The story briefly
Williams was a thirty years aged clever, rich and educated businessman. Something he had seen in their old palace made him lost his mental balance. He became mild mad, just remained staring ahead blankly. He had been admitted in Black Ant Mental Care where he was entrusted to Rose who was the practicing psychiatrist there. Rose could make Williams to come to his senses but he forgot everything that happened before that incident. Rose and her senior Charles strongly opined, forcing Williams to remember either that particular incident he had seen in the old palace or about his past before that incident would have serious damaging consequences to him. During the treatment Rose and Williams fall in love and Rose later became Williams' wife. As the time gone by, a situation has come that Rose has to make Williams to remember that particular incident along with all his past by putting him in deep hypnosis. How his life was affected and her life was affected was the story of the novel ‘Rain Flower’ A spicy Romantic Thriller.
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Quite reluctantly Rita went to the hotel that Chief dictated her father to send her. A room was already booked in a fictitious name and she said that to the reception clerk and she was promptly guided into that room.
It was large, super luxurious and ornamented with a king size bed in the middle. She could think of what would happen to her in the hands of that Chief and her heart filled with disgust remembering him. If it was not for their neck deep debt to that all powerful, cruel and sadistic Chief, she never would have agreed to this at all. Remembering the foolish thing that David did, she got anger upto her neck on him. There was no problem with the recordings if he had not forgotten his cell phone like that at Williams. If her game with that Williams continued like that she would have become his wife by now and there have been no troubles to them. Their debts were nothing before the super-richness of Williams’ family and there would be no necessity to feel fear to this chief. As her father suggested, she sure could have maintained relationship with David also and after few days her father promised to get rid of Williams from their way. But because of David’s foolishness, a situation like this has arisen.
She hissed out heavily and closed her eyes. She liked sex, would enjoy it and want it with as many people as she liked. She felt the urge so strongly even at her sixteenth year itself and guided that Williams to do it perfectly. All the time she made him believed that she was having it only with him and she loved only him. It was only because of that fool……her palms turned into fists with anger. This chief....she had seen him and he was disgusting to her. He might be handsome at one time but not now in his old age. It was against her will. She was trying to be relaxed in the chair she sat which was not at all possible to her.
“I have expected that you would be here.”
She opened her eyes when she heard the voice. She stood up involuntarily while looking at him with disgust. His cruel and sadistic eyes……..his old form……..were creating only hate on him.
“Your father very well knows what happens if you are not here as I want.” His voice was rasp and irritating.
“What happens if I did not come?” she became angrier.
“Your defiance is making you even more beautiful. You want to know the consequences from me?”
His face suddenly became cruel. “Just in one hour I can make your family on to the road. I can do many a thing also. Just ask your father how I do get people killed if I want.”
“Alright. Be straight. What do you want?” trying to cover her inner fear with a brave expression she said.
Chief chortled. “Are you a child? Don’t you know what I want?” he paused for a moment. “You are in my mind for a long time. I can get you a long time back itself if I want. But I waited. There is pleasure in waiting for sweet things.” He said.
She hissed out heavily. “Alright. You want to have it with me. Just get it over and I do go.”
“What you are thinking about me? You want to complete it as a liability? You have to put your whole heart in it. You have to make me completely satisfied. Otherwise it is as good as you did nothing, understood.” He paused for a moment as if to accentuate what he was going to say. “It shall have the same consequences.”
“No, not at all.” She felt fear. She knew very well that Chief could do what he said. “Just tell me what should I do?”
Then he said to her what she should do and how it should be. She had sex with many people by that time but never had in such a disgusting, indecent and humiliated manner! He satisfied all his kinks with her and made her do all the nasty things on his body. For the first time in her life, she started hating sex. She felt relieved when it was completely over and he got off the bed.
“You can go from here when you do feel like going. You are marvelous! But you have to come to me whenever I want you.”
Even in that helpless and unmovable state also her body jumped on the bed when she heard what he had said in the end.
***
“Are you busy with something?”
Rose hastily looked at the door hearing the voice of Margaret.
“Not at all. Please come inside. Please come.” Rose speedily got off from the chair she sat. Even after six months or so of her marriage also, she was still feeling the same awe and affection towards her mother in law.
Margaret entered into the room of Rose. “Sorry if I am interrupted you from anything.”
“It is not at all so. There is no important thing to me than you in fact. Please make yourself comfortable.” Showing the chair opposite to her Rose said.
Margaret delicately put her butt in that and reclined. She breathed deeply and hissed out heavily.
“We have not talked much after your marriage.” She said with a small voice. “Are you feeling comfortable in all respects here?”
“I am feeling more than comfortable.” Rose smiled. “You have provided me with everything. Gave me full freedom. How it would be that I don’t feel comfortable?”
“I recognized the great sacrifice you made. You did neither go to the hospital nor started your own. Your prime concern is still Williams. I did not expect that you would be this much dedicated. I am feeling really very happy.” Margaret said.
“Williams is my husband.” Rose said with firm voice. “How it would be I don’t care about him? Everything else comes after him to me. I like psychiatry a lot and working as a psychiatrist is a dreaming career to me. But it too does not override Williams’ priority.”
“How nice! How wonderful! No man on the entire earth can be as much fortunate as my son. No one can get a devoted and loving wife like you.” Margaret’s face lit with happiness.
There was silence then. Rose understood that her mother in law wanted to talk something particular with her. It might be something inconvenient to her to say straight, so her mother in law was dodging the issue like this. She could imagine what that thing also.
“Want to talk anything about Williams?” Rose asked her.
Margaret sighed. “Yes, you are right I want to talk about Williams.” She paused for a moment and then said “How is Williams’ condition now?”
“Not bad.” Rose replied. “He became active and enthusiastic. He is behaving jovially and actively just like a mentally and physically healthy man. I think you also have observed him and found that. The only troubling thing is his memory status. Except the dreams regarding that girl, there are no other incidences of remembering the past.” She did not want to say about Williams’ recently violent behavior.
“Is there no chance whatsoever then that he can remember the past?” there was anxiety on the face of Margaret.
“It is not so at all.” Rose said. “For the present he did not remember anything about that past before his madness. He may remember everything about that past in future. Why he remembers or why cannot he remember………..” she paused some seconds before continuing “………..we cannot say.
Margaret did not say anything at all. She was just hearing intently what Rose was saying.
“In fact I am not trying to make him remember particularly anything. I just wait and see some more days. If he does not remember anything at all about that past naturally, I mean, without any effort on his part in the next two or three months, then I shall consider using some methods to make him remember that past.”
In fact considering the past incidents she was thinking to implement the methods possible much sooner than she said. Even she was feeling fear how the reaction in Williams would be after remembering that particular incident, she did not want to linger it long. His unintentional struggle to remember the past was becoming more and it was even more dangerous to him. Anyhow she did not want to discuss everything with her mother in law now.
There was instant anxiety on the face of Margaret. “Dear, is it is important that he remember his past? Is it is not possible to make him not remember his past including that particular incident?”
“I can understand your fear. You are also thinking in the same way I am thinking. But it is not possible to make anyone not to remember anything forever. We never can have a grip like that on anyone’s mind or to that matter even on our own mind. Mind is such a complex thing. Moreover programming like that may have other type of serious effects also.”
“I want my son hale and healthy all the time. Whether he remembers his past or not does not matter to me.” Closing her eyes and hissing out heavily Margaret said. “Moreover if the prospect of his remembering past will be bad, I prefer he would not remember that.”
Rose took her mother in law’s right hand into hers and squeezed it gently. “I can understand you. But don’t feel fear! I am sure except what he has seen on that palace on that day, nothing of his past will be damaging to him even he remembers. I am not only his wife but his psychiatrist also and I always stay with him and see there would be no danger to him even he remembers that particular incident. ”
Margaret opened her eyes and looked into the eyes of Rose and smiled. “Even in this hardship also one thing for which I can feel happy is that you have become my daughter in law. I am having full confidence on you. Just do whatever you think fit to do.”
So amicably and lovingly that conversation went on like that for some more time.
***
Rose suddenly woke up and she could not understand why she woke up like that. It was just like some subconscious prompting woke her up and when she looked at her left side she found Williams sat straight.
She put her hand on the shoulder of Williams. “Will. What?”
Then she noticed further that he was completely different! His whole body filled with sweat and it was shivering. He was grinding his teeth. It was just like he was still in some dream.
“No………” he said.
She took her hand off. She understood that his subconscious mind was trying to force some of his past onto the surface. It would be better if it happened all by itself rather than using methods.
He nodded his head, got off from the bed and went near to the fridge there. He took a bottle from it and emptied it fast.
“I cannot bear this. I just cannot bear this at all.” He took his head into his hands after putting the bottle again in the fridge and closed the same.
Rose went fast near to him. “What Will? What is happening?” she put her both hands around his shoulders.
“I got a dream. May be it was my past. It was so disturbing, so heart crunching, but I forgot it as soon as I woke up.”
“Don’t force yourself to remember that. Please.” Rose pleaded with him.
“No.” Williams nodded his head in negation. “I must remember that. It is something very crucial that related to my life. I think that very piece of the past made me mad like that. I must remember that.”
She nodded her head and said. “Its alright. Then I shall see that you do remember it. But not now. Come and sleep.”
“I can’t.” he nodded his head in negation. “You cannot know what is happening in me now. Hell is breaking loose. Why the bloody hell my mind is making me suffer like this?”
She remembered the way she programmed him. The soothing voice she used, the mesmerizing looks, the sweet kisses. But he was mild then. Now he was appearing disturbed. Any how she decided to use that voice, those looks, etc. now also.
“Will…you are coming back. You are listening to me. You are moving towards bed.” She turned her voice into one of the smoothest one.
“No. You cannot make me hypnotized. Those tricks don’t work now.” He said irritatingly.
“You are listening to me. You are moving towards the bed. Your mind obeys me.” Looking straight into his eyes she said.
“No.” he tried to say something more but he could not. Looking straight into her eyes he could not say anything at all.
“You are coming back. Coming back to the bed and sleep there. You obey me. You feel happy to obey me.”
He silently walked towards the bed and laid himself on it.
“Now you are slipping yourself into sleep……….. There would be no other thoughts in you at all. …………You are terribly feeling asleep……You just cannot manage anymore awaken…..…..you are falling asleep………….you are falling asleep……....”
To her relief she started hearing his snoring.
(……to be continued)
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