despairingly.
“Don’t fight with the thoughts Williams. Thoughts are not your enemies. They are harmless.”
He laid down slowly on his back again on the bed and Rose followed the suit. She put her leg on him and kept the hand around his neck.
“But the feelings are….that is what you are going to say.” His voice was weak.
“Of course. You are right.” She planted another kiss on his cheek.
“Whether the feelings or thoughts. They are torturing me. I just cannot bear.” He wailed.
“Just disregard. Let the suffering be there. It does not last long. Many a time you suffered like this by the feelings but that suffering did not last forever. Just be patient. The feelings and suffering both go away.” Rose said.
“You take everything easy. You are not in my place, if you are you can understand how much I am suffering.”
“No, Will. Please. Don’t talk like that. I hundred percent know how much you are suffering.” She hugged him closely. “You just don’t know how much I am worrying for you.”
“I know….…I know…..…you are more worrying for me than my mother and sister. What I cannot understand is why you do love me this much!”
“For your money. Is any part of your mind thinking like that?” she looked into his eyes and asked him.
“No. Never, never.” He turned towards her and said hastily. “Even in my wildest imagination also, I never have thought like that and I never do.” He paused for a moment before saying again. “What all I can see always in you is only love. There is no necessity at all to you to love me or marry me for money. I am hundred percent convinced about that.”
“Thank you, thank you very much for the trust in me.” She hugged him tightly and crooned into him.
“Now I do want to ask you something.”
“Spit away.” Without trying to move her head from his chest but pressing it tightly to it she asked.
“How could you like me while I was in such mild madness not doing anything but staring blankly ahead?”
Then she looked into his face and said. “You have asked this question before and I answered in a proper way.” She paused for a moment before talking again. “I cannot say. Really I cannot say.” She deeply breathed. “I am attracted towards you when I have seen you the first time itself as you are handsome. But I did not fall in love. When your case has been entrusted to me I took it as a challenge, then too there was no love. But slowly and gradually I cannot say how it has happened, I started loving you. In fact it is sheer out of love I ventured to do that so to you to make you to get your senses. I don’t know how I have fallen in love with you.”
“It is just my sheer luck.” His voice was with joy.
“Don’t you love me in the equal measure?” Rose asked him.
He kissed on her partly opened lips smoothly and met with the metallic touch of her teeth. “Need you ask that?” he whispered in her ear.
Then he found the urgency in him again. He remembered the experience he had in his dream. He felt it thorough, complete and final, even it was with an unknown woman in a dream but surprisingly aroused again. His hands started moving frantically on the back of her.
Rose was in semi-sleep by that time but woke up fully again. She too found an arousal in herself. She kissed on his lips hard while his hands were moving on her body so. She always liked to cooperate with him and always did enjoy it in the equal measure. It has happened just like every time making them both fully satisfied and exhausted.
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She was trying to read a book in her room and then Dibbu entered into it with a tray in his hands. Rose looked into his face and threw her charming smile and as usual it had its effect. Dibbu impressed by it as anyone else would.
“Madam, have your morning coffee.” He handed the cup in the tray to her.
“Thank you Dibbu.” She took the cup into her right hand.
Dibbu did not move away from there. It surprised Rose. He never stayed in her room once his work completed in it.
“Do you want to talk anything with me Dibbu?” Looking into his face she asked.
“Yes madam. If you don’t mind.” There was hesitation in his voice.
“Why do I mind? Tell whatever you want.” She said with a smile. “Be comfortable yourself in that chair first.”
“Thank you madam.” He placed himself comfortably in the chair opposite to her.
“Now feel free to talk anything.”
“I want to know how our Williams Sir’s position is now.”
“What that means? He is alright. You are seeing him everyday, still why you are asking like this?” she surprised. It was the first time that Dibbu asked her in this way.
“Yes. I have been seeing him since the day of his birth. I have been in this house for more than thirty five years. I joined as a servant at Williams’ father that long back.” He paused
She was listening carefully without interfering at all. ‘Will something useful come out of this?’ she thought.
“He used to be quite active before he became mad like that. Very intelligent! Always behaved so affectionately with me and he had never forgotten anything. Now he is not able to remember his own mother. When this situation shall change? When he can remember everything again?” the anxiety in his voice moved her.
“I can understand you Dibbu. But……...” she hissed out heavily. “It takes time. It takes time to him to remember all his past.”
“How much of time it takes then madam?”
“Difficult to say Dibbu. It may take one year or so to him to become his usual self. In fact……….” she stopped a moment before saying again “He started remembering his past in his dreams.”
“So there is a chance that he can remember everything again?” she could see sudden pleasant expression in his face.
“Sure he does remember everything again. Not just that. He becomes his complete usual self. What I cannot say is, how long it takes.”
“It is indeed a very happy news!” He laughed happily. That pleasant expression continued in his face while he was laughing. Rose also shared his happiness by laughing along with him.
“Every time I see you, I do remember Margaret madam. She was just like you when she entered into this house as the wife of our Raja Prathap sir. Most beautiful and elegant! She aged just twenty years then. No one in our Sir’s family welcomed her. But our Sir was adamant. He did not care for anyone.”
She became serious. She thought what Dibbu was saying must be true. Madam Margaret now also was appearing very beautiful to Rose. If she was this much beautiful at her sixty years or so of age, Rose could understand how much beautiful when she was just twenty years or so.
“Our madam and Sir changed into that big bungalow keeping everyone aside. How happily they led their life the first three years! Our Williams and Jasmine are the part of that happy period. It was quite unfortunate that our Sir died with heart attack in that palace.”
There was a change in his voice. He was trying to suppress his emotion, Rose thought.
“The real difficult time started for my madam. But she did not feel fear. She took the reins of Mammooth into her hands. She ran it with the same profits with the same efficiency as our Sir managed it. She is courageous, intelligent and hardworking.” He paused again.
“I am very happy hearing all this.” Rose said. “You have shared with me very good information.”
“I want to say something to you before going away from here.” He said. “I am here to help you in all respects. Whatever you do want just ask me. Don’t forget that you are having a loyal servant here who always feels pleasure to help you.”
“Thank you very much.” Her face beamed with happiness. “I always do remember it.”
“What he is talking with you? Is he is eating away your mind?”
Rose and Dibbu both stood up when Margaret entered into that room.
“No one can eat away a psychiatrist’s mind.” Rose laughed. “They do have a special protecting system to it.”
“Madam please permit me to go now.” Dibbu asked Rose.
“You can go now……..” Rose said. “……..and thank you very much for the assurance. I am feeling very happy.”
“He said everything good of you. He is indeed a very loyal servant.” Rose said once Dibbu left from that place.
“I know that Rose. He is indeed very good. I always like him. To my husband also he is a favorite.” She placed herself carefully in the nearby chair. Then Rose too sat in the chair in which she sat before and which was just opposite to the chair of Margaret.
“It was he who stood by my side when everyone else in my husband’s family opposed me. It was he who helped me a lot when I took the reins of Mammooth into my hands. I never can forget his help and I never can repay it either.”
Rose found emotional traces in her voice also. They both talked nearly half an hour after that.
(……to be continued)
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