Revision: Laito’s mind (?)
P.O.V: His
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I grin widely at the messages displayed on my phone; reading them over and over. ‘Darrrrrk!’ I typed, waiting for a response. I must admit, it’s getting hard to control myself; but hey! There’s no real problem with that is there?Someone's here
My phone rings as my love responds, causing a distressed growl to slip past my lips. I was tempted to decline it, but the name made me wonder. “Kanato?” I don’t usually receive calls so why does he even bother? Plus, it’s late; he stays up but why does he think I’m up?They can see me
I answer after a capricious moment of thought, “Kanato?” I hear a shrill gasp of surprise. Apparently he doesn’t assume I’m awake either. “Laito can I ask you something.” He demands, not even a hint of confirmation travels through the phone to him before he spits it out.And where I'm goin'
“What is Dark to you?” I tensed.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYpKO8XdWq
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MY love..? What does he want? I refrain from scowling, resulting in tone dropping octaves, “Why?” by what black magic that prevented me from hissing I have no idea, but Kanato seemed persistent, repeating his question. “She’s…—“ I drifted off, my ears being guided back to my chat with her, ‘Laiii~ are you sleepinggg?’ I smiled softly, typing back a response: ‘Soon, I’ll brb do something real quick, I love you!’ I nodded to myself, returning my attention to the call which had gone mute.In my head
”Kanato? You still there?” I asked, my voice becoming less harsh and more challenging. “Yes. Answer.” Woah, chill out, “She’s mine. What do you want with her?” A near silent authority laced my words, like stilts in the muddy soil. “…mine…” came the mumble from across the electronic.Feels like they're watching me
”Yours?” I laughed breathily; Hell NO, is he taking away what’s MINE. But…what’s the trick here? “Mine. So back off.” I raised an eyebrow, even though he couldn’t see it…something tells me that he could sense the provocation in my octaves, I chuckled again, lowering my voice even more if possible… “She loves me. So you back off and I’ll hang up. How ‘bout that?” And on that note, I cut the line.People watching me, ah
’Hello!’ I greeted my love, watching the three dots bounce up and down in their places. ‘Hai, my love ❤️‘ she responded and my heart skipped. We continued talking for a bit; me completely relaxing. It’s perfectly normal to be calmer when talking to the love of your life isn’t it? 483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkhTFL7iWD
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And it’s also incredibly normal to be possessive with her as well. ‘Hey Lai!’ ‘Yes?’ ‘I love u!’ I giggled childishly, scrolling down to find the rest of the message, but my heart thumped, troubled, as my eyes scanned over the end: ‘The letter U! Azusa showed me that!” She seemed so…happy. Feels like a dream of me all of the time, baby
That’s good…she should be happy…but Azusa…Ohohohhh nononono— he shouldn’t. My phone chimes again, that doesn’t sound like Dark’s notification? I squint, confused as I push up my glasses and answer.(Feels like I'm losing my mind)483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmhyQ8QEou
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“Can we have a deal.” Kanato. I thought I told him to back off? “What?” “A deal. Akiyama.” I sigh, but then a cruel yet sly idea pricks in my mind. “Depends, what deal Ikami?” “Dark will be both of ours.” Tempted to type something, my fingers traced the built-in keyboard. This could be interesting. He went on. “She will be ours and only ours. I wont hurt her so don’t worry.”Feels like a dream of me all of my life, baby
I hummed slightly, “Hm, Fine. But if you hurt her Ikami, I’ll make you regret it.” I growled, I couldn’t help it. I don’t like sharing. “Alright Akiyama.” And he hung up. Well then. I laughed to the air and all it’s dust particles. What he doesn’t know is that whatever happens will shift blame to him.(Feels like I'm losing my mind)483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzcY0HGwzY
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Im crazy so what? It’s–again–perfectly normal. I lay my head back to ponder; “...whatever goes wrong…whatever happens…it’ll be his fault.” I breathe, a snake hiss escaping from my quivering grin.Feels like I'm losing483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsZDzqhAsY
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Dark…she’s hypnotic. It’s odd, really. My heart isn’t easily swayed, and here she is; caressing and kissing it. I feel warm whenever I think about her–which is always–but who wouldn’t? She’s absolutely perfect, so cute and precious. It’s making me go insane.Every day I'm losing my mind (feels like they're watching me)
Dark is mine. I’m willing to let Kanato in, but she stays MINE and MINE ALONE. Again, completely normal to be possessive over the love of your life. She’s my Queen and I don’t want her captured by another King.Feels like I'm losing483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6umctD3LY
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I sit up, looking at my phone; ‘Lai-kun! I love you! I’m sorry if you’re angwy!!’ Again, perfect. ‘I went out, it’s okay.’ She doesn’t need to know what I was actually doing. It would worry her.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOlCMxOUXo
If I do this, it's for real
But if this actually works out, Kanato and I will be stuck in a never ending game of chess; There's no turning back
Except this game is different. Two white kings, one black queen and the desire to get to her, no matter how much sanity breaking we have to go through.There's no turning back
Each and every person. They’d be enemies; rivals. 483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0x7XNJMGR
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No knights or bishops.In my head
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Just us three and the mountain of pawns, all thinking they can be Dark’s king. Never. They can pray, wish and dream. It’ll never come true though, she belongs to us.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRCyDikdat
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Feels like a dream of me all of the time, baby
Actually…(Feels like I'm losing my mind)483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdCH1g1fAK
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Feels like a dream of me all of my life, baby
Scratch that.(Feels like I'm losing my mind)483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtVZOdjP1m
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Dark belongs to me. Feels like I'm losing483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQxHyZ66Dx
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Strangely enough, I’m not going to harm Kanato, he already seems to be at breaking point. Maybe I’ll use that to my advantage? Maybe.Every day I'm losing my mind (feels like they're watching me)483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSHK5YGvwR
Feels like I'm losing, ah
I do some research, recalling and reminiscing on past chats my love and I shared, flooding my mind with knowledge about her.Feels like I'm losing my mind483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ah7qWZOaN
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Even the little facts like her favourite food, favourite drink.Feels like they're watching me483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5ziGmu5vs
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Those were all I needed to fake a persona to mask my true intentions, inevitably scaring her off. Feels like I'm losing483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObC22pIq9i
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For now though, I closed my eyes and fell asleep.Every day I'm losing my mind (feels like they're watching me)
After all.Feels like I'm losing483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8i2G3eVFk
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Monday was going to be exciting.
